. ⋆ ❀ * pristine.

“wasn't it beautiful when you believed in everything?” 

[edqeofglory]

[cbigcils]

━━━ 𝐢𝐦𝐞𝐬𝐬𝐚𝐠𝐞 𝐬𝐮𝐜𝐜𝐞𝐬𝐬𝐟𝐮𝐥𝐥𝐲 𝐝𝐞𝐥𝐢𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐞𝐝 𝐭𝐨 › FABigail 😍

quentin: how tf are these excuses lmao

quentin: you have enough to deal w than my shit

quentin: idk why ur latching on so hard why cant u understand that i need some space to try get my life back together

abigail: honestly all i deal with is my toxic abusive parents and i need you to deal with that but ok

abigail: because i need you?

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━━━ 𝐢𝐦𝐞𝐬𝐬𝐚𝐠𝐞 𝐬𝐮𝐜𝐜𝐞𝐬𝐬𝐟𝐮𝐥𝐥𝐲 𝐝𝐞𝐥𝐢𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐞𝐝 𝐭𝐨 › FABigail 😍

quentin: because ive fucked literally everything else up havent i

quentin: if u think pushing you away is how i ruin things then clearly u dont know me well

quentin: im not in a good place and i just dont want to drag you into the giant mess that is my life im sorry

abigail: like...what?

abigail: ok if u think i don’t know u well that’s fine.

abigail: i’m done with you making up excuses for yourself

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━━━ 𝐢𝐦𝐞𝐬𝐬𝐚𝐠𝐞 𝐬𝐮𝐜𝐜𝐞𝐬𝐬𝐟𝐮𝐥𝐥𝐲 𝐝𝐞𝐥𝐢𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐞𝐝 𝐭𝐨 › FABigail 😍

quentin: i just cant keep having all this shit in my life that im eventually gunna screw up lmao

quentin: like the last thing i want is to ruin this with you and i just can't keep up i actually just feel like everything is falling apart

quentin: i can barely stand to be home and i cant go out and blow of some steam with my best friend and i cant call you i just can't take this anymore :/

abigail: you’re always so sure you’re gonna fuck things up but you’re not

abigail: well if you don’t want to ruin this then don’t push me away?

abigail: you can call me.. why do you think you can’t

[cbigcils]

━━━ 𝐢𝐦𝐞𝐬𝐬𝐚𝐠𝐞 𝐬𝐮𝐜𝐜𝐞𝐬𝐬𝐟𝐮𝐥𝐥𝐲 𝐝𝐞𝐥𝐢𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐞𝐝 𝐭𝐨 › FABigail 😍

quentin: im not quite sure what u want from me rn abi

quentin: theres honestly nothing i can do to fix things

quentin: i cant seem to do fuckin anything right i keep messing literally everything up in my life idk how tf to raise a damn kid and on top of that my family is falling apart i cant do this anymore

abigail: i don’t want anything from you i just don’t want you to push me away

abigail: you keep talking about fixing things but why?? whether hannah decides to have the kid or not you will have to deal with it there is no fixing involved

abigail: it’s the harsh truth but i am here for you to help you every step of the way

[cbigcils]

━━━ 𝐢𝐦𝐞𝐬𝐬𝐚𝐠𝐞 𝐬𝐮𝐜𝐜𝐞𝐬𝐬𝐟𝐮𝐥𝐥𝐲 𝐝𝐞𝐥𝐢𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐞𝐝 𝐭𝐨 › FABigail 😍

quentin: how am i being mean in the way im speaking to u

quentin: ur asking me to be someone im not

quentin: u dont realise how big of an ask it is to sit back and watch you keep dating my best friend

quentin: i understand the reasons but you just dont seem to notice how much its physically killing me lmao

abigail: you’re making me feel stupid

abigail: how am i asking you to be someone ur not?!?!? wth

abigail: quentin i understand it’s not the easiest thing in the world but i told you i’m gonna end it because i don’t love him!!!!

abigail: i love you

[cbigcils]

