Rescheduling
And Loki knew he could trust Lag and believe him without any doubt, but he still felt bad. He wished he could please his husband the way he wanted to. Loki just reminded himself that this was a short phase and once the babies were born and started to grow, they could get back into the swing of things. Right now, they were focusing on growing the family rather than on keeping the romance alive.
Sighing, Loki lifted Lag’s hand to gently kiss his knuckles.
“I know, but I wish you didn’t have to. Though, in my defense, you did know this when you signed up for it. Babies are not easy. And the hardest part is yet to come.”
Lag grinned like a boy again for a moment. Beaming and he rested his chin in Loki’s neck.
“Oh, I know and I’m as excited as I am terrified.”
He then blinked, looking at Loki.
“They’re going to be so small and cute at first”, he grew a little sheepish.
“ I am going to be so scared to hurt them, I might wear mittens in my giant bear hands.”
He said as he opened the hand that held Loki’s, and his fit perfectly in Lag’s palm. He had lifted his other hand too to emphasize. Water dripping from his fingers.
“But I am a big warm machine! Fuck, I don’t want to squish them or anything”.
Oh Lag, he was insecure about his size for a brief moment. Knowing, yet not knowing how big or how small, yet no matter what how fragile they will be. Even Loki. He was starting to feel a little light headed with worry.
It was times like these when Loki knew Lag was a great father. He cared so much about their unborn children and that meant a lot to Loki. Sensing Lag’s descend in mood, he shifted a little onto his side to snuggle more into Lag and peck his cheek.
“You will not squish them, I promise. You will know how to hold them when they are here. Aye, they are small, but fatherly instincts will kick in. You are going to be perfect, I know it. No mittens necessary.”
Chuckling, Loki pecked Lag’s lips softly.
“They will need to bond with their father too, you know. You can lay them on your chest and they can just sleep there. It may help with your nerves as well.”











