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Pick A Lana:

Your Person's Fantasies of You 18+

PAC: Your Person's Fantasies of You 18+

☆ How to choose your pile: Take a deep breath, hold it for a sec - exhale slowly through your mouth. Close your eyes and focus on the question. Once you're ready, take a look at the number and choose the pile you feel drawn to.

If you feel called by more than one pile, there might be more messages for you.

Remember: This is a general reading, therefore I'd be picking up messages for collective audience. Take only what resonates and leave what doesn’t. May you find your message!

My Masterlist

PILE 1

Hi Pile 1, welcome to your reading! Okay, right of the bat Pile 1, your person is giving ✨possessive✨ I just heard “You’re mine.” Damn. It’s the ultimate "I own you, and you own me" energy. There’s no in-between, just a raw, unshakable pull between you two. It’s almost obsessive, the way their body craves yours, the way their mind keeps coming back to thoughts of you, even when they try to focus on work and other things.

They fantasize about taking their time with you, making you beg before they finally give you what you want. I heard “arguing is foreplay”. It’s the kind of connection where even your arguments hold heat—one second you’re challenging them, the next, they’ve got you against the wall, their mouth on yours, hands gripping tight because they can’t keep their hands off you. Your body is like a prize they’ve won, and they’re going to worship every inch of it. For some of you, your person don’t shy from PDA and they like to show you off.

You’re someone who set high standards for yourself and actually put in the work to meet them. Whether it’s in your career, social circle, or relationships, you exude the energy of someone who knows their worth. For some of you, I’m getting IxTP/xxFJ vibes.

Your person is a provider. I almost thought it’s giving sugar daddy vibes, with how much they spoil you materialistically. But there’s this insecurity within them. Maybe they think you’re too good to be true? Maybe it’s fear of losing you? Maybe you shine so bright? But they don’t want to let you go. And in the heat of it all? They can’t resist you. They want to fuck the insecurity out of their system, to make you scream their name until they know you’re theirs in every way possible.

They love taking you from behind too, it’s one of their fantasies, gripping your waist, pulling your hair against them because they need to feel all of you. They’re possessive with their hands, their touches—palm against your throat, choking (consensually), fingers tangled in your hair, nails digging into your hips. They don’t just want to make love to you; they want to mark you with hickies, claim you, make sure you remember exactly who’s fucking you so good.

They love the way you let them take control, but they also love it when you push back—when you straddle them, pin them down, show them that you know exactly what you’re doing, it drives them crazy. They want to own you, but at the same time, you own them just as much. And they’ll make damn sure you never forget that.

For some of you, there’s also cuddle/spooning fantasy going on. They want to hold you tight after, in that sweet afterglow. But even while they’re holding you, their hands are gonna wander, teasing, exploring. Honestly they just can’t help it 🤷‍♀️

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PILE 2

Oh, now this is the seductress irresistible pile. Your person don’t just want you—they ache for you, in a way that borders on desperation. What did you do to them Pile 2 🥵 Your person hates how much control you have over them, yet at the same time they wouldn’t have it any other way.

They can’t stand it when you play with them, when you act all innocent, when you act like you don’t know exactly what you do to them. But you do know. You’re giving that "Who, me? I would never officer..." energy while knowing damn well you’re driving them insane. It’s not outright teasing, it’s subtle. You don’t have to try to be alluring; it’s just who you are. You don’t deny anything outright, but you never fully give in right away either. It’s that delicate push-and-pull that drives your person up the wall.

And you love it. You love making them work for it, love seeing them lose their composure, love the way their hands shake slightly when they finally get to touch you after being deprived.

It’s no brainer that they fantasize about you driving them insane—about you dragging things out, taking your time, leaving them with pent up frustration. But once they snap? Once they’ve had enough? That’s when they lose control, that’s when they take you the way they’ve been dreaming about. Bending you against the nearest surface, with their hands gripping your waist. Spanking you, punishing you. They love to see you squirm, love to see you struggling to keep up with them, love the way your body arches against theirs, silently pleading for more.

Before I continue, if you feel drawn to Pile 1, that’s because there might be a message for you there.

For some of you, your person is obsessed with your mouth—there’s something unique about it. Could be your lips is pouty, or it’s unusually red, could be it has hyperpigmentation on the outer lips so it looks like you have lip liner on, could be the shape is plump and full, or it’s just that you have a smart mouth. Whatever it is, they just can’t get enough. The way your lips part, the way they run their fingers around it—it’s intoxicating. They’ll kiss you like they’re starved.

They like to see you. Mirror sex might be present. So they can take in every shift of your expression, every little gasp and whimper that escapes your lips. They want you to see exactly what they do to you, want you to watch the way your body moves against theirs, want you to witness the complete mess they turn you into.

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PILE 3

Ah, Pile 3, your person is craving that deep emotional and physical connection—this isn’t just about lust, your person wants to make love to you. This pile got me listening to Make Love to You by Boys II Men and All My Life by Kci and Jojo. Your person is very passionate, loving and tender.

You are the indulgence they can never resist. You feel like a luxury, like a hidden treasure or something rare. They fantasize about giving you everything, pampering you with the finest things, worshipping you with their hands and touches. They want to be the only one who gets to see you like this—laid out for them, body relaxed, eyes hazy with pleasure as they take their time with you. The way you respond to them, the way your body shivers under their touch, the way you take all that they give you—it’s maddening for them.

They also fantasize about being taken care of and indulging in pure sensuality—slow, lingering touches, bodies tangled in sheets. There’s whispered praises, there’s physical craving—running hands over warm skin, feeling soft lips, savoring the connection fully. They also dream of devotion, they want you to crave them, to cherish them, to treat them like something precious and irreplaceable. Your person might have Leo/Aries in their big 3.

They fantasize about being wanted and wanting you so badly that restraint is impossible for both of you. The moment when all that confidence, all that dominance, turns into need. Because as much as they want to own you, as much as they want to be the one in charge, you have a way of turning the tables. They think they’re the one running the show, but then you touch them just right, whisper something sinful in their ear, look at them with those eyes, and suddenly, they’re the one falling apart.

They don’t even realize how much power you have over them until it’s too late. Until they’re groaning your name, gripping you tight like you’re the only thing keeping them grounded. Until they’re letting you do whatever you want to them because, fuck, they need it. They need you. It’s rare for them to lose control like this, but with you? You pull it out of them effortlessly. They fantasize about you taking from them—taking your pleasure, pushing them to the edge over and over until they’re left breathless and completely wrecked.

It’s not just the sex, though. It’s the connection. They want all of you, body and soul. That’s why they never stop at just one round. Even after the fire dies down, they’ll hold you close, fingers trailing lazily over your skin, pressing soft kisses to your temple. Because for them, this isn’t just lust. This is everything. And Pile 3 they’ll never get enough of you.

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PILE 4

Welcome to your reading Pile 4! Your person fantasy carries a heavy emotional undercurrent, it’s not just about physical desire but something deeper, unspoken, and possibly even unresolved. There’s a sense of longing, nostalgia, and emotional intensity, as if their thoughts about you are tangled between wanting, missing, and aching for something far away or unattainable. This is more than just fantasy; there’s something real and deep about the way they think you. For some of you, this person could be an ex.

Your person’s fantasies might be tinged with frustration or a sense of emotional distance. They want you, but something always feels just out of reach. They imagine scenarios where they try to get your attention, but you’re so detached—which only makes them crave you more. There could also be a desire for an unexpected, intense moment that breaks through the emotional barriers.

Now if this is an ex, for them, you’re the one that got away. The one they can’t forget, the one they can’t let go of, no matter how much time passes. Their fantasy isn’t just about having you—it’s about getting you back. About fixing what was broken, about proving to you that no one else will ever know your body the way they do. Because no matter how much they try to move on, no one feels like you. No one haunts them the way you do.

For the action, they fantasized about a night where the past no longer matters, where it’s just you and them, tangled together in sheets that smells like longing. No more distance, no more hesitation. Just raw, unfiltered need. Their feelings go beyond just sex —they want to reclaim you. To remind you, through every slow drag of their fingers, every deep, desperate thrust, exactly who they are to you. They want to see it in your eyes—the way your walls crumble, the way you give in to what’s always been there between you.

You could undo them with just a single touch. And they know it. That’s why, when they have you under them, all soft gasps and breathy moans, they take their time. This isn’t just about pleasure—it’s about proving a point. That no one else will ever make you feel like this. That no one else will ever know you the way they do.

They love how your body trembles when they push—push you to the edge, push you to need them just as much as they need you. You’re so familiar, yet somehow, every touch feels brand new. And it has them consumed, you have them mad.

There’s a strong nostalgic, bittersweet and sentimental quality to their thoughts. They might fantasize about reuniting, rekindling an old spark, or returning to a time when things felt easier. There’s also a sweet yet intense craving for deep emotional intimacy, wanting to feel truly connected, known, and seen by you.

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♥ 𝙒𝙝𝙖𝙩 𝙠𝙚𝙚𝙥𝙨 𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙢 𝙘𝙤𝙢𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙗𝙖𝙘𝙠 𝙛𝙤𝙧 𝙢𝙤𝙧𝙚 ♥ - - - - - - - (18+)

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PILE 1

Pile 1 – The Seduction of the Unknown

(4 of Pentacles, 10 of Swords, 8 of Swords, Page of Wands)

Let me tell you, love, this person is obsessed with the way you hold back. There’s something about the tension in you—the way you don’t give it all away—that drives them absolutely insane. To them, it’s like peeling away the wrapping of a gift they’ve been dying to get their hands on.

They imagine moments where you’re standing close, just far enough that they can’t touch you without leaning in. They crave the taste of your hesitation, the way your body might tense under their touch, only to slowly relax as they guide you into surrender. They fantasize about the contrast of your guarded energy and the fire you hide beneath it.

In their mind, you’re an intoxicating challenge. They picture teasing you, running their hands down your sides, stopping just short of where you want them most, whispering against your skin about how good it’ll feel when you let them have their way with you. They want to be the one who breaks down every barrier, one slow, sensual touch at a time, until you’re theirs completely—breathless, aching, and begging for more.

What keeps them coming back? It’s the way you make them work for it, and oh, how they love the chase. PILE 2

Pile 2 – The Lover’s Playground

(The Fool, 7 of Cups, 4 of Swords, The Lovers)

love, this person dreams about you like you’re their favorite fantasy, the one they can’t stop replaying over and over. You’ve got this energy that’s playful and free, yet sensual enough to make their pulse race. They’re hooked on the way you keep things unpredictable—like they never know if they’re about to laugh with you or lose themselves completely in the heat of the moment.

