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you’re in love with julie mao. ... yeah.
Quiet in Jet Black (11 songs/44 minutes)
1. Smokestacks - Layla 2. The Cold - Exitmusic 3. I found - Amber Run 4. You There - Aquilo 5. I’ll Keep Coming - Low Roar 6. Here With Me - Susie Suh & Robot Koch 7. I Ran - Boga 8. Ghosts - BANNERS 9. You - Keaton Hensen 10. I Follow Rivers - Marika Hackman 11. Mercury - Sleeping At Last
HAND TERMINAL. things i need more of: pre-established relationships !!! just image the possibilities: drinking buddies, old partners, new partners, living in the same shitty apartment complex / neighborhood, one night stands, the old ‘ i’ve threaten to arrest you more than once but haven’t because i have a soft spot for kids ‘ goldmine, accidentally becoming a mentor and / or reluctant Detective Dad™ ...... honestly just ..... come plot with me.
FIRST KILL. “ The first time Miller killed anyone was in his third year working security. He'd been twenty-two, just married, talking about having kids. As the new guy on the contract, he'd gotten the shit jobs: patrolling levels so high the Coriolis made him seasick, taking domestic disturbance calls in holes no wider than a storage bin, standing guard on the drunk tank to keep predators from raping the unconscious. The normal hazing. He'd known to expect it. He'd thought he could take it.
The call had been from an illegal restaurant almost at the mass center. It had happened fast. The perp had come out of the hole with a gun in one hand, dragging a woman by the hair with the other. Miller's partner, a ten-year veteran named Carson, had shouted out the warning. The perp had turned, swinging the gun out at arm's length like a stuntman in a video.
All through training, the instructors had said that you couldn't know what you'd do until the moment came. Killing another human being was hard. Some people couldn't. The perp's gun came around; the gunman dropped the woman and shouted. It turned out that, for Miller at least, it wasn't all that hard.
Afterward, he'd been through mandatory counseling. He'd cried. He'd suffered the nightmares and the shakes and all the things that cops suffered quietly and didn't talk about. But even then, it seemed to be happening at a distance, like he'd gotten too drunk and was watching himself throw up. It was just a physical reaction. It would pass.
The important thing was he knew the answer to the question.
Yes, if he needed to, he could take a life. “ ( ch. 28 )
★ █ ❝ DETECTIVE | detectivelinds.
@ceresmade liked for a starter !!
❛ that’s one way of doing it. ❜
❝ well, you wanted a way inside——— you got one. ❞
★ █ ❝ DETECTIVE BOYLE | fullyboyle.
charles nods; brow furrowed and grin turning serious as he follows the other man.
❝ —oh, i know. very sketchy stuff. ❞
he’d been on a case with jake in this area before; they’d made up really cool code names for it, as well. spanish-sounding ones. (boyle’s was “el pequeno”, if he could remember correctly).
❝ —and i’m not worried. we got each other’s backs, right? ❞
❝ don’t worry detective miller. i got you. ❞
❝ — thanks. ❞ he’s eager, and miller can’t help but wonder if ( even in his own youth ) he’d ever been half as enthusiastic. it’s almost strange, but something about him has his mind screaming HAVELOCK and the comparison easily brings about dry chuckle. ❝ you, uh, when you work out here long enough, you tend to learn a thing or two about watching your own back ... but i appreciate it, detective. same goes to you. ❞
and he’s actually surprised when they try to throw him out an airlock.
NOTICE.
while this blog loves to ship and explore dynamics of ongoing relationships, i am also interested in exploring past relationships ; relationships that have failed ; on-and-off again relationships ; relationships that are destined to end in a nasty breakup ; relationships that end in a mutual break up ; relationships that are strained because of cheating ; ect, ect. on top of not every relationship being perfect or healthy, not every relationship lasts ! not every relationship has a happy ending! some relationships are stepping stones. and some are ‘perfect’ over all, but not perfect right now for the people who are involved. and that’s ok! and i am completely open, and eager, to explore those types of dynamics that challenge my character, that add another layer to my character ( and yours ) in different ways !
god, is real
i found it. their relationship in a screencap.
johnnapaige:
When you lowkey hurting inside but you gotta act like you chilling all the time.
ok but a ‘your apartment is next to/above mine and i can hear you and your partner dancing and singing and the bed moving and you two laughing and talking in hushed tones and it won’t let me sleep so i bitch about it to you 24/7 and one day it stops and one day turns to one week and then months and i haven’t seen you smile in forever please let me in, i’ve been knocking for ten minutes’ au.
fuckyeahloldemort:
do you ever say something sarcastic and the person you said it to doesn’t understand that it’s a joke but you can’t be bothered explaining it so you just let them think you’re an asshole
reblog if it’s 100% okay for mutuals to tag you in a starter
★ █ ❝ “ DODGER ” | dxdger.
@ceresmade | [cont.]
Dodger’s eyes tracked the motion of the man’s hand, chin jerking defiantly at the bloke’s words. It never was just a question or two, never. Not with the police. And if word got ‘round that a body saw Dodger yammering with a cop, then he would find himself in a rather ticklish situation and he most like wouldn’t be able to talk fast enough.
“Coppers always mean trouble.”
❝ sometimes — but do i look like a normal copper ? ❞ a breaths pause as he straightens and takes a half step back, arms opening outward in an obvious ‘ look at me ‘ motion, brow arching. aside from the badge and gun clipped at his waist ( which were carefully hidden from view by his coat, he’d made sure of it ) ... he didn’t exactly give off your standard “ boy in blue “ vibe. ❝ if anyone gives you trouble, you can tell ‘em you helped a grandpa looking for his cat or some shit ... how’s that sound to you ? ❞
HAND TERMINAL. similarly, i also love how miller slips back into the “ belter twang “ he grew up with when he’s around kids or the uneducated, only to switch to normal “ earther “ speech when he wants to show authority or intelligence