━━━ 𝐢𝐦𝐞𝐬𝐬𝐚𝐠𝐞 𝐬𝐮𝐜𝐜𝐞𝐬𝐬𝐟𝐮𝐥𝐥𝐲 𝐝𝐞𝐥𝐢𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐞𝐝 𝐭𝐨 › FABigail 😍

quentin: im not trying to be

quentin: i didnt want this but things happen ..

abigail: you’re not mean bc you got a girl pregnant you’re not mean bc you do dumb stuff sometimes but you’re mean bc of the way you speak to me when i did nothing wrong to you

abigail: sometimes i really wonder where the sweet you goes sometimes. i like you like that way more

[cbigcils]

━━━ 𝐢𝐦𝐞𝐬𝐬𝐚𝐠𝐞 𝐬𝐮𝐜𝐜𝐞𝐬𝐬𝐟𝐮𝐥𝐥𝐲 𝐝𝐞𝐥𝐢𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐞𝐝 𝐭𝐨 › FABigail 😍

quentin: i dont want to date her but we're both going through smth crazy together

quentin: sacrifice what ? ur stale ass relationship ?

quentin: congrats abi now you dont have to do a thing :)

abigail: ok

abigail: you're such a mean person

[cbigcils]

━━━ 𝐢𝐦𝐞𝐬𝐬𝐚𝐠𝐞 𝐬𝐮𝐜𝐜𝐞𝐬𝐬𝐟𝐮𝐥𝐥𝐲 𝐝𝐞𝐥𝐢𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐞𝐝 𝐭𝐨 › FABigail 😍

quentin: well i mean she has to be now we're both in over our heads so we gotta be helpful ig

quentin: i know its selfish

quentin: im sorry really i really get that u have to

quentin: but i still cant help feeling like shit that i have to see you with him

quentin: i still cant trust u when u tell me you love me

quentin: its selfish and ik why you have to stay with him but thats just what it feels like lmao

quentin: its better like this anyway, this way ur fine w ur parents and away from my mess

abigail: ok make her your girlfriend then while you're at it

abigail: lmao that's funny why do you even care about trusting me when i say i love you when you don't even feel the same

abigail: i was really about to sacrifice all of that for you but you couldn't care less ok then

[cbigcils]

━━━ 𝐢𝐦𝐞𝐬𝐬𝐚𝐠𝐞 𝐬𝐮𝐜𝐜𝐞𝐬𝐬𝐟𝐮𝐥𝐥𝐲 𝐝𝐞𝐥𝐢𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐞𝐝 𝐭𝐨 › FABigail 😍

quentin: im not really doing it alone hannahs there as well

quentin: do you really wanna be with someone like me ???

quentin: if you really felt that way then why are you still with him

quentin: you keep telling me how you feel but it feels like bullshit

abigail: right because hannah is so helpful.....no offense

abigail: are you seriously saying this? after all those times i explained to you what's going on with my parents??

abigail: they're literally forcing me to be with matthew who happens to like me which makes it even harder

abigail: if i break up with matthew which i wanted to do for you idk how they will react. hit me or kick me out or idk bc they're business associates with his parents

[cbigcils]

━━━ 𝐢𝐦𝐞𝐬𝐬𝐚𝐠𝐞 𝐬𝐮𝐜𝐜𝐞𝐬𝐬𝐟𝐮𝐥𝐥𝐲 𝐝𝐞𝐥𝐢𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐞𝐝 𝐭𝐨 › FABigail 😍

quentin: i have and that’s why i can’t do this bc im gunna be a dad and i have to get my shit together for the kid

quentin: it’s not an excuse, rn i just can’t be what you want !

quentin: that’s not true i really wanted this i just have so much going on and you deserve better

abigail: you can't do it alone and you'll realize that but ok

abigail: and you don't. know. what. i. want.

abigail: stop speaking for me because i can decide for myself >:(

[cbigcils]

━━━ 𝐢𝐦𝐞𝐬𝐬𝐚𝐠𝐞 𝐬𝐮𝐜𝐜𝐞𝐬𝐬𝐟𝐮𝐥𝐥𝐲 𝐝𝐞𝐥𝐢𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐞𝐝 𝐭𝐨 › FABigail 😍

quentin: look im sorry i thought we were being careful

quentin: i didnt expect this to happen but it did

quentin: i told you that im not good for you :/

abigail: don't apologize to me apologize to her and yourself

abigail: you're just making up excuse after excuse i'm so tired of it. you could be good for me if you wanted to

abigail: but i don't think you want to that's why you won't even say you love me back

