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โโโ ๐ข๐ฆ๐๐ฌ๐ฌ๐๐ ๐ ๐ฌ๐ฎ๐๐๐๐ฌ๐ฌ๐๐ฎ๐ฅ๐ฅ๐ฒ ๐๐๐ฅ๐ข๐ฏ๐๐ซ๐๐ ๐ญ๐จ โบ FABigailย ๐
quentin: how tf are these excuses lmao
quentin: you have enough to deal w than my shit
quentin: idk why ur latching on so hard why cant u understand that i need some space to try get my life back together
abigail: honestly all i deal with is my toxic abusive parents and i need you to deal with that but ok
abigail: because i need you?
โโโ ๐ข๐ฆ๐๐ฌ๐ฌ๐๐ ๐ ๐ฌ๐ฎ๐๐๐๐ฌ๐ฌ๐๐ฎ๐ฅ๐ฅ๐ฒ ๐๐๐ฅ๐ข๐ฏ๐๐ซ๐๐ ๐ญ๐จ โบ FABigailย ๐
quentin: because ive fucked literally everything else up havent i
quentin: if u think pushing you away is how i ruin things then clearly u dont know me well
quentin: im not in a good place and i just dont want to drag you into the giant mess that is my life im sorry
abigail: like...what?
abigail: ok if u think i donโt know u well thatโs fine.
abigail: iโm done with you making up excuses for yourself
โโโ ๐ข๐ฆ๐๐ฌ๐ฌ๐๐ ๐ ๐ฌ๐ฎ๐๐๐๐ฌ๐ฌ๐๐ฎ๐ฅ๐ฅ๐ฒ ๐๐๐ฅ๐ข๐ฏ๐๐ซ๐๐ ๐ญ๐จ โบ FABigailย ๐
quentin: i just cant keep having all this shit in my life that im eventually gunna screw up lmao
quentin: like the last thing i want is to ruin this with you and i just can't keep up i actually just feel like everything is falling apart
quentin: i can barely stand to be home and i cant go out and blow of some steam with my best friend and i cant call you i just can't take this anymore :/
abigail: youโre always so sure youโre gonna fuck things up but youโre not
abigail: well if you donโt want to ruin this then donโt push me away?
abigail: you can call me.. why do you think you canโt
โโโ ๐ข๐ฆ๐๐ฌ๐ฌ๐๐ ๐ ๐ฌ๐ฎ๐๐๐๐ฌ๐ฌ๐๐ฎ๐ฅ๐ฅ๐ฒ ๐๐๐ฅ๐ข๐ฏ๐๐ซ๐๐ ๐ญ๐จ โบ FABigailย ๐
quentin: im not quite sure what u want from me rn abi
quentin: theres honestly nothing i can do to fix things
quentin: i cant seem to do fuckin anything right i keep messing literally everything up in my life idk how tf to raise a damn kid and on top of that my family is falling apart i cant do this anymore
abigail: i donโt want anything from you i just donโt want you to push me away
abigail: you keep talking about fixing things but why?? whether hannah decides to have the kid or not you will have to deal with it there is no fixing involved
abigail: itโs the harsh truth but i am here for you to help you every step of the way
โโโ ๐ข๐ฆ๐๐ฌ๐ฌ๐๐ ๐ ๐ฌ๐ฎ๐๐๐๐ฌ๐ฌ๐๐ฎ๐ฅ๐ฅ๐ฒ ๐๐๐ฅ๐ข๐ฏ๐๐ซ๐๐ ๐ญ๐จ โบ FABigailย ๐
quentin: how am i being mean in the way im speaking to u
quentin: ur asking me to be someone im not
quentin: u dont realise how big of an ask it is to sit back and watch you keep dating my best friend
quentin: i understand the reasons but you just dont seem to notice how much its physically killing me lmao
abigail: youโre making me feel stupid
abigail: how am i asking you to be someone ur not?!?!? wth
abigail: quentin i understand itโs not the easiest thing in the world but i told you iโm gonna end it because i donโt love him!!!!