They imagine soft, teasing touches that turn into something deeper. They think about pulling you into their lap, hands exploring your body with a mix of tenderness and need, while they whisper in your ear just how badly they want you. To them, you’re like a dream come true—your presence alone makes them feel alive, but it’s the way you tease and tempt that has them craving more.

They picture the two of you locked away in your own little world, where every kiss, every moan, every whispered word is just for them. They love the way you can be sweet one moment and a total vixen the next, keeping them on their toes in the best way. They want to take their time with you, letting the tension build until neither of you can hold back any longer.

What keeps them coming back? It’s your ability to make every moment feel like a sexy, thrilling adventure they’ll never get enough of.

PILE 3

Pile 3 – The Heat of Power and Passion

(Queen of Wands, King of Swords, King of Pentacles, Strength)

love, this one is spicy. This person is completely captivated by your confidence, your fire, and the way you carry yourself like you know exactly what you bring to the table. You’re their fantasy in human form—strong, magnetic, and irresistible.

They’re hooked on the way you challenge them. They imagine moments where the heat between you is so intense, it feels like a power struggle—your nails digging into their shoulders as they press you against the wall, their lips trailing down your neck, leaving you breathless and craving more. They love that you’re not someone who gives in easily; you make them earn it, and that drives them wild.

In their fantasies, they see you beneath them, your body arching into theirs as they take their time exploring every inch of you. They’re obsessed with the way your strength and vulnerability blend so perfectly—how you can be fiery and demanding one moment, only to melt under their touch the next.

This person wants to dominate the moment, to feel your body respond to theirs in ways that leave you both trembling. But it’s not just about control—it’s about the connection, the way your energy matches theirs, creating a fire that can’t be contained.

What keeps them coming back? It’s your ability to make them feel like they’re losing control while still giving them everything they’ve ever wanted. You’re their addiction, their obsession, and they’ll never stop craving the heat only you can bring. Ⓝⓞⓣⓔⓢ

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[moonreader1010]

Things about you that will have them hooked 💋🧿 (18+)

-by Valerie

Pick one of the following piles:-

Pile 1. Pile 2.

Pile 3. ^

Note:- the pictures used don't belong to me and all the rights go to their original owners.

-This is for entertainment purposes only. Take what resonates.

-minors DNI.

-take a deep breath and pick the pile that calls you.

Pile 1.

The Soulful Romantic

Cards Pulled: The Empress, The Moon, Ace of Cups, The Lovers, King of Pentacles, Seven of Wands

This person will be drawn to the divine sensuality you radiate. The Empress speaks of your natural beauty and allure—there’s something about the way you carry yourself that exudes confidence and an untouchable, goddess-like energy. When they’re near you, they feel like they’re stepping into a dream, a mystery they can’t unravel, as shown by The Moon. Your ability to reveal just enough while leaving so much to the imagination keeps them utterly captivated. With the Ace of Cups, you’re like a refreshing oasis, igniting a deep emotional connection that they haven’t felt with anyone else. The Lovers shows that they see you as their ultimate partner, someone they’d risk everything for. Meanwhile, the King of Pentacles hints at how grounded and self-sufficient you are, which only intensifies their desire to prove their worth to you. Yet, the Seven of Wands adds a layer of challenge—you’re not easily won over, and your resistance only makes them want you more.

Visionary Scenario: Imagine them watching you laugh softly in a dimly lit café, the glow of candlelight playing on your skin. They’re hooked on the way your eyes seem to hold a thousand secrets, the way you sip your coffee like royalty. They’d sit across the table, leaning in, mesmerized, while their heart races, thinking, "How do I convince them to let me in?"

Pile 2.

The Adventurous Spirit

Cards Pulled: Knight of Wands, The Star, Nine of Pentacles, Two of Cups, The Tower, Page of Swords

This person is a thrill-seeker, and your fiery passion lights a spark in them they can’t ignore. With the Knight of Wands, it’s your boldness and unpredictability that leave them intrigued. You’re not afraid to take risks or live unapologetically, and that’s a magnetic pull for them. The Star reveals that you’re like a beacon of hope and inspiration in their life. They’re drawn to your optimism, your dreams, and how you’re unafraid to chase after what you want. The Nine of Pentacles highlights your independence and elegance; they see you as someone who has built a life of richness—both externally and within. When the Two of Cups appears, it suggests that they feel an undeniable emotional and physical chemistry with you. The Tower, though, adds an element of danger. You shake up their life in the best way possible, forcing them out of their comfort zone. With the Page of Swords, they’re constantly trying to figure you out, hooked on your intelligence and the way you keep them guessing.

Visionary Scenario: Picture this—on an impromptu road trip, you’re laughing as you tease them, wind blowing through your hair. They glance over at you from the driver’s seat, utterly hypnotized by the way you radiate freedom and excitement. In that moment, they think, "I’d follow them anywhere."

Pile 3.

The Intellectual Dreamer

Cards Pulled: Queen of Swords, Temperance, Three of Pentacles, Ten of Cups, The Devil, Eight of Wands

This person admires your sharp mind and wit, symbolized by the Queen of Swords. You challenge them intellectually, and they’re obsessed with how you always have the perfect comeback or insight. Temperance reveals that you have a serene balance about you—you’re the calm in their storm, a grounding presence they crave. The Three of Pentacles shows that they’re drawn to how you collaborate with others, your ambition, and your ability to inspire and lead. The Ten of Cups makes it clear that they fantasize about long-term happiness with you; you embody their dream of an ideal partner. The Devil, however, spices things up—you have a seductive side they can’t resist. It’s the way you make eye contact just a little too long, or how you subtly hint at something more, that drives them wild. The Eight of Wands speaks of your ability to make things happen quickly and passionately, leaving them breathless and wanting more.

Visionary Scenario: Imagine them meeting you at a gallery opening. You’re discussing art with effortless eloquence, your voice like velvet. They’re hooked on the way your words tease their mind while your presence tantalizes their senses. That night, as they lie awake, they’re consumed with the thought, "How can I be the one to unlock all their layers?"

[moonreader1010]

How your FS will act after your first night together 💋

-by Valerie 🧿

Please pick one of the following piles:-

Pile 1. Pile 2.

Pile 3. ^

Note:- 1. Pick the pile that calls you.

2. This is an 18+ reading. Mdni

3. The pictures used don't belong to me. All rights go to the original owners.

4. Have fun 💋

Pile 1

The Eternal Dream

The morning after your first night together feels like stepping into a romantic dream they never want to end. They wake up before you, lying still, watching the rise and fall of your breath. Their heart swells as they take in the sight of you—hair tousled, your skin glowing in the golden morning light. It’s not just lust or infatuation; it’s something deeper. They reach out to softly brush a strand of hair from your face, their fingers lingering just a moment longer as if savoring your presence.

When you wake up, they greet you with a gentle, almost shy smile, their eyes holding a new softness you hadn’t seen before. “Good morning,” they murmur, their voice lower than usual, and it sends a warm shiver through you. They can’t help but pull you closer, their lips grazing your forehead. They whisper something vulnerable, like, “You’re more beautiful than I even imagined.” The intimacy feels different now—deeper, more magnetic.

As the morning progresses, they’re utterly attentive. They insist on making breakfast, but only after stealing kisses along the way. There’s a playfulness in their actions, but beneath it, a raw sincerity. Over coffee, they speak of the future in subtle ways, mentioning how they’d love to wake up like this every day or teasingly asking, “How would you feel about dogs running around the house?” Their mind races with images of shared moments—lazy mornings, cozy nights, and everything in between.

But when you least expect it, their passion flares. They lean in mid-conversation, pinning you with their gaze, and kiss you again, this time slower, deeper. “I don’t think I’ll ever get enough of you,” they confess, their voice thick with emotion. They aren’t just falling—they’ve fallen, and they’ll spend the rest of the day showing you just how much.

Pile 2.

The Passionate Realist

They wake up with a fire in their chest, the events of the night before replaying vividly in their mind. For a moment, they lie still, their hand resting on your waist, feeling the warmth of your body against theirs. It’s a grounding moment, as if they’re telling themselves, This is real. This is mine. When you stir, their lips curve into a slow, devilish smile. “Good morning,” they say, their voice husky with lingering desire.

They’re not shy about their admiration. Their gaze is bold, their touch purposeful as they trail their fingers along your skin. “You’re stunning,” they murmur, their words dripping with sincerity. They kiss you again, their lips hungry yet tender, as if trying to communicate what words can’t. There’s an intensity in the air—an undeniable chemistry that leaves you both breathless.

As you pull yourself out of bed, they watch you with a smirk, leaning back on the pillows like they’re the luckiest person in the world. “Don’t get too far,” they tease, their tone light but their eyes holding a spark of mischief. Their energy is contagious.

But as the day unfolds, their deeper side emerges. They’ll sit with you, their voice steady as they speak of their dreams, their fears, and their hopes for the future. They’ll share things they haven’t told anyone before, their walls crumbling because of the trust you’ve built together. By the end of the day, they’re more certain than ever: you’re not just someone they desire. You’re someone they’re willing to build their life around.

Pile 3.

The Protective Lover

They wake up as if guarding a sacred treasure, their arms wrapped protectively around you. Their first thought is simple: I need to keep them safe. I need to make them happy. The sight of you beside them is almost too much to take in—your bare skin glowing softly in the pale light, your warmth still lingering in their embrace. They kiss the top of your head gently, as if not to wake you, their lips brushing against your hair in a gesture of quiet reverence.

When you stir, their eyes meet yours, and for a moment, the world seems to stop. “Hey, gorgeous,” they whisper, their voice thick with emotion. They trace patterns along your shoulder, their touch slow and deliberate. They’re not just admiring you—they’re memorizing you, engraving every detail of this moment into their mind. You notice something different in their gaze, a blend of adoration and something deeper, like unspoken promises and unshakable devotion.

As the morning unfolds, they show their affection in practical yet endearing ways. They make sure you’re comfortable, fetching whatever you need before you even realize you want it. They’ll bring up little memories, like the first time they noticed your laugh or the exact moment they fell for you, weaving a thread of nostalgia into the morning. But beneath their gentle exterior lies a hint of insecurity, a fear they keep hidden. They might hesitate before speaking, their voice soft as they say, “You know you mean everything to me, right?”

Later, they’ll tease you playfully, their eyes sparkling as they suggest spending the day together doing something spontaneous, just the two of you. But as they hold you close, their touch lingers longer than usual, and you feel their need to protect this connection. They won’t say it outright, but you’ve broken down their walls, and they’re utterly, irrevocably yours.

