Value the Self

Bioshock RP blog associated with BTSRP Indie and OC friendly

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Archiving Announcement

(( Tumblr rp has been really hard for me. It’s been hard to keep up and even want to be here. It’s not anybody’s fault, I’m just really busy, and this level of rp is a commitment i cannot handle right now.

This blog and my other blogs are going to be archived. I won’t come on here anymore. I’ll be making new blogs, but they will be EXTREMELY private. If I don’t tell you what those new blogs are, please don’t be offended. It’s for my own well-being

Most of you still have me on skype, and I encourage you to talk to me as a friend and not as a mun! I’m always down to chat and talk.

It’s been a good run. I love you guys. Happy roleplaying <3 ))

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(( that being said, like for a starter ))

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(( here's the dealio

school is kicking my ass

i got fucking hooked on dragon age

im in two art classes, which was a bad idea

i have so little time and energy the my appearances here will be scarce

by no means are any of my blogs abandoned (meaning this one, spadebabe, eventimpermanence, and praedicante) but i'm basically on semi hiatus because holy fuck college is a thing. ))

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Outlier || Sonja Calloway-Dr. J.S. Steinman

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For years, Sonja had vowed herself to celibacy in the underwater city. No religious connotation, but rather the breaking of a destructive habit. She had been decidedly unkind to herself on the surface, wrecking herself with indulgences of this kind and others alike. Even though she had since broken that vow, in the big picture, the surgeon was nothing but one in a line of many, a notch in the bedpost.

But he was among the best of her partners, all things considered. If things continued on their current path, she wouldn’t mind visiting him again.

The engineer gasped against his lips as a hand slipped down, brushing past where it would have the most effect. Her own movement didn’t cease, though there was a brief want for that grip on her skin again - a firm hold, but one where she was in control. She took hold of his wrist, guiding him just enough to benefit herself.

"Mm–! There," she whispered quickly, keeping time with her body and her breath. She couldn’t tell just how far along he was, but she really hoped he would last long enough for the both of them.

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           ”Oh —— oh, baby.”     It was said with pity lacing her tone, a sad understanding. Her eyes roamed the scars, the marks, gut twisting slightly. She’d had no idea, truly, about how much she and Sonja shared. Scars were very much the physical reminders of the past, stories that haunted the flesh forever. Adele wanted to touch them, but felt maybe that would be slightly insensitive, to just prod them outright.    So rather, she chose first to give the other woman’s hand a gentle, reassuring squeeze, shifting slightly, head bending to press a few careful, soft kisses to the raised marks, the indentations, the marks that her lover clearly felt the same way about as Adele did, about her own markings.     “We’re just zebras with stripes, huh?” She tried to bring a slither of humor to the situation, but it was spoken softly. Her eyes flickered downwards, gaze half-lidded, making to caress Sonja’s hip tenderly as she moved to press plump pink lips against the older woman’s, kissing gently. “Y’so beautiful, sugar.”

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           Sonja had one comfort in revealing her best-kept secret to Adele - she at least knew the pain that came with something so harsh that it would never quite go away. She knew the pain of watching injured flesh scar over, never to return to its former color, texture. At the very least, she knew she would not be interrogated as to the source of her own burdens, though the shapes were perhaps telltale enough.

           The kisses register only once Sonja has pulled herself from her thoughts, just in time to return the kiss softly given to her lips. She probably still seemed rather absent, all things considered. It took her some time to respond to Adele's remarks, about their shared stripes and her beauty.

           Beauty was something she couldn't see in herself since the incidents that left her scarred. That didn't feel like it would be changing any time soon.

           "As are you, my darling," she whispered when the kiss broke. "As are you."

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    She hadn’t believed it possible to be so enthralled with someone purely by their first impression, the first glance, the first initial contact — and yet, here he was, defying all that she knew.  An Austrian girl in France, planning her rise to wealth through hoping to make ties to wealthy, married gentlemen. But he was…different. It was like he saw a person. It was like, he saw through her facade of the sultry, voluptuous goddess, and into the cerulean gaze of the humble, timid, German-speaking girl that lay hidden beneath.       ”Je ai ce que vous avez, monsieur. I insist. I am most certain you have….good taste.” She shifted a little to be closer to him, ‘till their sides brushed with contact, smiling widely again as she rested blue gaze upon him, giving his hand a gentle squeeze. He was very handsome. Adelias had to wonder what she had done to deserve such enthralling company this evening.

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    "Ah, but it would be a shame if our tastes were so different that you didn't enjoy your drink, mm?" His smile was ever charming. He wanted to get to know her, this woman that captivated him so before they had exchanged even a first word. William wondered how much they had in common - shared hobbies, similar tastes, common humor, something beyond blond hair.

    He felt her hand squeezing his, and couldn't resist a wider smile, the hints of a blush. This woman was charming in her own way - he hoped it was part of her personality and not her act. "Please order what you'd like, miss,,,?" 

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"A new venture?" She now had his undivided attention. "How exciting! What sort of venture?" he asked eager to find out what his citizens were doing with the paradise that he’d built for them.

