God⦠once again I ate until I was sick for like a week in a row now? All the days blur together when youāre filling your belly until itās about to blow. I definitely thought I was gonna puke a few times with how much Iāve been eating. Iāve been pushing my gut to its absolute limits all for the sake of growing it. I donāt care what happens I need to satisfy my disorder. I need it to grow to 300 pounds and more. Iām 20 pounds away from 300. I need you guys to keep encouraging me to keep eating even if my belly feels like itās gonna explode.
I was genuinely sweating and my heart was racing so bad after pushing my gut to its limits. My belly was in so much pain and groaning soooo much yet here I am laying in bed and Iām already thinking about eating again⦠š½ I am so fucking addicted⦠please ruin my belly more. Make my food addiction worse. I need to go full hog.
C*shapp: $hvnkrock
V*nmo: hvnkrock
Oh btw ! I have a doctors appointment on Wednesday so I need to gain more before then. I wanna see a higher weight when they weigh me. š

















