gone

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well hey

long time no talk

i moved accounts secretly due to personal issues. so i could hide. so people would leave me alone.

but i’m tired of being afraid, y’know?

you can find me at this blog now. thanks for sticking around and liking my stuff, y’all are cool peeps

no pressure to refollow or anything 👌 have a good night

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designs for sale. send me a chat thing or an ask if you’d like to buy one.

#1 OPEN - 15$ (pumpkin latte) #2 OPEN - 18$ (good witch) #3 OPEN - 20$ (mother)

pandeers are lil androgynous sprite like creatures, they're about the size of a toddler and very shy, so it is pretty rare to see one

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also here’s another 2spooky

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still not really active here but i said a year ago i was gonna draw this gek and now i FINALLY DID

for @gh0stdoe who is a cutie patoot and i hope they’re having a good day

[iguanamouth]

you get what you deserve

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counting seconds through the night and got carried away so now i'm standing on the overpass screaming at the cars, "hey, i wanna get better!" i didn’t know i was lonely 'til i saw your face i wanna get better, better, better, better, i wanna get better i didn't know i was broken 'til i wanted to change i wanna get better, better, better, better, i wanna get better

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i don’t remember when i drew this but i remember really not liking it at the time?? but now seeing it again after idk, months, it looks pretty neat haha

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now did you think it all through? all these things will catch up to you and time can heal but this won't, so if you're coming my way, just don't

happy birf to my bud @davidohdrums !! u the best i luv u

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rowlet is cute af but i look at that lil beak and remember that owls have huge monster mouths

[bey]

Don’t invite me anywhere last minute I enjoy doing nothing so I need to know ahead of time if my plan to do nothing needs to be changed

[bana05]

This is legit and people don’t realize it.

[noahwyles]

“hey what are you doing?” “nothing”  “oh great! so you are avaliab-” “no you don’t understand. I’m doing nothing.” 

[lux-obscura]

Oh my god. I literally never thought about it like this but it makes SO MUCH SENSE.

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oh jesus christ @weirdfur did the thing

[robotrigger]

i see that erased peen line u can't fool me

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free the peen

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a bug !!!! !! !!!!

:O !!!!

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fudges around and coughs up this

could be better but i kinda just wanna draw and not have to hold myself to some standard sometimes u feel me

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i i don’t have any excuses for why this happened

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talkin about online friendships, harassment, and therapy;

y’know

anytime i’m trying to get helped for problems that arise online, that are interpersonal related such as betrayal or heartache

it always just... feels humiliating.

“so these are your school friends?” this professional asks, staring at me, waiting for me to answer, notepad in hand and pen ready

no, these are friends who are miles away, whom i loved and trusted dearly despite never having been able to see them smile or touch them physically.

or these are strangers, unknowns who i do not know and will never meet

but they are all still people, just like i am

and just because it wasn’t said directly to my face, doesn’t mean it didn’t happen or it didn’t hurt

in fact, i wish it had been in person. then they couldn’t hide behind a monitor and escape the consequences of the harm they’ve caused.

yet god, it feels so shameful to be like, no, i’m hurting because of people online.

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i’ve been by the pharmacy so many times these past few months that they know me there on a first name basis now rip me