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when they have a crush…

UPDATED: 08/11/26

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i finally decided to change my name (i'm not sure if I like it or not…)

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WHEN THEY HAVE A CRUSH…

GACHIAKUTA—enjin, gris rubion, arkha corvus, tamsy caines, zodyl typhon, bro santa, semiu grier, chtoni andoor, hyo, kyouka nijiku, noerde amozo, mildretta, mymo, fu orostor, too lily, gountess knock, goka nijiku, follo tunito, eishia stilza, tomme mima, amo empool, august stilza, zanka nijiku, rudo surebrec, riyo reaper, momoa rukel, jabber wonger x gn!reader

⊹ ࣪ ˖ CONTENT. so much fluff! manga spoilers in a few parts, oblivious reader, mutual crushing? kinda, awkward flirting, blushing, some characters are terrible at hiding their feelings, others are surprisingly good at it, pre-established crushes, maybe ooc but who cares, around 0.2k words per character, not proofread.

AUTHOR’S NOTE. i wanted to put THAT name instead of enjin for fuck but the spoiler is not free. also why tf is almost the whole gachiakuta cast in this (bro didn’t want to exclude anyone). at some point i lost the plot lol sorry about that

𑣲 IF YOU DON’T KNOW, YOU ARE TOO CLUELESS…

ENJIN wouldn't be too direct or honest about his feelings toward you, at least not right away. It's not that he's necessarily hiding them, but he'll keep acting just as laid-back as always, at first. After that phase, you'll clearly notice that he's behaving a little differently around you. Remember how he used to go into town to chase after girls? Yeah, that mysteriously stopped. Right now, his attention is focused on a certain person. Sometimes he seems too close, invading your personal space, always sitting next to you whenever he gets the chance, and making sure you ‘coincidentally’ end up in the passenger seat every time he drives the Jeep. It’s weird, yes. However, rest assured that once he falls in love with you, he won’t leave your side all day. He hates being alone, and what could be better than spending time with you instead of being surrounded by kids for a little while? It’s the perfect excuse!

“Want to go into town?”

“No, Enjin. We’ve got missions to do. Get your butt to work.”

“C’monn…”

AUGUST is way too loud in general, not to mention when he started developing feelings for you. No one will ever hear the end of this. It was already common knowledge throughout HQ that August has romantic feelings for you. Eishia has had a pretty rough time because of her brother’s behavior, he’s been so brazen with you! Every so often, she has to remind him to give you some space since, as far as he’s concerned, that concept doesn’t exist in the slightest. He’ll be in your personal space ALL THE TIME. Hugs and any other kind of physical contact will become constant with him, even before you’re a couple. You’d also be one of the few people he’d constantly invite to his workshop, or whom he’d let in while he’s working. Since you’re one of the people he considers most important to him, August would be happy to share that part of his hobby with you and include you in it. For example, he’d show you a design he made and wait for your opinion on it, no matter how honest it was! In fact, he’d prefer it that way so he could improve. Honestly, you’d have to be pretty oblivious not to notice how much he loves you, wouldn’t you? Especially after seeing yourself represented in so many places around his workshop.

“LOOOK!! What do you think?”

“It’s beautiful. Is there supposed to be something wrong with it?”

AMO is pretty open about her love for you, and she wouldn't even try to hide it. She loves you so much and wants you to know it—that's all. She’d clearly show favoritism toward you, treating you with much more affection and never stopping talking about you! Her infatuation would be even more obvious when she could go from yelling at someone to being surprisingly calm with you in less than ten seconds if that's what you want. You’d better get used to her being with you at all times, because ever since Amo started liking you, you’ll see her every day, everywhere. After a while, physical contact between the two of you would also increase unconsciously—mostly on her part, since she tends to be a bit impulsive. She might tug on your sleeve, lean on your shoulder, or always stand close to you while you’re talking, simply because that’s normal for her. Finally, she’s very jealous, a little more so at this stage. Her possessiveness isn’t malicious, her jealousy stems from the feeling that she’s being ‘replaced’ or that she’s competing with that person for your attention.

“Do you love Amo?”

“…Are you asking because I just spent time with Riyo?”

TOMME realized immediately that she was in love, but she’d try to handle it as maturely as possible. Because of her job, which requires her to pay attention to details, she’d notice various habits you have without really meaning to, surprising even herself. Since when has she known exactly how you like your drink or your favorite food, what expressions you make when you’re tired or focused, the things you don’t like, how you usually talk? Unexpectedly, she wouldn’t be so shy about taking the initiative to invite you to spend time with her during simple moments or to cheer you up if you’re feeling down—she’s very good with words, so Tomme wouldn’t mind helping you. As for her notes, she’s had to start crossing out some observations she made about you that often had nothing to do with the missions at all. It would be inevitable for you to notice, given how much attention she pays to you.

“You shouldn’t have pushed yourself so hard.”

“Don’t worry, Tomme! I’m fine.”

FOLLO would be greatly affected by you. While he’s usually helpful to everyone, with you he’d be ten times more so. If you need anything, he’ll always be there to try to help you, and he’d expect you to know that, too. He’s very thoughtful; he’ll often try to strike up conversations about some of your personal interests you’ve mentioned before, and—to spare himself a bit of embarrassment—discreetly ask if you’ve eaten or rested yet, just to check in, of course. Gris might want to help Follo out from time to time, but he wouldn’t be able to do much to help the two of you understand each other, so he’d probably just leave the two of you alone whenever you’re together. Please don’t compliment him or make physical contact without warning. A simple ‘good job’ from you would make him very nervous, and he’d stumble over his words a bit when thanking you. The situation would get worse if you were to even accidentally or on purpose brush against his hand a little. He blushes so easily that you’d notice it immediately. Why might that be?

“Thanks for helping me. I don’t know what I would’ve done without you.”

“I-it wasn’t that big of a deal… don’t hesitate to let me know if you need help again.”

𑣲 IF YOU LOOK SOO CLOSELY…

CTHONI would almost never let on how she feels in general, especially now that she likes you. She’d be very subtle about revealing her true intentions. You’d have to pay attention to certain changes so you can learn to read between the lines and understand what they really mean. Obviously, it wouldn’t be a coincidence if she suddenly started appearing behind you without you even hearing her (she’s already startled you several times) and then just stood there for no apparent reason without saying a single word, not even when she didn’t mind giving you a sandwich she had on hand in the middle of a mission after accidentally finding out you hadn’t eaten. Still, she wouldn’t explain much about why she’s acting that way. For someone as reserved as she usually is, the fact that Cthoni would initiate a conversation with you—and let you into her personal space after you’ve spent a considerable amount of time interacting—might be enough for you to draw your own conclusions about what’s really going on.

“You need to drink water.”

“Uh?”

“It’s been hours since you last did.”

ZANKA is proud and will treat his crush as a BIG secret. He isn’t embarrassed that he’s in love with you, but what he does find embarrassing is the whole idea of having a crush, which isn’t really appropriate for someone like him, or so he thinks. One of the weirdest things that’s come up is that you have certain privileges that others don’t have, like him letting you invade his personal space or touch him physically for as long as you want without him asking you to back off, or even letting you touch his Lovely Assistaf for a moment, which speaks for itself about what that means. On the other hand, he’d start giving you little gifts with excuses to make it seem like no big deal. Oh, man. It doesn’t matter if he’s on a mission or not; if he sees you, he’ll work twice as hard to be stronger. It’s up to you whether you notice these signs or not, because some might go unnoticed if you don’t know him well enough. His exclusivity toward you would be his way of subtly letting you know he likes you.

“You’ve gotten stronger, Zanka!”

“Really?” He definitely wasn’t killing himself during all that training just to look cooler for you.

GOKA is quite reluctant to let something like this take over his mind, but he can’t help it no matter how hard he tries. He likes you and doesn’t know what to do. He’s one of the least obvious ones, precisely because he’d like to hide it as much as possible. Goka himself isn’t the romantic or expressive type. Although he may seem uninterested on the surface, he actually cares about you quite a bit, but you just wouldn’t notice it because, in a way, he’d be more curt with you, and stricter, too. However, his words rarely match his actions. He contradicts himself when he tells you directly that your technique needs to improve, only to then help you correct your form himself with more gentleness than you’d expect from Goka. He says you need to be more responsible with your tasks, yet he’ll end up doing them himself without asking for anything in return. Months, perhaps much longer, could go by without him making any direct progress. You wouldn’t notice anything out of the ordinary. He’s still a demanding superior, right?

“Did you really help me with this?”

“You should have done it sooner. In the future, make sure you do it on your own. On time.”

MILDRETTA would give the opposite impression that she likes you—or maybe not. If you knew her really well, you’d know all her irritation and scolding come from the fact that, deep down, she cares about the people who matter to her. That’s how it would be with you. You’d better hide from Mildretta when you come back injured from a mission, because you’ll get the worst scolding from her, along with her help, of course. Despite all that, Meriege would still tell you that you’re one of the people Mildretta cares about most. This wouldn’t make much sense from your point of view, but it would from hers. Meriege knows her very well, and she obviously would know exactly what situation her teammate is in. Mildretta isn’t very expressive verbally, but she’d be very protective. She’d constantly make sure you didn’t get into unnecessary trouble or that no one tried to take advantage of you. She’s very trustworthy and loyal; once she falls in love with you, it would be very hard for her to walk away afterward. Even though she doesn’t express it very well, rest assured that she’d love you dearly and let you see it. In her own way.

“You look great today!”

“…Focus on the mission.”

𑣲 THERE’S SOMETHING… WEIRD?

FU gets really nervous when he's around you. He stutters more and he can't even manage to make eye contact with you for very long before excusing himself and leaving. He doesn't know how to deal with his feelings, but he genuinely likes it when you give him orders. No matter how small the task, he’ll never complain, after all, he loves helping you! Your requests are his favorites, although he’ll still be a little more anxious than usual, worried that he might mess them up. The rare times he doesn’t overthink before acting are when you’re in danger during a joint mission, quickly letting Hii take control so he can handle the situation. Speaking of the possessed doll, he won’t hear the end of it because Fu would talk about you so much to him. Hii gets a little irritated when Fu simply refuses to take his suggestions to put an end to this whole problem. Maybe he’ll have to do something about it.

“Why don’t you just tell them—”

“Hii, they’re coming! What do I do!?”

RUDO suddenly felt strangely uncomfortable around you, which was kind of weird. He didn't mean any harm, but he needed a little more time to process it since he hasn't had the best experiences with this kind of thing. However, he’d like to make you handmade gifts in his free time to clear his head and see your reaction—after spending a considerable amount of time deciding whether or not to give them to you—and also to spend quality time with you away from all the problems he’s had since arriving on Terra. He listens to absolutely EVERYTHING you say; he’d rather stay silent and listen to you talk for hours if that’s what you want, he won’t get tired or annoyed like he normally would with someone else. Rudo tends to be calmer when he’s with you, and surprisingly, he’s also much less rude and thinks a little more carefully about his words before speaking. You’d better get ready for Riyo and Enjin’s teasing, because they won’t stop once they see you with Rudo more often. Come on, it’s way too obvious! At least to them…

“Rudo! Make sure you kill that trashy beast with them… and don’t get too distracted by your partner.”

“Can you shut up?”

EISHIA has a hard time being around you for very long, especially because her shyness makes it difficult for her to interact with you normally. Would she seem strange from your perspective? Hopefully not. The only thing you might find odd about this (aside from her strange behavior and the blush on her cheeks when she’s with you) is that August sometimes tells you very specific things about what Eishia likes out of nowhere, and he’s been trying to get closer to you. All with the intention of helping her little sister, of course! She acts politely and seems more concerned about you, often rushing to heal you and staying focused to avoid accidents with her Jinki, or simply giving you sweets she thinks you’d like. Other than that, you’d have to make a more obvious move for something to develop between you two. Eishia hasn’t had much experience with these kinds of situations and is very inexperienced, so she doesn’t know what to do beyond her small acts of kindness, but she’ll be quite open and grateful to accept any subtle advances you might make toward her!

“Can I stay in the infirmary with you today?”

“U-um… If you want to, sure. Although I don’t really do much anyway, so if you get bored…”

MOMOA would not be so obvious about liking you. She wouldn’t deny anything, but she wouldn’t confirm it either; she’d just let it be. As long as it doesn’t get too involved in her business, she’s fine. She can live peacefully with her feelings. Momoa likes it when you sometimes keep her company while she listens to music, without feeling the need to bother her (ahem, Jabber). Overall, she’d still be herself around you. Maybe there’d be some subtle signs that would make you wonder now and then—like her normally bored gaze lingering on you a little longer than she’d normally care to, letting you pick the songs she listens to every once in a while, or responding more quickly when you talk to her. Basically, Momoa likes spending quiet moments. Since she’s taken an interest in you, she’d be at least a little curious about what you’ve been through, but don’t worry. No matter how curious she is, she’ll never use her Jinki on you unless it’s really necessary or you give her permission.

“You did a great job, Momoa!”

“Yeah?”