abigail: i love you
โโโ ๐ข๐ฆ๐๐ฌ๐ฌ๐๐ ๐ ๐ฌ๐ฎ๐๐๐๐ฌ๐ฌ๐๐ฎ๐ฅ๐ฅ๐ฒ ๐๐๐ฅ๐ข๐ฏ๐๐ซ๐๐ ๐ญ๐จ โบ FABigailย ๐
quentin: im not trying to be
quentin: i didnt want this but things happen ..
abigail: youโre not mean bc you got a girl pregnant youโre not mean bc you do dumb stuff sometimes but youโre mean bc of the way you speak to me when i did nothing wrong to you
abigail: sometimes i really wonder where the sweet you goes sometimes. i like you like that way more
โโโ ๐ข๐ฆ๐๐ฌ๐ฌ๐๐ ๐ ๐ฌ๐ฎ๐๐๐๐ฌ๐ฌ๐๐ฎ๐ฅ๐ฅ๐ฒ ๐๐๐ฅ๐ข๐ฏ๐๐ซ๐๐ ๐ญ๐จ โบ FABigailย ๐
quentin: i dont want to date her but we're both going through smth crazy together
quentin: sacrifice what ? ur stale ass relationship ?
quentin: congrats abi now you dont have to do a thing :)
abigail: ok
abigail: you're such a mean person
โโโ ๐ข๐ฆ๐๐ฌ๐ฌ๐๐ ๐ ๐ฌ๐ฎ๐๐๐๐ฌ๐ฌ๐๐ฎ๐ฅ๐ฅ๐ฒ ๐๐๐ฅ๐ข๐ฏ๐๐ซ๐๐ ๐ญ๐จ โบ FABigailย ๐
quentin: well i mean she has to be now we're both in over our heads so we gotta be helpful ig
quentin: i know its selfish
quentin: im sorry really i really get that u have to
quentin: but i still cant help feeling like shit that i have to see you with him
quentin: i still cant trust u when u tell me you love me
quentin: its selfish and ik why you have to stay with him but thats just what it feels like lmao
quentin: its better like this anyway, this way ur fine w ur parents and away from my mess
abigail: ok make her your girlfriend then while you're at it
abigail: lmao that's funny why do you even care about trusting me when i say i love you when you don't even feel the same
abigail: i was really about to sacrifice all of that for you but you couldn't care less ok then
โโโ ๐ข๐ฆ๐๐ฌ๐ฌ๐๐ ๐ ๐ฌ๐ฎ๐๐๐๐ฌ๐ฌ๐๐ฎ๐ฅ๐ฅ๐ฒ ๐๐๐ฅ๐ข๐ฏ๐๐ซ๐๐ ๐ญ๐จ โบ FABigailย ๐
quentin: im not really doing it alone hannahs there as well
quentin: do you really wanna be with someone like me ???
quentin: if you really felt that way then why are you still with him
quentin: you keep telling me how you feel but it feels like bullshit
abigail: right because hannah is so helpful.....no offense
abigail: are you seriously saying this? after all those times i explained to you what's going on with my parents??
abigail: they're literally forcing me to be with matthew who happens to like me which makes it even harder
abigail: if i break up with matthew which i wanted to do for you idk how they will react. hit me or kick me out or idk bc they're business associates with his parents
โโโ ๐ข๐ฆ๐๐ฌ๐ฌ๐๐ ๐ ๐ฌ๐ฎ๐๐๐๐ฌ๐ฌ๐๐ฎ๐ฅ๐ฅ๐ฒ ๐๐๐ฅ๐ข๐ฏ๐๐ซ๐๐ ๐ญ๐จ โบ FABigailย ๐
quentin: i have and thatโs why i canโt do this bc im gunna be a dad and i have to get my shit together for the kid
quentin: itโs not an excuse, rn i just canโt be what you want !
quentin: thatโs not true i really wanted this i just have so much going on and you deserve better
abigail: you can't do it alone and you'll realize that but ok
abigail: and you don't. know. what. i. want.
