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#CH2MPION. INDEPENDENT, MUTUAL EXCLUSIVE AND SELECTIVE BLOG FOR ANGEL/ANGELUS FROM THE BUFFYVERSE. HEADCANON AND SHOW BASED. CST +3. SHE/HER. WRITTEN BY CALI. #
an exploration and study in: the burden of a soul, when is a monster not a monster, redemption, the lone path, catholic guilt, gothic romance, written in the stars, a champion, the value of a hero it's in his heart. (PROMO.)
darla/angel is what stefan/katherine should be.
@dcviline asked: META + how angel and angelus view each other
they are so interwined and at the same time, angel would like not to see himself as angelus. he sees angelus as the demonic desires he keeps on hidding and due to how the demon takes shape on the human you once were, perhaps the human desires he once had. angel's struggle against angelus despite many people separating them is that he has angelus memories, he has every kill, torutre he had ever done in his mind.
angelus sees angel as week, we have canon evidence he is mostly annoyed with him and any plan that tries to get him back ensouled, then he would do whatever he can to stop it. angelus in his place, remembers the guilt, remember the love buffy made him feel, remembers the reminds of being human, the blissful happiness and he is appaelled for it.
in many ways, they are two parts of a whole, in a another, i think they are each other's fears, what the other fears. angelus fears to be weak and controlled by love, angel fears controlled by passion and let his demons control him.
AFFECTIONATE AND AFFIRMING PROMPTS
❝ i’ll always want to listen to you. ❞
❝ any time spent with you is time i treasure. every second. ❞
❝ my favorite color changes but it’s always the same, whatever color you’re wearing. ❞
❝ whatever matters to you matters to me, you’re important to me. ❞
❝ you’re so strong. and brave—but i wish you knew you don’t always have to be. i’m here, if you’re ever willing to let me help shoulder those burdens. ❞
❝ i’m not staring, i’m admiring. ❞
❝ i’ll always be yours, in one way or another. ❞
❝ you don’t ever have to worry with me. i’m here for good. ❞
❝ you are more beautiful than you know. ❞
❝ you have a beautiful mind and a wonderful soul, don’t ever let anyone make you think differently. ❞
❝ i’m happier when you’re here. ❞
❝ you’ve become my joy. ❞
❝ whatever else happens, if i have you, i’m content. ❞
❝ well, i do feel a little better now that you’re here. ❞
❝ you do make me happy, it’s important you know that. ❞
❝ you will always be my priority. ❞
❝ i love you forever. ❞
❝ you don’t know how glad i am to see you. ❞
❝ you look wonderful. ❞
❝ i want you to feel safe with me. ❞
❝ i’m not letting you go until you say it out loud. you’re beautiful and strong. you deserve to believe it. ❞
❝ sometimes you amaze me—i mean you always do. but you have such intuition and real wisdom about things. i like understanding the way you see the world. ❞
❝ you carry yourself with such grace. ❞
❝ you have a way of lighting up even the darkest moments. ❞
❝ a tender heart is a courageous thing to preserve. don’t ever be ashamed of having one. ❞
❝ being around you makes me a better person. ❞
❝ i hope you know just how full of worth you are. ❞
❝ you always make me see things differently. i appreciate your perspective. ❞
❝ i’m just enjoying you. you look happy today and i like seeing that. ❞
❝ you’re very valuable to me. ❞
❝ you can come to me with anything. anything at all. ❞
❝ there is not a place in the world i would rather be than right here with you. ❞
❝ come here, come sit in my lap and tell me about your day. ❞
❝ come put your head in my lap and tell me something new. ❞
❝ i love it when you smile at me like that. ❞
❝ i don’t think i can share you with anyone today. ❞
❝ i’ll take you anywhere you want. just tell me where. ❞
❝ bored? of you? impossible. ❞
❝ if you like it i’ll get you one. ❞
❝ your happiness matters greatly to me. ❞
❝ you deserve to reach the goals you want in life. you deserve to obtain anything you wish. ❞
❝ you’re doing well. you’re just discouraged and tired. ❞
❝ you need to rest, you don’t have to do it all today. ❞
❝ the way i love you goes beyond description. even those words don’t seem like enough. ❞
❝ you come first. you’re always my first choice. ❞
❝ no, if you’re upset that’s what matters right now. talk to me. ❞
❝ i want to share in your joy. i want to be part of all things that make you happy. ❞
❝ all of my best moments are the ones that have you in them. ❞
❝ i would give you anything you ask of me. ❞
[ COMFORT ] sender discovers receiver brooding and quietly approaches to carefully hug them from behind.
[ SOOTHE ] in the midst of a tense moment, receiver turns away to conceal their emotions but sender wraps their arms around them and holds them from behind.