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What kind of lover they'll be in private 💋

(18+)

-by Valerie 🧿

Please pick one of the following piles:-

Pile 1. Pile 2.

Pile 3^

Note- 1. Pick the pile that calls you ;)

2. The pictures used don't belong to me. All rights go to the original owners.

3. Minors DNI.

Pile 1.

The Passionate Protector

Your future spouse is a lover who commands attention the moment they step into a room. Their energy in private is intense, intoxicating, and deliberate. They know exactly what they’re doing, every glance and touch calculated to make you feel like the center of their universe. With a natural confidence that borders on regal, they thrive on making you feel safe and desired, almost as though you are their most treasured possession.

In the privacy of your shared moments, they are the type to create an atmosphere that ignites every sense. Picture a dimly lit room where soft music plays, candles flicker, and the scent of sandalwood lingers in the air. Their presence feels magnetic, and as they draw closer, there’s an almost overwhelming warmth that radiates from them. They will never rush, savoring every touch as though committing the details of your skin to memory. They’re deeply in tune with your needs, listening not just to your words but to the unspoken language of your body.

They balance this sensual intensity with tenderness. You might find them pulling you into their arms unexpectedly, cradling you with a kind of reverence that takes your breath away. Yet, they are far from predictable. One moment, they’re whispering secrets against your neck, their voice low and inviting; the next, they’re laughing with you, breaking the tension in a way that feels natural and comfortable. They thrive on making you feel both wanted and cherished, creating a bond that transcends the physical.

But they also have a streak of playfulness and spontaneity. You might find yourself caught off guard by the way they take control, introducing new and exciting ways to connect. Imagine a sudden invitation to dance under the moonlight or a trail of love notes leading to an intimate surprise. They don’t just make love—they create an experience, one that lingers in your mind long after the moment has passed.

When they hold you, it feels as though time stops. Their gaze carries a promise: that no matter what, they are wholly devoted to you, body and soul. They are the kind of lover who leaves you breathless, knowing that every moment together is filled with purpose, passion, and an unshakable connection.

Pile 2.

The Playful Enchanter

Your future spouse is a master of seduction, but not in the overt, obvious way. Their charm is playful, teasing, and endlessly magnetic, drawing you in with an effortless ease. In private, they are the kind of lover who keeps you guessing, constantly surprising you with their wit, creativity, and insatiable energy. They’ll make you laugh until you can’t breathe, only to turn the atmosphere electric with a single touch, their fingertips leaving a trail of sparks along your skin.

Their love is an art form, and they take pride in crafting unforgettable moments. Imagine them pulling you into a room where the air feels charged, their gaze locking with yours as a slow smile spreads across their face. They know how to build anticipation, letting the tension simmer until it becomes almost unbearable. They’re unafraid to explore, to push boundaries in a way that feels thrilling yet safe. Their kisses are both a promise and a challenge, daring you to meet their passion with equal fervor.

But beneath their playful exterior lies a deep well of emotion. When they love, they love fully, seeing you as their equal, their partner in every sense of the word. They’ll hold your face in their hands, looking at you as if you’re the most enchanting thing they’ve ever seen. There’s an intimacy in their laughter, in the way they make you feel like you’re the only person in the world who truly understands them.

They have a flair for the dramatic, delighting in grand gestures and spontaneous adventures. Perhaps they’ll whisk you away on a last-minute trip or surprise you with a candlelit bath filled with fragrant petals. They love to indulge their senses—and yours—creating an atmosphere of pure magic. Every moment with them feels like a story worth remembering, a blend of passion and playfulness that leaves you utterly captivated.

Their energy is irresistible, and when they hold you close, you can feel their heart beating in sync with yours. They are the kind of lover who takes you on a journey, one filled with laughter, passion, and a connection so deep it feels like a dream you never want to wake up from.

Pile 3.

The Intense Romantic

In private, your future spouse is pure intensity, their love burning with a quiet fire that can’t be extinguished. They are a romantic at heart, but their way of showing it is subtle and deeply personal. They’re not the type to make empty gestures; everything they do has meaning, every action carefully thought out to show you how much you mean to them.

When they’re with you, they create an atmosphere that feels timeless. Picture a quiet evening where the world outside fades away. The room is warm, lit by soft, golden light, and their focus is entirely on you. They’ll take your hand and kiss it, slowly, as if savoring the moment, their eyes never leaving yours. Their touch is deliberate, each movement carrying a depth of feeling that speaks louder than words ever could.

They have a deeply sensual side, but it’s woven with tenderness. They’ll trace their fingers along your skin, their touch light and exploratory, as though learning every curve and detail for the first time. There’s no rush with them—every moment is savored, every kiss lingering just long enough to leave you wanting more. They’ll whisper to you in the stillness, their voice low and full of unspoken promises.

But they are also fiercely passionate. Beneath their calm exterior lies a desire that burns bright, igniting the air around you. They love with an intensity that makes you feel like the most important person in the universe. Imagine them pulling you into their arms after a long day, their embrace firm and reassuring, their lips brushing against your forehead as they tell you how much they’ve missed you.

They are deeply attentive, noticing even the smallest details about you. They’ll remember the way your lips curl into a smile or the way your eyes light up when you’re happy. They’ll hold onto these moments, drawing on them to create a love that feels intimate and eternal. With them, every touch, every glance, every shared breath feels like a promise: that you are their everything, and they will love you with all that they are.

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What makes you different from anyone they've met?

It's just the little things about you 😚

1> White rose 2> Pink rose 3> Red rose

Pile 1

  There is this enigma about you. They don’t get this feeling about many people, but you possess this otherworldly philosophy about life. Picking up on intuitive hunches and using them daily is your thing. You could say or do things that are uncommon to your person or known to be unconventional to others. They sometimes feel like you’re not from this realm; a deep inner knowing that you exist from another timeline. you may shy away from attention because of your peculiar ways and they like that about you. 

Pile 2

   In their eyes, you are the most selfless person they have ever met. You are always thinking about being of service to others to your detriment. They admire your heart, and how you seem to find the most thoughtful ways to make someone feel acknowledged and cared for. Your person could have grown up in a rough environment where they experienced greed and destructiveness. An angel you are!  you bring peace and abundance to every dark corner in their life and the lives of others.

Pile 3

  You are such a daring individual, you are not scared to try anything! Your curiosity and thrill-seeking personality are what stand out to your person. They see you as someone with a bigger-than-life personality and they might not be used to that, your person is more on the reserved side and likes to play things safe. You could be into different food, people, hobbies, and places. You take your person out of their comfort zone.

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How would your person feel if they lost you?

I'm lost without youuu😮‍💨

1> white heart 2>green heart 3>Gold heart

Pile 1

   I’m hearing “You hold the keys to my heart 🥺”. Your person would be feening for every ounce of you, you are their drug! Temper tantrums, vandalism, cursing their peers because you are out of their reach. A whole mental breakdown! You name it, possible lack of sleep, no appetite, a snotty nose, consistent calls! Erratic behavior is prominent in this pile, Wheeew someone’s got themselves a hothead!🤭🥵 “I need you and only you, I’m sorry baby please!” I see your person hyperventilating. WOAH, your person needs a dose of your intoxicating love.😳 

Pile 2

  Dang🙁, your person knows there is no coming back from this tragedy. Standing there, still, frozen, in a state of shock. “It’s over, she got away”🥺 only because they know they don’t deserve you. Seeing no way around their truth and not having many words to say to win you over is making your person go insane. I see your person sitting with themselves in a dark room or in their car accounting for every possible fuck up they dished out to you.  Guilt and uncertainty conquer their mind. “Did I ever make you feel loved?”  They know they took advantage of the unconditional person they know you are, trust me THEY KNOW.😒

Pile 3

    Your person could be a mature, composed individual, willing to have an effective conversation with you to resolve this breakup. 💪🏽They would want to take you out for breakfast, or lunch, or meet up outdoors to converse. Face to face, they want to see and feel all the pain they’ve caused you. A need to focus on the now and not the past is what they are driven to commit themselves to for the sake of having you back. OKAAY! your person wants to accommodate you in every way needed, even better than you last experienced them. “Baby let me upgrade you!” Vibes. 💍🤑

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18+  🤫🩷your person’s fantasies about their first time with you (ladies pile)

1> 2> 3

Pile 1

 wrapping your hands around his neck, licking his chin; you worked your way up to those luscious lips😏 slipping your fingers through his mouth, a harmonious exchange of a French kiss😘. Stroking your 🌸 the climax made my gosssh💦

He picked you up in the shower, vigorously pumping himself into you. There was so much passion, to feel him inside lit a fire in you. Almost slipping, he caught himself, not once forgetting about you. He held you, gripping your flesh; gasping for air you could feel him penetrate deeper, laughing, kissing, and laughing some more. Making your guy’s way out of the shower, onto the bed where you both lay.….

Looking into those beautiful eyes of his, your body weakened, legs pulsating as you felt your soul take flight. Like a paintbrush, he stroked, delicately, diligently, and precisely. “Whew”! You stroked his head against your 🌸, guiding him, moaning, creaming, those beautiful lips passionately screamed Daddy, daddy, please. Oooh, how you love your daddy🥺

Resonating Song: Heavenly by Cigarettes After Sex

Pile 2

It rained that night, mist kissed the vacant roads. The clock struck 2:00 am, just the two of you. Your person deeply admires your beauty, you turn them on just by existing; being you. Awww that’s so adorable 🥹🥹He keeps one hand on the wheel and the other to caress your firm’s thighs. You both look into each other eyes, giving each other that loook👀😏.. pulling the car over, he loves to find hidden gems just about anywhere to sneak in some lovemaking. Your preferences😮‍💨😮‍💨, I see your person secretly loves your wild side; they like to watch you take control while they sit back and admire your passion. Whew! I see a lot of backseat action and back-scratching. Your person has the hots for YOU. A lot of fluids my love, a lotttt of heat; steamy sexxx 💦❤️‍🔥

Song: Cry by Cigarettes After Sex

Pile 3

Fire and Ice! 🔥 🧊 looks like you and your person have some extremely deep feelings for each other. I’m hearing “I want to give you my babies” here in this pile👀! Some of you are very fertile at this time so take precautions, please! Your person wants to dominate you, maybe a few drinks in your system. They want an out-of-body experience with you, something erotic! “Heat of the Moment” by Drake is what I heard. so push the limits my love they don’t want you to hold back! I see this taking place in a planned trip to the cabins, or somewhere cold🥶. Bundle up and get cozy lovers; it’s giving a hot tub and fireplace type of night❤️‍🔥🫢

Song:  Beyonce & Maxwell mashup  x Fortunate Carriages 

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What does your person think about you?

close your eyes and pick a number 1-3, I know you want to know🤭

Pile 1 

Your person feels like you are their soulmate. They believe a higher power ordained this union; not just any ordinary connection. There is a childlike essence to this relationship. You make your person feel like their younger selves again, I heard your first childhood crush!  Meeting you has given them a new outlook on love; also making them want to consider starting a family with you. A birth of a son; or someone wanting a son. You and your person could have similar values and shared goals for a possible future together. Two is better than one, partnership is important to your person, they want to feel like a team! Think you’ve got yourself a keeper.

