blitz starts to say âiâm sorryâ but then stolas portals him out
BUT you can hear the âsorryâ echoing in the portal but itâs STOLASâ VOICE
it even sounds like âso sorryâ
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blitz starts to say âiâm sorryâ but then stolas portals him out
BUT you can hear the âsorryâ echoing in the portal but itâs STOLASâ VOICE
it even sounds like âso sorryâ
iâm in shambles
right so i have a lot of thoughts-
but the main one is that the music for the credits is a christmas version of stolasâ part of the when i see him duet
patiently waiting for their power couple era
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Blitz being dumb :( (inspired by a video by @hissillylittlejester on tiktok)
I love how during the Apology Tour song Stolas never makes Blitz out to be the villain of his story.
Like Stolas is not in sync with verosika and vortex at all during the song, even when they go 'no no no he's a motherfucker' right after Stolas does some self reflection on the signs he missed during the relationship, and right after that he continues to talk about what he did wrong, like not reading the room correctly in Truth Seekers and coming on too strong in Loo Loo Land, Stolas isn't shitting on Blitz for everything, despite what the party is, showing great character growth for Stolas and I hope this gets mentioned in the future when they talk again.
I'm so god damn proud of you Stolas, my pretty little birb đĽşđĽşđĽş
How Blitz and Stolas figure out how they feel: external vs. internal processing
I've been in therapy a ton (feeling like I'm not alone in that in this fandom), and one of the things I've learned from it is that I like to process my thoughts and feelings externally- by talking about them. It turns out not everyone is like that. I'm like Blitz in this way.
I first got on this topic when I was thinking about how Blitz flip flops in Apology Tour. When he goes to see Stolas at the beginning of the episode, he goes in with an idea he's trying out- a narrative he's committed to FOR NOW, insisting that he's there to reinstate the full moon deal with TONS of undue and shaky confidence.
Is this plan something he's actually confident in? Absolutely not. But he's going to commit to it damnit and see how it plays out. Does he believe it? I think he does in the moment. He's convinced himself anyway, and when Stolas wears him down and he understands that he's not doing himself any favors . . .
He starts processing the real shit aloud.
I don't think Blitz has ever admitted this to himself, at least not this articulately and accurately. He needs to say it aloud in order for it to be real. Oops too real.
He's SCARED because he didn't even KNOW he felt this way, but things are becoming very clear and dangerously close to the heart of the matter . . . so he pivots again back into comfortable territory (conflict).
By the end of the conversation, he arrives at a new mission, one that's sort of an equilibrium between his realizations about his honest feelings and his need to have a mission he feels confident in. He's not all confident or all honest- he's still in flux.
There are SO many more examples of Blitz realizing how he feels BY TALKING (later in Apology Tour when he's talking to Stolas, and then when he's talking to Verosika . . . but then also back in Oops, etc.), but I'm going to leave it at one for brevity here. What's important is that we NEVER see Blitz processing alone. Even in his part of the duet (more on songs in a sec), when he's technically singing to himself, he's consoling himself with a narrative rather than really processing the things that need to be processed.
Blitz needs a person to process with.
But Stolas is an internal processor. We know this already because he made the plan to give Blitz the Asmodean crystal and sat on it for literal months, procuring the crystal, ironing out what he would say, trying to initiate conversations with Blitz, but never explaining how he felt to anyone before it was time- and absolutely NEVER in a way that was half baked.
The way Stolas sings his feelings actually gives us a really clear and beautiful picture of how he processes and figures things out. I forget who said it, but someone on the Helluva creative team referenced a broadway truism that in a musical, characters sing what they can't speak. I think for Stolas it's often what he can't YET speak because he's still processing. He has full honest conversations with himself (Stolas Sings, Just Look My Way), and then when he's face to face with Blitz, he knows exactly what he wants to say. His feelings and beliefs actually progress from song to song- he expresses his awareness of a problem in Stolas Sings and gets more precise about how he feels and what he needs to do about it in Just Look My Way.
By The Full Moon, for better or worse (kind of both), Stolas knows exactly what he wants to say to Blitz and how he wants to say it.
Even when he's upset, angry, and then drunk, when Stolas speaks about his feelings, he's consistent. He's decided. He loves Blitz. He wants a real relationship. From his point of view, he doesn't care about social class, so he can't understand why Blitz is so stuck on it.
But he's missing something key (it's the social class thing- it's definitely the social class thing), and internally, he's cooking, and we see that (again) when he sings.
