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Pile One 🥤
The biggest thing you can do to become your sexiest self is actually an attitude shift. You need to enter the realm of I don't give a fuck. Where you're not letting anyone or anything bother you. You're not even offended if people call you bitchy. It's like you need to set these boundaries. Stop taking on problems that aren't yours. Don't let other people pull you into their drama or their mess.
Some of you are healing from people pleasing, or you identify as an empath and tend to take on other people's emotions or problems as if they're your own. You're entering a season of, I need to worry about me, my life, and getting myself settled. Even the power of saying NO… when you say no to someone, your spirit will look at you like, "Damn girl… you're sexy. Yes. Say no. Keep that boundary!"
I'm seeing, too, that this is about not letting people fuck you over. Actually, it's about not even giving people the opportunity to fuck you over. Your demeanor alone should let people know not to go there, and if they do try it, you're ready. 😾
Some of you struggle with defending yourself. Maybe you grew up being bullied, and Spirit is reminding you, Hey, you're not that little kid anymore.
You're not that younger version of yourself anymore. Don't let people walk all over you. You're allowed to have confidence.
If you're struggling with confidence because you were bullied, because of a relationship that destroyed your confidence, or because of family members or parents who made you feel small, y'all… book a session with ya girl, and let's heal through that together. Once you unlock this new attitude, that's when you're going to reach your maximum level of sexiness.
The thing is, Spirit is not telling you to become mean spirited. It's giving… you know how people say someone has a resting bitch face? Sometimes that's actually protection because people already know that woman is not the one to play with.
It's kind of like the witch who lives in the old house that all the kids are scared to go to on Halloween because everyone says she's old, cranky, and has a bunch of cats. But really... she just respects her property and herself. She doesn't want people destroying what she worked hard for. She isn't entertaining disrespectful people or phony ass neighbors. But, then... when you actually meet her, she's kind, gives out candy, and has a huge heart.
That's the energy Spirit is talking about.
It's a form of protection.
Not that you need to walk around looking ultra serious all the time. Keep your goodness. Keep your kindness. Don't let yourself become bitter because of how people treated you in the past. That's why I'm saying to book a session with me and heal through those experiences.
This is about putting up a healthy fence around yourself for protection without losing the loving, joyful, bubbly side of who you are.
When you do that, you're going to become so attractive. Not just to other people, but to yourself.
Honestly, I think that's been the theme of all the piles today. You're going to start finding yourself sexy. It's like you're unlocking that inner bad bitch by learning how to say no. Some of you have given people money in the past, or you've let people use you. Even if it wasn't money, maybe it was your time or your energy.
One of the biggest things that's going to help you become your sexiest self and truly glow up is taking your time back. Stop giving it to temporary people who aren't going to pour back into you.
Especially when it comes to dating, there's another lesson here about having stronger boundaries with partners. Some of y'all may have watched a little ✨sprinkle sprinkle✨ content, I'm not judging you tho boo lol. Hopefully you've got enough common sense to know what advice to take and what advice to leave behind. But it is giving that you need to embrace a little bit of that energy that says, You're not going to waste my fucking time.
Look for stability in your friends, your partners, and your family. If people can't consistently show up for you, walk tf away. Even if you have to go home and cry about it afterward. Even if it hurts.
Because every single time you choose yourself, your spirit sees it.
And that's what will make you sexier.
If this resonated, give ya girl a reblog, sexy. 💫
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Pile Two 🪞
How you can become your sexiest self is by becoming a mogul. I'm talking mogul. Like Rihanna mogul status boo.
What I'm seeing with this pile is that you probably don't have a lot of money right now. You may have little to no money, just enough to survive, or maybe you're still depending on somebody else financially. But what's going to make you your sexiest self is working for your goddamn self.
I actually recommend having a life coach, and that's where I come in, because I definitely see career coaching and financial coaching working out very well for you sweetie! But it's not just that. I'm seeing family issues, too. Some of you didn't grow up with much. Others may have had money growing up, but there was still family trauma. Some of you are no contact with your family, thinking about going no contact, or maybe you still live with them or near them because you can't financially afford to leave.