Pile 2

Mentally stimulating oooou! what a beautiful mind your person thinks you have. They enjoy having long conversations with you from sun up to sun down. Time feels like an illusion when together,  getting caught up in each other feels like you’re on cloud 9. There are some hidden truths here also in this pile so look out for white lies and passive-aggressive behavior; take what resonates. Don’t get so caught up in a good talk that you miss red flags or forget to speak up for yourself. Other than that your person wants to strip your mind bare! They want the rawest parts of you. Vulnerability is key to this MENATAL connection. Possible 12th house synastry as well.

Pile 3

I believe your person thinks you are a genuine soul with an altruistic personality, they see you as someone who trusts others easily and thrives doing so. I’m getting that they can be overprotective of you because many people take advantage of your kindness. Lots of gift-giving, exchange of physical, emotional, and financial intimacy.  They feel very fruitful being with you like they can re-invent themselves many times. The more trust in this connection the more abundance!

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The plans your SP made for you this year

I promise I won't forget ✅ 

planner 1 > planner 2 > planner 3

pile 1

“I’d give my all to spend every moment with you😣.” Your person is aware of the crazy world we live in today; one minute, you are, and the next, you are not. They fear not getting a chance to tell you how much they are in love with you, or being unable to take you to that special place you always talked about, or listen to the stories you share; to prove themselves to you. What if, there just isn’t enough time in this world left for you two? What if, that was it? They plan to make it their duty to love you wholeheartedly this year; and be more present in your life for every little thing and every little moment, they’ll be there. And he will...

pile 2

 This year your SP plans to take on a more authoritative role in your life. It’s giving “you’re stuck with me 4everrrr vibes lol” They want to make sure you feel at home with them, whatever you desire. Maybe buy you a car, or a luxurious home, or invest in your dream business. You won’t be lacking for anything, whatever you need will be taken care of this year. The world is yours baby😘 Also, don’t be afraid to ask your SP for help you never know what they might surprise you with.

pile 3

 “Soo, about that baby, we talked about 😏” Your SP desires to start a legacy with you this year. To build that ideal romance and family of a lifetime. Maybe it was the wrong timing or life took you two in different directions, but the time is now! You can finally dream about that little boy or girl you always wanted and the new traditions you both could start together. Proposal!? It’s looking like you’re happily ever after all. 

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PAC: THE FIRST ORAL

How will they give it to you and what will happen? 👀 I posted the extended version on my Patreon which includes what they will think about it and feel after, and what you will think about it and feel after 😳💯

Take your time when choosing your pile. Ask yourself the question and choose the picture that you can’t stop looking at.

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PILE 1

The situation: 8 of Wands, Knight of Cups, 5 of Wands. 3 of Wands, 10 of Pentacles, 7 of Swords, Wheel of Fortune (them), 4 of Wands (you).

Something romantic will have happened before this oral sex; this could be an actual date or a short romantic trip (one or two-day trip), or it could just be a heart-to-heart conversation between you two. If this is an occasion, I’m not seeing a big celebration; it feels more like ‘let’s sit on a picnic mat and drink wine on the beach’ activity, or a romantic dinner somewhere, something along those lines. It will be small (just you two) but romantic, maybe also slightly more casual instead of formal. Laughing and giggling kind of vibe. I do feel like your person will have the intention to express their feelings that day (it doesn’t have to be the first love confession, they may just want to talk about their feelings or offer you something romantic), so they will be the person who initiates this gesture or the conversation.

For those of you whose person will do a small romantic gesture, they will lead you to that place, and you will be ‘fighting’ them on the way; asking them questions, feeling confused but curious, etc. For those of you who will only have a heart-to-heart conversation, your person will create a romantic atmosphere and say something loving but straightforward. You guys may also have a small play fight or playful argument before anything happens. You will be feeling content with whatever you guys will be doing at that time, not expecting much (other than what’s in front of you). Your person won’t be doing that romantic gesture just to give you a blowjob or eat you out, this is not a deliberate plan, but they will be open to this situation turning sexual (in whatever way). They will be ready to adapt, regardless of where this situation will lead you two.

For some of you, this will happen on the sofa/couch. Your person will be quite calculative with how they go about this, prioritising later satisfaction over immediate one, saving the best for last. They will get you naked, technically you will still be wearing your clothes but all buttons will be unbuttoned and your whole front will be exposed; so they will give attention to other parts of your body too while they are at it. They will kiss you first and may even kiss you in between. The oral sex itself will be slow and deliberate, your person will definitely tease you first; e.g. kissing your thighs or your hips and everywhere else but the exact spot you want them to put their mouth on.

They will drag out the pleasure, build it up and draw back a little; stimulating the right spot and changing to somewhere else less sensitive, and then going back in. Pleasurable heat that burns steadily until it reaches its peak. Thorough, there will be no part of you untouched by their lips and tongue. It will be like they are feasting on you, but also taking their time. It will feel sensual and indulgent. Their experience will be obvious, they know what they like and they know how to get out the reactions they want; either due to familiarity with your anatomy or familiarity with you specifically, i.e. they have observed how you usually react when they touch you here or there, or they have seen how you touch yourself, so they just use that knowledge when they do this. You will close your eyes and be really feeling it at some point, clutching their hair, moaning and hissing.

EXTENDED VERSION IS ON PATREON! Find out what they will think about it and what you will think about it. Will they like it? Will you? You guys' feelings after the act! 😳🙈

PILE 2

The situation: The World, King of Pentacles, The Devil. Page of Cups Rx (7 of Swords Rx, 4 of Swords Rx), 5 of Swords Rx (9 of Wands, The World, The Hierophant), Judgement, King of Swords (them), Ace of Wands (you).

It is possible that this will happen somewhere far from home; it could be in another city, state or country. It could very well be abroad. A place you’ll be staying at; like a hotel, or your person’s home, somewhere your person is probably familiar with. It feels confined with The Devil here, it’s most likely a bedroom. For some of you, it may be somewhere luxurious or high-end. For others of you, it won’t be luxurious but it will be somewhere comfortable and of decent quality. The place may also look traditional, like having cultural art pieces on the walls or classy and ornate interior design. The oral sex will happen after penetrative sex or other sexual acts; for example, you guys will have sex first, a long and thorough sex. And it will seem like that’s the end of it, but it’s not.

TW: dubious consent. You will be sleeping, or at least feeling drowsy and exhausted by the end of that sex and not realising what’s happening at first. Your person… their energy is dominant, and a little strict. They will just start sucking your dick or eating you out. They will not be trying to hide it; y’know like oh trying not to wake you up. No. They won’t care if it wakes you up, some of them will actually want you to wake up. Because this will happen after sex, you will probably be sensitive/sore down there and exhausted too, so you may whine and push their head or shoulders away at first. Some of you may also tell them not to do it, but since you will be lacking energy at that time, you won’t be able to resist strongly. They will hold onto your thighs tightly, or you could feel yourself getting aroused or hard regardless.

Because you got earth cards here, it will be similar to the previous pile. The act will be thorough and steady. But this pile has a persistent feeling to it, not fiery, just more stubborn and domineering. The previous pile was a bit teasing. This one isn’t teasing, your person will make you feel everything they have to give to you. They won’t be shy with it. Like, really lapping up your pussy, or making sure you feel their tongue when they suck your dick. Knowing where and when to put pressure. Making you really feel that mouth. The pleasure will pulsate right on The Spot, whatever it is for you. It will hurt and feel good at the same time. Your person is the type of lover who takes what they want, at least on that day. They will know that you are still reeling and coming down from the previous sex, and you are still sensitive, but they won’t care much about it. They could make you come several times with their mouth, not stopping when your body shakes with the orgasm.

For some of you, at some point they may even tie you up, especially if you keep pushing their head away. Your person will learn every touch that can bring out a reaction from you, they will commit it to memory. Some of them have breeding kink; so I wonder if there will be cumplay too, e.g. them coming on your pussy/dick and licking it all up. Or if they have come inside you during the previous sex, they could also fuck you with their tongue and taste their own cum that way. The whole thing won’t be cute and sweet, it will be dirty and pushing you to the limit. Your person will be a little ruthless with this. You may be less experienced compared to them. They may have planned this oral sex, or may have been holding this desire for quite some time and waiting for the right moment to do it.

EXTENDED VERSION IS ON PATREON! Find out what they will think about it and what you will think about it. Will they like it? Will you? You guys' feelings after the act! 😳🙈

PILE 3

The situation: The Star (The Lovers), Page of Cups Rx (7 of Swords), The Devil, Strength. Ace of Swords Rx (The World), The Moon, Page of Swords Rx (2 of Cups), 3 of Wands, The Magician (you), 9 of Wands (them).

I feel like it will start with a conversation, a show of vulnerability; that will make you guys feel like you two are connected or your souls are seeing each other. You guys could talk about fate and destiny, about feeling drawn to each other or feeling like you have been led to each other. For some of you, this talk will be intentional on their part, a ploy to seduce you, in other words, I guess it can be considered a little manipulative. Now I don’t know whether your person is a good person or not, it depends on your specific case. For others of you, it could be that your person will have just come out of a difficult situation and will be in need of comfort.

You will want to comfort them, you will be in this ‘open to give’ energy, very receptive to making things better. I think your person will have been controlling themselves, they’ll have been wanting to touch or taste you long before that point of time. Whether they plan this or not, the situation or the conversation will make them feel more vulnerable and weaken their self control, so they will start acting on their desire, almost like, succumbing to the temptation. But they won’t make it obvious at first that they want oral sex. It may happen at night, or somewhere dark and private.

It will probably start with you two just lying in bed, talking and cuddling. While you guys are cuddling, they will start to ‘absentmindedly’ touch you, it may seem that they are not exactly thinking when they do it. For example, you had your back to their chest and they hugged you from behind but they were thumbing the waist of your trousers, or they had their hand between your legs or under your shirt. Or you both could be facing each other, but they ‘absentmindedly’ touch you while you guys are talking. Lightly, a light brush of fingers. It then may turn into kissing, and they will slowly move downwards; kissing your neck, then sucking your breasts or playing with your nipples. While caressing your body, they may brush their hand on your private part and then move back up to touch other parts of your body. Basically there’s that subtle sign that they want you there but they won’t immediately seek it. So it could also start with a handjob and fingering before oral sex; turning you on and building the heat up with their hand before they put their mouth on you, this will be their goal.