[ CLOSE ] sender reaches out and pulls receiver into their lap as they’re walking by.
[ STOP ] sender reaches out and takes receiver’s face into their hands, drawing them away from what they’re doing so they can just look at receiver for a moment.
[ GIVE ] sender greets with receiver with a gift.
[ BRING ] sender takes receiver out for the day to pamper them.
[ ATTENTION ] sender peppers a series of caresses over receiver’s face in an attempt to make them laugh or smile.
[ COAX ] sender knows receiver has had a lot on their mind, so they hold them for a while to help them relax and hopefully open up.
[ CARESS ] sender sits by quietly while receiver works, petting their hair and simply providing company.
[ RELAX ] sender gives receiver a massage.
[ LOOK ] for receiver to catch sender gazing adoringly at them.
[ MORNING ] for sender to wake receiver with a kiss.
* send META + a word , a name , or phrase and i will write a head canon based off of this !!!
i rewatched i will always love you and i'm forever weeping.
"a team up? at this hour? i'm honored." there is a small pause as the vampire smiles back toward the slayer, hands sliding into his pockets as it had been a while since he had seen her around town. "thought you would be busy around sunnydale or san francisco teaching those new slayers." it seems for the time being, not many have appeared in los angeles, but it appears like he counts on the veterans in order to help if he needs it. @nghtmarish ft faith.
"if you are gonna track this vampire down, you are gonna need my help. she is not like everyone else." and he should know, truly. when it comes to drusilla, angel feels the weight of what he did as his responsibility. he should always be involved in that matter because he is the reason why drusilla is out there, in that childlike yet monstrous mental state. it's his carving that did the damage. "drusilla will not hesitate to toy around, torture you and maybe turn you for her amusement." @ruinedmyself
Angel the Smitten Kitten 🥹
MISC THE VAMPIRE DIARIES SENTENCE MEME. this includes spoilers for the show so approach with care. change names and pronouns as you see fit.
"You want a love that consumes you. You want passion and adventure and even a little danger."
"He's your first love. I intend to be your last, however, long it takes."
"And honestly when I'm with her, I completely forget what I am."
"I've been in love. It's painful, pointless, and overrated."
"What happens when the one who broke your heart is the only one who can fix it?"
"I like this. You... walking on eggshells around me because you think I'm going to explode. It's very suspensable."
"I do not go behind people's backs and torture them. I like my enemies to look me in the eye and see the depth of my rage."
"If I have to hear doppelgänger one more time, I'm going to have to learn how to spell it."
"I do believe in killing the messenger. Know why? Because it sends a message."
"Life is too cruel, if we cease to believe in love, why would we want to live?"
"Humanity is a vampire's greatest weakness. No matter how easy it is to turn it off, it keeps trying to fight its way back in.Sometimes I let it."
"Kiss me or kill me. We both know you're only capable of one."
"People have been after me for a thousand years, but I'm always one step ahead."
"Sometimes the world turns good people into bad people."
"We live by a code of loyalty. We take care of each other. It's my duty and honor to help you. Please let me."
"Mother made us vampires. She didn't make us monsters. We did that to ourselves."
"Perhaps one day, in a year or even in a century. You'll turn up at my door and let me show you what the world has to offer."
"Do you have any idea how rare love is? In a thousand years, I have found it but twice, and when I have, I have honored it."
"You're a vampire, sweetheart. I don't think you'll ever be okay again."
"It's not a crime to love what you cannot explain."
"It's funny how one event can change the outcome of your entire life."
"We choose our own path. Our values and our actions, they define who we are."
“You know, over the years, I've had my share of friends, enemies, lovers, losses, and triumphs. With time, they all begin to run together, but you will find the real moments are vibrant. The rest just fades away. Your pain will fade.”
“A warrior fights for what they believe in. A warrior fights for his family.”
“but in the one moment you two could have chosen to stand by me, you chose to stand against me, to side with my enemies.”
“You don't arm yourself after war has been declared, (name). You build your army so big that no one dares pick the fight.”
“You've said all that needs to be said…I'll play the role I've been given.”
💕this post to get a starter from angel. if you are a multimuse, give me a few options to pick from. and if you want angelus, do let me know too.
ㅤㅤㅤSHE CAN ALWAYS FEEL WHEN HE'S NEAR. It's a feeling Buffy holds so dear that she sometimes tries to recall the sensation by memory alone, the same way a person might try to remember the feeling of their first kiss or their favorite smells or tastes. Sometimes it works well enough she can pretend he is there somewhere, watching over her in the shadows. Most of the time it's only an idle imagination, but the thought brings her comfort nonetheless. Angel may be a creature of the shadows, but her world is brighter when he's there.