NOERDE can be a little confusing to read. You wouldn't know if what she feels for you is respect, admiration, or something else. She has very high standards when it comes to liking someone, whether romantically or otherwise, so you went through a test without even knowing it. After passing Noerde’s assessment to see if you were worth her time, she’d start showing interest in an unusual way… she’d give you compliments, but they’re very easy to overlook since most of the time she only points out your strength, which is sometimes accompanied by a bit of criticism on her part. She’s a warrior. What else would she have to compliment? And why don’t you realize that what she just said to you is incredibly valuable? Ever since Noerde started falling for you, she’s been trying to prove that she’s strong and worthy enough for you, only for you to fail to notice, as usual. Your clueless behavior irritates her. Finally, the greatest gesture she’d make would be to let you touch her hair. But you’ve never tried because you’re afraid of how she’d react. Noerde is very particular about her hair, which is why letting you touch it would be a sign of the trust she has in you.

“Lately, I’ve been thinking you’ve been acting strange.”

“Acting strange? Work on your judgment.”

GOUNTESS already cared about you quite a lot and was fond of you in his own way before he realized he was in love with you. Now, all of that changed once he understood he felt something more than friendship for you. He would be conflicted about those feelings, knowing his presence could inevitably bring you a lot of trouble. What would he do? Obviously, keep his distance. He wouldn’t want someone like Mymo or anyone else to hurt you because of him. He would apologize to you internally and try to maintain as little contact with you as possible. Of course, this wouldn’t go unnoticed by you. How could it? He went from being the person who cared about you the most, telling you how important you were to him and being a safe haven for you, to becoming a familiar stranger you used to spend time with. How could you not wonder why you never saw him again?

“Wh… what did you say?”

“I like being with you, Gountess.”

𑣲 YOU WOULD NEVER KNOW IT.

TAMSY is self-aware and knows perfectly well how to hide a crush, which is something absurdly easy for the things he’s had to do in the past. He could be by your side and interact with you naturally like he always does, without a single red flag for you to suspect that his feelings are quite different from what they actually are. The worst part is he wouldn’t even try too hard for you to notice. He’d rather stay where he is and simply wait patiently for the fleeting feeling to pass. If it somehow doesn’t go away, that’s where he could actually start taking those feelings a little more seriously. As much as he’d like to get rid of all kinds of feelings that don’t serve his goals, he’d eventually come to live with them reluctantly, like in this case. The changes would be slight but pretty strange and exclusive to you, like paying a little more attention whenever you decide to talk about anything, and being more attentive toward you in the eyes of the other Cleaners. He’d also be very polite and respect some of your boundaries, but nothing too alarming.

“You’re surprisingly attentive.”

“Am I?”

ZODYL is too logical and reserved. You wouldn't know it, and he wouldn't know how he feels about you either. At first, he might justify it by saying that you’re simply a valuable member of the Raiders and perform well on missions. That would explain why he’s thinking about you more than he does about other people. You’d have to learn how to read him very carefully to notice his unusual behavior, because it’s clearly not romantic in the conventional sense. He’d start including you in certain plans of personal interest and sometimes share some of his theories with you. For him, that would be ‘affection’ or a way of showing he’s interested in someone. Since Zodyl is quite analytical, that would also apply to you. He’d ask you strange questions he didn’t used to ask before, just out of sheer curiosity about how you think. This would leave you even more confused than you already are.

“What do you think of the Sphere?”

“Why are you asking me that?”

SEMIU is pretty neutral about her feelings. If she’s honest, she might say she was a little surprised to realize that she really did see you that way. She wouldn’t deny it, but she did consider those feelings a slight distraction for her. Although that doesn’t change the fact that she enjoys it when you join her at her desk if you have free time, when you help her with paperwork every now and then, or when you do little favors to help her out. The other Cleaners might notice that Semiu tends to be more patient with you, pointing things out a bit more gently when you do something she’d normally consider stupid (which, from Enjin’s point of view, is a complete injustice). You’d be surprised by how observant she tends to be. If the crush lasts longer, she won’t waste any more energy trying to avoid the inevitable, so she’ll accept it and be as direct as possible once she’s made her decision. This will take you completely by surprise because, as far as you’re concerned, there were no clear signs that she liked you.

“Your favorite food came with the rest of the meal they brought us.”

“How do you know it’s my favorite food?”

“It’s easy to tell when you drool all over your chin just looking at it.”

HYO is convinced that it’s just another sensation in her brain that feels different. She’d probably be the last person to admit that she loves you. She doesn’t understand how she came to feel this way, so she’ll keep her distance and won’t make a move at first. Hyo might make you a little uncomfortable at times, since you might catch her staring at you out of the blue with a blank expression on her face, and sometimes you’ll get the feeling that she knows your habits quite well and some details about you that no one else would notice. Generally, since Hyo wouldn’t know how to be around you without giving herself away or raising suspicion, she’d start looking for excuses just to be by your side. And speaking of those, they’re terrible, since she’d never spend much time in the company of someone the way she has with you. She’s very independent and would rarely share space with anyone outside of a work setting. You’d have to pay close attention to notice a pattern, because her affection shows more in what she does than in what she says.

“Don’t you usually take a different route, Hyo?”

“No. I take this route.” She’s clearly lying.

KYOUKA simply doesn't usually give much thought to her feelings; at first, she ignored them so she could continue prioritizing her work. To her, you’re a competent person who takes the Hell Guard seriously. That’s as far as it goes. At least, that was the case for a while, until her younger brother unintentionally pointed out her strange behavior toward you compared to other soldiers. She had never considered that conclusion until she started paying closer attention to her own behavior. After she started scrutinizing herself excessively, she realized that, indeed, her brother was right. It seems she’s more concerned about your well-being than other people’s, or perhaps you’re simply the first person she’d seek out under the pretext of telling you that you have more work to do, or that she has a certain weakness she hates having when you compliment anything other than how well she does her job. Even so, she’d still keep her distance enough to prevent you from noticing it either. Kyouka won’t openly admit she has a crush on you, nor would she get suspiciously close in a way that might make you even consider there’s something more. Get used to those signs. It would take her a long time to confess.

“Good job. Go to the nurse’s office, you need it.” And she’d walk away calmly as if she hadn’t said a thing.

𑣲 YOU THINK THEY’RE JUST BEING KIND.

CORVUS is very perceptive. He wouldn't need anyone to tell him that he likes you; he'd already know it, quite calmly. It wouldn’t even cross anyone’s mind that their boss is dealing with some romantic feelings. Corvus is a gentleman in every way. No one would be treated as well by their lover as you are by him (even though you aren’t a couple yet…), but there wouldn’t be any particularly noticeable or strong favoritism. Just because he’s in love doesn’t mean he’d neglect others for your sake. It just means that extra attention would happen in private. There would be a very curious change: Corvus is quite selective about whom he trusts, so consider yourself lucky when he starts asking about your judgment and pays close attention to what you say, because that would be very important. The moments with him would be the most comfortable, especially when you’re in his office and manage to get a smile or two out of him. What a situation he found himself in without ever once considering it…

“Corvus! You’re finally here. You’ve been gone longer than usual.”

“I’m sorry. Lately, there have been several things I’ve needed to take care of. Do you have free time? We could talk if you’re up for it.”

GRIS is quite kind to everyone without exception, which is why you didn’t even think anything of it when he started treating you in a much kinder and warmer way. He really likes you, so he’ll show it, knowing full well that you don’t know exactly why he’s doing it and that you’ll mistake it for a sign of his support as a mere friend. He doesn’t care if you like him back, if you need time to think about it, or if, for your part, all you have to offer is friendship. He’d be happy just to have you by his side. His affection makes him feel more responsible, so expect Gris to wish you luck every time you go out on a mission and check to make sure you’re not injured right after you finish it. He thinks it’s the least he can do, since, unfortunately, there’s not much he’s able to do when you’re fighting Trash Beasts.

“You’re so nice, Gris. Maybe too nice…? But thank you for caring so much about me!”

“You don’t have to thank me.”

BRO SANTA would be much more transparent without even realizing it. He doesn’t know he’s being obvious until Guita herself innocently asks him when you’re coming over to spend time with them. It might have been just a casual comment, but it made him think about it for quite a while. Basically, you’d become a second adoptive parent to Dear and Guita. Speaking of the little boy, you’d have to be very patient to earn his trust at first. Bro would probably try to help you with that, he’d like the two of you to get along well in the future… He’s not assuming you’d say yes if he asked you out! But every time he’s accidentally seen you guys together, it makes him fall a little more in love with you. You’d become more and more a part of his circle, and absolutely everyone would realize that whenever he’s there, you’d be there too because he invited you. Bro often has to hide his embarrassed face and apologize to you when the Cleaners joke that you two would make a cute couple. That sort of thing. Dear is fed up with his father still deciding to play dumb after all.

“Hm.”

“Why are you looking at me like that, Dear?”

𑣲 YOU DON’T KNOW IF THEY ARE JOKING OR NOT (they’re not).

JABBER is still… Jabber. He constantly bugs you just to get your attention. This might be the first time he’s ever experienced a crush (albeit a twisted one), so he’ll deal with it in his own way. However, that doesn’t make him any more tolerable most of the time. Do you like your privacy? Forget about it with him. If you’re a Raider, he may or may not annoy Zodyl enough for him to send the two of you on missions together, mostly just to get Jabber off his back—and partly because, at the end of the day, the two of you somehow always manage to successfully complete your part of the mission. He loves showing you the poisons he has and the effects they cause, too! He might even beg you to try them with him when you have nothing else to do. It’s up to you whether or not to accept his offer. Jabber has grown so trusting of you in such a short time that you wouldn’t be surprised to find him right beside you when you wake up one of these days. Or maybe it’s already happened—many, many times. You just don’t take him seriously.

“Pleeease… just one! This one feels good!”

“Get off me, Jabber!”

“Uhhh… Are you afraid of ’em? I didn’t know you were one of those cowards.”

MYMO would never admit that he actually has a crush on you. He’d dismiss it as mere curiosity to protect his pride. It simply wouldn’t occur to him that someone like him could fall in love with… well, you. Instead of acknowledging his feelings, he’d treat them as a game to amuse himself. He’d single you out as his main target, playing pranks on you, deliberately putting you in awkward situations just to see how you’d react, or casually dropping random comments about things he’s heard about you. Speaking of which, he’d investigate you to see how much he could find out. He’d keep that information for later, whether he intended to use it against you or simply keep it to himself. Mymo wouldn’t have a healthy crush. Even though he might seem harmless, he could become quite possessive and manipulative if you ever took a path he didn’t like. In general, he’d also idealize you, seeing you as part of his vision without caring in the least about getting to know you for who you really are. But you wouldn’t know any of that. From your perspective, he’s simply having fun and being his usual self, completely unaware that, in reality, he’s already mapped out a destiny for you.

“Are you joking?”

“Guess! What do you think?”

RIYO thought it was really fun being around you, and the realization hit her not long after, when she found herself questioning her own feelings toward you. Even before she fell in love with you, you’d already gotten used to her chaotic and carefree personality, so you weren’t surprised when, over the last few months, she started seeking you out more often to joke around with you. You also didn’t pay much attention to how often she played with your hair, leaned in close whenever she got the chance, or became especially attentive during your last few missions together. She’d brush it off by saying it would be better if you didn’t die in some humiliating or silly way anytime soon. Riyo was constantly keeping an eye on you, with good intentions, according to her. Just like Zanka, she also has a thing for impressing you, showing off what she and her scissors are capable of whenever she gets the chance. She makes you wonder if there’s really something more between you, but you can’t tell whether she’s simply being her usual self or if something has actually changed.

“Hey, I just heard this joke—”

“Oh, please don’t.”

TOO LILY can be pretty oblivious sometimes without even realizing it herself, which is why she doesn't understand why the signs aren't very clear to you when they clearly are. At least to her. Her crush would be a little bit awkward. Emphasizing just how oblivious she is, she genuinely didn't realize when her songs and some of her shows had become a little connected to you if someone were to look closely. She certainly doesn't mind, of course; she'd say she feels quite the opposite! As an artist, one way she would show her affection would be through spectacle and entertainment. This translates into changing her outfit as many times as you want just to impress you, and she would even give you the privilege of occasionally choosing the outfit she wears for some of her performances, along with a ticket to see her perform! One of the things she'd enjoy the most would be doing different magic tricks and teaching them to you just to see you smile. She likes making people smile, and your smile is her favorite, so why not make you happy with whatever she has at her disposal? Unfortunately, even with all of that, since you wouldn't know her very well at first, you'd probably think it's just her being Too Lily, as always.

“Look at them! Aren’t they incredible? They are my favorite person! And of course, my assistant who has gotten me out of several predicaments.”

“Lily, stop doing that.”

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The gay flag for the text was creative as hell 🥹🥹 I'm not a male reader so I hope this isn't out of place (I might just be overthinking this though)

u noticed it! thank youuu, and don’t worry it’s not out of place at all

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guys what do we think about changing like, my username

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hiiii can you do amo empool getting a crush on fem! reader (whos around her age and on team eager) and becomes shy around her?

content. fluff! fem reader, slight spoilers, reader is on team eager, amo being shy, awkward interactions, maybe ooc, not proofread.

author’s note. I’M SORRY FOR TAKING SO SO LONG TO DO THIS! i was busy and couldn’t find the time to finish it, but here it is!