It may surprise you a little when you feel their mouth on you. Those touches and caresses may have made you a little drunk or hazy and before you realise it, they are already between your legs with your panties or boxers down your knees or on the floor. As for the actual oral sex, they will skirt around the area before they actually touch the exact spot; e.g. your labia but not your clit just yet, or licking up and around your shaft but not the head just yet. It may feel a little dirty, I don’t know, maybe they will make sounds, especially wet slurping sound? They may also compliment you and say pretty things, just to make you become more open to it. They will use their hand(s) too, fingering you while they lap you up, or giving attention to your scrotum while they suck you off. You will feel exposed. A part of you will feel like you are giving something to them, like you are comforting them by letting them do this to you. Some of you will do this in front of the mirror, so you may catch yourself in the mirror and it may turn you on even more, or it will look lewd and a little dirty to you but you won’t stop either.

EXTENDED VERSION IS ON PATREON! Find out what they will think about it and what you will think about it. Will they like it? Will you? You guys' feelings after the act! 😳🙈

PILE 4

The situation: The Tower, 3 of Cups, The Lovers (10 of Swords). 8 of Pentacles, The Moon Rx (Knight of Cups), The Hierophant, The Lovers (The Devil Rx) (them), Ace of Wands Rx, Justice Rx (you).

It may happen during or after a social event, party, celebration; there will be a group of people close by. This could be a wedding or an engagement. For some of you, you two are not an official couple, or who knows, they may be someone you meet at that social event. You two will have been feeling aroused and been warring with yourselves whether to do it or not. Some of you may be teasing each other under the table, or giving each other ‘fuck me’ eyes across the room; which will just make the whole situation more stressful and sexually frustrating because you can’t exactly act on it due to where you are at that time.

Whether this is an official relationship or not, the oral sex itself will be unplanned. Your person will drag you somewhere else and do it. For some of you, it will be completely private, like your own bedroom. But for many of you, it will be semi-public; hidden but risky. Because there’s that inappropriate or non-traditional element to this, The Hierophant didn’t exactly come up upright and the Justice is in reverse. Your person will be feeling really amorous and into you at that time, you will be feeling it too but you are showing more resistance here — like, you won’t exactly think that you guys should do this, it may be a little inappropriate to you, you will try holding yourself back. For those of you who will have this somewhere semi-public, you will be reluctant because you think it can’t exactly happen smoothly, someone might catch you two doing it.

Your person will feel very turned on but they will seem loving instead of just full of lust, maybe because they will be focused on your pleasure at that time and they will look like they enjoy pleasuring you, so it will just make them look loving. You will be sitting instead of lying on a flat surface. I wanted to say one of you would be standing, but all cards show people sitting down so… you will eventually sit down regardless how it starts. They will put effort into it; they will be detailed and take their time with it, coaxing reactions from you with each stroke of their tongue on your pussy or each slide of their mouth around your dick. Making eye contact and smiling each time you moan or give the reaction that makes them feel good. They will also moan and express how much they like it while they are doing it, they will be open to expressing their feelings. You may also end up naked, clothes slipping off your body, they will want to see your chest, maybe that’s why.

The whole act won’t feel dirty, not like the previous pile. This pile feels like a romantic rendezvous, there will be this loving and lighthearted feeling to it, the lust will be there of course but it’ll be underneath. You will feel like they are making love to your dick/pussy, but obviously with their mouth. They will show their skills and experience here, similar to another pile, it’s either they are familiar with your anatomy or with you specifically. It will also be quite usual, nothing extra about it (they won’t tease you much or play a game), but it will be good. Things will get wet, so the chair you will be sitting on may get wet or your skirt/trousers/underwear may get wet by your cum. Or your cum will drip onto the floor.

EXTENDED VERSION IS ON PATREON! Find out what they will think about it and what you will think about it. Will they like it? Will you? You guys' feelings after the act! 😳🙈

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PAC: WHAT DO THEY THINK OF YOU IN BED?

What type of lover are you in their eyes? 😳🔥❤️ Take your time when choosing your pile. Ask yourself the question and choose the picture that you can’t stop looking at.

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PILE 1

What type of lover are you in their eyes: 8 of Swords Rx (Page of Cups), 2 of Pentacles Rx (Wheel of Fortune, The Empress), The Sun, The Emperor

In your sexual interaction with each other and during sex, you don’t look awkward or nervous to them. You look like you let yourself be playful. For example, you look like you have no problem with teasing them, you like to make the foreplay playful and fun. You also come across as honest and open to them. They think you are open about what you think and feel, what you like and what you don’t, what you want to do. You express yourself. To them, you look like you truly enjoy sex for sex. Inevitably this also makes you look very confident and very secure in yourself in their eyes. They see easy confidence.

For those of you who are inexperienced, you don’t look like that to them. They may also look surprised when you tell them about it, like “you are joking”. Your person sees that instead of your inexperience making you insecure and reluctant, your inexperience just makes you curious to explore. They think you like to see what makes them tick, what gets their reaction, what will happen if you do this, or how will they respond if you do that. Sure sometimes when you are doing what you haven’t tried before you may need a few minutes to figure it out, so you may look a bit focused (?) like you are determined to succeed. But overall, your demeanour itself, the way you carry yourself, the way you talk— it does not speak of inexperience. Sometimes they may feel like they are standing in front of their equal in terms of experience. If you are actually sexually experienced, then your experience really shows in how you carry yourself, you look secure in your sexual side.

They also think that you seem to have an easy-going approach to how, when and where you guys do something sexual. While you have your own boundary and preference, the sex and your sexual interaction don’t just stay in your bedroom— there is fiery spontaneity, like for example, they think you have no issues with just grabbing their shirt collar and pulling them to a hidden corner to make out while you guys are out and about. You are confident enough to do those things.

EXTENDED VERSION IS ON PATREON! What else do they think about you? How does it influence them? Do they see a future in your connection? 👀

PILE 2

What type of lover are you in their eyes: 10 of Cups, Queen of Cups, 2 of Cups, 6 of Pentacles

Oh, they think you are very loving. You are obviously an emotional lover. From how they see you behave, they know that you guys’ sexual connection is not just about sex to you. They know that when you give yourself to them, you are giving your heart, and sex is simply just another way of showing how much you love your person. It does not feel like you have sex for the sake of having sex. Maybe occasionally? But sex mostly is just a means to an end, to you the goal is emotional intimacy and connection with each other. Sex with you is imbued with those soft feelings; love, care and tenderness, respect, consideration. They think you care about whether they enjoy themselves or not, you care about making them feel loved and happy.

Your person can see that you are giving, but while you are obviously a giver, they also think you like to be treated like how you treat them. It feels like (and maybe they think this too) by nature you are a giver, and at some point in your life you learn to ask for what you give and to be treated the way you treat others, but this ‘taking’ part initially did not come as naturally as the ‘giving’ part. So maybe ‘taking’ is something you have learned to do. Either way, you have grown into a person who likes a give-and-take dynamic; they think you like to say sweet nothings and to be whispered sweet nothings during sex, to adore and to be adored. Sex is very mutual with you.

Sex is your way of affirming further that you guys are heading in the direction that you envision, that you guys are still emotionally connected and happy with each other. So if something is off during sex, something is probably off with the emotions. They think your feelings influence how you act during sex, and you also pay attention to their emotions— like if something is emotionally off with them during sex, you know, because the sex tells you that. They also think that you care about what happens after sex; how it impacts your connection with each other. They think you are focused on the future. I wonder if some of you make comments about pregnancy, pets, family and so on, like baby names and meeting family members, so your person gets the message that you want more out of this sexual connection, that you want a future.

EXTENDED VERSION IS ON PATREON! What else do they think about you? How does it influence them? Do they see a future in your connection? 👀

PILE 3

What type of lover are you in their eyes: The Fool, The Lovers, The High Priestess, 8 of Pentacles, 3 of Pentacles, The Chariot

The energy is a bit similar to Pile 1 but Pile 1 is more fiery. Your person thinks that you are a breath of fresh air, maybe there is something new or different about you (than what they have experienced before); the way you act in this sexual connection, your sexual style and so on. They think you are open-minded; you are not against exploring and trying things out, mistakes or risks of failure don’t really deter you from trying. They can see that instead of being discouraged by things you don’t know or mistakes that happen, you get emboldened to try again, to learn and improve. To them, you are a diligent lover.

They also think that you are the type of lover who wants to level up lol. You guys will or may have gone through common sexual acts first, and then you might suggest you guys do something else, so it’s like levelling up your experience; “oh we have had sex in the living room, what about in the car next? And then our backyard, and then the fitting room”. And it goes on. This kink, and that kink, and then what about that kink. Something new after one thing has been accomplished. While both Pile 1 and Pile 3 have this feeling of spontaneity, this pile feels more intentional regarding what’s next, like there is a floating checklist beside your head. You don’t follow it rigidly and you allow yourself to go with the flow, but you may have a ‘things to try’ checklist— or at least this is how it seems to them. It makes you seem insatiable sometimes, which is something that they may sigh and smile about.

They also think that you are great at responding to them; it’s like you know how to energetically(?) shift so that you fit them really well. For example, if they want to be dominant, you just know to be submissive without any prompting. If they want a little challenge, you just know to push them back. If they want comfort from sex, you just know. There is this shift of energy between you two and it changes depending on your needs. Like puzzle pieces that change shape to fit each other. You can make it playful, you can make it loving and comforting, you can make it sensual, you can make it wild. So to them you seem like an ideal partner. To them you have this weird ability to know how to navigate this connection with them. You understand them well, and what you cannot figure out intuitively, you figure out practically— you ask for their feedback, you work on it. They also think that you are a great lover because there is a feeling of ‘we are doing this with each other’, they can see that you are very responsive to making things work with them.

EXTENDED VERSION IS ON PATREON! What else do they think about you? How does it influence them? Do they see a future in your connection? 👀

PILE 4

What type of lover are you in their eyes: The Hierophant, 4 of Pentacles, The Empress, The Hermit Rx (The Emperor)

I think for many of you, this is their impression of you before you guys have sex. Your person sees you as someone who is conservative or traditional in how you approach love and sex, you value and put a lot of meaning into who you give yourself to romantically and sexually. They think you don’t participate in the dating game and prefer to keep to yourself, you are not the type of person who engages in casual sex, you look like you are saving yourself for the right person or for a serious relationship. For a few of you though, you guys may choose to have sex after marriage, so your person can’t find out much about how you are sexually before that point. For some of you, they may also think you prefer vanilla sex; missionary position, nothing wild, nothing slutty and inappropriate. Enjoyable sex of course, vanilla sex can be enjoyable to many people. They also think that you want to be treated like someone important— definitely not just being another body to fuck with.