What Spirit keeps showing me is that you're supposed to be free. You're supposed to be financially freeeeee free boo! And that's going to make you so damn sexy.
I'm seeing real estate. Some of you may end up getting your real estate license, flipping houses, renting properties, or building wealth through real estate. (Maybe even gifted a house or property… okay girl!) Whether that's something you're passionate about now or something that develops later, I keep seeing business owners, CEOs, owning bakeries, building brands… I keep thinking of Rihanna and Sara Blakely. It's giving… not just "girl boss," but Woman Boss energy.
That's what's going to make you your sexiest self.
Not just to other people, either. To YOU.
You're going to wake up every morning, look in the mirror, and be like, Damn… I'm sexy. I did that!
You're going to look around your house, and it's going to be everything you've dreamed of. The aesthetic. The lifestyle. The freedom. The things you never thought you could actually have. If you've dreamed about it, Spirit is saying you're actually going to get to live it.
If you want this life, if you want to become your sexiest self, if you want to become a mogul in whatever area that looks like for you, then it's time to start acting like one NOW.
Yes, your outer world is going to change. Your material world is going to change. But your appearance is going to glow up, too.
Honestly, I even feel like in a session with me we need to go over your style, your fashion, and how you want to present yourself. I keep hearing that saying, dress for the job you want, but for you it's deeper than that.
Dress like the mogul you're becoming.
Start showing up as her before you get there.
I see big things for you.
Y'all.. lock in and book a reading with me ✨! Don't sleep on ya girl now lol. I can guide you in this. Invest in yourself! Your life is going to improve, and one day you're going to be rich enough to make every dollar you spent on yourself back anyway. You'll never regret self improvement!
If this resonated, give ya girl a reblog, sexy. 💫
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Pile Three 🙀
What's going to make you your sexiest self is actually a spiritual glow up.
Girl… if you picked this pile, you need to book a reading with me because we need to dive in deep for your specific journey. You have a badass spiritual glow up waiting for you!
Some of you have already gotten into meditation, and if you haven't yet, it's time to get your meditation game up. I'm seeing your physical body changing, too. Your skin starts looking clearer. Your face changes. Your body changes. Not in a superficial way, but in a way where you genuinely feel more comfortable and confident in your own body.
People are going to start asking you, "Did you do something? Is this a new skincare routine? Have you been working out?"
And really…
It's just some spiritual shit lol.
Some of you are meant to start reading tarot or oracle cards, learning crystal ball divination, collecting crystals, making sun water or moon water, paying attention to astrology and planetary transits, glamour magick, really just diving into your spiritual practice deeper.
If you're brand new to tarot, I also help people learn how to interpret their own readings and become confident readers themselves.
This isn't just about collecting spiritual tools, though. This is about becoming spiritually powerful.
I'm also seeing you expanding your mind by learning about different cultures, religions, and spiritual traditions & practices. Of course, always with respect for closed practices, but there's something beautiful about broadening your perspective. Some of you are even meant to learn about different deities, and if you need help figuring out who may be reaching out to you… girl, I'm your person!
One thing I also have to mention is protection work.
If you've been feeling stuck in life, emotionally overwhelmed, constantly attracting unhealthy people, struggling to maintain friendships, or feeling like nothing is working out for you, Spirit is saying you need to be doing some fucking protection work.
I even see some of you beginning to receive prophetic dreams that show you exactly how you're meant to improve your life. And if you need help interpreting those dreams… again… that's literally my thing.
This whole reading is really about balancing spirituality with your everyday life. Finding your lane instead of trying to be like everybody else. Creating a spiritual practice that actually works for YOU.
I also see your appearance naturally changing as you continue growing spiritually. The way you dress, the energy you carry, your confidence, your presence… it's all going to evolve. People are going to notice something different about you, even if they can't explain what it is.
Honestly… I wouldn't even be surprised if some of y'all have some strong-ass spiritual gifts that you just haven't unlocked yet.
When I think about this pile, I keep seeing shows like Charmed. It's like most of you have these incredible abilities waiting to be awakened. That's the energy I'm getting. You have gifts that are sitting dormant, waiting for you to finally develop them.
