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dick from a guy who is sobbing and scared

when the top is scared of the bottom

sometimes you just gotta commit small acts of violence to your own ego by deleting and rewriting the same 1000 words over and over until you’re functionally illiterate

#having a WWE style cage match with myself over my next fic chapter #internal creative differences have arisen #i am beating myself into submission #flying crossbody piledriver straight to my own cranium #anyway things are going great

refusetheboxart

Almost finished.

#bro….#i fall to my knees crying #this is so beautiful #spiritual viewing experience #the passenger

thingswithantlers

#you know who :)#the passenger

drops-of-universe

sorry i was passionate & intense & insane. it will happen again

#👀#my sweet boy benson #the passenger

in the magical 30 mins that i decided to sleep a little longer before getting ready for work i had an extremely disorienting nightmare that started in an overcluttered antique mall with absolute ass stock and ended in my dead mom who i never dream about telling me via a telegram from some stranger (who was crying on my behalf before i even read the letter) that she was not accepting of my being half gay (her words)

#time for work!#i also have no reason to believe she would not have accepted me being half gay #much to think about #diary

toramona

James Baldwin, Giovanni’s Room

#sigh #benson the passenger

sometimes i really go all day crying on and off and wanting to die being like “what’s wrong with me” only to realize i have been blasting a collection of the Saddest Songs Ever Written straight into my eardrums nonstop since 8am

#diary #i am ok!

thenewgothicromance

I’m 30 today and to celebrate I went to a bunch of places that are extremely famous to me and 20 other people in my phone

I don’t know if I have anything to say about it that @visceravalentines hasn’t already said in her incredible wonderful thorough post about these spots (thank you Meg, for the advice and the reminder that I am a regular guy allowed to be in public places. And to @mlentertainment and @zombielink5 for FINDING all these places!! You guys must dominate at geoguesser). Maybe later I’ll be able to articulate some other thought about the trip or what a beautiful place this movie’s held in my life the last two years and the dear friends I’ve made because of it, but for now have my images

#sooo incredibly cooool #these photos are like seeing a very complicated ex who doesn’t know i cyberstalk them daily #thank you for taking these!!!#and happy birthday!!!#welcome to the 30 club :-)#the passenger

conocula

Some Ranson from the beautiful beautiful fic Touch Me I’m sick by @cautionaryblue …. That dammed striped shirt…

#holy SHIT this is incredible!!!#bro #the colors??#BROOO #this is so insanely good i fell to my knees #i could cry #touch me im sick #the passenger

some fanart for @rats4taxevasion’s What Dreams May Come

#been seeing them make some posts about it recently #excited for the conclusion!!#i love this fanfic #been finally getting around to making some passenger fanfic fanarts i’ve wanted to do for a while #the passenger #my art

meradorm-archive-deactivated202

*sits down to write a smut fic* The plot of this smut fic is that Character A believes himself abandoned by God.

#sigh #benson my beloved #and perhaps also randy but he has not abstracted this concept to himself yet

leviticus boys……i have ideas for you

#i really do not need to ruin my life writing another all consuming mid as fuck fanfic #but despite the anxiety and stress sweating #i DO have fun writing fanfic #so who knows

possiblyahostage

RANDY!!!!!!!!

#my boy is so beaaaautiful here!!!#i love this :)#i love randy bradley #the passenger

pankendev

(snaps out of it) OH MY GOD WHAT HAVE I BEEN DOING!! HOLY JESUS CHRIST FUCK WHY DID NOBODY TRY TO STOP ME (eases back into it) ahhhh. yeah this feels right

#me when i spend months of my life overthinking an erotic gay fanfic #but i always come back to myself in the end

interoteme

go my animalce

#neeeeeed more of this right away #i love so much….

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