They also think that you are a serious lover. Sexual interaction with you feels like it simmers, with occasional bursts of sizzling passion. Like soup that you cook in a pot, if you let it boil for too long it can go over the rim, if you turn down the heat it goes back to a simmer. You may often look put-together but sometimes when you guys kiss or make out you get a little passionate— almost like your control slips a little— before you regain your control. You look like you know what you want and you will never settle for anything that doesn’t fit the bill. They think you cannot be persuaded to change your mind, so in a way, they may also think that you are stubborn. Strong boundaries, or maybe even ‘rules’. Your person thinks that you have a tendency to withdraw into yourself and stop engaging with something the moment you think you should stop or the moment it crosses a line you create; it’s like the kiss I mentioned just now.

They can also see that you are very private and very protective of your vulnerability, you don’t kiss and tell, you don’t even hint to it in your conversation with other people. It may also be a sin in your book for your lover to kiss and tell, and for your lover to not protect your vulnerability; you look like you don’t tolerate that kind of behaviour.

EXTENDED VERSION IS ON PATREON! What else do they think about you? How does it influence them? Do they see a future in your connection? 👀

[secsualtarot]

PAC: THEIR FEELINGS DURING AND AFTER THE FIRST TIME HAVING S3X WITH YOU

Current partner or future partner. This is only for serious relationships, not hookups. This mainly talks about their feelings during and after your first time with them, whether they will act on the feelings or not, it depends. Take your time. Ask yourself the question and choose the picture that you can’t stop looking at.

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PILE 1

During: The Devil, King of Cups, Ace of Pentacles, Page of Pentacles (Page of Cups)

They will feel a strong attraction towards you; a mix of love and pure lust. Being with you, having you in their arms will feel as if– you are theirs to take care of, that they are there to soothe you and make both of you feel good. This person will want something more with you obviously. They will feel like they are the ‘caregiver’, the person who is responsible. They will be getting this warm feelings in their chest. They will want to caress your body, your hair, or just having you in their arms basically, maybe kissing you on your forehead, your cheeks, nose, shoulders, etc. The energy feels tender and full, like it’s a bit hard to breathe.

I mentioned pure lust. This will be the other side of it. They will feel so much love towards you, yes, but at the same time they will be hot with arousal. We got The Devil. They will feel the desire to just do whatever they want to you, to channel those frustration and arousal. For many of you, these feelings may be expressed through force (not much but it can be felt); maybe they will hold your waist with a strong grip, they will leave some marks on your skin, etc. They will try to control themselves tho so I don’t feel like they will express this fully, it will not be 100% of what they actually want to do to you. I think some of the frustration will be carried on to the next sex you guys will have. So it is likely that they will want to be rougher with you the next time you guys do it, because you are used to them now so they can turn up the heat.

Sorry for being crass but if they have a dick, they will be hard hard. Their mind will not be thinking about anyone else but you, the person in front of them. Their focus will be on achieving their orgasm, with? using? your body. How to say this. Basically, they will see you as someone they want to fuck hard so they can get all of that lust out of their system/body, you are the person they will want to be with, to do it to– to get that utmost satisfaction. I don’t think this person will dirty talk that day, not much maybe, because it feels like whatever they want to say will be expressed through actions because they will feel like they have no words to really describe their feelings at that time.

After: 7 of Pentacles Rx, The Sun

They will not want to stop. I don’t know where you guys will be doing it, but let’s say it was at their place and you had to go home that night or the next morning, they might not want that. They may show you that they want it again, or they want to cuddle, etc. They will just want you to be there with them. They definitely won’t see it as a one time thing, and will have every intention of having sex with you again. 

If you stay over at their place or you guys wake up near each other, I think they will enjoy that. Just being in bed with you, talking quietly or lazily, the sunlight peeking through the curtains in the bedroom. They may also suggest things to do; things related to sex or just life in general. They may talk about the sex itself, your response to their touch, anything that they like and notice during, they may ask about how you are feeling, etc. Basically regardless what they will say, you will be able to see their happiness and satisfaction.

PILE 2

Trigger Warning: Sexual trauma, body image issue

During: The Star, 7 of Wands, 6 of Swords, 3 of Wands (2 of Cups)

There is a lot of healing energy from the spread. So this might only resonate with a specific group of people. You or your person might have a body image issue OR had negative experiences with sex before this. I feel like this reservation or hesitancy is coming more from you tho. So if you have a sexual trauma, bad sexual experiences with your past lovers, OR you just feel really insecure about your body and about being naked with someone else; then this is your pile.

If you don’t find that description resonating, you can choose another pile. But if you want to continue reading, you can see it this way; maybe you will have this sex with them after a separation (eg. long distance relationship, after a work trip), or after one of you goes through a negative experience. Regardless which one is it, just adjust the reading as you see fit.

Alright so basically. They will be thoughtful. They will be feeling a lot of gentleness towards you, a lot of love and understanding. So being with them in the same room that night/day, may feel soothing to you too. They will just want to kiss away your pain. If your pain was caused by other people, then they will feel that fierce protectiveness, it will be underneath everything tho since they will focus more on helping you heal. They will want to act in a way that will let you know that you can come to them, that you can rest in their arms, that it’s okay, and you are safe, “we’ll do this as slowly as you need it to be” this is what they will be communicating through their actions.

With The Star here, it’s hard to describe the energy; that day, the sex, you and them– everything will feel spiritual, magical and intimate to them. It will start with pure love, and they will show you (through body language or words) that you guys can stop any time you want, they will want the sex of course but there will be no obligation to continue. They will want to take their time with you. They may take frequent pauses to just kiss and caress you before they continue to pleasure you again. 

They will see this whole thing as something that can help you or them (whoever with the issue) move forward and embrace the future. That kind of feeling. Like, you guys’ future is bright, and you are looking forward to tomorrow, and that better days are coming. They will see you as their partner, as someone who they genuinely just want to love. And love they will.

After: The Magician Rx, King of Wands  

They will still feel very much protective of you after the sex. So they may hold you close, if you want to cry about something then they will let you cry on their chest or shoulder, they will caress your back and kiss your forehead, etc. Basically any actions that can help them express that protectiveness, “I’m here”. 

Like I said, they will see the sex as one step forward in leaving the pain behind, the same message I’m feeling from The Magician in reverse. It’s like, it’s almost there, you are almost there. They may think about things they want to do with you and what’s next, but I don’t feel like they will want to do it right away. They will understand that focusing on you and making you feel comforted and safe are more important, anything else can wait.

PILE 3

During: The Devil Rx, Judgement, 6 of Cups, Knight of Pentacles (Knight of Wands)

Look, The Devil can be about sexual attraction alright, but it’s also about control. With it in reverse, either this person will not last as long as they want to OR they will feel worried that they may not last as long as they want to. Especially if this is someone with a dick, their dick may get really hard? It may have been a while since they last get that hard. Or they may worry about not being able to get it up or perform well. Honestly whatever it is, there will be something about the dick.

They will want to prolong the sex, not just the fucking, I mean the whole thing– from the beginning of the ‘interaction’ to the orgasm, to drag it out so they can relish the experience. But at the same time they will be feeling so turned on. Ah, to have a First World problem. They will want to act like the Knight of Pentacles, they will want to be in control of themselves and do it the right way, whatever that means to them, so they will try their best to ‘manage’ their arousal and take it slow.  

This person will fall in love with what they see; your body I mean. Their fantasy won’t be enough to encapsulate your beauty and it won’t be enough to prepare them for whatever emotions they will be feeling the moment they see you naked. The sex will also feel major to them, like a gateway to a new life. I know I make it sound dramatic but yea. They may compare you guys’ first time with their past experiences, and they will feel that their past experiences pale in comparison. 

I think subconsciously they will realize that they are hooked the moment they see you, and that there is no way to return back to not knowing you and to not knowing how it feels being with you. “I’m yours now” “you are stuck with me now” that kind of feeling. While doing it, they may feel like doing it again and again in the future. I mean, how to explain this, they could be fucking you or fingering you at that time and still be thinking to themselves like God I want to do this again.

For those of you who have had sex before (with your past partners), your person will also get the desire to make you forget those memories and just remember this memory with them. And there will be something on your legs? I don’t know if you will be wearing thigh high stockings that day/night or they will look at your legs and fantasize about wrapping/tying a rope around those legs.

After: Ace of Pentacles, 4 of Swords

Overall this person will feel satisfied, they will be feeling warm and good about it after. They may hold you close to them and just bask in that post-coital bliss. Their body may feel a bit heavy. They may want to talk about you guys’ future, what to eat, how you are feeling, things you guys need to take care of, what to do next, etc. 

They will want to cuddle and they may not be able to stop touching you. They will feel a desire to do it again and do it better (because of whatever issue this The Devil in reverse is). So they may initiate sex again, maybe oral sex. 

PILE 4

During: Death, The Hierophant, 9 of Swords, 2 of Pentacles (10 of Wands)

Many of you will have this sex after marriage OR after some time has passed and your relationship is stable/serious. It doesn’t feel like the sex you will have on the third date. So you/they will have waited long to get to that point. All of that waiting will create this mystery and sexual tension. A strong sexual tension. While standing in front of you, that day, in that room, I think subconsciously your person will be able to feel that it is the moment to uncover the mystery and to gratify their anticipation, to do something about whatever feelings between you two.

They will get mixed feelings. Not bad, just mixed. They will feel all types of emotions eg. lust, love, worry, etc. It’s like being hit by and drown in a wave of emotions. They will want to just succumb to the arousal and express everything intensely so that it will mimic the intense feelings they will be feeling in their chest and whole body. But at the same time, they will want to tread carefully, not wanting to hurt, wanting to take their time with the details, etc. So the contrast will create some kind of frustration and disorientation.  

You will feel it, their emotions. Something may also change between you two, maybe during the sex you’ll see a side of them that you don’t usually see. For some of you, your person may be quite expressionless or have a cool personality, not showing their feelings much, quite private. So during the sex, their feelings may become more obvious to you, as if you are witnessing the rawest expression of their soul. They may need to sort through their own desires, because they will feel like doing all sorts of things to you, so they may need to pause and decide how they are going to go about it.