So lock in and book a reading with ya girl. Again, this is all my realm. This is what I love helping people with. If you want a personalized spiritual glow up plan, let's build one together! Because the confidence that's going to come from this transformation…
Baby.
You're going from being a spiritual girly to becoming a spiritual woman.
And trust me…
That's sexy!
The only thing is, you've actually got to do the work!! Because if you don't commit to your spiritual growth, you're never going to unlock the version of yourself that's waiting on the other side.
And she is the sexiest version of you!
If this resonated, give ya girl a reblog, sexy. 💫
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You have a safe place. You've built a foundation, you have a structure, and there are people or spaces that are your home, even if you sometimes forget to appreciate them because you're looking elsewhere. You have permission to rest in what is already solid. Not everything in life has to be a constant struggle or a search for something more.
However, your mind is currently flooded with 'options' and fantasies. You're getting lost in the 'what ifs' or in the idea that happiness lies somewhere else, in another job, or in another version of yourself that doesn't yet exist. This confusion isn't a lack of direction; it's a trap set by your own fear.
Today, you don't need to look for anything new. You need to clear your vision, recognize that you are already safe, and stop feeding the demons that tell you what you have isn't enough. Your victory today is staying in your peace and not taking the bait of dissatisfaction. You are safe; stop looking for emergency exits where there are no fires.
Pile 2: The chariot, 5 of cups and 2 of wands.
You're trying to move forward. The universe sees your effort to keep the reins taut and the engine running, but something is holding you back.
You have the strength to get wherever you want. The momentum is there, and the path is open before you. However, you can't drive toward your future if you keep your eyes fixed on what you've lost. You're trying to move forward while your heart still mourns those spilled glasses.
Yes, it hurt. Yes, there was a disappointment or an ending you didn't expect. But if you keep looking at what's gone, you'll miss the landscape of what is being born. Pain is a visitor, not a place to live.
You have the world in your hands, but you're hesitating to take the step because you're afraid of failing again or suffering again. What you need to hear is that absolute certainty doesn't exist, but the ability to choose does. Don't wait for the fear to disappear before you move; move, and the fear will be left behind.
Today you are asked to choose: either you stay on the shore lamenting what's lost, or you get on board and discover what lies beyond the horizon. The journey awaits you, but it needs your hands to stop clinging to the past so they can firmly grasp the reins of your destiny.
Pile 3: 2 of cups, the strengh and 7 of pentacles.
Today the universe wants to remind you that not everything has to be a battle. You've spent too much time on guard, and it's time to lower your defenses.
There is love and support all around you. You are not alone in this process, even though your antisocial mind sometimes makes you believe you have to carry everything. What you need to hear is that the connection is safe. Whether it's a partner, a friend, or a business associate, there is an energy of reciprocity trying to enter your life. Allow yourself to receive it. True strength today lies not in resistance, but in opening yourself to being helped.
Your power lies not in aggression, but in compassion.
You have the ability to tame your fiercest fears with a gentle touch, not a whip. You have demonstrated incredible resilience, but now you are being asked to use that strength to be kind to yourself. Stop punishing your body for being tired and start treating it like that 'lion' that needs rest and pampering to roar again.
Everything you have sown with effort is growing. You may feel like the results are slow, but beneath the surface, the roots are strong. Don't force the harvest. What you need to hear is that you're doing enough. Trust in life's timing.
Pick a card- What's a plot twist you don't see coming? 🐬
Xerxes Porphyry
Pile 1
A connection from abroad. That's the plot twist you didn't see coming. I cannot tell if it's romantic or platonic, but it's someone at a significant distance from you. For the longest time you've been dreaming and hoping for a connection, a soulmate almost. The dreaming is finally over because something real and tangible is on its way. Someone is on their way that'll flip your world upside down. This person is a friend, someone who wishes to collaborate with you. They have strong presence, charm, authority. With them there's potential to build something real, a true friendship,partnership, longevity in whatever way you choose to keep them in your life. Your prayers have been answered, your person is on your way.