THE FIRST TIME she noticed you was at Penta. Back then, she had barely paid you any attention because she was fighting with Enjin and all your teammates. Amo will never forget that day, or the days that followed with you. She even still remembers your first interaction, one she hasn’t stopped thinking about for a long time…

You closed the door behind you briefly with a thud. Upon entering, you realized there was no one in the infirmary. Eishia wasn’t there either, for some strange reason you didn’t really care to figure out. You were focusing on making as little noise as possible so as not to wake a certain person who was lying in bed.

Amo had been here ever since her accident. You never would have thought something like that could have happened to her in the short time you guys were gone and left her alone. As you got closer to where she was, you could see that she looked extremely weak and paler than usual, her lips also looked very dry.

Her expression at that moment seemed peaceful.

Your feet stopped just a few steps away from her. In the past you probably didn’t like Amo very much, she had hurt your friends, after all. But seeing her like this felt strange to you.

Way too strange.

You could remember her crazy behavior from a while back as if it were yesterday.

You felt an urge to walk away as soon as she began to stir in her sleep. The drowsiness on her face was quite evident despite the hours she’d likely spent asleep. Maybe coming here wasn’t the best idea, was it?

You didn’t move. Instead, you watched closely as she slowly began to regain consciousness. When her eyes briefly swept over you, you felt your breath catch with nerves. You feel like a weirdo. You just hope she isn’t bothered by seeing a stranger standing in front of her for who knows how long while she was unconscious.

Amo wasn’t fully aware for the first few seconds, she could barely process much of what she was seeing as she was waking up. What she did manage to take in was that there was a figure standing next to her bed.

It wasn’t Rudo who used to visit her, it was someone else. A girl was there.

Who were you?

Her gaze showed curiosity. Whether by chance or not, she didn’t speak until you did. Amo was able to hear your voice for the first time.

“Hi… did I wake you up? I tried not to make too much noise…” Her expression remained the same. She blinked more to shake off the sleepiness building up in her eyes. She hated this.

If she’d been in her normal form, she would have reacted completely differently by now.

She kept staring at your face for quite a while, to the point that she seemed to forget she was supposed to give you an answer. When you didn’t get any reaction from her you found yourself taking a step back under her gaze. You knew it was a bad idea. It was getting uncomfortable, at least for you.

Her parched lips parted and closed shortly afterward in what seemed like an attempt to formulate a clear answer. She couldn’t help but wonder who you were. She doesn’t have the energy to think about that.

It took a few more minutes before Amo nodded slightly, a clear gesture that made you breathe a sigh of relief.

No.

All right. Since you didn’t bother her, you can get a little closer, right? Once again, you moved closer to her with more confidence. You had something in mind to help her cope with this, even if only a little. You don’t think anyone has ever tried to spend time with her this way, and besides, you don’t have much else to do for the next few hours. You want to cheer her up so she’ll recover soon.

Oh, before that… you forgot to ask her something. You could almost slap yourself for forgetting something so obvious.

“Are you sleepy? I was planning to show you something.” Amo doesn’t know who you are, but she’s curious nonetheless. She’s been bored whenever she’s been awake.

Once again, she gave her head another slight shake. This time with a little more of the little energy she had left.

No.

She watched you as you quickly sat down in the chair next to her bed. Amo listened as you introduced yourself: your name, the things you liked, your age… before you started doing whatever it was you wanted to do and show her.

When you finally got Amo to focus on something other than her current situation, you were able to talk to her and get to know her better, even managed to make her smile a few times. In the last few hours, she seemed more cheerful with you around than she had been at first. In the end, it seems your help did make a difference.

For Amo, all that time she’d spent with you felt… really good. She felt a little down when you said you had to leave, even though you promised to visit her the next day.

From that moment on, Amo started to feel strange. In a way she never had before.

THE SECOND TIME Amo saw you was after she’d recovered. She was so excited to finally see you without her being in that bed!

Now that she’s back in good shape, she’ll be able to pursue you without you always having to be the one to go after her! Or at least that’s how it would have been if only she knew how to approach you as easily as you make it seem.

Amo was very confused, so she had to turn to some books of romance she had to try to better understand her situation.

Unfortunately, they didn’t work for very long. When she tried to recreate what was in the books, you either didn’t get it or gave her a weird look.

It was very frustrating!

She stood watching you train with your team from a distance. Apparently, you couldn’t see her from there. Amo wished you could, but you never do. She’s been following you everywhere without you noticing. She wasn’t doing it in a stalkerish way, or at least that wasn’t her intention, she just doesn’t know how to approach you properly at first.

Amo doesn’t understand. Why is it so hard for her to be with you? She has no trouble approaching others, so why is it different with you?

A loud crash made her turn back toward where you were. Has your Vital Instrument always been this beautiful?

Of course your vital Jinki was going to be beautiful! It’s yours, and your style is beautiful too, your personality, your appearance—

“What are you doing?” She gave a little jump at the sound of a female voice she’d recently begun to know very well. Why does she look amused? Amo doesn’t like being caught off guard.

“I was watching her.” Amo’s blunt honesty made Riyo freeze for half a second.

What had she just heard?

When she finally snapped out of her shock a few seconds later, she turned briefly to glance at you out of the corner of her eye. Could it be what she thinks? An amused smile spread across her face as she imagined a rather convincing scenario of what the reality might be.

“You’re so curious. Why?”

Because Amo thinks you’re amazing. Could there be any other reason?

“Amo thinks she’s pretty. Amo wants to know more about her…” Riyo looked at her nonchalantly as she began chattering animatedly about you, only half-listening. Yeah, it was definitely what she thought. Lately, she’s been noticing how interested Amo is in you compared to everyone else. She’s terrible at hiding her feelings.

She shrugged slightly. Oh well, If she keeps this up, she won’t get very far before you realize it, if you haven’t already, of course.

Anyway, it’s not something that interests her (for now). She has to take Amo with her. Sometimes she forgets that she has things to learn.

“You’ll be able to see her as soon as you’re done. You have to come with me!” Before Amo could process what she meant, Riyo grabbed her by the wrist and dragged her in the opposite direction from where you were training.

It didn’t take long for her to start struggling on her own when she saw the distance between her and you growing even further, becoming more determined to get away every second.

“Amo wants to see her!”

“Nah.” Amo tried one last time to wriggle free from her grip, resulting in yet another futile attempt that didn’t even faze Riyo as she continued to drag her along.

Since when was she so strong!? She’s always been, but still…

She was dragged along until she could no longer see even a trace of you. Next time, Amo will try to avoid her as much as she can.

SINCE THEN, you two have noticeably closed the gap between you in the eyes of others. Now you were friends! And what do they do?

Friends have to spend time together!

This time, she spent a long time looking for you. She started out patiently, but as time went on without any clue as to your whereabouts anywhere, she grew more impatient. She didn’t like spending over an hour wandering all over HQ.

By the time she’d gone around for the third time, she didn’t even know where she was getting all her patience from anymore.

WHERE WERE YOU!?

The moment she walked through the dining hall, she noticed something rather peculiar there. Amo caught a glimpse out of the corner of her eye of someone who looked all too familiar.

So there you were!

She finally found you!

…With your friends. Amo wished they weren’t there. It would have been better if it had just been the two of you.

With hurried steps, she turned abruptly and began trying to make her way through the crowd surrounding her, doing her best to push forward among all those people. Amo wondered if it would always be like this. She’d have to avoid coming at this time in the future.

It took her a while to get there, but she finally reached your table while you were eating as usual. Something about finally seeing you… she didn’t know how to describe it.

Your friends also noticed her presence as soon as Amo became more visible to you all, momentarily pausing their conversation to look at her intently. You looked at her in silence.

She had taken long enough. This time it took her longer.

Who would’ve thought, but it doesn’t bother you.

“Amo, do you want to join us? There’s room for you!” Well, actually, there wasn’t much room, the chairs at your table were already taken by your friends. Tamsy noticed this too.

You were about to get up from your seat to go find another chair, but his voice stopped you before you could. “She can sit here, we have to go. We’ll leave you some privacy.” Delmon stood up shortly after him, easily catching on to what he meant. They gave you a quick goodbye before walking away.

What was that about? They’d just told you they were free.

Still, at least the problem is gone, you figure. You’ll put your confusion aside for now and ask them about it later.

You decided not to pay any more attention to what had just happened and smiled at Amo. This made her clench her clothes anxiously and forget her growing excitement because of the incident that had occurred.

This always happens when you’re with her.

“Looks like it’s just you and me now. Are you hungry?” You gestured toward the food on the table. There were more leftovers than you thought, you’d barely touched your plate before Amo interrupted.

You looked at her expectantly. She hesitated for a second before deciding to speak again. You caught a hint of uncertainty in her voice. “Uh… Amo wants some.” The noisy environment, combined with how softly she spoke made it difficult to hear her clearly.

“What did you say?” Amo had to gather her courage again, speaking louder this time.

“Amo wants some.”

You nodded and gestured toward the empty chair next to you. While she was doing that, you took a small portion from each dish on the table. You didn’t really know much about her tastes in food, she always tended to talk about other things once she felt a little more comfortable around you.

Amo shifted uncomfortably in her seat. Amo can smell you.

You smell nice.

She always liked your scent.

“Amo thinks you smell nice.” You turned gently to look at her closely, but she quickly changed the subject with a wave of her hand. Her ears were burning.

“Amo is hungry.” You sighed with a smile and continued filling her plate. Dumbass, she could at least stick to what she said. You almost got excited about it.

Why? You don’t know.

Once you were satisfied with the variety on the plate, you decided to bring it over to her along with the utensils. However, Amo just kept staring at you intently.

Amo wants to get closer! But for some reason, Amo can’t…

“Amo…?”

You noticed she was fidgeting with her hands constantly. It wasn’t very noticeable, but it was there. Maybe she needs help? Or something’s wrong.

You picked up the fork with food and kindly offered it to Amo. Your action caught her so off guard that she accidentally pulled away a little too abruptly.

Seeing her reaction, you stepped back worried. “Sorry, did I make you uncomfortable? You can eat on your own! I just thought that—”

“No! Amo wants to.” Her fingers touched yours to hold the utensil in place, and she quickly ate the bite before you could move away.

She got very close.

Her hand felt pleasantly warm against yours. You liked it.

“What do you want to do?” You were swinging your feet restlessly. It had been a while since the two of you had been sitting there in silence.

“…Amo doesn’t know. Uhm…” She fixed her gaze on the floor, thinking about it for a moment. You followed her lead and looked in the same direction.

You didn’t have any missions right now. Tamsy and Delmon had ditched you again as soon as they caught a microsecond glimpse of Amo in the hallway. Now that you think about it, they’re a traitors…

Nah, you wouldn’t really think that. They wouldn’t do it on purpose.

You’re more surprised that this time Amo might respond better than before (of course you didn’t force her at all to talk or get a little closer to you), even though you still don’t know what the heck is going on with her. Maybe you should ask her…

You absentmindedly fiddled with your Cleaner’s jacket while thinking about what to do. Nothing interesting came to mind, so after a few minutes, you figured you could talk to her a little.

You grabbed a thin stick that was nearby and pointed it at her. “You were going to the Doll Festival, right?”

Her mind went blank at the change of subject, though she recovered after a few seconds. “Yes! Amo is going. Amo wants to know if you’re going too,” she said. You sighed regretfully.

“No, I’ll have to miss it because of other things I have to do… but that’s okay! Oh, and I heard the Boss assigned that guy to be your guardian.” She couldn’t help but grimace as soon as you finished speaking. She would have preferred that Uncle Corvus had put you in Fu’s place to look after her.

“Amo doesn’t know him.” Well, if you’re honest, the truth is that you didn’t really like the idea of a retired Raider taking care of Amo and being around your other friends either.

You hope you’re misjudging him.

“The guy looks like a raccoon.”

“Amo doesn’t know what a raccoon is.”

“Forget it.” You shook your head dismissively, downplaying it and quickly changing the subject.

“Let’s do this: I’ll draw something, and then you try to find it. When you find it, you draw, and I’ll find it. Okay?” What crappy instructions you gave, but they’ll work.

She nodded slowly. She didn’t really pay much attention to your explanation.

No matter what the two of you do, Amo is happy just being with you!

“All right!” You glanced around before starting to scribble something with the stick. You tried to draw it as best you could, but Amo had quite a hard time finding it. At first you thought it was okay, people make mistakes, after all.

It made sense until she missed the object you’d chosen for the sixth time.

Are you that bad at drawing?

“W-well! I tried to draw it as best as I could… sorry Amo, I guess you win.” She stopped looking and turned toward you confused.

“But Amo didn’t find that.”

“It doesn’t matter! It’s your turn. Draw whatever you want.” You handed her the stick you’d been using a while back. She took it hesitantly as soon as you offered it to her.

You had to encourage Amo a little more to get her to start working on her drawing. Which, by the way, was awful.