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Oh, the passion in her expression was obvious. Even without much elaboration, there was a surety that she would succeed. "I've done a lot of research into the recent work on computing - and I think I might be making some progress into significantly proving helpful to Rapture's scientific community."

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(( WELL good news i've figured out why i'm so often inactive. bad news is i'm unable to stop it (thanks, bodily functions i can't do anything about)

anywho i've got pain medicine panic at the disco and a lot of willpower i'm gonna try to come back ))

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Feeling more human and hooked on her flesh, I Lay my heart down with the rest at her feet, Fresh from the fields, all feeder and fertile, It’s bloody and raw, but I swear it is sweet.

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Send ◙ For a drawing of your muse.

- add in a colour you’d like your muse depicted with.

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eyyyyy

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(( look i made bracelets to look like jack's chains i am Super Cool (tm) ))

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(( -- part two of cleavage sweater feat. caedxs C8 ))

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why be productive when you can draw babes in boob sweaters?

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Unusual Word Headcanon Prompts #1

Acersecomic: How much effort do they put into personal grooming and hygiene?

Biblioclasm: Is there something about themselves they wish fewer people knew about?

Cacodemonomania: Do they believe in the paranormal? If so, have they had any supernatural encounters?

Dactylion: What are their views on swearing and profanity?

Enantiodromia: What's the most extreme personality shift they've gone through in their life?

Fanfaronade: Are they one to boast? What things are they prone to brag about, if any?

Gorgonize: What distracts them when they're trying to get things done?

Hamartia: What is their worst character flaw that they themselves don't recognize?

Infandous: What topics will they refuse to speak about?

Jettatura: If they could place a magical curse on their worst enemy, what would they want the curse to do?

Ktenology: Have they ever planned a murder, whether serious or not? If so, describe what they planned to do.

Leptosome: How is their body image?

Montivagant: How often do they get lost?

Noegenesis: Are there any topics that they love to think about deeply?

Ostentiferous: What's the unluckiest thing that's ever happened to them?

Pogonotrophy: What are their thoughts on facial hair, both on themselves and/or others?

Quockerwodger: Who do they most often mock?

Recumbentibus: What was their greatest victory?

Scripturient: Are they a good writer? What do they usually write, if anything?

Tarantism: Describe their dancing style.

Ultracrepidarian: What do they think they know more about than they actually do?

Vernalagnia: Does their mood or outlook on life change with the seasons? If so, how?

Welter: What subject will they never fully understand?

Xenization: How do they feel about interacting with strangers?

Yonderly: What kinds of things do they think about when they zone out?

Zugzwang: What's the trickiest problem they face in their life right now?

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let me introduce myself

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1. the meaning behind my url 2. a picture of me 3. tattoos i have 4. last time i cried and why 5. piercings i have 6. favorite band 7. biggest turn off(s) 8. top 5 (insert subject) 9. tattoos i want 10. biggest turn on(s) 11. age 12. ideas of a perfect date 13. life goal(s) 14. piercings i want 15. relationship status 16. favorite movie 17. a fact about my life 18. phobia 19. middle name 20. anything you want to ask

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Coraline sentence pack

"Hello? Who's there?"

"You scared me to death, you mangy thing!"

"Look, I don't like being stalked!"

"I don't have time for you right now."

"It's pouring out there, isn't it?"

"Go out and count all the doors and windows and write down everything that's blue."

"Will you stop pestering me if I do this for you?"

"It's slime or bedtime. What's it going to be?"

"Hm, something smells good!"

"You're just in time for supper, dear."

"Wanna hear my new song?"

"Hello? I think our mail got mixed up."

"The mice asked me to give you a message."

"Cease your infernal yapping!"

"You are in terrible danger."

"You're blind as a bat!"

"Be very, very careful."

"He's not crazy. He's drunk."

"Want to come along? You can pick out something you like."

"Come back, please. I'm sorry I called you that. How'd you get here?"

"I come and go as I please."

"I might steal your weak heart away."

"You could stay here forever if you want to."

"There's one tiny, little thing we need to do."

"So sharp you won't feel a thing."

"I'm going away tonight. And I won't be back."

"And what do you think you're doing?"

"How can you walk away from something and still walk back to it?"

"They say even the proudest spirit can be broken with love."

"You aren't my mother."

"Don't believe me? Ask the cat!"

"How did this happen?"

"You know you're walking right into a trap?"

"Why would you run away from me?"

"And if I win...?"

"Don't worry. I'm getting the hang of it."

"Is this what your looking for?"

"If you stay here, you can have whatever you want. Always."

"I've lost everything."

"You know I love you."

"Don't leave me! Don't leave me! I'll die without you!"

"What's gotten into you?"

"He's not drunk. He's just eccentric."

"You still mad?"

"I'm really sorry I didn't believe you about all this evil stuff."

"Why did you change your mind?"

"You know, I'm glad you decided to stalk me."

"I really hate dirt."

"I've got so much to tell you!"