Pile 2
You're very jolly, I feel like you're a very happy go lucky person, someone who makes faces, jokes and laughs so freely. The energy you carry is so carefree and hard to find in this world. The plot twist you don't see coming is you realizing you can only pour into yourself and still be the happiest person you know. There's an increase in alone time, a huge focus on guarding your resources, your time, your cash. You'll invest strictly and only into yourself and realize the greatest asset in life is the physical body you are in and to invest in it is going to only yield huge benefits in the long run. Drink more water, hydrate yourself. You'll fall in love with yourself all over again. And for the small collective that I feel is hurting over something and wanting to see hope, healing is on its way. You'll be fine again.
(Side note: Some of you could be dealing with terrible migrains. I picked the picture and my brain just felt like someone pushed a rod through it, it hurt bad.)
Pile 3
You like naps. That's it. That's the indicator for this pile. You like naps and you like flowers and gardens. Your spirit guides are LOUD, baby. You're walking away from a version of yourself that you do not like. The plot twist is that you're becoming someone more grounded, more authentic, more financially literate, you're upgrading in a way you cannot even imagine right now. You'll soon realize your purpose in life and have an awakening, you'll realize why you're truly here. And the realisation will only bring you so much happiness and fulfillment. You're on the verge of something truly amazing, and you can't even begin to sense it yet. Leave the past behind, and embrace the future my loves.
Hello everyone, we meet once again. I was just really busy with reading "As Good As Dead" and "The Push" and it made me think about life, a lot. There's a full moon in cancer and it also made me very emotional and I've been stewing in deep, dark thoughts for a while. If my collective is suffering like I am, big hugs for all of you out there. Thank you for sharing your energy with me. I love you guys.
Pick a pile: Your current thirst: What is it that your soul urgently craves?
Pile 1: 6 of cups, 3 of wands and The world.
Your soul yearns for return and expansion. It feels the urge to reclaim the purity and joy you experienced in past lives or childhood, not to be trapped in nostalgia, but to use that magic as fuel.
What you urgently crave is to stop gazing at the horizon from your balcony and finally embark on a journey into the unknown. A part of you feels small for the scale of your dreams, and your spirit is crying out for a change of scenery, to cross the ocean and see what lies beyond.
The ultimate message is one of total conquest: your soul thirsts for closure and success. You long to reach that point where you feel truly "home," where the cycle is complete, and you can finally enjoy the fullness of your power. You won't settle for mere drops of happiness; your soul desires the full chalice, self-realization, and the feeling that the entire world, with all its light and shadow, is at your feet.
Pile 2: 4 of cups, 9 of swords and ace of cups.
Your soul yearns for redemption and emotional relief. Currently, you find yourself in a state of "immortal weariness"; you feel apathetic, as if offered golden goblets, yet none are enough to quench your thirst. You are rejecting the opportunities the universe offers because your attention is hijacked by your own inner demons.
This urgency stems from a sleeplessness of the spirit. Your guides see that your nights are long and filled with circular thoughts, fears, or guilt that torment you in the darkness of your mental "crypt." Your soul is exhausted from suffering over scenarios that exist only in your mind and has a desperate need for peace.
However, the final message is a complete reversal: what your soul urgently craves is to allow itself to feel again. A new, overflowing chalice of pure love and healing is manifesting for you. Your soul thirsts for an "emotional reset," for a love—self or another's—so fresh and clear that it dissolves all the heaviness of your nightmares. It's the transition from gloomy isolation to a flood of the heart.
Pile 3: The justice, 9 of cups and knight of swords.
Your soul thirsts for balance and rightful triumph. You're not looking for crumbs; you want the universe to deliver exactly what you've reaped after centuries of waiting. Justice indicates that your soul yearns for things to fall into place. If you've been loyal, if you've endured in the darkness, you feel the urgency to receive that karmic recompense. It's the thirst to see the scales finally tip in your favor.
What you urgently crave is absolute fulfillment. It's the desire to sit at your own personal feast, surrounded by your accomplishments, and feel that you lack nothing. It's a thirst for pleasure, for abundance, and for that feeling of "I am where I'm meant to be." You want to enjoy your own power and the luxuries of your existence without asking permission or forgiveness.
