ThePowerhouseofthecel_

Writer/artist. https://linktr.ee/Celilholi_ Problematics DNI

[celilholi]

Also high of my assssss 😝🙂‍↕️

[celilholi]

I’m bricked up rn

[celilholi]

Forming crushes on people who are actively pursuing other people but flirt with you anyways feels genuinely humiliating bc what do you mean that you are actively pursuing multiple people at once that genuinely feels so dirty because you aren't even the only option I just feel gross

[celilholi]

I genuinely feel so alone I hate this feeling

[celilholi]

Not only is he a crossdresser but he also is talking to like three other girls and probably just flirted with me because I looked like one of them. Great. Cool. Just, you know, take me out back and kill me. I'm very demoralized

[celilholi]

I go this community related club thing and they have meetings once a month and this one guy was flirting with me hella and I kinda picked up on that he has a crush on me and he’s not bad looking and he seems nice however I don’t know his political, humanitarian, and religious beliefs and depending on his answers will be the dealbreaker of the century also cue general feeling of being left out or disliked bc some ho decided to lie to half of the people I know bc she wants to get away with bullying freshmen. News flash bitch. You are a fat slut with a hag for a mother I hope someone slits your throat you fucking cunt

[celilholi]

My friend is getting mad at me calling her out for being rude and then calling me childish after acting more childish then me and mocking my personality. I'm mentally ill idk what you want 😭

[celilholi]

Now she in my dms talking bout some mutual understanding. The only thing I understand is you being a fucking backstabbing cunt

[celilholi]

So I told a friend of mine that I liked someone else in our friend group and have liked them for 2 years and then that friend literally fucking confesses to the other friend when I was in the room drunk off my fucking ass and so was she what the fuck gives dude kill yourself

[celilholi]

I got fucking scammed off ao3 for a commission by some fat loser chud with a vape addiction who’s days are now numbered

[celilholi]

Gonna beat this dead horse till it’s twitching, that man is the devil. The fact that you can’t see it even though your friends with two of his victims is so sad

[celilholi]

Why is my chud moid ex manehoremaxxing I'm getting second hand embarrassment

[celilholi]

She likes a boy and I’m not a boy type shit

[solitairians]

listening to an album you used to love but overplayed for yourself after a really long time after the overplayedness has worn off and it sounds like it's supposed to again is the closest to being in heaven you can get during your mortal life i think

[ace-disgrace-on-the-case]

Isn’t it kind of fun how when your life sucks you just can’t talk about it with anyone

[ace-disgrace-on-the-case]

I’m serious though. When your life reaches a degree of suckage, you find yourself having to look elsewhere for anything at all to talk about. The things going on in your life are trauma dumping. Your past is probably also trauma dumping. So you have to get really weird about specific things or hope that others want to talk to you, because very quickly people are going to develop an aversion to you and the way your life sucks. Unless you just don’t talk about it

[ace-disgrace-on-the-case]

It’s socially isolating, which is dangerous—when you’re in this sort of situation, community is the difference between life and death, housing and homelessness.

I think the collective prioritization of comfort first is hurting people in a real and material sense

[celilholi]

I’m finally free god bless

[celilholi]

Told him that I was mentally ill and he starts talking about himself. DEADASS. GET ME OUT OF HERE PLASE GOD.