abigail: stop speaking for me because i can decide for myself >:(
โโโ ๐ข๐ฆ๐๐ฌ๐ฌ๐๐ ๐ ๐ฌ๐ฎ๐๐๐๐ฌ๐ฌ๐๐ฎ๐ฅ๐ฅ๐ฒ ๐๐๐ฅ๐ข๐ฏ๐๐ซ๐๐ ๐ญ๐จ โบ FABigailย ๐
quentin: look im sorry i thought we were being careful
quentin: i didnt expect this to happen but it did
quentin: i told you that im not good for you :/
abigail: don't apologize to me apologize to her and yourself
abigail: you're just making up excuse after excuse i'm so tired of it. you could be good for me if you wanted to
abigail: but i don't think you want to that's why you won't even say you love me back
โโโ ๐ข๐ฆ๐๐ฌ๐ฌ๐๐ ๐ ๐ฌ๐ฎ๐๐๐๐ฌ๐ฌ๐๐ฎ๐ฅ๐ฅ๐ฒ ๐๐๐ฅ๐ข๐ฏ๐๐ซ๐๐ ๐ญ๐จ โบ FABigailย ๐
quentin: you remember hannah right :/
quentin: because im a reckless person
quentin: clearly i dont care abt consequences lmao
quentin: since i hooked up w my best friends gf
quentin: not sure why ur surprised
abigail: oh my god. you got fucking hannah pregnant wtf
abigail: you could change being reckless if you wanted to
abigail: right lol just bring that up :) great way of dealing with things mate :)
abigail: i regret losing my virginity to you
โโโ ๐ข๐ฆ๐๐ฌ๐ฌ๐๐ ๐ ๐ฌ๐ฎ๐๐๐๐ฌ๐ฌ๐๐ฎ๐ฅ๐ฅ๐ฒ ๐๐๐ฅ๐ข๐ฏ๐๐ซ๐๐ ๐ญ๐จ โบ FABigailย ๐
quentin: you dont know the whole story
quentin: i got a girl pregnant so lmao
quentin: i think you work way better than us because he's not about to be a dad
quentin: and i just have so much drama going on at home
quentin: i cant do this abi
abigail: um what the actual f*ck
abigail: who did you get pregnant??!?!?!?!?!
abigail: how could you be so reckless..
โโโ ๐ข๐ฆ๐๐ฌ๐ฌ๐๐ ๐ ๐ฌ๐ฎ๐๐๐๐ฌ๐ฌ๐๐ฎ๐ฅ๐ฅ๐ฒ ๐๐๐ฅ๐ข๐ฏ๐๐ซ๐๐ ๐ญ๐จ โบ FABigailย ๐
quentin: its not dumb ive thought about this a lot abi
quentin: my life is so fuckin messy rn and i just cant involve you in this
quentin: im not in the right headspace for us to be together rn
quentin: just go and be with matthew you and him work better he's not as messed up as me :/
abigail: that's the dumbest excuse
abigail: i'm here to help you and you just push me away
abigail: i was literally gonna break up with him this week but okay
abigail: me and matthew don't work and you damn well know that -.-
โโโ ๐ข๐ฆ๐๐ฌ๐ฌ๐๐ ๐ ๐ฌ๐ฎ๐๐๐๐ฌ๐ฌ๐๐ฎ๐ฅ๐ฅ๐ฒ ๐๐๐ฅ๐ข๐ฏ๐๐ซ๐๐ ๐ญ๐จ โบ FABigailย ๐
quentin: youre gunna hate me for saying this
quentin: but i think we should take a break from each other or just .. stay away
quentin: if you wanna know why im so messed up just blame my mom
quentin: honestly idk why he'd let a witch like her back into our lives :/
quentin: thank u for saying that
abigail: wtf
abigail: why do you think that?? that's the dumbest thing you could do
abigail: i want to be here for you don't make me stay away from you especially not after tonight
โโโ ๐ข๐ฆ๐๐ฌ๐ฌ๐๐ ๐ ๐ฌ๐ฎ๐๐๐๐ฌ๐ฌ๐๐ฎ๐ฅ๐ฅ๐ฒ ๐๐๐ฅ๐ข๐ฏ๐๐ซ๐๐ ๐ญ๐จ โบ FABigailย ๐
quentin: idk shes back to finalize their divorce or smth idk
quentin: i cant even believe my dad let her back in the house after she cheated on him :/
quentin: i wanna be there for you but im just not in the right headspace rn sigh
abigail: i understand that must be so difficult for you :( i'd say come stay with me but my parents wouldn't ugh
abigail: i'm sure your dad knows what he's doing tho!!
abigail: omg stop you don't need to be there for me i need to be there for you rn and i am bc i love u