You had no idea what you were supposed to be looking for.

She set the stick aside to look at you expectantly. Five minutes passed, and neither of you spoke during that time.

Amo didn’t know why. Had she done something wrong?

“Oh, sorry! I was thinking about something. That’s a… uh…” You cut yourself off, giving up on trying to guess what she had drawn. Your expression prompted Amo to speak after seeing your pensive look.

“Amo drew that.” She innocently pointed to the object she’d drawn, hoping to help you. It seemed she hadn’t realized that what she’d drawn and what she’d used as a reference didn’t look anything alike.

“You’re not supposed to help me… let’s just play something else. I don’t like this game.”

Amo could spend more time with you!

FINALLY Riyo made you see reason. It was pure coincidence, and a little bit of her own curiosity. She’d been wondering what was going on between the two of you ever since that day with Amo.

Luck seemed to smile on her quickly. Fortunately, a few days later, she found you alone when she had just returned from a mission with Akuta team. Obviously, she wasn’t going to let that golden opportunity slip by, so she told Zanka and Rudo to go ahead before quickly following you.

And sure enough, just as she thought, you didn’t refuse when she latched onto you to spend time together. It was Riyo, the two of you have been good friends for a long time. You’d forgotten how much fun your conversations were after being apart for so long. You missed them.

However, they didn’t make you forget about one problem.

Amo hadn’t shown up for a few days. It wouldn’t have been so strange if… it hadn’t been her, of all people. You’re sure that everyone at HQ knows what she’s like because of this time when she joined the Cleaners. You could swear that anyone you asked would tell you it was unusual.

The first day she didn’t show up, you didn’t think much of it, figuring she was busy or needed some space. Same on the second day, and the third, the fourth, the fifth… until it had been more than two weeks. There was definitely something else going on.

Something that made you feel ashamed of the whole situation was that you hadn’t gone looking for her even once, which made you feel a little guilty about it. You were her… friend! You should have asked her if she was okay.

“I’m telling you, Riyo! Amo’s been acting really strange lately.” You don’t know how you even got on this topic, but you can’t keep this to yourself anymore.

You love her so much that her actions confuse you. Especially after you found out something a while back. You didn’t know if it was good or bad, and you hadn’t even planned on being in that kind of situation with her before.

To you, Amo is so pretty! You don’t really mind if she’s a little nervous or shy at times when she’s with you, nor do you mind that she follows you everywhere; you also really like it when, after a while, she finally starts to open up little by little. Besides, she’s—

“Why?” Right, Riyo was with you! You quickly turned toward her. You almost lost your train of thought again.

You shook your head. “I dunno. A few weeks ago she wouldn’t leave me alone, and now…” You couldn’t finish your sentence when a weary sigh interrupted you.

When did all this happen? When did you become so close to her? You wonder. Before she arrived, things were perfectly normal with Tamsy and Delmon. When did you start making a big deal out of these things?

You don’t exactly hate it, but it’s a little exhausting trying to guess what the other person is feeling without any communication on their part.

Maybe you should just leave it at that. You didn’t like her at first, so it shouldn’t hurt that much that she’s suddenly distanced herself from you.

You’re losing focus again.

Riyo looked at you with a mix of confusion and amusement. Were you serious…? It seems you’re more clueless than she thought.

“I thought you’d already noticed what was going on with her.”

“What?”

“Nothing.”

As much as it would be fun to see how you’d react, she’ll let you figure it out on your own. For now, she’ll give you a little nudge.

“So… why don’t you talk to her about it?”

“She gets weird! I swear she’s not like that with you guys! I doubt she’d answer if I asked her.” She’ll give you a solid point there. From the way Amo acted when she was with you, she seemed like a different person. Riyo was surprised the first time.

Should she tell you? What kind of friend would she be if she didn't? You look really sad…

Or maybe not? That’s between you and her.

Bah. What does it matter if you find out now anyway? She changes her mind quickly. You can see a mile away what’s going on between the two of you. If she leaves you without any help, you won’t get anywhere, if you want to do something, that is.

“She likes you. A lot, I’d dare say.”

…

One.

Two.

Three.

Four.

Five minutes.

What did she just say?

“Why are you…” You just stared at each other. You didn’t know how to interpret Riyo’s expression right now.

“C’mon, don’t tell me you’re that kind of person?”

“What are you talking about!?” She shrugged at your unexpected shout. It’s hard to accept reality, huh.

You look more embarrassed than anything else. It looks like you did have some doubts after all.

“I’m just saying! Talk to her, or I can do it myself if you’re so shy. I wouldn’t mind doing a friend a favor.” You huffed, almost rolling your eyes. You’d forgotten how funny her sense of humor was. You hoped the sarcasm comes through.

“Stop joking around.”

“Who said I was joking? Even Enjin knows that she likes you too!”

What!?

“What are you talking about now!?” Riyo jumped to her feet and stretched a little where she stood, deliberately not answering you.

All right, that’s enough.

“Oops, I guess I shouldn’t have said that… you’ll understand later!” Without giving you a second to respond she calmly walked away, leaving you stunned by everything that had just happened.

She can be a pain in the ass sometimes.

What did she mean?

“She likes you. A lot.”

Could it be…?

No!

Or could it?

Suddenly, you felt uneasy for no reason.

Amo is in love with you.

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BOYFRIEND HEADCANONS .ᐟ

GACHIAKUTA— enjin, tamsy caines, zodyl typhon, arkha corvus, bro santa, gris rubion, gountess knock, follo tunito, rudo surebrec, zanka nijiku, fu orostor, goka nijiku, jabber wonger, august stilza x male!reader

CONTENT. fluff! spoilers in gountess and tamsy’s parts, established relationship, boyfriend headcanons, physical affection, teasing, mild jealousy, kisses and romantic stuff, maybe ooc, not proofread.

AUTHOR’S NOTE. happy pride month y’all! it took me a long time to do this due to a lack of ideas (I have a big ahh writer’s block right now)... I did it without any angst just because it’s pride month, but you don’t know how much I wanted to add a little of what it’s really like to be in a mlm relationship lmao. so enjoy the unoriginality of this fanfic and these lame excuse of hcs. also I would like to write a version with the girls next.

ENJIN

At first, he was a little confused about liking a guy. He liked hot chicks, right? Well, it seems like he likes guys, too.

He’s TOTALLY convinced that you awakened something in him that he didn’t even know was there.

He’s a pretty laid-back boyfriend but attentive in his own way. If you’re having a bad day, he’ll try to help you—which might accidentally make it worse, depending on how much patience you have to listen to him bugging you all day…

But if it’s really serious, he’ll completely change his behavior and act more seriously toward you. He knows when to stop, even if it doesn’t seem like it. He’ll immediately ask you what’s wrong.

Surprisingly, he knows certain details about you that others probably wouldn’t notice. You might find it odd that he pays attention to such minor things.

His affection in public would seem ‘normal’ for friends to others if they didn’t know the truth. Of course, that makes no sense at all in private because, you know. He isn’t usually very affectionate around other people, but it’s not exactly a secret to others that you two are dating.

In private, he’s usually very different. He seeks your attention more when you’re together, and he becomes more physical. Kisses are his favorite, and he likes you to feel close to him.

He tries not to smoke around you, especially if you don’t smoke and don’t like the smell.

Get used to spending time with his team members. He spends just as much time with them as he does with you. He’d like you and them to get along as soon as you meet. You’re his inner circle, after all.

Riyo might even joke that you look like “newlywed parents” whenever you’re with them.

They’ll be very curious about you once they get to know you better. They want to know who could put up with Enjin for very long (Rudo’s doubt), because from their point of view, he’s sometimes a little…

Yeah, you’d have to have that ability to forgive him for everything. Over time this will become less and less of an issue, don’t worry. You’ve scared him (he doesn’t want to admit it) before by suggesting you’d probably break up with him for being a jerk.

Nothing to do with cheating or anything like that—he’d never do that. He’s just sometimes a jerk without even realizing it.

TAMSY

He’s got it all, no matter how you look at it. He’s the perfect boyfriend.

He’d treat you really well, within reason. He doesn’t seem to care that he likes another guy, and he doesn’t hide it from you or make a big deal out of it.

Tamsy is one of those guys who doesn’t show much physical affection in front of others, and he isn’t clingy. He prefers other things over that. What is certain is that he’ll always be close to you in public. Always.

Since you’re his boyfriend, you have a great privilege, even if it doesn’t seem like it. You can invade his personal space without him pushing you away or telling you to back off after a few seconds, and you can also touch his hair and play with it, something he normally doesn’t like people doing without his permission.

He spends a lot of time styling his hair in the mornings, after all.

It’s well known that he likes passionate people, so he’d probably like it if you had some of that in you.

He has a slight habit of dragging you along to do whatever he wants. If he wants to go in a different direction on a mission, you’re there. If he wants to go out, maybe you’re there too.

He doesn’t even know why he does it. It’s not in a clingy way, he just does it.

His sense of humor is very peculiar. He’ll make strange comments with a completely blank expression on his face, leaving you wondering whether he was actually joking or not.

He tends to disappear out of nowhere without warning to do who-knows-what. He never tells you nothing.

You’d stay with him even if he were someone completely different from what he usually shows you, right?

ZODYL

Your relationship is weird.

You don’t even know when you started dating? The other Raiders wouldn’t know you two were a couple until later, either.

Chtoni was the first to realize that your relationship with her boss was different from everyone else’s. She never asked. Instead, she always made sure to teleport you to Zodyl first after missions.

He shows almost no reaction at all, so at the beginning of the relationship it would be hard to read him or know what he wants.

Like he will seem completely disinterested when he actually enjoyed being with you.

Even though it might not seem like it, you’re the one he trusts the most among the Raiders. He won’t treat you any differently than the others (at least not while they’re around), he might simply give you the hardest part of a mission, confident that you’ll handle it well. He’ll talk to you quite casually about backup plans in case something goes wrong. He knows you don’t need them most of the time, but he wants to make sure you survive just in case something happens.

As for kissing… you’d be cautious. Zodyl tends to eat disgusting things. You don’t really feel like kissing him right after he’s literally just eaten a cockroach. You don’t blame him, obviously—that’s just how his Vital Instrument works—but… no.

It’s not like he’d get upset about it, you do have a point.

I don't think he gets jealous. When someone flirts with you in front of him, he doesn't react. If he notices they are making you uncomfortable, he'll just stare at them until they leave. He saves you the trouble of them even thinking about doing it again next time.

He tends to talk a little more when he’s alone with you compared to his usual self. He’s fully aware of that. It’s a rare sign of affection toward you. He’s not good with words, so he thinks this is how you’ll know he’s interested in you. For someone like him who’s very distant with everyone, it’s a huge deal for him to do that.

You’ll almost never hear him say anything romantic—it would be a long time before he did. Instead, he makes up for it by remembering EVERYTHING about you and EVERYTHING you told him a long time ago. You’d be going about your business, and suddenly he’d say something you told him months ago. It’s funny because you don’t remember it, but he does.

CORVUS

Consider yourself lucky. Seriously.

Being someone very close to Corvus is very strange.

He’ll try to give you the attention you deserve, even if he’s really busy sometimes. He’ll never leave you feeling neglected, no matter how much he has to do—you can be sure of that. He wouldn’t want to leave you feeling that way either.

He’s very aware of your relationship. You’ll always be one of his top priorities!

Very observant—too observant, even. Didn’t sleep well? In the morning you’ll have coffee or tea brewed just the way you like it. Not feeling well? He’ll be there to listen patiently to whatever you have to say. Did you hurt yourself? He’ll encourage you to go see Eishia as soon as possible, even before you’ve had a chance to tell him you’ve hurt yourself a little. You never know how he knows.

Since you’re in a relationship with him, he wants to make sure you know you’re equals. He doesn’t want you to feel inferior just because of his job and role. He thinks it’s important to remind you of your qualities in a natural way whenever necessary.

If he has to leave HQ to take care of one of his responsibilities, he might buy you something he knows you’ll like as an apology for being away so long.

Remember that jacket of his? Now it’s half yours.

If you’re willing, he’d also let you take charge while he’s away. He trusts you and your abilities, he knows you can handle it perfectly well. When he gets back, he always thanks you with a kiss on the cheek and says: “You did well, love.”

Because of your relationship, you probably have more information than most Cleaners. He’s totally open to sharing certain things with you to see what you think about them.

However, he’ll try to keep the information he thinks is the most obscure to himself. Not because he thinks you’re mentally weak or that you can’t handle it, he just prefers not to worry you about those things.

Aside from that information, there are also certain things he hasn’t told you about completely… for example, his tattoo.

BRO

I don’t know why, but you two would be the dads of Team Child.

Guita and Dear will be like your children from the very first second you’re with him.

At first, you might have had to earn Dear’s trust, but after you spent more time with his dad he accepted you.

Or at least, he agreed to be with you because his dad won’t leave your side. Guita had no trouble adjusting. From day one, she was glued to you with excitement and talking to you nonstop. Bro had to ask her to let you rest for a moment.