For some of you, this person’s actions may be a mix of everything they feel like doing. Eg. They may grab your hair with a strong grip, dig their nails into your body, leave teeth marks, but then they soothe you by kissing you lovingly or caressing your face. I don’t know how exactly they will express it, but it has that energy. It’s intense, and then it softens, and then it gets intense again, and then it softens. It’s the difference between Death (intense) and The Hierophant (committed & traditional). You may also make them feel like a teenager again. Randy and desperate, emotionally and sexually, but at the same time– feeling like they need to tone it down and get a grip.

After: The World, 3 of Pentacles

It’s that feeling you get after all things are done. The intense feelings will be gone after the sex, and will be replaced by peace and satisfaction. It’s like waking up and seeing the sunrise after a long heavy night of you pouring out and exposing your soul to someone else. That quiet, cool serenity. They may wake up earlier than you, or after the sex you may fall asleep for a while. There will be no negative feelings, they will know that this is right and you both are what you both should be– together, here, at that place, in that moment. 

They may also admire your looks/body, feeling spent and peaceful about it all. They will see that you guys have chemistry, you are good together. So maybe you guys will sync well, maybe you guys will just know what the other person needs in a particular moment, how to touch the other person, how to express the desire, etc. If you are awake, they may give you a long slow kiss, just like how they will feel about the whole thing after.

[secsualtarot]

PAC: WHAT WILL THEY LIKE ABOUT S3X WITH YOU (18+)

This is my old reading. Note: this is what they will or may like about s3x with you, what they will like to do, and how they will see you sexually. It may not be exactly what you like– it should be fine as long as it does not go against their personality and it isn’t your squick (turn-offs). 

I didn’t exactly look at the energy when I chose the pictures. Don’t worry about picking the same pile as you did in my old reading. Take your time. Choose the picture that you can’t stop looking at. For fwb, current partner and future spouse only, don’t do it for crush, this is why.

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What's Your 'It Factor'?

Notes:

'It Factor' is defined here as a standout quality or things other people would find inspiring or agree sets you apart from others in some way. I had imagined this would turn out a lot different but I noticed the reading was more so in a general sense rather than in a specific context, so do keep that in mind as you read it!

This reading is for entertainment purposes only. ✨ Please take only what resonates.

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PILE 1

What are your core strengths or talents that define your unique 'it' factor?

Pile 1, your 'it' factor comes from ability to utilize to apply your skills in any area you choose to dive into. It doesn’t have to be something you’re naturally good at. As long as you set the intention to pursue something and have confidence in yourself, you’re immensely capable of achieving it. You have a unique talent for blending and transforming what you learn into other aspects of your life. It’s like you’re able to morph into whatever you decide to be, while remaining strong and successful. That adaptability and transformation is a huge part of your 'it' factor.

It might not seem like a big deal or even feel like a talent, but when you commit to something, you’re like a seed with the potential to grow abundantly. This applies not just to creative endeavors, but to any area you choose. Another big factor is your calm, quiet confidence. It’s not bold or loud but a deep knowing that you can accomplish anything you set your mind to. This self-assurance amplifies your 'it' factor.

For you, this blend of intentionality and intuition is a core strength. You might wonder how this is an 'it' factor, but it's incredibly admirable and can be applied to any area of your life. You have almost infinite potential to thrive in any space you enter; you just have to believe in your ability to do so.

Hey there! Thanks so much for checking this out. 💕 If you're curious to dive deeper, there's an extended version of this reading on Patreon. It reveals hidden qualities or talents you might not even realize you have and highlights the aspects of your personality that make you attractive and magnetic to others. 🌟 Intrigued? You can explore more here.✨

PILE 2

What is Your Core Strength or Talent That Defines Your Unique 'It' Factor?

You have a remarkable way of breathing life into the things around you, creating an aura where everything seems to work in your favor. You're incredibly magnetic, and your presence inspires others. Even when you're uncertain about where life will take you or when you feel lost, you hold onto hope and the belief that life has the potential to improve. Your ability to romanticize life makes you feel like 'it.' Even when others have a more negative perspective or tell you to be 'realistic' (rightfully so at times), you maintain your optimism and hope that things will work out, even if you can't see it yet. You also recognize your limits and understand that your nurturing energy needs to be focused on yourself as well. People often envy you because things always seem to work out in your favor.

Hey there! Thanks so much for checking this out. 💕 If you're curious to dive deeper, there's an extended version of this reading on Patreon. It reveals hidden qualities or talents you might not even realize you have and highlights the aspects of your personality that make you attractive and magnetic to others. 🌟 Intrigued? You can explore more here.✨

PILE 3

What Is Your Core Strength or Talent That Defines Your Unique 'It' Factor?

One of your most defining traits is your unwillingness to remain in situations, relationships, or mindsets that don't serve your highest good. You're not afraid to walk away or go within to set yourself up for new beginnings full of excitement and potential. This courage to venture into the unknown may be your unique 'It Factor,' bringing you unexpected but beautiful moments. From an outside perspective, it's inspiring to watch.

You do things when they're right for you, not on anyone else's schedule. If you have dependents—whether they're children, siblings, family, or even professional connections—your actions are never reckless. You make these choices to show up better for those who rely on you. You never take anyone for granted and can align your actions with the best interests of yourself and others, which is truly amazing. Your ability to pivot for the greater good of yourself and others may actually be your defining strength.

Hey there! Thanks so much for checking this out. 💕 If you're curious to dive deeper, there's an extended version of this reading on Patreon. It reveals hidden qualities or talents you might not even realize you have and highlights the aspects of your personality that make you attractive and magnetic to others. 🌟 Intrigued? You can explore more here.✨

[tarotwithlucien]

𝓨ou in the eyes of your future spouse | pick a pile

Hello everybody! Welcome to my first PAP on this account – it's also the first time I've done one about "future spouse", so I hope you like it and that it resonates with you! ♡

┈─★ Disclaimer: This reading is for entertainment purposes only and shouldn't be taken seriously or used as a substitute for medical and professional advice. It's also a general reading, so it may or may not resonate with you.

┈─★ How to choose: Close your eyes, take a deep breath and choose the image that catches your attention the most – trust your intuition.

── .✦ PILE 1

Shufflemancy: Moonlight/Sunrise - Rope and Ladder, It's Not The Same Anymore - Red Orange County, To - The Neighbourhood, Love Songs For The Haters - FLEECE & Maintain The Madness - The Jane Austin Argument.

Without a doubt your future spouse loves you – otherwise they wouldn't even marry you lol – and they are a protective partner towards you, so in general, they see you as someone they should protect and care for. Therefore, they can act as your knight in armor when you need it, as they are always ready to protect and defend you from all those who try to hurt you.

They also view your relationship dynamics as if you are the sun and the moon – for some of you reading this pile, you are more the moon and your future spouse is the sun or vice versa. Your future spouses see you as a beautiful and attractive person – as if you were a mermaid who mesmerizes them with your enchanting beauty. And one of the physical features they love most about you in general are your eyes because, in the eyes of your future partner, they shine in a way that they have never seen before with anyone. Not only do your eyes shine, but in your future partner's vision, you light up their entire life. Before you met and were together, they saw life in a gray way due to the adversities they faced on a daily basis and, thanks to you, they felt life gain more color, they felt love and it was as if their eyes open themselves up to everything they had never experienced before in their lives.

You probably met early and one of the things they love most is being able to look at old photos you took – whether it was when you first met, when you started dating or just photos of you together in general – and admire how you used to be and they probably compare themselves to the old version of themselves in the photo and it's really funny because you could be looking at your photos together and they laughs, points to their face in the photo and says something like “wow, I was weird ” and it’s a really cute moment between you two. They feels nostalgic in these moments and really misses that time, because unfortunately it doesn't come back and all that remains are memories – and fortunately they are good.

In the eyes of your future partner, you are going through a difficult time in your life. It's not just your partner who is a nostalgic person, you are too and you probably remember the times when your life was easier and compare it to the difficult life you have now – like when you were children, for example. They also see that you are tired and stressed about the way things in your life are – for example, you may work long hours at jobs you don't like just so you can pay the bills at the end of the month, you have to put up with people you hate and it even seems like you let people step on you so that problems don't occur (you can be people-pleasers too) and your biggest victory of the day is going home and sleeping, all while repressing what you're feeling and putting on a fake smile. Your future spouse is your family and they can tell when you are feeling bad and they think that you are being too hard on yourselves and that you may not want to admit it, but you need to seek professional help. So, if this is your case, don't be afraid or ashamed to ask for help! This is destroying your mental health, pile one, please take care of yourselves!! Stop bottling up your feelings, process them, let them go, and then stand back. Do this for yourself.

Your future spouse knows you better than you know yourself – they know what to do or say to make you feel good and are careful about what not to do or say to avoid hurting you or making you feel worse. In their view, sometimes you can end up projecting your problems onto them, but they continue to love you regardless of your flaws – just be careful that this doesn't become a toxic trait that will affect your relationship. They may have met many girls/boys before meeting you, but none of these people compare to you! This whole time in their lives, they never needed anyone, they never felt the need to have someone by their side – on the contrary, they used to be the type of person who went out to a party/bar and flirted with people just to feel good/attractive. But, from the moment they met you, things changed completely and seemed to turn upside down. Just being away from you makes your future partner's heart sink. You make them feel good.

That was all, pile one! I hope you enjoyed it and that this reading resonated with you. Don't forget to take care of yourself and seek professional help if you need it, otherwise your future partner will hit you lol

── .✦ PILE 2

Shufflemancy: Room - Ethan Tasch, Ode To a Conversation Stuck In Your Throath - Del Water Gap, Epiphany - Stained, 976-Evil - Deftones & Tulsa Jesus Freak - Lana Del Rey.

In the view of your future spouses, you are a person who doesn't like to fight in your relationship and who tends to avoid conflicts so as not to cause major problems. You may even end up staying quiet instead of taking a stand on something that bothered you and your future partners also think that you can't express yourself very well through words. It's okay not to want to fight in a relationship, because who does? But, you must understand that some conflicts are necessary and need to happen, so don't run away from them, position yourself and choose your battles well – you don't need to fight over stupid things either lol.

In the eyes of your future partner, you are a disorganized person – the type who leaves their clothes scattered all over the floor or easily forgets where their left their things because everything around them is just a mess – and they think this is just a reflection of how you are feeling inside and how your mind is going. In fact, they may think that your inability to communicate effectively in the relationship is due to problems such as depression or anxiety. Regardless of what your case may be, your future partners notice this and care about you, they accept you exactly as you are and they will not leave you in this difficult time. You may be facing mental health problems, which leave you tired and without energy to do basic tasks like tidying your room and that's okay, just don't forget to take good care of yourself and, if necessary, seek professional help as it will be very beneficial for you!