But it's not a passive desire. The Knight of Swords reveals that your soul has an urgency to sever ties with the past and move forward with ferocity. It's the thirst for unfiltered truth. You crave a burst of clarity that will allow you to launch an attack to conquer your goals. You won't wait for destiny to knock on your door; your soul yearns to gallop toward its goal, overcoming any obstacle with logic and words as your weapons. It's the awakening of a leader who reclaims their voice.
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a wonderful day is on the horizon. in this reading we will find out about a day in your near future that you can look forward to ⋆‧°𓏲ּ𝄢 i sincerely hope that this can bring you some peace and reassurance about your universe-given ability to experience and recognize beautiful days ⋆˚꩜｡
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purification (snapdragon, #41, ♊︎). transcendence. 4 of swords, 2 of wands. serpentine stone.
your upcoming happy day will be quite lucky pile one, i’m so excited for you. i’m already seeing it’s going to feel like a breeze, like a true break. it’s a day where you can fully let go and look forward to every piece of the day because it feels purifying, light, and restful. this does feel like summer-vacay vibes. swimming, exfoliating, spiritual healing and relaxation, meditative vibes. getting stuck energy (finally) unstuck. freeing yourself. very likely travel plans or getting out in the world in a joyful way. releasing drama. “hitting the sauna” (word for word on this crystal card) or anything with that same vibe. awakening your body and soul together. a revival of good energy. a day where you feel limitless and open to many things. you truly feel like the light from within comes out and illuminates your entire environment this day. we also have a bit of gemini energy so it might be a pretty social day filled with jokes, interesting topics, and blissful curiosity. things are out in the open for you to take. also seeing many kinds of foods or cultures somehow? like a melting-pot of energies that really stimulate you in a good way. such joy and fulfillment and rejoicing here. i don’t think it gets any better than this.
april 1st is quite literally showing up with the number 41 here or the 14th of a month :D enjoy this day pile one, you deserve it much! 🍊🍑🧃
on this day, self doubt seems to vanish. self doubt is sent to the bottom of the barrel. boom, bye. today is about me, “today i won’t need first aid.” i can breath easy and let go of my inhibitions. hell yeah, i love this for you pile two. DESERVE. you’ll likely drink something very tasty, like your favorite coffee drink or alcoholic beverage. or a little treat like that. this genuinely feels like such an upbeat day that feels like it breaks a pattern in your life. it feels like you get back in touch with everything that matters, everything good. everything will seem lavish and amusing on this day. we have the word positivity showing up next to the moon, so yes, this feels like breaking free of emotions that don’t produce positivity. it’s one of those days where you just breathe and go. wow. i’m more than okay. your intuition will be on point this day. and you will also surprise yourself in some way. you may do a lot of the typical things you do on this day but they will be marked by a completely new feeling and vibe. which is so special because it’s like a complete inner shift where the world looks different and swell. we have two little north node symbols showing up for you which tells me this is a day where you are strongly aligned with your soul purpose and are pointing well towards your destiny and growth. it’s a day of “look how far i’ve come! and look at all the beauty that’s ahead” 🤗🤗 you’ll definitely be able to notice a huge difference in yourself on this day and want to celebrate who you are, your identity and soul. you may receive a lot of hugs or affection on this day or even flowers/a thoughtful note or gift. you may speak or use your voice in an important way on this day that connects you deeply to others and your purpose (seeing a microphone/podium/many people). you’ll probably feel very expressive and/or emotional on this beautiful day. your true self will be far from secret on this day.
april 10th is showing up here as well as october 4th as possible timeframes (and any time between those months) enjoy your day!!!!!!!🍓🍓🍰💐
channeled songs:
killin’ it girl by j-hope (this song makes me feel soooo special i adore it)
in bloom by zerobaseone
smart by le sserafim
the boy is mine ariana grande
you know you like it by dj snake
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gratitude. truth. productivity (pumpkin, #8, ♋︎). meteorite. the magician. the lovers.