He’s protective of you. He often asks how you’re doing. If you’re not together on a mission, he’ll be hoping you don’t get hurt and that everything’s okay. He worries way too much about you.

He’s very calm. If any conflict or argument comes up between you, he’ll try to resolve it as peacefully as possible.

Bro is a green flag, you won’t find any toxic behavior in him, so enjoy it because he won’t do anything wrong as time goes on with you.

Interestingly, for someone who’s 6’5” (even if you’re the same height as him), he seems like a huge teddy bear because of how affectionate he is in private. It’s most noticeable when the two of you sleep together.

He doesn’t show much affection around the children. He usually just rests his hand on your back when you walk together or when you’re near him. It’s a habit of his that he finds quite comfortable.

He wants to help you solve any problems you might have, or quietly take care of something you’ve been meaning to do for a while. He’s very happy when he helps you with any difficulties or pending tasks you have.

One thing you should tell him is to work on that habit of apologizing to you when it’s not his fault.

GRIS

He really cares about you.

One of the sweetest boyfriends. He’ll be completely devoted to your relationship, incredibly loyal to you and deeply committed to the bond between you.

He’s very emotionally stable. Gris communicates assertively and is emotionally responsible. There won’t be a single problem between you two that he can’t resolve.

Gris is known for being kind to his fellow cleaners, and he’s that way with you, too—even a little more so, in fact. You’re his boyfriend, and he hopes the relationship will last long enough that at some point you’ll become his husband, so why wouldn’t he treat you as well as he can to make you happy?

He’s fully aware of his strength. He’ll avoid accidentally hurting you whenever there’s physical contact—especially during hugs. You’d be surprised at how gently his arms wrap around you, applying almost no pressure at all.

He often fixes your things, usually without you realizing it. It’s happened many times that he’ll take your uniform to August when you tell him it’s torn or needs mending. Later, you’d find it back in your room, perfectly pressed and in good condition again. You wouldn’t need to wonder who he is.

This man prays to his amulet for you every time you go out on a mission. He never tells you this, but your name will always be on the list of everyone he wants to see return safe and sound.

As for missions, he won’t show much concern either (unless you’re injured), you’ll always see him smiling and cheering you on from a distance. He’s very proud of his boyfriend.

He keeps the gifts or little things you give him, no matter if they are irrelevant. He finds value in all of them.

“Gris, is that the gift I gave you before we started dating?” “Yes, is there a problem…?”

GOUNTESS

The two of you met when you were very young.

Back then, having two friends was more than enough for him. He really enjoyed spending time with you and Lily—it made him feel like he was living a normal life.

Actually, the way you became a couple was an accident on Lily’s part. Since they were your closest friends, she was the only one you could tell how you felt to. Gountess realized it because of that little slip-up, and it worked out well for him because, even though he felt the same way, he was very shy when it came to romance. He silently thanked Lily for indirectly clearing things up.

At the beginning of the relationship, he was still shy, something as innocent as briefly holding your hand would make him blush. He couldn’t even look you in the eye.

He cares deeply about you and wants to protect you, so he’s constantly trying to keep you from getting hurt.

Since he can’t leave the house much because of his illness, you’ll spend most of your time at his grandparents’ house. Every time you arrived, your favorite meals were waiting for you (clearly arranged by him on purpose). After eating with him and his grandparents, you’d play simple games and spend time together.

Gountess likes to teach you things you don’t know. Seeing the look of happiness on your face when you do well at what he taught you makes him very committed to continuing to be a sort of teacher to you in a way.

He’s terrible at processing overly direct expressions of affection. If you ever tell him you love him, he’ll freeze up, thinking about what he just heard. He’s a very sensitive guy when it comes to emotions—those simple words from you would mean the world to him.

He still wonders how you ever came to like him. He can’t spend much time out and about or go to other places. He was a bit resentful when you first met and wasn’t very cheerful, but he’s grateful to have run into someone like you who truly loved him.

It’s a shame that the last time you saw him was many years ago.

Don’t worry, Gountess is still thinking about you.

FOLLO

He wanted to train to pick up girls. He accidentally picked up guys. It wasn’t what he planned.

It doesn’t bother him much, though.

You’ll always be remembered for his acts of service! He’s very devoted to you.

He likes to be helpful and will try to assist you in any way he can. If you need to go somewhere a little far away, he’ll go with you, no matter how tired he is from a mission, he’ll be there.

I feel like he might also be a little shy about physical contact. He will feel embarrassed when you are very affectionate.

He doesn’t usually talk about when he’s feeling down or any other negative emotions. He always keeps them to himself until he can’t take it anymore and eventually explodes, which might cause problems between the two of you because of that. You’ll have to help him express what he’s feeling without making him feel judged.

Something that might seem a bit contradictory is that Follo would help you no matter how much he was struggling with his own problems. You’ve helped him a lot, so he wants to make sure he’s there for you and return the favor whenever you need it.

He’s a bit affectionate. Most of the time, he’d reach out to you to grab a meal together, spend time doing simple things, or just to have you around for no other reason.

In a way, you’ve become someone who’s motivated him to be better and stronger. Seeing you fight or your Vital Instrument pushes him to take better care of his hammer for that purpose, as well as to be able to take care of you in the future. He doesn’t want (or like) it to always be you who takes care of him.

I don’t know if this makes any sense at all, but I think he’d like to see you wearing a hat like his, at least once. He’d like to match it with his own so you’d look the same. Better yet, lend you his! He thinks about that from time to time.

Every now and then, he thinks he doesn’t deserve a boyfriend like you. He truly believes you deserve someone stronger or better than him.

RUDO

To be honest, he was confused about liking a boy.

However, he got over it pretty quickly and started spending time with you. More than usual, probably not in a way that’s just friendly. There was clearly something there…

You probably won him over with candy. That made him realize his feelings faster when he didn’t mind sharing some of his candy with you.

Anyway, once the two of you became a couple and he got over his trust issues, Rudo will be a really sweet boyfriend!

At first, he might be nervous and blush around you (most of the time), but the more time you spend together, the less of a problem this will be. Give him time, he’s not used to this kind of affection and romantic stuff.

Lowkey, he likes watching you fight trash beasts. He doesn’t even know why he’s so surprised when you fight one right in front of him. “My boyfriend can do all those things?” That kind of thing.

He really likes holding hands with you, too. It’s one of the physical displays of affection he finds most pleasant. Feeling the touch of your bare hand wrapped in his gloved hand makes him feel really good. He might even let you hold his hand without his big gloves later on. The skin-to-skin touch felt so much better than he thought it would.

Unfortunately, that can’t happen very often because his hands are hypersensitive when he doesn’t wear gloves for long periods of time, much to his misfortune.

Can you believe that in all the time you've been dating, Rudo has never dared to kiss you anywhere other than on the cheek? Sometimes he tries to work up the courage, but it ends up backfiring.

He likes it when you stick around while he's busy rummaging through the trash, working with it, or picking out items to use later if he has a mission. If he's feeling really indecisive, he might ask for your help.

Rudo tends to be very honest and speaks his mind. When you ask him for his opinion on anything, he’ll answer without thinking twice. If he accidentally makes you feel bad, he will apologize and it won’t happen again. He doesn’t like to hurt the people he cares about. Hurting you is definitely not something he wants to do.

He doesn’t usually fall in love easily. If he’s noticed you, it’s because he loves you so much.

ZANKA

Another guy who thought he shouldn’t have fallen so hard for you.

He’s terrible at giving compliments—he can’t even say one to your face. You’ll have to learn to read between the lines to pick up on them.

On the other hand, when you compliment him he really likes it. Zanka tends to seek validation from the people close to him, especially from you!

He doesn’t usually show much PDA in public either. He’s not exactly comfortable with it. He thinks it’s better to wait until you’re alone to show that kind of affection.

VERY productive and disciplined. You wouldn’t see him sleeping next to you when you woke up, or you might not even see him at all because he gets up so early (whether on purpose or not, he usually lets you sleep a little longer).

He’d like to train with you often. He wants you to take sparring with him seriously. Zanka won’t hold back much either, but he’ll try to avoid hitting you too hard. He couldn’t stand the thought of accidentally leaving a bruise on you because of him.

Zanka hates fighting with you and would try to avoid it if possible. However, whenever there’s a fight, he’d always try to resolve it by talking to you about the misunderstanding or problem before it escalates into something worse and ruins the relationship.

He might feel insecure at times, but he doesn’t play games when you feel the same way. If that ever happens, he’d remind you of what you’ve accomplished and your abilities in a very honest way. He knows how it feels. If he can help you feel better, he’ll do it.

Now, the reverse of that is a bit complicated. You’d have to be there for him, too, so he stops putting himself down. It would be hard, but in the end you could make him feel better. He makes an exception for you. He hates it when other people see him that way.

Zanka wouldn’t date someone just for a short time. Absolutely not. If you’re his boyfriend, he’d already be thinking about wanting to keep the relationship going for a long time. He’s very committed once he’s in love.

Finally, his siblings wouldn't know about you. Zanka doesn't have a good relationship with them, and he doesn't want them to cross paths with you. That's why he might even hide you from them.

FU

He really doesn't know what to do. He's never been in a romantic relationship before.

He’s excited inside because he already knows you love him. After all, you’re already a couple!

But then what is he supposed to do…?

He’ll be by your side almost all the time! He does this because it’s one of the things he likes best. You’ll always find him by your side when you walk somewhere in HQ, or he’ll sit next to you whenever he gets the chance.

Every time he does a favor you asked of him, he’ll wait expectantly for you to tell him if he did it right. If you don’t say anything, he will immediately apologize, thinking he did it wrong. You’ll have to help him out a little with that.

He’s very shy. In public he might just tug on your sleeve. If you’re the one who initiates physical contact first in a more affectionate way, he’ll blush and tremble a little, though he won’t pull away. He’ll let you kiss him, pinch his cheeks, or hug him as often as you like.

The only form of physical contact where he takes the initiative and doesn’t get as nervous later on is resting his head on your shoulder when he’s tired. However, he loves affection—he’s really hungry for it. He just doesn’t say so openly because he’s too shy.

He feels jealous in an insecure way. He tends to get down and overthink things, worrying that you’re going to replace him with that person. You should reassure him that this is absolutely not the case. He needs you to constantly remind him that you love and appreciate him.

He LOVES listening to you talk. No matter what the topic is, he’ll listen attentively to everything you have to say. He does so with a gentle smile, without interrupting you, happily listening to your voice.

Hii is a little more cautious around you when you and Fu first met. He’d be somewhat involved in your relationship—or whatever it is. First, he’d observe how you make him feel most of the time to form an opinion about you.

Eventually he’ll accept you because you make him happy, so he’ll put up with you and, if necessary, protect you if you’re ever in danger.

If something happens to you, Fu will be very sad. Hii has to make sure you don’t get hurt when he’s in charge.

GOKA

He was also in denial, at least at first. Why would he like another man? He had to focus on his duty.

He’s as terse as possible with his words. That doesn’t mean he doesn’t love you.

He shows his love in other ways. He’s more the type to show how he feels about you through his actions.

Don’t even think about skipping meals, not sleeping, or skipping workouts. He’ll ALWAYS notice and ask you why.

This man will surprise you with something you mentioned months ago that you wanted and just leave it there without giving any reasons. He’ll just say a simple: “I saw it. I thought you’d like it.”

He doesn’t know how to react to displays of affection like holding his hand or something similar. He might even get tense if you catch him off guard with something like that. He’ll get used to it over time (and he’ll look forward to it a little, but he’d never admit it).

He hates admitting that he gets jealous (even though he doesn't seem to, he tends to compare himself to others sometimes), what he doesn't realize is that you know it too, when it happens.

It’s obvious enough for you to notice. He gets more serious than usual and responds with sharp remarks. Although he would never make a scene, he would unconsciously give an intimidating look to the person who made him feel that way.

One of the most important things for him would be for you to meet his family, especially Kyouka. If she gives you her approval he’d feel very satisfied deep down. His older sister’s approval is very important to him. It was one of his top priorities when the two of you first started dating.

Speaking of his family, at first they probably didn’t like the idea of Goka dating another guy due to traditional expectations. Despite that, they ended up accepting it after a while when they saw that the relationship was serious, and that Goka wasn’t neglecting his job as a Hell Guard.

With you, he might open up more emotionally and tell you certain things he’d never tell anyone else. He doesn’t trust people easily, consider yourself lucky to see him vulnerable, even if it’s just once.

JABBER

I don’t know if Jabber would even realize he’s in a relationship with you. In fact, you’d never hear him call you “my boyfriend” or anything like that. You could say you’re in a ‘relationship’ that’s strange in its own complex way.

What is clear is that he likes you. You’re interesting and strong, which is probably why he’s so attached to you. I don’t think he’d want to or be interested in dating someone weak.

He’s really annoying when he’s around you. Out of nowhere, while you’re just doing your own thing, he’ll show up saying he’s bored and wants you to stop what you’re doing and entertain him.

Whenever he’s hurt, he’ll go to you on purpose, wanting you to see his injuries and scold him. He’ll snap back at you just to annoy you and get a reaction.