For some of you reading this pile, before you finally became a couple, you and your future partner were best friends and all this time they tried to convince themselves that you were just that, but deep down they wanted to be tying you to the bed 🤭. They really wanted you and things are no different now. You also seem to be a popular couple who attract the attention of other people wherever you go, as if you were a celebrity couple or just people who are very loved by others.

In general, your future spouse is very jealous and possessive of you, so they want to be the only ones who can touch you in this way and just imagining people other than them touching your body the way they love to touch you so much chills down their spine lol. Just like in pile one, one of the physical features they love most are your eyes and they love just looking at them. One of the activities they love to do with you is traveling – in fact, any time they can spend time with you makes them happy. Your future spouse is so cute, because in the moments when they notice you are down, they do everything they can to make you laugh or just smile. In their view, in moments when you're feeling bad, you tend to walk away just to calm down - and for some reading this pile, this could apply to your future partner.

That was all, pile two! I really hope you enjoyed this reading and that it resonated with you. Just like in pile one, don't forget to take care of yourself and seek professional help if necessary 😠

── .✦ PILE 3

Shufflemancy: White Roses - Greyson Chance, Nervous Young Inhumans - Car Seat Headrest, I'll Follow You Into The Dark - Miya Folick, Uzumaki - Softcut & Dancing In The Moonlight - alt-J

Your future spouse is totally devoted and blind with love for you, pile three! In the eyes of your future partner, they can't live without you and they can't even imagine what their life would be like if they didn't have you by their side. It seems like from the first moment you met, just by looking at you, they felt attracted and didn't waste any time, they went to ask you out on a date lol. Just like the future spouses in pile two, your future partners are also jealous, the only difference is that they seem to be more jealous than the partners in the previous pile, because just seeing you going out, having fun with your friends without them around your side already makes them jealous.

The future spouses in this pile think that you still don't know all sides of them even though you are together. They may have red flags that you haven't noticed or ignore, so it's good to be careful. They may have addictions like alcohol or drugs, they may have bad habits, they may be overly possessive/jealous, controlling, aggressive or end up giving you the silent treatment or distancing you from them when you fight or there is a problem going on in your life as a couple – and maybe that's why you feel the need to walk on eggshells in your relationship to try to prevent your partner from acting that way towards you, which isn't cool. If for any reason you are uncomfortable, they disrespect your boundaries or you simply no longer want to be in the relationship, don't be afraid to walk away!

Because of what I mentioned above, your future spouses see you as someone who doesn't raise their voice in a fight, who doesn't point the finger in their face when they're wrong - they see you as someone who basically never showed their bad side to them. In their view, you understand them. Your future partners may also be individualistic and not have a black and white view of life – that is, they do not follow concepts such as “good” and “bad” and usually only do what is beneficial for them. Furthermore, they usually give back to others what they first received or what they think others deserve. But when it comes to you, it's different. It seems like they control themselves and use the power they have to give you what is good – they know they can affect your life, so they choose to affect it in a positive way. In my opinion they are weird, ngl lol.

Even though I think they're weird lmao, they would be willing to go through hell with you if necessary. They would be with you in times when no one else would be and they would be your refuge, ready to hug you and comfort you.

That was all, pile three! I really hope you enjoyed it and that the reading resonated with you. Be careful with emotional dependence, don't be afraid to set boundaries and, if necessary, let go of relationships that no longer serve you! Until the next PAP ♡

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Pick a card: What does this person want to say to you? ❤️

Good evening lovely darlings! I'm back with another Tumblr Tarot post- for the delusional girlies, this is another What would this person want to say to you? Particularly love focused! This could be a message from a S/O- or F/s/o or perhaps even a f/o! Depending on your degree of delulu, ofcourse. :)

Pick a pile! Use the pics underneath or go based on intuition. Thankyou! ❤️

Oh, love of mine. What wonders there are to be found when you look into my eyes. This is all poetic, truly, but in my soul, the deepest parts of it, I know that you'll still be hoping to come back to me. It is the way things are. I can't change it- even if I wanted to. I watch you. I see you. I hope you know I do believe in you- I love you. When I see tears on your cheeks, streaking like some porcelain beauty, some victorian soul, gauging at what is left of me, gauging at what the eye cannot see, I long to hold your hand, softly press a kiss to it and tell you all I have seen in you that you do not see. I would take you to my favourite spot, walk the whole way just to talk to you, I would tell you what I have been wanting to let you know- that no matter where I am, or what you do, or who we are, in our very souls, we are always one and the same. We are alike. Perhaps in spirit, personality, or maybe just in how we devote ourselves to spirituality, or God, but I know that I am yours if you will be mine. But you haven't been coming to me. You don't want to be mine yet. I know you think you do- but you're not ready for this. Neither am I. I have found myself trying to build what was left- to build a new. I have found I wanted to incorporate more of the old into my new life and therefore I am struggling to find my way to you- it will show some day but I will make time free. Free time for you. I promise you this. I fear some day, you may leave me entirely. Yet even when this happens, I'm but a cinder. I'm but a memory. A distant person you once knew. Distant eyes you once reflected upon, talked to, listened to, hoped for, wished and yearned. I'll not be the same because you won't either. We grow with one another. Tell me you love me. I need to know this. I need you to tell it straight to my face, to my memory, to my thought, to my soul, just think it. Think, say, breathe it. I will know when you do. Thank you for thinking of me today, I appreciate it.

You'll always be my true love, you know? ❤️

It's in his kiss, that's where it is. You can feel when I love you truly, baby, because I would kiss you like you've never felt before. I'd go as slow as you want, as sensual as I could ever be, as loving as I could try, I would do it for you. I know we don't know each other that well yet. We are new. But even if you know me for a long time, this feeling is new. We haven't been together before- not in other lives. I haven't loved you yet. This is new to me. I think we would fit together.... I am confused about it however. I'm not really sure what I want. I know, I am indecisive. But with you- it does feel right, it does feel... like I am a child again kissing his first crush. It feels this way- which is why I think it's important that we continue to communicate, about what you want, about what I want... it'll make this easier because I can't smell what is on your mind. I can sense your feelings, I am very empathic, but I don't know what you're thinking. And I have the feeling you're led by your thoughts, just as I am. We are horrible in listening to ourselves. Perhaps, I am better at giving you advice than I am for myself but in truth, it should be me who has to do the work and approach you, romance you, love you, not the other way around. You're so kind to me- this bamboozles the shit out of me because I am not technically seen as an approachable nice person, so your energy it really confuses me for that reason. Am I not repulsive? Do you not... want to run away from me? You're making my bad thoughts about myself resurface and dissolve all the same. When I think or look at you, even for a second, I just know that I am looking at something good. I know this is something to be cherished. Can I trust my own feeling however? I'm not too sure. I want you to know this. Just to make some clarification about where I am right now. I am not trying to push you away- nor do I want you gone AT ALL I need you and I want you by my side but I am just a torn up dunderhead. Forgive me?

"She's one of my favourite things." This is what I say when people ask about you. Hm, yes, I know. From me? You're surprised. I know some days you may think I don't know you, or don't like you, but I do, I like you a lot. You're my princess, in any fairytale that exists. And the divine to my subservient self. I'd worship you. Cherish you. Because, I know, that for you not to leave me, I have to step up and treat you well. I will be forthcoming, I will be consistent, and I will try to make your life as much of a priority as I will mine. It's not black and grey with me. It's quite clear with me. I want you to be mine. I need to marry you- some day or now. I do not care when. That's how serious I am. That's how real this feels for me. I don't need to figure this out by a 10 hour astrology research to compare my charts to yours. I don't need to figure out via a deity about what time you're going to call or text. I need to know just one thing- and that is that I can trust my feelings. I want you to trust yours. If you do- if you do feel for me, If you do cherish me, or even like me, or god above, if you even love me, if you could, that you won't break it hard on me. Do it gently. Tell me how you love me, and when you leave me, so I know it's easier. If you ever leave me, I would try to have you one more day. I really would. Not in spite or because I want some silly disgusting energy break up sex but because...I would just want to look at you, once more, see you, breathe you, just touch your hand perhaps, or even your hair, to just sit there and tell you nothing or a lot. But I wouldn't ever try to hurt you, I will never try to do this I just hope... perhaps... that you won't hurt me, all right? Can you do this for me? Can you do everything gently? (Except the sex, I don't need it to be gentle ok) but you get what I mean. My heart, my feelings, are much more tender than I can confess. I may look tough. I may be someone you think is tough- perhaps I am, maybe I am also that, but one word of you can silence me forever. Trust on that. So use your words well with me, it'll be better for both of us. Don't you think? I love you. ❤️

God speed your love to me. You thought this was going to be the romantic pile, didn't you? Hahahaha! Bitch please! I am your worst nightmare. Just kidding, I am just incapable of showing you the love you so desire and dream of. What is it with you and me? You like me obsessively. Trust me, your guides and I have been chatting away for a bit and you're.... well, let's just say, you're at wits end about me, aren't you darling? Hehe. I like when you're mad. Some days, I just think how lovely it would be if you'd be in my arms and I could just... have a peek at that lovely chest of yours. Too dirty? I understand. You think I'm a pervert. Honestly, darling, I do too. That's what I hide behind, mostly, truthfully, I'm disgusting myself sometimes, especially during those solo hours. You don't want to believe the things I've thought about you- oh my god. If my life's work and thoughts would ever get published, it would be the biggest event of all lifetime. The world would stop. The M25 would be in a traffic jam all fucking year- don't know why, but it would, wouldn't it? Say, I know you from somewhere... that's what I always say, I always begin with that. And then, I would transgress your interest and I would try and lure you into thinking of me. And when you're thinking of me, I am thinking of how you're hopelessly and desperately thinking of me and then I'll- you know, get creative thinking of you. Honey, what am I to you? Though? Like- can we be real? Am I your friend? Your lover? Your nemesis? Your teacher? Your mentor? What the fuck are we? I am so confused ! 🤣 You say things that literally bolder me off the side of the road and throw me right into the cut. Like can we pretend that for one day, you and I aren't you and I and then we can be delusional together in our own little world? You'd like that right? Well, I would too. I need to escape whatever the hell this is, or this life is, and then we can get coffee and a drink or two and you can tell me what we're going to do about this, about us, because I can't stop thinking how we are going to solve this or do this or just... how. Hm :) You look good. Just wanted to say that. Take some medicine when you feel bad, especially cramps. Take good care of yourself. I could write to you forever- know that. You can reach out to me.