[cbigcils]

━━━ 𝐢𝐦𝐞𝐬𝐬𝐚𝐠𝐞 𝐬𝐮𝐜𝐜𝐞𝐬𝐬𝐟𝐮𝐥𝐥𝐲 𝐝𝐞𝐥𝐢𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐞𝐝 𝐭𝐨 › FABigail 😍

quentin: you remember hannah right :/

quentin: because im a reckless person

quentin: clearly i dont care abt consequences lmao

quentin: since i hooked up w my best friends gf

quentin: not sure why ur surprised

abigail: oh my god. you got fucking hannah pregnant wtf

abigail: you could change being reckless if you wanted to

abigail: right lol just bring that up :) great way of dealing with things mate :)

abigail: i regret losing my virginity to you

[cbigcils]

━━━ 𝐢𝐦𝐞𝐬𝐬𝐚𝐠𝐞 𝐬𝐮𝐜𝐜𝐞𝐬𝐬𝐟𝐮𝐥𝐥𝐲 𝐝𝐞𝐥𝐢𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐞𝐝 𝐭𝐨 › FABigail 😍

quentin: you dont know the whole story

quentin: i got a girl pregnant so lmao

quentin: i think you work way better than us because he's not about to be a dad

quentin: and i just have so much drama going on at home

quentin: i cant do this abi

abigail: um what the actual f*ck

abigail: who did you get pregnant??!?!?!?!?!

abigail: how could you be so reckless..

[cbigcils]

━━━ 𝐢𝐦𝐞𝐬𝐬𝐚𝐠𝐞 𝐬𝐮𝐜𝐜𝐞𝐬𝐬𝐟𝐮𝐥𝐥𝐲 𝐝𝐞𝐥𝐢𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐞𝐝 𝐭𝐨 › FABigail 😍

quentin: its not dumb ive thought about this a lot abi

quentin: my life is so fuckin messy rn and i just cant involve you in this

quentin: im not in the right headspace for us to be together rn

quentin: just go and be with matthew you and him work better he's not as messed up as me :/

abigail: that's the dumbest excuse

abigail: i'm here to help you and you just push me away

abigail: i was literally gonna break up with him this week but okay

abigail: me and matthew don't work and you damn well know that -.-

[cbigcils]

━━━ 𝐢𝐦𝐞𝐬𝐬𝐚𝐠𝐞 𝐬𝐮𝐜𝐜𝐞𝐬𝐬𝐟𝐮𝐥𝐥𝐲 𝐝𝐞𝐥𝐢𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐞𝐝 𝐭𝐨 › FABigail 😍

quentin: youre gunna hate me for saying this

quentin: but i think we should take a break from each other or just .. stay away

quentin: if you wanna know why im so messed up just blame my mom

quentin: honestly idk why he'd let a witch like her back into our lives :/

quentin: thank u for saying that

abigail: wtf

abigail: why do you think that?? that's the dumbest thing you could do

abigail: i want to be here for you don't make me stay away from you especially not after tonight

[cbigcils]

━━━ 𝐢𝐦𝐞𝐬𝐬𝐚𝐠𝐞 𝐬𝐮𝐜𝐜𝐞𝐬𝐬𝐟𝐮𝐥𝐥𝐲 𝐝𝐞𝐥𝐢𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐞𝐝 𝐭𝐨 › FABigail 😍

quentin: idk shes back to finalize their divorce or smth idk

quentin: i cant even believe my dad let her back in the house after she cheated on him :/

quentin: i wanna be there for you but im just not in the right headspace rn sigh

abigail: i understand that must be so difficult for you :( i'd say come stay with me but my parents wouldn't ugh

abigail: i'm sure your dad knows what he's doing tho!!

abigail: omg stop you don't need to be there for me i need to be there for you rn and i am bc i love u