Every now and then, he has a more ‘laid-back’ side with you. He tends to tell you all about his rivals or fights he’s had, which ones he found interesting and which ones he didn’t. You don’t have to say anything—he literally won’t give you a chance to speak. Another thing is that he tends to be very touchy. You’ll have his hands on you very often.

He’s usually closer to you than to the other Raiders. He also knows a lot about you just by observing you.

He gets confused by affection if you show any. He’d look at you and ask you directly why. He won’t stop until you give him a clear answer. He prefers other things you do over that. Like, why hold his hand gently when you could break his wrist? He’ll enjoy that more!

You'd better take off that choker whenever you're not on a mission together. He'll be CALLING you all the time to tell you where he is and what he's doing. It'll be even worse when he gets lost.

“I don’t see… Oh! I SEE ‘EM! See you later if you don’t die, man!” And then you won’t have to listen to him until you meet up again, finally leaving you in peace.

He’ll be rage baiting you for no reason, and he’ll DO IT with a big smile and kicking his feet, making no secret of the fact that he’s enjoying every damn second of it.

The closest thing you’d get to a date with Jabber would be him dragging you along to fight random people who are even remotely worth it (Jabber’s words), so that in the end, you two end up fighting each other.

On top of that, he doesn’t want anyone else. Is there a new person who just joined the Raiders? Interesting, but HE DOESN’T CARE. He wants YOU. He can check out that person later…

AUGUST

The loudest boyfriend you’ll ever have.

Unlike the others, he WON’T keep quiet about his love for you. Not at all!

You’ll spend more time in his workshop than anyone else. He’ll use you as his model and make clothes specifically for you all the time. Eventually, you’ll have a whole bunch of clothes he made for you. They’ll all be your style, so take advantage of the privilege you have as August’s boyfriend.

“BABE, LOOK AT THAT COLOR.” You’d turn around and look at that color confused. “THAT SUITS YOUR EYES!” Then he’ll come up with something new to make for you.

He draws a lot of inspiration from you for his designs. When he finishes them, he usually asks for your opinion on the final result. He wants you to be honest! The problem is that there isn’t a single design of his that needs any improvement. You’d be surprised by his ability to create such things.

Everyone would be indirectly forbidden from talking about you when he’s around. No matter how small the comment, the moment your name comes up, August would turn around abruptly and start raving about you—how he loves you, how amazing you are, how beautiful your style is… he’s constantly bragging about you.

Eishia is embarrassed by how shameless her brother tends to be, so she sometimes asks him to be quiet or speak more softly because everyone is listening. August never listens to her anyway. Deep down, she’s happy her brother has a special someone who loves him.

He likes PDA. He’d wrap an arm around your shoulders to pull you toward him, rest his head on your shoulder, hold your hand or wrist, and even give you quick kisses. He’s very clingy, he doesn’t care if anyone sees you two.

You’re very important to him, so he’ll notice if something’s wrong. For example, if you skipped a meal because you were busy or something like that, he’ll openly encourage you to eat and practically push you to get some food. His boyfriend needs to be well-fed so he can do what he has to do!

Usually, your dates aren't even planned. August doesn't like set dates or time limits. They'll just happen naturally while he's working, or sometimes you'll go into town when he visits his grandmother.

By the way, Alice is happy that her grandson is in a stable, healthy relationship. You'll become part of the family almost immediately once August introduces you to her.

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⊹ ࣪ ˖ be aware of spoilers, tamsy is a warning, gn!reader, second!angel!reader, tension? with tamsy sometimes, ambiguity regarding the relationship, slight violence and sensitive topics, you and tamsy have known each other since you were kids, reader has questionable attitudes ‘nd thoughts, friends but not friends.

author’s note. the number of times I changed this is crazy. I hope you like what’s supposed to be a special. now I need to be able to continue with the requests and some things I want to do… sorry for disappearing by the way, it was me procrastinating again.

You have few memories of your childhood.

Some memories are hazy, almost impossible to make sense of. You don't know why, maybe you never tried to look beyond that; the only memories you had weren't pleasant for you. You preferred to remain in the ignorance you had always kept yourself in.

What you do remember, though, is a certain boy who was with you. He was always haunting you in the few memories you had. He was always there. You could never complain; he was what you thought he was—your treasure. The only thing you could call your own since you were little, since no one could understand you the way he did, since everything changed for you.

He was always there.

You don’t know why someone—especially someone like him—would stay with you. Maybe because you were somewhat alike in different situations, or because you clicked so well from the first time you met, or so you assume. You don’t remember your first interaction with him, and he never tried to make you remember it either.

His presence was always comforting to you.

—

The place Tamsy took you to was strange.

A tower. A huge tower in the middle of nowhere. You didn’t even know it existed here, and you don’t know how he found out about it, nor were you particularly interested in asking him something so irrelevant. It looked uninhabited, though that was to be expected. it was in no man’s land; no one would live here unless they were suicidal.

As time went on, the endless stairs started to get on your nerves after a while, but as always, you didn’t say a word. You kept your frustration to yourself; he didn’t need to know that.

Your annoyance vanished suddenly when, after climbing the last flight of stairs, you saw two large doors that seemed to lead to a room at the back, larger than the other few rooms in the tower at first glance. You followed closely behind your companion who was a little ahead of you. The darkness in the place blinded your vision a bit, but you stayed close to him.

Tamsy opened the door without difficulty, the creaking sound echoed in your ears, leaving a gap wide enough for your figures to be clearly visible. A flood of light hit your eyes beneath your mask, covering your face perfectly.

“Sorry to intrude.” You frowned at his unnecessary apology. After all, there’s no one here—or so you thought a second ago.

You peeked through the gap Tamsy had left open so you could see more clearly. You immediately noticed the absurd number of stuffed animals and other things scattered around the large room. And, well, you also noticed those two people who now had their full attention on you. What are they doing living here? you wondered.

“…Huh? Who’s there…?” Your attention was drawn to the girl lying on the makeshift bed. You noticed that her eyes were… different. Peculiar. There was a trace of moisture in them.

And now that you look closer, her clothes are messy and ill-fitting in certain places. She had to adjust her clothes a bit herself as she sat up, presumably to get a better look at you two from that position. All of this is strange to you. Why are they…?

Oh.

Oh.

“I imagined a lot of things when I saw these two, but not this.” You said to Tamsy in a barely audible whisper. He didn’t take long to answer you in the same way.

“What a problem… we’d better focus on what we have to do.”

She turned to look at you, her eyes met yours briefly without her realizing it. You couldn’t hold the gaze for long before you had to follow Tamsy. He quietly moved toward the other end where the girl was, approaching the large crack at the top of the building. Apparently, it’s closer from here. Tamsy was right about his suspicions, as always.

You ignored the man’s annoying shouts. It wasn’t as if he deserved that kind of attention anyway, just from a quick glance, you could tell he looked like an ordinary person, nothing too striking.

Still, you couldn’t help but notice he was wearing those boots. Maybe you should be careful.

His shouts grew louder as you continued to ignore him. He reminded you a little of Delmon because of how loud he was.

“Tamsy…” It wasn’t as if the girl could hear you with all the commotion the guy was causing, and you were a little far away from her.

Besides, she looks pretty weak. You could deal with her if she became a problem.

He turned slightly to look at you. “Go ahead. I’m sure you can handle him.” His voice was all you needed to hear at that moment to do what you wanted.

“If you don’t get out of here this instant… I’M GONNA KILL YOU!”

You finally gave him your attention just as he was more than ready to pounce on you. You’re curious about how those boots would work.

Tamsy looked away. Another calm invitation for you to take care of him.

Without needing him to say it out loud again, you quickly moved toward the man and, with a swift motion, punched him in the face hard enough to knock him out. At least that will stop him from meddling for a while.

That girl didn’t even try to approach.

You knelt down to calmly remove his boots. They were large and quite thick; unfortunately, you couldn’t see what they were capable of. You would have liked this man to last a little longer—at least long enough to take that punch—but it was an unnecessary waste of time.

Hopefully, you’ll get to see what the boots are capable of in the future. He was too weak to be a Watchman user, you were right about your suspicions regarding him.

You moved when Tamsy gestured to you with his hand, clearly signaling for you to give him the boots. You approached him and handed them over without a word.

“These are much better suited to you.”

He leaned down and offered the boots to the bewildered girl. The only thing you could think was that you hoped she wouldn’t go as crazy as that man.

“Pieces have fallen out of your heart. These will fill the void.” You didn’t miss the girl’s trembling fingers as she stretched out her arms to receive them after a few seconds, nor how her expression changed completely at your companion’s words.

You walked past her, leaving the girl there, still bewildered by what had just happened.

Who were you?

“Looks like this is gonna be the closest. Come on.” You stepped closer and let him wrap his arms around you to hold you tight. While he was doing that, you glanced over your shoulder at the girl, feeling a little unsure about her.

“Won’t she cause us trouble if we let her go? With what she’s seen…” You’re not too sure about just leaving her there as if nothing happened after she’s going to have to watch two damn people fly toward the Sphere.

“Not for now. If it becomes a problem in the future, I’ll take care of her.” He didn’t even bother to give the girl a doubtful look.

He’s very sure of that.

You nodded and adjusted yourself so that it would be much more comfortable for Tamsy to fly. It’s not like he’s ever complained, but you wanted to spare him some discomfort.

Just when you thought you were about to leave, Tamsy stood still for a few seconds, you heard him say something to the girl, but didn’t pay much attention.

You felt Tamsy grab you tightly, a sign that he was getting ready to fly. You braced yourself too.

“Use them with love.”

“Who… are—”

She couldn't finish her question before Tamsy spread his huge wings.

Angels really do exist!

That was the only thought that crossed Amo's mind as she watched you disappear into the distance.

Something bad was going to happen to her.

—

You guys had already been keeping a close eye on that boy you know Tamsy’s curious about.

All this time that Tamsy had been noticing him, you had always seen him as a strange kid. He had deep red eyes you’d never seen on anyone before, with white hair and gray tips, and most importantly—or what caught your attention the most—were his gloves. Another one who has a piece from the Watchmen series… what a surprise.

You wonder what he’s like.

“Let’s leave before he comes back.” Tamsy’s low voice beside you made you want to jump out of your skin. Did he kill him that fast? That man must not have given him much trouble. Now you have to hurry so no one sees the two of you. You’ve already checked the area thoroughly and there doesn’t seem to be anyone around, but it’s better not to get complacent. Neither of you wants to cause any more of a commotion than you’re already going to.

Both of you hurried away from that small house, though you couldn’t get very far before a familiar figure emerged from the other end of the path, approaching quickly. You couldn’t push Tamsy out of the way in time, and the boy ended up colliding head-on with him. The book Tamsy had hidden under his costume fell. It landed logo-side up.

You stepped forward and grabbed the book quickly. You ignored the look the boy gave and turned to look at Tamsy; he just stared at the boy for a moment. No one said anything, but you were already beginning to sense the subtle tension between them.

You walked over to Tamsy and tapped him on the arm a couple of times, reminding him that you had to hurry. He turned to you, and you exchanged one last glance while the boy was still lying on the ground. He looked happy before he saw you.

His father is dying right now.

You guys ran off again. It took you a while to get far enough away before you ran into a group of guards from this place. Tamsy wasted no time and gave them a completely different version of the story, ignoring the fact that the murderer was himself and falsely accusing Rudo. Just as planned.

They didn’t even question what he’d told them. That boy’s bad reputation made it easier for Tamsy. You could even say they left in a greater hurry.

You watched as the guards hurried off in the direction Tamsy had pointed them, heading straight for the crime scene. By now, Rudo should be close to witnessing the act of love Tamsy left for him.

“So you’re saying you want to make his life even more miserable?” Now that you were more than sure everything had gone well you allowed yourself to let your guard down a little. It was much faster than you thought at first, although It shouldn’t have taken you by surprise. After all, Tamsy had been planning this for a long time.

“I want to return him to his original role, only I can help him with that,” he said. What role is he talking about…? It doesn’t matter. Now you can only wish that guy luck, because clearly, every misfortune that happens in his life from now on will be because of Tamsy. You could almost feel sorry for him.

“By the way, here.” Tamsy looked at you expectantly, you handed him the book he’d dropped a few moments earlier. Tamsy didn’t hesitate to take it. You watched as he tucked it under the costume covering his body.

You looked up, pausing when you saw those eyes of his staring at you. Even with his mask on, you could see them perfectly if you got too close.

This isn’t the time.

“We’d better hurry. It would be a shame to miss Rudo’s execution, wouldn’t it?” You nodded, pushing those thoughts aside. You had to pick up the pace. Tamsy would probably want to grab a spot where he could see everything perfectly.

“And after this, what do you have planned for him? When he falls into the pit, I mean. And if he dies in the fall, what will you do?” Tamsy pretended to think about it for a moment.

“That won’t happen. He won’t need to fall into the pit.” It’s understandable, killing the person closest to him could get Rudo where Tamsy wanted him to be.

You arrived just in time to see the tribe’s guards bringing Rudo in, chained up and completely immobilized. His clothes were covered in blood, obviously not his own, and his expression… you couldn’t quite make it out from where you were. You’d have to get a little closer to see it.

