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I am an expert hacker!!

Yes!! I finally got the internet working on my sixthform by taking a gamble and changing some settings.I’m meant to be using mozzila firefox at home but im downloading google chrome right now.your supposed to enter a administrator password but I somehow skipped it!

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why do I sound so proud??? SO CRINGEY OMG.

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Urrgh I’m so annoyed! I desperately want to reread all the Harry potter books.I want to relive the magic again! But im starting sixthform on monday…so no can do! Now I feel like 3 months of holiday couldn’t have been a shorter!

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3 years later and you still haven't bothered like the lazy shit you are.But now I have motivation to reread because I refuse to read Harry Potter and the Cursed Child until I do!!!!

#harry potter #harry potter and the cursed child

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i want to make frandship

erm okaay? :S im kinda creeped out about your spelling? idk I just read it out loud in weird voice. I think our friendship will progress massively if your spelling doesnt scare me anymore.Thanks Anon! Have nice day.

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Wow this was slightly rude!!! 2013 me was terrible.I apologise :///

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WOW. You're fucking stupid. Your results are shit.

WOW.You’re a fucking asshole.I guess we can’t help it ?? the world is so cruel:(( & Idc,im over my results and I am quite happy with them.So your attempt at making me feel bad has failed :) But 10/10 for being a judgemental and condescending!!

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LOOOL that sass tho(!) I was probably a little too overdramatic about my GCSE results but what sad person thought this was ok????? I wish I knew who it was haha.

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Just came back from the park with my little brother and some boy wanted to be ‘friends’.It was so disturbing to have a 12 year old hitting on me! & make such crude comments with his little 8 year old accomplice -_-

But that wasn’t even the worst of it all.Apparently I “rejected” him cause he is “black” when i’m black myself…

There is more to story,but the highlight was when he concluded that I was “rude” lol I actually take that as such compliment,shows I have some BALLS!

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Boredom has brought me back on tumblr and rereading old posts haha. I can’t believe I forgot about this traumatic but hilarious event lol.

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Failure will never overtake me if my determination to succeed is strong enough.

Og Mandino (via inspirationalinsight)

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How to: DEAL WITH FAILURE

We all have experienced failure in our life: Be it an exam we’ve failed or a break up with somebody we (used to) love. And we all know how devastated you can feel when things don’t turn out how you want them to be. It hurts, you’re angry at yourself and your starting to doubt your abilities.

Girl/Boy, I know how you’re feeling: You just want to be a sad burrito in your bed, watching Netflix all day and eating a huge cup of ice cream. It’s okay to feel this way but not forever. “Forget yesterday, it has already forgotten you.”

1) First, let it all out. Cry, scream, dance. Do whatever helps you to let off steam. Go for a run. Just let the first wave of anger get out of your body.

2) If you’ve calmed down take a note book. Write your feelings down. Draw. Express yourself. Cut out text passages from magazines. This step might not be something for everybody but as I can tell from my personal experience it helped me.

3) Sports, sports and sports. People always told be about this “endorphin rush” you’re getting during running. I could not believe them since I started to blow like a grampus after 15 minutes. Then something changed: Something didn’t turn out as I wanted it to be, I was hurt and angry & I started to run at least 2-3 times a week. After 2 weeks I finally felt the magic: Minute 35 - I CAN DO THIS. It’s like an emotional booster, it strengthens your body as well as your mind. Let sport be your remedy.

4) Recollect yourself: What do you want from your life? Why did you fail? What can you learn from it? Set goals, fight your inner demon and don’t be afraid to try out new things: Fear can destroy so many dreams.

5) Talk to somebody. I have to admit I’m more the person that likes to keep her problems to herself but talking may help you to see your problem from a new point of view. Your listener will talk about her/his own experience and will help you to move on.

6) Life goes on. Okay you didn’t pass this exam, alright. Well, he didn’t love you but you still do. Accept it. You have to. Just because bad things happen in our life, we can’t stop living our life. Keep your routines, even if it seems impossible, even if it hurts. Meet friends, go to sport courses, do your daily routine. It’s okay to take some time for yourself, to be alone, but don’t lock yourself up in your room forever.

7) Get happy. Ignore the others. Happiness is the best revenge for your enemies.

8) Every wound needs time to heal. You have to accept it. Some may deal with it faster than others do, it’s an individual thing.

There will be good days and bad ones, but never give up. Focus on your future. Let your dreams be your achieved goals. Don’t be broken. Stay up, walk straight and fight.

All the best!

I seriously feel like I have been injected with the biggest dose of reality for the first time and I am recovering from the shock side effects.

#personal #suckstohavehighexpectations #realityshock