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It’s like as if I’ve pried my ribs open to show u I have a heart and you’re just standing there

Like it’s bleeding and throbbing making a mess of the pavement and you’re just standing there looking at me with a hint of fear in your glance

I didn’t know blood made you queasy

Why are you still looking?

Everything feels like a punishment for not killing myself when I was 17

IM SICK OF BEING A COWARD

Everyone feels this alone, right? I want to push everyone away since I’m alone anyways.

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I’m scared to. Get too ambitious I want to stop being a coward

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If I’m brave enough to succeed then that means I’m brave enough to succeed… and what if I want to kill myself

I feel undeserving of all the love that’s ever been had for me

Trying to take care of myself is the most pathetic feeling in the world

I’m scared to. Get too ambitious I want to stop being a coward

Wish I could feel like myself

I can’t stop telling myself that I’m ruining things I wish she’d stop telling me

I know everything has an end I know that inevitably he will fall out of love I’m just scared we will be stuck

I wish I could die for a little and have the rest of me do all the work

I’m worried nothing is wrong with me and my state of being is 100% be neglecting myself. I don’t want to take care of myself. I want to pass away. But I don’t want anyone to be sad

I’m adducted to going through my boyfriends phone and feeling disgusted with myself

I’m preparing for the worst i want to quit while im ahead

My brain is sick and doesn’t know how to accept love. I’m always looking for the deceit in every single thing. I do not believe anything to be 100% true. I wish I could trust anything but unfortunately nothings true

Why is my brain so sick. I feel ugly so I want to kill myself. This doesn’t make sense

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