You let Tamsy lead the way through the crowd, you bumped into a few people a couple of times as you tried to keep up so you wouldn’t fall too far behind your friend, sometimes earning annoyed or confused looks. Finally, after briefly exploring the place, you came to a spot that Tamsy liked.

You fell silent, now you could hear the murmurs among the people more clearly. These people are very stupid—you’ve known that for a long time. They wouldn’t even stop to question whether something was real. They’re all sheep.

You decided it was better to focus your attention on what was happening in front of you. The guards had already tied him up and were slowly lifting him, accompanied by that speech they always used before throwing someone into the pit. The people’s screams grew louder. Idiots.

Rudo briefly looked up and scanned the entire crowd, pausing when he finally seemed to have found the person he was looking for.

“Chiwa!! Somebody killed Regto!! Please! You have to find out who did it and—” Chi…wa? Was he talking to that girl he used to spend so much time with? His voice sounded desperate.

It’s useless. Unless that girl loves him too much, it won’t make much of a difference in all this.

Next to you, Tamsy seemed to move in a way you would have almost missed on another occasion. You glanced at him out of the corner of your eye.

He’s smiling in a way you hadn’t seen him smile before.

He’s really enjoying this.

Since you were so focused on that, you didn’t catch what Rudo said, also because of the noise the people around you were making.

It seemed like it wasn’t something very good. It wasn’t really surprising, to be honest. Children’s minds are very easily influenced depending on their environment.

“SWEEP THE FILTH INTO THE PIT!!”

It’s time.

“SWEEP THE FILTH INTO THE PIT!!”

“You’re the filthy ones.” You can’t hear with all the shouting. It’s annoying.

He’s about to break. Tamsy said this would be enough.

“SWEEP THE FILTH INTO THE PIT!!”

Rudo seemed to say something else. Unfortunately, once again, you couldn’t hear or correctly make out what he was saying. Instead, you decided to focus on his expression.

“SWEEP THE FILTH INTO THE PIT!!”

There it was.

He was… menacing. That’s how you’d describe him. Pure hatred. His red eyes somehow seemed deeper to you, especially when you saw his gaze fix on the direction you both were in. Something about him put you on alert.

From the time you’d been stalking him, you might have noticed certain things about Rudo that were strange in completely normal people. Even so, you’d never seen him this furious before.

His voice came out hoarse. The ropes holding him broke loose.

“I’M GONNA SEND YOU TO HELL! ALL OF—” You couldn’t hear the rest of his sentence as he fell deeper into the pit.

Silence. Everyone finally fell silent.

He’d kept his sanity.

“He was about to break…”

You glanced sideways at Tamsy. He seemed to notice your gaze and looked back at you.

“He’s amazing, isn’t he?”

“That kid is weird.”

That kid is dangerous, you wanted to say.

Still, you know him very well, and he knows what he's doing.

Tamsy will be able to handle him.

—

These past few days have been a bit more exhausting than the ones before.

Since an Sphereite you already knew very well arrived at the cleaners a while back, all of you have been doing a lot more work than usual, leaving you a bit fed up with the long, grueling days compared to when he wasn't there.

You haven’t even been able to see him much; this is barely the first direct interaction you’re going to have with him. Why do you have to be dragged into all this mess?

“RUDO!!!”

You walked calmly behind Delmon, covering your ears at his shout. Normally his company doesn’t bother you, since along with Tamsy, you’ve known him for a long time because you’re in the same group and spend so much time together every day, but he still shouts too loudly for your taste. For everyone’s taste, you think.

Tamsy, standing next to you, shook his head wearily, stepping in to interrupt just as he was starting to overwhelm the poor boy.

“COME JOIN US IN EAGER—”

“Stop it, Delmon.” You sighed when Tamsy finally stepped in. His calm, quiet voice almost made you breathe a sigh of relief.

It’s not like it’s an exaggeration, though. You can genuinely say that Tamsy has a beautiful voice.

“Rudo is Enjin’s recruit, that means he belongs to Akuta.” He let his arm drop to wrap around his shoulders in a relaxed way. You could hardly believe that he murdered his father. He looks so innocent right now.

“Sorry, Rudo. He’s really a good guy. Although… I also like people who are passionate, just like my friend does.” He smiled at the boy. He blinked and turned his attention to you; you weren’t sure how to react, so you just gave him a little wave.

He moved his gloved hand slightly to return your greeting, a mix of confusion and curiosity in his deep gaze.

Neither of you said a word, it was starting to feel uncomfortable after a moment. Tamsy let out a little laugh at the lame excuse for interaction. “Excuse my friend, Rudo. They are a little awkward around strangers, but I assure you they’re someone you can trust when you need them.” Rudo nodded, tilting his head.

You don’t want to be near that kid, much less interact with him in any way.

Tamsy moved away from the boy and continued on his way with you by his side. He knows perfectly well that you don’t like this.

Two betrayals are better than one, aren’t they?

“Come on, we have to leave soon to find that mysterious woman.” Damn it. You’d almost forgotten that reason.

“What if—”

“Well, since you’re here, why don’t you let him hear a word from Mr. Passion himself, Delmon?”

Oh no.

“WE’RE ON OUR WAY TO CANVAAAS TOWN!!!” And just like that, everyone started screaming like crazy. You sighed again, and Tamsy remained indifferent to his noisy companions.

It looks like it’s going to be a long trip.

—

Things hadn’t gone as planned. Not at all.

First, after the long drive in the Jeep and arriving in Canvas Town to find Gob, you received the news that he had died, leaving all of you there for much longer than expected.

Later, thanks to the luck you could say you all rarely had, Remlin, who inherited the Vital Instrument, was able to cast protective charms on you after they’d recovered from the sad news and a small celebration with fireworks.

In the end, you had to go back to HQ for the full face mask that August had already finished for Rudo, so you’d already lost more time than expected compared to the original plan you had.

This time you sat next to Tamsy when you all had to get back in the Jeep once again to go to Penta. You settled in to be more comfortable and maybe rest a little before arriving. You hate having to spend so much time like that.

It was exhausting for you to have to go around in circles and spend so much time just for that woman. Finally, you were on your way to meet her.

If you weren’t mistaken, you’d be paying her a visit sooner than planned. It happened faster than you thought. It’s barely been any time since you saw her.

You knew it was a bad idea to let her live.

“I guess this will be your second time in No Man’s Land. We’re gonna run into serious trouble as soon as we get there, so be ready.”

You glanced sideways at Tamsy when Enjin said that to Rudo; he didn’t take long to stop looking out the window and turn toward you, smiling a little.

Tamsy won’t like this.

—

“In this group, the big, older gentleman is my favorite!”

Amo didn’t take long to invite all of you to her house to talk about the so-called angel, using the toxic air as an excuse. It was close by, and it would definitely be much more comfortable to talk there than in the middle of nowhere. It’s not like she was wrong. She had a point, but there was something off.

Enjin didn’t take long to screw up when he brought up her clothes and other stupid things that weren’t very appropriate for the moment—something Amo didn’t like very much for obvious reasons—and decided to start yelling and getting really angry at all of you.

You put your hands to your face wearily as she stood up from where she was sitting and activated her boots, already getting ready to attack you all. You curse Enjin for provoking her; it would have been easier to play along with the talk of love.

That might actually be a good thing… she won’t want to give them the information they’re so desperate for anymore.

Curiously, you noticed things were different from the first time you saw her.

She seemed a little crazier.

You don’t know what kind of things her vital instrument does. The first time you saw the boots, you couldn’t see their abilities, but you assume you’ll see them in action very soon.

The first one affected by that girl’s abilities was Delmon, who attacked Enjin from behind and now you had to take action.

What a mess.

“Why…? Why would you say such terrible things…? Amo didn’t even do anything…” You heard the pitiful words the girl uttered when Zanka went on the defensive, saying things that were going to make this worse than it already was.

Things started to escalate when Delmon attacked Zanka and Riyo next, moving over to the girl’s side after nearly killing them. She was just smiling maniacally.

As if it were some kind of parasite or contagious disease, not long after, they fell unconscious one by one, only to wake up like wild animals. They’re obviously hallucinating.

Even Rudo was completely lost by this point. But you couldn’t focus on that.

It smelled weird.

Your confusion didn’t last long, though, because the girl ended up revealing how her abilities worked, along with other things that weren’t helping you.

“We’ll have to take care of everything ourselves.” You nodded and glanced at him out of the corner of your eye. He had already put on his mask.

“I’ll watch your back.” You pulled out your Vital Instrument, ready to activate it and end this.

“Did ya forget that I’m still awake too?”

Well, you’ll neutralize the crazy woman with Zanka.

—

Night fell, and you couldn’t help but find yourself in Tamsy’s room. It was comforting.

Tamsy didn’t say anything or act any differently regarding what happened a few hours ago. That still wasn’t confirmation for you. You’ve known him practically your whole life, yet you still couldn’t read him the way he could read you.

After all these years… you can’t correctly guess what he’s thinking. It’s hard.

You turned your head to look at Tamsy. He was brushing his hair. It was something you knew he always did before going to sleep. That baggy uniform of his was gone too, he was wearing white clothes that were just as loose-fitting but comfortable.

“You still haven’t figured out what to do with her.” Tamsy glanced at you briefly.

“I already took care of her.” You raised an eyebrow in confusion. Since when could he have done anything? He was always with all of you.

“How…?” Tamsy smiled softly at your confusion. Come on, your brain can’t be that slow, can it? You’re a little stupid sometimes. Surprisingly, it doesn’t bother him.

“I thought it would be really easy for you to figure out.” You tried to think it through after a moment of silence, and when the realization hit you, you let out a sigh of regret at how obvious it was.

Of course, you’d forgotten for a moment that he could create things like marionettes—which is probably what he used to kidnap her. In your defense, he doesn’t usually use them, or at least not that you know of. What’s flooding your mind is: where does he keep her?

Maybe you could pay her a visit when Tamsy has to go check on her. For now, you’ll try to relax and watch closely to see what he’s doing.

You watched the brush move up and down repeatedly through his blonde and navy-blue hair, the strands looked completely smooth and soft to the touch.

They were, you can say that for sure.

“May I ask why all this attention on me?” To your disappointment, he pulls the brush away from his hair and puts it back in his desk drawer, without turning to look at you even once.

“Nothing in particular. Just that you look very… like that.” He hums in response. You’re weird sometimes.

You lie down on his bed. The light from the lamp no longer burns your eyes; instead, you feel embraced by the darkness that deepened when Tamsy decided to turn it off. Immediately after that, you felt the mattress give way under another weight.

“Will you have free time tomorrow? I want you to come with me to a place I saw.”

He settled more comfortably into his spot. “I’ll be a little busy tomorrow… but maybe I can make an exception.”

A small ‘reward’ since you’ve been quite helpful.

You’re talking.

From everything you were telling him, he picked up on the fact that you wanted him to confirm or deny something, right after you stared at him without saying a word.

“Hm.”

He wants you to shut up.

For a moment, he watches your lips moving—he knows you’re talking, but he isn’t paying attention. He doesn’t want to.

“Tamsy?” You couldn’t see his face clearly because of the dim light in the room. He was letting you talk to yourself. You couldn’t tell if he was doing it on purpose or not.

“Sorry, I got distracted for a moment. What were you saying?”

He doesn’t want you to continue with whatever you were talking about. He isn’t interested anyway.

“What’s wrong with you now? Is something bothering you?” Tamsy blinks, almost innocent.

“What are you talking about?”

“You… whatever. Why are you staring at me like that? You’re scary when you don’t say anything and just stare at me.” He can almost rolls his eyes.

To give you one last clue, he casts a fleeting glance at the corners of your lips. You would have missed it if you hadn’t been paying attention.

He didn’t do anything to reach out and wildly invade your personal space the way he wanted to. He wasn’t going to humiliate himself like that. He just waited and stood there watching you, until you were the one who approached and decided to press your lips together. Gently at first.

It took him a moment to return the kiss. When he finally did, he placed one of his hands very close to your jugular. You didn't seem to mind.

Very close.

He could do—

You pushed him away by the chest when you felt a sharp pain in your lower lip. That made Tamsy smile a little.

“I thought you liked my kisses.”

“I did, as long as you weren’t tearing a chunk of flesh out of me.” You ran your fingers over your lower lip, feeling the moisture there and the faint taste of blood.

You’re sure to have a small wound later.

“You don’t usually do that.” Tamsy said nothing. He knew you can handle more than that.

It took a while for you to approach him, waiting until the throbbing in your lip subsided. The sensation had left you feeling a little irritated.

“I’m going to sleep with you tonight.” He nods, knowing you can’t see him in the dark. Without a word, he shifts over to make space for you.

He wonders how he has allowed himself to share his personal space with you, just as he has let you into his room.

You might be the only person he allows himself to fully trust.

Well, almost.

Even so, he confides more in you than in others. Your presence doesn’t make him want to tear his hair out either.

That’s too much of a compliment coming from him. You don’t know that, and he thinks you have no interest in knowing.

