Constant Modernality @cbruv - Tumblr Blog

Aug 1st 2019

Shirtless guy on motorcycle whistles at woman as she gets out of her car at CVS. He's at least three lanes over in traffic going forty. I'm across the parking lot and I hear it. She looks in his direction as she gets her child out of the backseat. A young boy.

It feels done?

I'm not good. Maybe I'll be better tomorrow.

5-14-18

Rupierto. You're back.

Your monkey tail whipping across my mind.

Holding onto my chest.

Digging your claws in

Casually

Deep

Piercing

Fuck

I missed you.

gwendolyndot

Rewind

if i say anything true to you i will say it behind my hair we’re always getting lost in holes of others i could dream today if i got ugly cause at first you’re always gonna be weird to me i am always a self so stop telling me to be an other my brain is a tingling and my hands are doing this: a;sldkfjeoapwifj owiajfals;kdfj l;skafjlskjf my breath, this: “ ” how many times can i get high sitting on my bed with my cat and my music like how long is this gonna work out for me what the fuuuck is a poet anyway better at least be crass and wanna rhymefuck love in the ass to be with me is to be told to go away bc come on stop making me love you and how is it the more you get to know someone, the more isolated you become what does it mean to be okay what does it mean for meaning to have meaning no one is no one and everyone is everyone how far can you go in your own brain actually if you are a feeling reader you can see pretty deeply into me like i am pretty obvious but i hate ppl who are obvious it’s pretty boring I’m like give me that yum yum mystery that’ll later irritate me what about benzo drunk 30 minute happiness where’d that part of me go the lecher will prob come out of me if i have children and honestly, who enjoys shopping for babies why do we live unpleasurably