you guys. this is awesome. i love the energy showing up for you all so much! the first oracle card i pulled says “gratitude: universal love shines through the miracles of life all around you” T_T this is a day where you just feel taken by everything going on around you. you feel steady, calm, content, ready to take on your new chapter and leave behind everything else. this is a day where you take back your power and realize how far your intentions and convictions can take you. all you have to do is realize this. there’s so much here about doing the impossible, sky is the limit. this is a day where a huge door opens up just for you, where nothing seems too far. this is likely a day where you even write down your dreams and biggest milestones you want to achieve, and it’s like “here is where it all began.” it all happens so fast after this. this is so lovely. you guys have such crazy, self explanatory cards talking about massive, cosmic things. there’s a lot about “stars” here so i wonder if some of you are meeting or witnessing someone who is a huge inspiration to you (like a favorite artist) who helps guide your path in some way as well as seeing yourself as a star energy. you being the “who” you’re doing this for. you looking in the mirror and saying, i’m doing all this for you. the magican and the lovers as your tarot cards (you guys are the only group that got major arcana! so, yeah, it’s big). this day just feels so truly life-altering. things don’t look the same after this. i’m hearing “songs don’t sound the same” LOL. manifestations are definitely happening for you on this day.
timeframes: around may 17th through june 1st and june 1st through august 9th (ok so this is super cool !!!! because we have the magician which is mercury, the lovers with gemini, and the oracle card with cancer, i quickly searched up when mercury will be in the signs of gemini and cancer and those were the dates!!) this will be such a crazy time for you guys. crazy good i mean. it’s a period of time that is truly lovely, happy, bright, and full of gratitude, truth, and being nurtured by the universe. you will also feel very intellectually and socially stimulated. again, manifestation will be bigggg during this period of time and i wouldn’t be surprised at all if you guys manifested a really harmonious connection(s) here, romantic & platonic <3 how beautiful! i love these cards! OMG i just realized your oracle card has the number 8 which at the very beginning i took note of and assumed august as an important time, there’s your double confirmation!! summer time babyyyy 🌞🌞i’m so happy and excited in this energy lol. enjoy the heck out of this period of time my dears! you deserve it!
channeled songs:
summer wine by nancy sinatra
bad girls like you by tobii
it takes two by fiji blue
i like it by stray kids (ok slutty..)
into you by ariana grande
(why are all of your songs about love, sensuality, and pleasure. my goodness. i see you venus..)
Honestly just want all my women of color to know that if you’re a woman of color, and you’re in your 20s, this is such an interesting time to be in… not only are you fighting expectations society imposed on women as a whole, but you are also battling with expectations that might have been instilled in you from your family. This is doubly true for children of immigrants. Like you will be fighting to actualize yourself against many, many groups of people who will try to staunchly tell you how it should be. And that’s why it’s so important to have a very secure sense of self. Like it’s important to know what’s in your heart of hearts. Otherwise it will be so easy to cling on to these expectations, even if you don’t consciously realize you’re doing it!!
hi! this reading is for those who would like some guidance on healing, in the personal-growth sense. maybe you are currently focusing on your healing journey or you’re looking to show yourself some daily care and support. if you are in tune with that right now, then this is for you! may this find whoever it needs to find, thank you ♡ note: i am experimenting with how i write my readings, whether it be using proper capitalization or my usual low pressure no-capitalization, but this reading felt like it called for a more official feel. it was also typed out on my laptop so my writer’s instincts kicked in a lot more lol, i digress.
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how can i heal myself right now?
Return to individuality. Go back to parts of you that are not at war with other aspects of you. Actions will currently feel more aligned and appropriate when coming from a place NOT of anger or resentments. This is not the time to compare yourself to others, or even a future version of yourself. See yourself now. Pay close attention to the you that is present right now. This is the version that matters, this is the version that can do greatness. This will open up doors to harmony. This is a time where you don’t necessarily need people by your side. You don’t require external support in order to feel your best or do your best! That doesn’t mean that you don’t want it, and of course it is okay and very human to want to be supported, but I see that your journey is currently calling you to dig a little deeper as to how you can be more independent, and even believe in yourself more. Conflicts with others may do the opposite of resolving an issue right now (they will work counterintuitively), so as you focus on your inner peace, open your eyes to how being gentler with others can in turn help you be gentler with yourself. An overall sense of compassion for others as well as standing your ground and setting up the building blocks to your own individual personal growth and success will be very healing. Keeping in touch with this energy will help you with areas of life where you’ve been feeling extra annoyed, stressed, or like you’re taking on too much that isn’t yours to begin with, emotional burdens, seeking answers in the wrong places, and this recurring issue I see where you might be feeling like you can’t piece all the parts of you together/feel complete.
