bard in 21st century

public diary of your favorite bard

[ceruleanheaven]

[looking at people younger than me] you have your whole life ahead of you [looking at people older than me] you have your whole life ahead of you [looking at myself] its over

[cathcalypso]

okay question for research how are we feelin ab business cards in 2026 to be precise how are we feeling ab no name musicians giving out their ”business cards” aka social media+music links on a piece of carboard after a performance

[cathcalypso]

i should distance myself from everyone because they probably hate me

i dont know where this idea came from

but it touches something inside so i follow

i follow blindly

this hurt inside me

i'd like to make myself believe

that i am worth something

that cant be measured in coin

oh what a fantastic world it'd be

unbridled hopeful wind

leads you to where you belong

lol i was an edgelord in 2021 and wrote this shyte

[cathcalypso]

i applied to fucking hesburger with 4 years of working in the service industry and didnt get it :) wdym just apply for jobs bro

[jackkdaniels]

when i was a kid i decided that killing people was bad therefore war was bad therefore the military was evil. and adults would tell me it's more nuanced than that and i would understand when i grew up. well i'm a grown up now and idk i still think that killing people is bad and war is bad and the military is evil

[cathcalypso]

forced myself out of my comfort zone to go to sm creative talk event or whatever and there’s only 5 people here😭😭😭😭 omg

[i-am-a-lazy-mess]

hate when I type :) and this 🙂 fucker appears. Go away you evil soul

[whyyjess]

long time no sonic

[cathcalypso]

i wanna play dispatch sm but i cannot justify paying like 20+ € for nothin and the library doesnt have to so ive been s u f f e r i n g for MONTHS PLS CAN SMO LEND DISPATCH SJJXOQJCOE TT

[cathcalypso]

quizlet stfu i dont want no quizlet plus

[cathcalypso]

only 9 animes away from having watched a 100 omg (only got into anime a couple of years back) but thats my 2026 goal !!! if u got recs im open

[cathcalypso]

just finished gachiakuta (anime lol), vibed, had a good time, finally sm cool adult characters ,,,ZANKA IS 17????? THATS A MAN IN HIS 20S WDYM and rio is 16?????? gurl i thought 18 and up FOR SURE welp at least enjin is closer to 30 😭

[ruporas]

hunting for something “new” (id in alt)

[cathcalypso]

just finished the anime 🤏🤏🤏🤏

[cathcalypso]

i borrowed a high school textbook for philosophy classes and holy shit this is mind bending stuff i mean philosophy in general is and i love it and hate it at the same time but it also means that everything now has four million sides and ways of looking at it

[cathcalypso]

been playin among us recently (real 2020 vibes) and pmg 15 GUARDIAN ANGELS WHAT THE FUCK IS THAT bros some lobbies are actually insane

[cathcalypso]

all social media are just ads on ads on ads upon ads , on here, on insta, on tt, dont even get me started on yt - that shit is f ridiculous and yet we still put up with that :DDD anyway does anyone know how to get an ad blocker on everything (ik opera for yt)

[cathcalypso]

im so deep in the tyler catastrophe verse its not even funny anymore like bro yes it would be BETTER if you wrote those self insert fanfics instead of whatever the fuck he be doin now

also fuck wilbur soot like out of all people on this planet he chose the whitest most basic dude ever who cant even sing or write to save his life