♥ The Motherfuckin' Princess ♥

The name's Lucy Heartfilia! I'm a celestial mage of the guild Fairy Tail with some of my best friends. I've traveled a long way to get where I am and make the friends I have made. And I'd do anything I can to protect, so don't mess with them! Independent Lucy Heartfilia blog! NSFW + SFW, 18+ for smut, cross over friendly, OC friendly, and friendly everything.

[celestialprincesslulu]

{{ Another OOC post??

I've been away really trying hard to decide what I want to do with this blog and I genuinely don't have an answer. I got on to see I had a message from someone I really wanted to respond to but their account is gone now.

I know some lovely people commented unhappy at the idea which I am sorry and love having gotten to know everyone. I just... get really sad and mad at myself whenever I log in at this point.

[celestialprincesslulu]

{{ Where do I start? I'm going to talk out my thoughts under a read more.

First of all, I suppose I have to say that I hate Tumblr's new lay out and how things look. I think it looks overly complicated and busy. It feels weird to be on it; maybe that's because I'm just logging on but it just looks.. genuinely bad.

Secondly, I want to say I'm sorry. I know that means nothing when I still tend to disappear and not talk to. In specific, I know I was removed (a while ago now) from a group of friends. I never reached out to them when I originally realized it because what do I say at that point? I suck at communicating and being active. I suck at being a good friend and I never feel like I have anything interesting to say ever. I usually sit in voice chats silent with friends and lurk even.

I noticed getting on too that at least one of the people from that group blocked me; I'm sorry that I burned you. I don't expect you to reach out or unblock me or even read this. I'm sorry that I was spotty. I'm bad at communication and keeping myself driven even if I adored writing with you. I assume the rest have new accounts in which I might also be blocked on those and I'm sorry to them too. I won't be that person who harasses you on discord begging you to forgive me when I don't deserve it. I hope the best for you and thank you for letting me be apart of your group while you did. I didn't deserve the kindness that you all showed and I really do hope that you guys find all the happiness and then some.

I won't drop names or say who it was in specific because I don't wish for anyone to talk to them about it. Their choices were 100% in the right to make and I'm not going to be a creep who anonymously blows up their inboxes or blows up their discords causing more issues for them. I want them happy.

Thirdly, I don't know if I'm going to return or I might call it here. I started watching Fairy Tail again and enjoying it... but my partners have either moved on from me (meaning removing me completely which is valid) or they're simply not active themselves. I have a lot of drafts but all of them but one or two are deactivated, inactive, or have moved on as I stated so maybe that's just a sign that I was never meant for this.

Fourth, my mental state's still not been the best. Delaware move went fine since I never updated from that. My PC is set up, we have a desk, and etc but the pressure of not having a job for the upcoming moments in my life have been enough to put me in worse for wear. I had intended on being more active once I had everything set up and got job stuff in order but that.. still hasn't happened. I'm still carless, jobless, and broke.

Fifth and finally.. thank you to everyone who has shown patience for however long they had it and never met me with anger. Whatever I choose to decide, I don't regret joining Tumblr RP or meeting the people I've met regardless of how it ended. Writing with everyone has been a blessing and honor; meeting everyone was a gift. Any memories OOC or with our characters were some of the best. Writing with all the people I have had always challenged me to do my best and come up with something worth while to match up with you all.

[celestialprincesslulu]

{{ Holy shit, Tumblr has made so many changes and I'm not sure I like it... I got into the kick of watching Fairy Tail and wanted to peak back in.

What the hell is Tumblr Live? Is this still a site for RP?? Who's still around?? What the fuck happened in the past few months where my life has been falling apart?

Update: Oh.. I realized I was blocked by some people.. I guess I can't blame them, I was spotty and a bad friend.

[celestialprincesslulu]

{{ I want to rp but I'm sitting in my family's new empty apartment and my PC isn't here yet. I won't get it till Sunday

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My beloved

[pastelghosta]

Erza Scarlett Kōkon no Sōjin 🐰💓

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Sleepy

[teekayeh]

Hello Hello! It’s been another long while but sending good vibes out into the world in the form of a quick little Lucy drawing! 

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I haven’t uploaded to tumblr in a long while, but I am thinking of being more active again! Anyways, here’s a fairy tail piece!

[celestialprincesslulu]

{{ Like this and I’ll yeet Lulu in ur ask

[celestialprincesslulu]

{{ I found parts of it where we used to be in skype calls for hours hanging out, doing rp stuff, and playing games... 

I WANT TO GO BACK IN TIME

[celestialprincesslulu]

{{ I went reading thru old stuff on my archived blog and now I’m SOBBING.

I miss Laxlu. I miss all of the dash shenanigans. I miss when FT fandom was popping.

[lulu2222-deactivated20220510]

Levy X Lucy: Show Time by Lulu2222

[celestialprincesslulu]

{{ If I ever miss an ask rp that I didn’t respond to, or something you tagged me in general, never be afraid to YELL at my dumb ass and link me it.

[escalaregalia]

Lucy Heartfilia by blackcowledbat

[celestialprincesslulu]

continued from x

@galacticxstorm

"I never said that you were lying.. I said you’re not telling me something... so what are you not telling me?”

Putting a hand on her hip as she leaned towards him squinting. Hiding things wasn’t something he was the greatest at but maybe there was a part to play in how close she built a relationship to him. Not only was he her friend, but he was also her spirit. Someone who she considered extremely important and if only she could wrangle in exactly what he was hiding but she couldn’t.

“If we get a bite of eat, are you going to tell me Leo? You don’t have to hide anything from me. Did you get into an argument with one of the other spirits or something?”

While she wasn’t all too hungry, she wanted to know what was going on with him. She was entirely unaware of the surprise that had been planned for her and was merely reaching for anything that she could grab for to figure out what he wasn’t telling her. There was no way she was imagining the omitting of information but it didn’t seem anything was sad. Of course she would go to a café with him, but she expected answers.

[celestialprincesslulu]

continued from x

@galacticxstorm

A small o formed on her pink lips as she watched that look of red take over the bluenette’s face. It hadn’t been her intention to fluster the other, she just wasn’t sure who else to request it from. Of course it wasn’t lost on her of how odd of a request it would be or how awkward it could be. Seeing the headshake made her frown briefly before hearing her speak. It hadn’t really been an answer which made the blonde rub the back of her head.

“I can tell you later, but I need an answer now! If that’s okay? I promise it won’t be long.”

The explanation wasn’t much to go off as she glanced over her shoulder occasionally. Brown eyes scanning the crowd before she glanced back to the water mage. There wasn’t anyone else who was better for it; that could be talked about later if Juvia was even curious to that. Right now she needed an answer or she would have to try to think of who else she could try to convince.