An extra, guided note from me to you!
Be kind to yourself! You deserve it, as cultivating inner peace is not the easiest! Especially when you have all sorts of things going on. This doesn’t need to happen in a day or even in a month, so please, don’t be too hard on yourself <3 You don’t have to assume responsibilities that you don’t need to assume. Working on yourself and healing always feels and works the best when accompanied by having patience and compassion for yourself. Allow that precious mind to open up and flourish, and trust yourself! Also, I feel a strong urge to tell you guys to not pay too much attention to anyone who may be trying to demand something from you or command you to be in a certain way at this time, you are fierce and know yourself best. I wish you all the love in your healing, and hope that these words found you in good light. Thank you so much for reading, take care.
the tarot cards: the lovers reversed, 5 of wands reversed, 8 of pentacles, 5 of swords, the moon, the world reversed
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how can i heal myself right now?
Touching up on old knowledge of yours. If you can, revisit old journals or notes that you’ve taken on things that you once realized were helpful to you. Wisdom you’ve picked up on in the past, or insights that have previously helped you. This is the opposite energy of seeking new knowledge or receiving new insights, it’s about remembering things you already know. They are waiting for you to revisit them like you would a book of magic spells forgotten in an attic. Another thing that may be especially healing right now is actually sharing your knowledge with others. Teaching. Lending others a hand with their own endeavors. This usually helps us realize that we are much more knowledgeable than we think we are, and there is nothing more wonderful than that feeling, truly! I received an intuitive message for you just now, simple and sweet: “everything is going to be just fine.” and it felt like a feminine energy (maybe a guide) sighing in relief as they said that. This might be in regards to a certain family-related situation that you are planning on moving forward with. There is no need to force or overmanage your progress right now. Just the act of being open with the world and truly seeing what you’ve already learned in life and the milestones you’ve reached will be healing in itself. Sharing something vulnerable or affectionate with trusted loved ones right now will also help clear any possible ruts or “stuck” energy. This is what I have for you my sweet group two, I thank you beyond words for letting me read for your gentle energy. Take care, and I wish you much love on your healing journey!
the tarot cards: ace of swords reversed, the emperor, the chariot, knight of pentacles reversed, the hermit, 2 of cups
three ⊹₊⟡⋆
how can i heal myself right now?
Your cards’ meanings flow quite seamlessly with one another, which makes me think that this energy wants to be shown very clearly and easily to you! Something that will be very healing for you right now is being a little lenient with your resources. Treating yourself to something nice, even if it’s just one tiny thing that you are really craving or want to do. Go to that movie theater. Buy that little ice cream treat. Overly-controlling-and-holding onto-something-tightly energy is not ideal right now. I see that if you do treat yourself to a little special something, there will be more benefits than the ones you anticipated. Ex. You walk to the ice cream truck to enjoy a yummy strawberry treat, and you find an unclaimed $5 on the floor haha. Just a small example to illustrate the energy! Another piece of insight for you is to not be afraid to take things that are free or accessible to you right now. If someone offers you a free stack of books, take em’! If someone offers you a tray of lasagna, take it! LOL. You may have a tendency to decline when others offer you stuff just to be modest and polite, but saying yes right now will be quite favorable! Continuing (rather than starting new) creative projects and/or passions will also prove to be quite healing. Look out for qualities of yourself where you have inspired others, pay attention to any compliments you are paid as this will show you where you are an inspiration! Seeing and believing those qualities in yourself will be healing. I’m also seeing favorable energy for those of you who want to sell your creations or services, this might be a surprisingly healing experience for you to allow yourself to get paid for the things that you put your heart into. Group three, I was very pleased to read for you, thank you for being here!! I wish you the best on your journey, take care ^_^ <3
the tarot cards: queen of pentacles, 4 of pentacles reversed, 5 of swords reversed, queen of wands, ace of wands reversed, knight of pentacles
writing with capitalization does make my messages sound a lot more mature and concise so i will likely use it on my more personal-growth oriented readings. i’m just a little afraid that it will seem inauthentic as i tyyyypiically write my readings in a quite playful manner. a bit silly & unserious & whatnot. i’ll probably be switching up depending on what the reading calls for :3 thank you as always, please feel free to tell me how the messages resonated <3
DISCLAIMER | i am not a mental health professional and do not view tarot as a stand-alone or superior tool for healing. this is a personal-growth oriented reading, and i would advise anyone with serious & prevalent issues to seek professional help. please take care of yourself.
