ceresys @ceresys - Tumblr Blog

pro endo, system sideblog of @tassaonkaikki

hello! we're ceres, system name ceresys. they/them for us please! we're a mediple mixed origin system, likely disordered in some way, and there's about 100 of us but those that frequent the blog shouldn't change too much. quick links:

currently fronting

system carrd

pluralkit dash

pronouns.cc

#pinned #cerespost #<- original post tag #[emoji] ;; — [name]#<- who's writing the post

does-your-system-have-an-alter

does your system have an alter that is queer/lgbtqia+/etc.?

does your system have an alter...

that is queer/lgbtqia+/etc?

yes! (happy pride month!!)

nope!

maybe?

nuance!

results!

Remaining time: 6 days 1 hour

PT: Does your system have an alter that is queer/LGBTQIA+/etc? /End PT

#i have never met a system that doesn't 😭#🌫️ ;; — unknown

sproutshq

How it feels when you're technically openly plural but you haven't actually told people what that means yet

#🌫️ ;; — unknown

pluralpolls

How old is your oldest headmate? (Like what is their age, not how long have you had them)

a baby

a child (aged 2-10)

a tween/teen (aged 11-18)

a young adult (aged 19-25)

an adult (aged 26-35)

a middle aged adult (aged 36-45)

an older adult aged (46-65)

an elder aged (66-85)

a very wise adult (aged 86-100)

The Ancient One (aged over 100)

Voting ended onJun 4

#well we have an introject of the sun so like #🌫️ ;; — unknown

syscest

the thing about insisting that plurality (that is, a multiplicity of identity within one body) is an experience exclusive to that of "dissociative disorders" is that it is a fundamentally anti-plural position.

if you believe "normal" or "healthy" psychological development necessarily involves the development of a singular identity, and that all deviations from this are disordered, it naturally follows that the cure to such a disorder would entail the creation of a singular identity (fusion) in its place.

it is not a mistake when psychiatrists start with the assumption that plurality itself is the disorder, and come to the conclusion that integration/fusion must be a part of the treatment process. instead it is a natural conclusion of their premises.

and the vision of this worldview, its ideal future, is one in which plurality does not exist. a world in which every system formation is prevented, or eventually reverted.

thus to deny the possibility that some people may simply be plural or become so over time, that it may even be a desirable state, is to reject the possibility of a neurodiversity approach for plurality.

i imagine some may disagree with this view. those who jump to explain all plural phenomena in a framework of traumatic dissociation, yet claim their personal goals do not involve fusion. these systems might turn to me, declaring their condition as a symptom, yes, but one they are happy to live with. an incurable chronic condition.

i think this is a profoundly sad way to think about the one's systemhood.

to look at a part of me that jumps out at conflict, ready to argue and assert themself, and declare them an "emotional part", a "protector", something that exists entirely as a symptom of trauma, rather than these behaviours as learned trauma responses - expressed across a plural identity yet separate from it. this remains profoundly reductive, objectifying, and wrongheaded.

even more, to assume "psychological integration" necessarily means "fusion" - that a singular identity is preferable to a multiple identity, even with strong internal cooperation, strikes me as wildly misguided. every system i've known who've tried to suppress their plurality, to act as one person, have found marked improvements as soon as they actually acknowledged these differing attitudes within them for what they were. i see no reason to believe a return to a singular identity is actually necessary or preferable to this state.

it is necessary then, as plural advocates, to reject the pressures of singlet-normativity, and to reject the theories that rely upon it. i choose to believe in a plural future. one where we are free to introspect and identify the multitudes within us, without this being taken as a definite sign of unspoken trauma we must then heal from and return to singularity.

#🌫️ ;; — unknown

transientsatellite

#like wtf is del doing here 🥀#🌫️ ;; — unknown

comstelic

denial

#ok. haha. ow ow ow ow ow ow ow ow ow ow #🌫️ ;; — unknown

solarandsystem

Really like this piece, been dealing with more depersonalization recently LOL

plural-culture-is

plural culture is am i 14 or 15? how many birthdays have i had in our system and did i age for all of them or not?

-percy

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#REAL SHIT #🧢 ;; — del

ceresys

is it biased if you make the sadness holder answer the beck's depression inventory to give to the psych

ceresys

Is 36 bad

ceresys

going in for an adhd diagnosis coming out with a depression one

ceresys

GLOOMY ARE YOU OKAY???? im scanning the papers to email to the psych rn and im like ermm... is this how it is. alrighty then

#cerespost #🪛 ;; — talia

i refuse to believe the last time i was here was 2 months ago 😭

#cerespost #🪛 ;; — talia

ceresys

so called "host"

ceresys

making fun of me :(

#cerespost #🪛 ;; — talia #atp ill just give it to you del #if i get kicked out again

my signature things are to get mango flavoured drinks and fuck up our shoulder more

#cerespost #🪛 ;; — talia

ceresys

i can tell next time talia's gonna be here she's gonna be like MAKE YOUR OWN DAMN BLOG ALREADY. but like what if im not bothered huh. Huh. ever think about that.

ceresys

come the fuck on

#cerespost #🪛 ;; — talia

probably gonna redo our fronting tags because they suck ass im ngl. who did this

#cerespost #🧢 ;; — del