This is the rawest and most in flux stage of his thought process that we've seen. Because this is how he figures out what he thinks and feels- with himself, in song.
Okay- so interesting psychoanalysis- why does this matter to the story?
Well, I think that Stolas doesn't understand that when Blitz speaks in these super emotional, fraught conversations, he doesn't go in knowing what he thinks and feels. He's figuring it out on the fly. He's figuring it out BY talking, and needs to be allowed to do that. Should he do this with a therapist instead of with the person most likely to be hurt by the ideas he flies through on his way to his true feelings? For sure, but this is Blitz.
In turn, Blitz doesn't understand that when Stolas acts absolutely certain and doesn't seem to take in the things Blitz is saying, he's not talking to a brick wall. He's talking to a moveable person who, once he's alone (or singing) is going over and over everything and breaking his thoughts down and reformulating until he arrives at something new.
So . . . it might be a little much to ask these two to understand each other's different processing styles- but they're coming along in their own ways. And I'm looking forward to them understanding each other. Someday. Maybe. Fucking sit down and talk. Slowly. AGH.
Stolas slowly becoming more self aware of his flaws in the relationship as the series progresses is honestly one of my favorite things. I love how you can tell that he has had some time to think and is kind of realizing that he may have read things the wrong way.
I wonder if Verosika seemed so annoyed bc she knows he never acted like that for her. I wonder if in this moment she knew Blitz was serious. Because he never acted this way for anyone, at least before Stolas
Oh this is gonna eat so bad when the time comes
Out of everything from Apology Tour I haven't seen anyone talk abt my fav scene, it's a little obvious but so well executed I need to talk abt it,,
First when Stolas is talking about how much he wants to be loved and wanted, we see Blitzø fidgeting like he's aching to tell him he wants him
Stolas says he wants someone to look at him and Blitzø looks up at him with this look. Camera pans back towards Stolas when he says "well you're the only one I want" like we're seeing him though Blitzø's eyes, hearing Blitzø's inner monologue.
Again Blitzø and the way he looks at Stolas with so much sadness is the focus here while Stolas says "[...] never let you feel so...". His head is down almost like he's out of shot, almost like we're hearing what Blitzø's thinking through Stolas' fantasy of what someone who loves him would say to him.
This is very basic media litteracy but I rly liked it, rly like the way they show us how much Blitzø cares even without having him say it yet, anyway I love this scene!
blitz going to the anti-blitzø party is so important:
1) heâs willing to a place where people are ripping plushies of him apart, throwing knives at his picture, eating a cake shaped like him etc just bc he wanted to talk to stolas
2) blitz is probably the most anti-blitz of them all. everyone at the party hates him, and he hates himself
this is a clear example of two individuals who are extremely comfortable with each other physically (from having sex multiple times). even though they're emotionally misaligned, they're naturally drawn to one another in the physical sense, and that really pleases me
probably an unpopular opinion: but i didn't hate this situation
stolas looked to blitz for permission. even after all the fighting and hurt feelings, he still cares enough to see if blitz is okay with stolas dancing with this guy, and blitz gives him permission.
stolas has never had any experience outside of stella and blitz. his relationship with stella was toxic, and he wasn't happy. his relationship with blitz has been solely built on sex, with a lot of stolas having to tiptoe around his own feelings. stolas never really got to experiment outside of his relationship with blitz, and with how blitz treated him, i think he should be allowed to do what he wants.
stolitz is endgame (ofc), but i see nothing wrong with stolas having his rebound and expressing himself. he's never been openly desired in such a way, and he deserves to explore that. if blitz is allowed to fuck other people, so is stolas.
also, this dude was nothing but nice to stolas, and i see no reason to hate on him. he's giving stolas an opportunity to have a kind of fun he's never had before. with stolas' lifestyle, he's never been able to attend a party just for the sake of having fun, dancing, and getting drunk.
can we please stop infantilizing stolas? just because his experience is limited, doesn't mean he's incapable of making his own choices. he doesn't need blitz, and i think it's important that he discovers himself more before the two of them rekindle their relationship. if he wants to party and kiss a guy, then so be it. if blitz did the same, no one would careâso let stolas fuck some random guy if he wants to!!
the musical choices in this episode were brilliant
if you watch this scene the frame switches halfway thru each line going back and forth between stolas and blitz
itâs almost like an unspoken conversation between the two