for accuracy, close your eyes and take a deep breath before picking.
pile one
the lovers, seven of cups, ace of pentacles
in the future, you will meet someone who truly understands you like the back of their hand. this union has been a long time coming, so it's important that you fully open your heart for this person so they can free you from the past that haunted you for so long. this person will make your wildest dreams come true because they know how much those visions mean to you. they may not know what's best for you, but that's something only you know for yourself. many tough decisions are made through your imagination, seeing where your eternal happiness leads you through all the endless possibilities, but it's important not to fall completely out of reality. you will have the world at your fingertips, where anything you want to pursue is limitless. physical and mental barriers become nonexistent. you're confidence and creativity are what helps you thrive freely in the world. you will also prioritize your mental health because there will be times when you feel overwhelmed with all your responsibilities. overall, you will be embracing the new rather than returning to the old. a new job that pays more, a new home in a better city, new relationships where you feel valued, etc. for once, you feel safe being in your own skin. this is just the start of your journey to success, and you're finally ready to follow the road towards your dreams that at first seemed too impossible to reach. you could be turning 16, 17, 21, 26, 27, 31, 36, or 37.
pile two
page of cups, nine of swords, wheel of fortune
in the future, you want to go back to when times were simpler. you will watch the tv shows you grew up with, listen to music from your childhood, reconnect with those from your past, etc. even when the state of the world becomes more uncertain, you still yearn to enjoy your time. you also become more extroverted, attending parties, hanging out with friends, and adopting a new style that fills you with contentment. you're more empathetic towards others because you understand their struggle with grasping reality for what it is. focusing on the past does bring you anxiety for what's to come next, but you manage it through therapy, medicine, and meditation. prior mental health issues are finally diagnosed and tackled, helping you function easier. you will spend a lot of time nurturing yourself and building back up what had fallen. eventually, you're shedding old skin and opening your eyes to what really matters to you. in this process of growing, you meet your soul tribe, who end up becoming your support system and one of the reasons why you keep living for yourself. you develop a deep love for life outside of the superficial things and fleeting thrills. times moves too fast to ponder on the hurts, what could have been, and where you went wrong. you realize that everything happens for a reason and that this is just another phase into the next one. you could be turning 19, 29, or 39.
pile three
ten of wands, three of swords, eight of cups
in the future, you're learning to stray away from toxic cycles. it hurts you to let these things go because they were in your life for a long time, but it's the only way to move onto bigger and better things. allowing others influence who are you is why you have been suffering for so long. it's not too late to turn your life around, even when things start to feel hopeless. a past heartbreak or release from a job led you to a worsening depression that you're now finally accepting. darkness is being absorbed by the light to put you back on the right track. avoid reminders of the past, focus on yourself and what makes you beautiful. spending time alone and with loved ones is where you're meant to grow. you will indulge more in your favorite foods, media, and hobbies. for a change of scenery, you take walks outside to get some fresh air and revisit places that bring you happiness. at some point, a solo trip elsewhere is what you really need to help you escape. exploring the unknown is where you feel the most comfortable, so foreign places become safe havens for you. you build up an emotional resistance, realizing that sometimes it's okay to be alone. you will discover a lot about yourself in this lifetime, looking deeper into what makes you human and how you share those experiences with others. you could be turning 18, 23, 28, 30, 33, or 38.
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