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Jay (Ceru) - 28 - he/they - @cerudraws on blsky ✨ mix of art posts and reblogs ✨ currently losing my mind over Arcane ✨ sad loser jayvik supporter and Mel lover

[idrawsnoopyeveryday]

174.

[dogpuppy]

[cinturongazo]

i wish cleaning the dishes was more fun. specially the bottles

[snowywarmthkuya]

[sadvampboy]

[daughter-of-sapph0]

ALRIGHT I FUCKING GET IT

yes, clothing does not equal gender. i agree. but why the fuck do you feel the need to ONLY EVERY BRING THAT UP WHEN TALKING ABOUT YOUNG NEWLY OUT TRANS WOMEN?!? many of whom have clothing as the ONLY WAY TO EXPRESS THEIR GENDER

i dont understand how the fuck im supposed to interpret your statement as anything other than "you're not really trans if you haven't medically transitioned yet" or "dont transition, you should just be a feminine man instead"

[daughter-of-sapph0]

"just because Kurt Cobain wore a dress, that doesn't make him trans. you're the real transphobe for saying that clothing is the same as gender"

personal anecdote time. when i was younger, like 13 or so, i was severely depressed and suicidal. and a large part of that was because of dysphoria. i couldn't transition, and i couldn't come out because i had an extremely abusive family and lived in a very transphobic community that punished any non conformity.

i wore a dress in the privacy of my own room. because the thought of having to live as a man for the rest of my life made me hate myself so much i attempt suicide multiple times.

im glad i failed. im glad i got out. im glad i transitioned.

if you had gone back in time, and told a younger me "you're not actually a girl! you're just a feminine man! and also you're transphobic for thinking that wearing a dress would make you trans", i guarantee you would have killed her. her death would've been inevitable, and her blood would be on your hands. im not even exaggerating in the slightest when i say that you saying stuff like that can and will drive closeted trans women tl suicide.

but its not like you care about that...

[daughter-of-sapph0]

this is a part of the post now. thank you

[daughter-of-sapph0]

i wanna thank everyone on this post for having very insightful discussion, and i wanna highlight these tags too

especially that last part. people treat the infrequent rare act of a cisman being called a girl accidentally as a far worse offense than actively and intentionally misgendering a trans woman

and its fucking infuriating how we're expected to coddle cismen while we have to deal with transmisogyny. and if we ever complain WE'RE the ones pushing 'gender essentialism' or whatever the fuck by demanding the tiniest bit of respect

[gorgynei]

trust us bro.

[good-4-her]

[good-4-her]

simply dont monday

[babushkahihi]

Mad genius

[jayvikauzine]

🌼ART PREVIEW🌸

We're happy to share with you a sneak peek at Ceru_Draws's stunning work!

See the full piece in And in the End: A Post-Canon Jayvik Zine! Preorders open until Jan 10th!

[deeply]

16 days to 2015 and I still think I’m in 2012

[iremade483492348234]

time to waste the last month of 2013 on the internet

[themoonatmingitaw]

Rereading 'The line is covered in Jellyfish' by @yunuen while waiting for the next chapter as one does, and I always think about how the first scene could have gone for Viktor.

I imagine him with thoughts not fully connecting, and a sort of detached, sad acceptance of the fact that he is alone... it is what he deserves after all, isn't it?

Well, you try telling that to Jayce, see how it goes.

[moonlightfemme]

daily affirmations

whoever annoys me will die

I am perfect

I am capable of killing people with my mind

[scragon]

Inktober day 1

[jayvikbigbang]

In an alternate timeline where the hexcore changes Viktor differently, the two of them must come together to figure out how their love can overcome this. SleepyBonesInc (twt/bsky) is teamed up with artist Ceru_Draws (twt/bsky) and beta spinelessdragon (bsky) to bring you this wonderful story

[jayvikbigbang]

For who could love a beast? Ceru_Draws (twt /bsky) is teamed up with writer SleepyBonesInc (twt/bsky) and beta spinelessdragon (bsky) to show us an au where the hexcore changes Viktor even more and overcoming all obstacles for love.

[fuzzytroll]

in all timelines, in all possibilities- includes the universe where they're bunnie together 🫣🐇

[lisamoony]

i have sooo many of them if only you knew