He feels the warmth beside him; he’s not used to it. It’s been a long time since the two of you slept like this.

You're lying completely still on your side of the bed, your breathing has slowed down too. You really have no trouble falling asleep. Not that he has much trouble either.

He turns over and lets himself drift off shortly after.

—

“Want some?”

You turned around and saw him offering you the piece of cake he’d bought a few moments earlier. You were a little surprised he’d bought something like that

It wasn’t something he ate often.

It looked delicious, with cream on top and strawberry pieces that looked good, too.

“I’ll take that as a yes.” You stopped looking at the piece of cake when Tamsy said that. He cut off a portion with the fork he’d been given and offered it to you calmly.

“I don’t really feel like eating something sweet—"

“Eat.” You decided to give in and just accept it. You let him guide the fork closer to your mouth.

Just as you were about to eat it, Tamsy suddenly stopped and pulled it away from you. You stared at him in confusion.

He smiled, offering you the fork. “You can do it yourself, can’t you?” You rolled your eyes and simply snatched the fork from him. It was a miracle that the piece attached to it stayed on after such a careless grab. Tamsy didn’t flinch at that.

As you savored the sweet taste of the cake in your mouth, you caught a glimpse of the captive girl on the other side of the bars. She was looking back at you with anger and exhaustion in her eyes. You wondered how long it had been since she’d seen the sunlight.

Amo looks miserable.

She should have thought of that before giving away information.

“Does it taste good?”

“Yeah. Why did you buy it?” He tilted his head slightly.

Isn’t it obvious to you?

“It’s for our friend Amo! I bought this as an apology to her.” You doubt it. There are other reasons. He’d certainly never buy a piece of cake for a girl just out of the goodness of his heart. And what’s that nonsense about an apology?

You glanced at the girl again, she had her head down. Already given up on screaming.

“Sure, you’re very kind. I think you were harsher than…”

What are you saying?

“Since when you’ve cared about how others feel?” He interrupted you curiously.

He doesn’t even look angry.

“You know I don’t mean it that way. I care little or nothing about what you do with the people you choose. This time I couldn’t help but notice that you were different.”

“Oh! Forgive my confusion. I must say, I did this just for Rudo.” He paused, his attention drifting for a moment to the girl. “What do you think of him?” That took you by surprise.

“Why are you asking that? That kid is… I don’t really know him, we’ve hardly spoken, but I can definitely say is that he probably has some kind of curse. I’d bet you already know that perfectly well…”

“I know, and that’s why we’re doing this. Now, look.” He grabbed the cake, speaking to Amo.

What does he want to do?

“This is what you wanted, right?” Tamsy’s fake kindness made you piece together what he was about to do next

He really does take pleasure in other people’s suffering.

“Cake.”

You’d have to be naive to think he was actually going to give it to her. You watched as he ended up shoving it into his mouth, eating it shamelessly right in front of her, and maybe being a little careless.

Combined with the fact that Tamsy made sounds of satisfaction clearly on purpose, she ended up getting significantly angry about it.

“This tastes amazing!” Your eyes found him again, his slender fingers wiping a bit of the sweet cream from his lips.

Something so sweet in someone so horrible.

At least in terms of his actions—morally speaking, of course—you have no right to complain or feel bad about this either. You’ve done things just as bad before, and you’re just like him simply because you do nothing.

No matter how little more empathy you have for others than he does, in the end you’ll never do anything because, deep down, you’re just the same.

That’s why he noticed you.

“I think I’ll have some tomorrow too!”

The napkin he used to keep his fingers clean lay crumpled and carelessly tossed on the floor. He looked satisfied.

“We’ll eat it together, right?”

“Of course. Now let me wipe that off. You still have frosting on you.”

You’ll never betray him. You know it, and he knows it too.

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[catniuu]

I just want to say thank you for including Chtoni in your writings, she’s my favourite but she’s so low-key she’s rarely written for,,,, thank you for this, I really like your works too <33

This is so true, Chtoni is one of my favorite characters too, and seeing how little content there is about her is a bit discouraging (she carries all the Raiders on her back btw)

BUT I’ll do as much content about her as I can. She’s a really interesting character, and I hope we get to see more of her in the future

Anyway, thanks for enjoying my fanfics!

[catniuu]

THE NEW CHAPTER??? What the hell is going on guys

[catniuu]

Hiii, how are youu? I hope you're doing well 🌷 I wanted to ask if it's important to read the chapter "you're going to miss him, right?" for Tamsy's story 🥹🥹 It's just that I don't read smut, but I really like the story you're writing, so I wanted to know if it's important to read it 😭 have a nice dayyy🌷🌷 🩷

Heyy I’m fine thanks. You don’t need to read it! They’re not related so it’s not necessary

Have a nice day too anon!

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GACHIAKUTA— tamsy caines x gn!reader

ⓘ A few things have come up, and Tamsy has to go on his ‘trip’ for a while, but wouldn’t you miss him a lot? He’s always so thoughtful toward you…

CONTENT. +18, mdni! Spoilers of chapters 130 & 161, mean!tamsy, no pronouns used for reader, choking, dumbification, slight dacryphilia, degradation, possessive behavior if you squint, sadist!tamsy, teasing, hair pulling once (1), overstimulation. Not proofread.

A/N. I thought writing smut would be easy, but this thing was a total nightmare. And happy birthday to Tamsyy, I hope it doesn't show that I only did this because I didn't have any other ideas for what to post on his birthday lol.

Since his plan with Follo had failed, he came up with a better idea to push Rudo a little further. That’s why he found himself asking his boss for a few days off to move forward with what he had in mind.

But first… he had to take care of something else.

“T-Tamsy, y-you—ugh!” His cock stretching your hole kept you from thinking straight. It felt soo good, hitting every spot perfectly inside you, you couldn’t help but lift your hips a little to feel it deeper. Your desperate state didn’t go unnoticed by Tamsy. You’re already like this? How pathetic.

“You’re being very loud, dear. You don’t want the— hah… o-other cleaners to know you’re a slut, do you?” If there’s one thing he likes about sex, it’s that he can mistreat you however he pleases, without raising any suspicions on your part when you see your beloved boyfriend acting so differently from how he usually is. Living in ignorance was best for you for now.

You shook your head vigorously and covered your mouth with your hands. The pleasure flooding through you, combined with the sensitivity from the other orgasms Tamsy had wrung from you, was taking its toll on your body. Your sex throbbed almost painfully for attention.

“No.” Just as if he’d been waiting for this moment, he stopped and stood there, depriving you of whatever pleasure he’d been giving you before. A sound of protest escaped your lips, and you rolled your hips again, desperately trying to fill the void that had returned to your body. You were so close to the edge. The lack of sensation made you let out a sob. He’s so mean…

He forced you to stay still, tightening his grip considerably on your hips so you’d stop moving against him. It would surely leave marks afterward. “What did I tell you dear?” he spoke to you with an almost tender gentleness, as if he hadn’t ruined your orgasm moments before.

You already knew what he meant, and you couldn’t help but easily set your dignity aside just because you wanted to cum again. His usual smile directed at you sent a shiver down your spine. You can’t count the times you’ve humiliated yourself in front of this man.

“P-please…” His eyebrows raised at your half-hearted attempt. You have to do better than that if you want to get what you want.

“Oh? What did you say?” The frustration you felt was growing stronger and stronger. You just wanted to finish so badly… Why can’t he let you do it like a normal person? You braced yourself to say it louder, the heat rising to your face immediately.

“Please! Let me cum… I—I need you.” You cringed inwardly at your own words; you almost wanted to jump out the window. He stared at you, debating what to do next. He wasn’t satisfied with that and was expecting something better, but oh well. He'll let it slide this time and have mercy on you.

He settled himself and grabbed your hips again for better support, resuming his thrusting inside you at a rapid pace without giving you a moment to adjust. One of his hands found its way between your trembling legs, lightly stimulating the entire area with his fingers.

Your arousal returned immediately with a painful urgency as you felt the pleasure you’d been craving so much. His thrusts and his fingers playing with your throbbing sex were so intense that finally, after a few minutes, you felt the comforting sensation of releasing your climax. Spasms ran through your entire body, and without thinking much about it, you yanked a strand of Tamsy’s hair that was in your way. A low moan escaped him from the burning sensation that caused on his scalp.

You couldn’t even catch your breath while recovering from the intense orgasm you’d just had; Tamsy didn’t stop for a single moment, selfishly chasing his own high, slamming into you over and over. Your walls squeezed him so tightly, it almost seemed like they wanted to milk him. Maybe he liked this more than he thought, but he’d rather die than admit it.

You couldn't keep up with Tamsy any longer. You didn't even realize he could go on like this for so long without looking tired and in such good shape, unlike you.

You felt the emptiness inside you when he quickly pulled away. A question was about to spill from your lips when his hand grabbed your neck with a considerably tight grip, letting only a minimal amount of oxygen through for your circulation. Long strands of semen shot out of his pink, swollen tip, landing on your stomach, chest, and a little on your face.

For a moment, his room fell silent. You turned your head and fixed your gaze on Tamsy, who was still on top of you. You couldn’t see his face clearly since he was looking down, and his long hair fell like waterfalls down the sides of his face.

But you knew he always looked so beautiful when he came. The slight tremor running through his body might have gone unnoticed if you’d blinked, the thin layer of sweat that made certain parts of his body glisten, the scars on his torso, and overall, everything about him looked so majestic. The thought that only you could see him like this made you feel a tingle of excitement in your stomach.

You managed to lift your arms slightly to push his hand away, and he finally seemed to loosen his grip, leaving the dark imprint of his fingers on your skin. You breathed heavily, gasping for air, the slight dizziness you’d been feeling began to subside as you were able to breathe properly again.

Tamsy looked up and saw you still trying to catch your breath after he’d deprived you of it moments earlier, along with your teary, glassy eyes and your battered appearance.

Something twisted inside him liked seeing you that way.

A soft smile spread across his face. “Sorry for the suffocation, I didn’t realize when I was holding you like that.” He knew perfectly well. As long as he doesn’t accidentally kill you with that, it’s fine.

You nodded and closed your eyes for a moment to finally try to recover properly and rest a bit. You were sleepy and sticky, you wanted to take a shower and finally get some rest at least until the next day, you thought. You’d have to tell the boss that you’re too tired tomorrow to fight trash beasts. You’ll be in a lot of pain.

Unfortunately for you, Tamsy had other plans right now. Who told you it was over?

You felt his cock teasing your entrance before he easily pushed it back inside. You jumped involuntarily and let out a moan at his intrusion. He wouldn’t dare…?

“You can take more, can’t you, angel?”

You're going to miss him a lot when he's in the Sphere, aren't you? That's why he's doing this!

If any of this doesn’t make sense PLEASE ignore it lmao.

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[catniuu]

The heat is KILLING ME I swear I fucking hate this weather

[catniuu]

I neeeeed your opinion on tamsy with wax play(if ur comfy. If no pls ignore loll)

Bcs in my head, that’s just be smth he’d be into with his partner, yknow? Like not enough to burn his partner too bad ofc, but enough to see their skin’s reaction or smth

That had never crossed my mind, but now that you mention it, I think he might actually have that kind of kink. Although I don’t think he’d use it very often, though. Just on special occasions when he wants to make you suffer a little more and tease you by running the hot wax too close to specific areas, just to see how you react. He might even say something like, “See, dear? We’re almost the same.”

[catniuu]

If characters from the Gachiakuta verse had an intro song, what do you think they would be? (This was lowkey inspired by a dream I had)

(Love how he’s smiling so innocently like he isn’t the root of like 90% of Rudo’s problems)

You caught me off guardd

But anyway, right now I only have a few in mind

Too Lily would DEFINITELY have a Lady Gaga song (maybe “Telephone”?). I don’t know why, but I think Amo would go well with “Genesis.” Enjin would have “Umbrella” (yeah, it’s just because I saw his umbrella and it occurred to me)

And for Tamsy, I think he could have two intro songs. “Dark Beach” or “Drown” would suit him, but I’m not convinced. As for the other one, I have no idea. The only thing I can think of is a song that’s completely opposite of the ones I mentioned earlier. I suck at this

Look at him. He’s done absolutely everything wrong and traumatized a kid but he’s such a cutie

[catniuu]

You don’t have to respond to this, idk how to properly use tumblr so i don’t know how to send a message without it being a request. But i wanted to tell you how much I LOVE the way you write. Like the scenes with Tamsy’s inner thoughts are written SO PHENOMENAL, the way you write his character has me like CONVINCED that you were in the room where Tamsy character was created. I also heavily appreciate that you write gn!reader in a way that doesn’t imply any gender. Sorry for the long rant, this Tamsy fic is actually so peak. I knew we were so cooked when Tamsy took us out for noodles, immediately knew that he figured things out.

Me the entire time reading that section:

(I apologize for any grammatical mistakes, English is a hard language)

Whoa, you just made my day. THANK YOU SM! I always try to keep Tamsy in character or at least make him recognizable, and seeing that someone liked my interpretation or how I write him means a lot to me. Thank you for taking the time to send me this! I really appreciate it