rotten logs & sunflower seeds

kate. 33. really sleepy. turns out i have celiac disease 🙃

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hey guys i got married

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Dad already being weird and annoying. “You’re looking at venues in Seattle? Won’t people near you have to make a long drive?”

The majority of the people we’re inviting have to FLY to get here. Also you wanted me to get married in New Jersey where I would have to fly for my own goddamn wedding, something I don’t want to do, but asking a few people (Luke’s parents and our coworker friends) to drive 2.5 to 3 hours is too much? It’s not like we’re the only ones that would have to fly to NJ if we did it there. A LOT of people were inviting would have to do the same. Like, no matter how I do it, there’s going to be a good chunk of people that have to travel if they’re going to attend. Most of Luke’s family is not in WA! His best friends are not in WA either!

And 100% Seattle > where I live. It’s all farms and wineries here, and I don’t want that kind of wedding. Wineries are nice but pretty much all of them are outdoor only venues and that’s a hell fuckin’ no for me. I am NOT getting married outside

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hai i’m engaged

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I think one of the hardest parts of wedding planning for me will be that I want to be able to eat anything that’s available my reception if I feel like it, and it will probably be hard to find a caterer that will accommodate me like that and also it will be expensive :-)

I love my autoimmune disease. I love celiac. Thank you celiac!

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Right now everyone I know is either

-having babies

-engaged and wedding plan (I’m probably next for this tbh)

-getting divorced???

Is this just how life is in your 30s

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The only reason I don’t come on this app anymore is because the ads are SO ANNOYING and I absolutely won’t be paying for any sort of premium shit. It’s impossible to scroll without the app store opening 1000 times. I’ve debated deleting my account but also I’ve had it for 15 years. I don’t know if I can bring myself to get rid of it completely

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I’m 33 now

[musubiki]

my favorite fields of mistria boys 🥰

[alliemonade]

Brothers, twins even!

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My biggest fear now that I have one autoimmune disease is that I will develop MORE on top of it

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please don’t let me develop lupus. please don’t let me develop hashimotos. PLEASE don’t let me develop—

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My biggest fear now that I have one autoimmune disease is that I will develop MORE on top of it

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Really need to go get bloodwork done tomorrow to make sure I’m not horribly deficient from ???? years of untreated celiac 😔

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Just popping on to say that I’m still grappling with the new reality of my newly diagnosed autoimmune disorder but the GI doctor told me I’m so smart and going to do SO GREAT so I’m riding that high

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This is a bittersweet moment because of how long it took me to get a doctor that took me really seriously. I knew something was wrong. Something was indeed wrong! I finally have an answer! I now have to spend the rest of my life being hyper vigilant about what I eat, or else!

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wake up babe, new diagnosis just dropped

[miseducatedmelanicmuse]

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my tumblr is 14 years old today 😐