bard in 21st century

public diary of your favorite bard

[cathcalypso]

why is being alive so goddamn annoying

[pukicho]

Everyone likes the cool handsome tough guy, yet for some odd reason, no one seems to enjoys the ever-humble fat ugly shitty guy

[cathcalypso]

unsleep me at 6

[cathcalypso]

when i was playing cult of the lamb i named one follower hatsune miku and they turned out to be the jerk type and it took me an embarrassingly long amount of time to figure out that the game was designed in the way to annoy the everloving fuck out of me with this jerk follower npc but now i cant look at hatsune miku the same way ever again

[cathcalypso]

binged takopis original sin yesterday holy shit and his grandma that was devistating and the fact that it didnt win anime of the year is ridiculous :)))

[cathcalypso]

cut it off

you know

its been quite annoying

hearing you dream about the future

that i'm destroying

not purposefully

but still

i know perfectly well what i'm doing

thank me later, leaving is hard

but at least i'm making it simple

i'm not burning bridges, but letting them sink

you can try to rebuild em, but will stop in a bit

but its for your best, its for your best

tho i cant stand a thought of being replaced

more angsty shit from yours truly in august of 2021

[cathcalypso]

the amount of songs i find daily i wish i have written myself is actually dangerous to my mental health

[cathcalypso]

hizinbirg

[cathcalypso]

on anime 94 on the road to 100 by the end of 2026 and im watching cowboy bebop and that is absolute peak cinema through and through suprisingly woke and funny, like its a classic for a reason but ive heard a lot of people say its just filler and let me tell you sherlock holmes… yes that is the point i fear and i love it its literally a sitcom like what is your problem dude

i just wish it ran for longer :,(

[ceruleanheaven]

[looking at people younger than me] you have your whole life ahead of you [looking at people older than me] you have your whole life ahead of you [looking at myself] its over

[cathcalypso]

okay question for research how are we feelin ab business cards in 2026 to be precise how are we feeling ab no name musicians giving out their ”business cards” aka social media+music links on a piece of carboard after a performance

[cathcalypso]

i should distance myself from everyone because they probably hate me

i dont know where this idea came from

but it touches something inside so i follow

i follow blindly

this hurt inside me

i'd like to make myself believe

that i am worth something

that cant be measured in coin

oh what a fantastic world it'd be

unbridled hopeful wind

leads you to where you belong

lol i was an edgelord in 2021 and wrote this shyte

[cathcalypso]

i applied to fucking hesburger with 4 years of working in the service industry and didnt get it :) wdym just apply for jobs bro

[jackkdaniels]

when i was a kid i decided that killing people was bad therefore war was bad therefore the military was evil. and adults would tell me it's more nuanced than that and i would understand when i grew up. well i'm a grown up now and idk i still think that killing people is bad and war is bad and the military is evil

[cathcalypso]

forced myself out of my comfort zone to go to sm creative talk event or whatever and there’s only 5 people here😭😭😭😭 omg

[i-am-a-lazy-mess]

hate when I type :) and this 🙂 fucker appears. Go away you evil soul

[whyyjess]

long time no sonic