ㅤㅤㅤSo when he does appear, Buffy cannot help the soft smile that broadens across her features. ❝ Hey stranger. ❞ Digits turn under her own hair, tousled by her escapades that evening, pushing the fallen strands away from her face. One good thing about being perpetually in love with a vampire is that he always looks as gorgeous as the day they first met. ❝ Glad you liked the show. Hope you caught the part where my favorite scrunchie broke. It was devastating. ❞ The Slayer's hands cross behind her back, easy steps slowly bringing her closer. ❝ What brings you back around? Is this business or a personal call? ❞
"I'm sure you will get over it. That scrunchie had a good run." And the rarity that is seeing Angel smile comes alive when he is around her. No one can doubt the effect she has on him at that moment. She doesn't need his help and sometimes, he just likes to stay behind and watch her go, in her habitat as a Slayer. "Hm. Maybe I just missed you." Which he always does and that was the perpetual fact after their separation, a mutual agreement, on his insistence, but nevertheless, he misses her.
He pushes himself from the crypt he had been resting his body on and walks her way, meeting in the middle. "No death visions this time. Just. . .call it homesick." And he had many homes across the ages but none compared to her. Ireland was far long ago and whatever remain of his original home was surely turned into a hotel or something, he never bothered to look. Darla was gone and so was the soulless monster he had been. She was the one thing that remain, where he found his heart. "You look good."
been listening to a rewatch podcast of angel and the way the girls that conduct it are so excited about it and they are fans of angel 100% and bangel stans is so wholesome. some of their thoughts are spot on with my own.
ㅤㅤㅤSOMETHING IS WRONG WITH ANGEL. The way he speaks, the way he moves, it's all off somehow. Even the smile looks almost right, but not quite. Worst of all is the look in his eyes. Like he would eat her alive on a whim. ❝ I don't think you're one to judge when it comes to being stiff. You're not exactly known for being the life of the party. ❞ Brows furrow in unravelling confusion. Is he referring to himself? To Angel? But he is Angel . . . isn't he ? This has to be a trick of some kind. Angel would never say these things. Or would he? How much did she really know him? He was always good at hiding things from her.
ㅤㅤㅤ❝ Well, seeing your father dead isn't exactly something that warms a girl up. ❞ Kate swallows, uneasy eyes kept on ❛ Angel ❜ , unsure of how to take this accusation. Can you call it teasing if it was all sincere ? She had liked Angel, perhaps a lot more than she should have. At least, she liked the man he had pretended to be. These days she's not sure which parts were real and which were just a means to an end. This new attitude only serves to make it all so much more confusing. Kate absently reaches for the cross charm of her necklace, rubbing the metal with her thumb. ❝ Make up my mind? What the hell has gotten into you ? ❞
He laughs then, eyes brighten up. "Oh yes, not my fault really, I had a little bit of an issue going on, but don't worry. I can show you how fun I can be. But surely you read all about it in your little history search." Angelus, the scorch of Europe, the one with the angelic face. And she hasn't even gotten to the best parts of his tales. Personally, he is fond of Drusilla as the walking reminder of what he can do, or perhaps in a few years time, little Giles would speak up of the painting he did of sweet Jenny. He can be called many things, but he enjoys being seen as an artist.
"Uhm. I beg to differ though. Killing my father brought up the man I was inside. Freud would be proud, I think. Then again ,I did kill everyone else that night." He steps closer, one, two, three and eyes open in slight faud surprise, a hand to his unbeating heart. "RIght. He didn't told you about the curse. He was always so. . .secret about it. It's more like what has gotten out of me. And honestly? I would think this is an improvement ,Kate. At least I can hold a conversation." Another step closer, as the vampire closes off the distance. "You are talking with the real deal here, sweetheart. The ony you read so much about. Honestly? I'm blushing. I do like the attention."
this is so interesting and what i was expecting.
The reality of life is that no matter how much time happens between then and now, he can feel her presence anywhere. It's almost startling. Vampire sire bond worked in a similar manner, knowing where Darla and his fledglings were if around but with Buffy, there is no sireline involved. Just an unspoken tether line that ties them together and he doesn't want to break.
"Hey." The vampire speaks once they cross path, the initial surprise might be gone as he looks over, a smile spreading on his lips. He always takes some time to watch her, see what changed, see what remains the same. "I do love watching you work." @dcviline for buffy.
"My boy sure does have type doesn't he? You are a looker, sweetheart. Shame you are so stiff, but what else can be expected from a cop?" Accent slims through thicker than when he is ensouled, the vampire offers a smile that tends to mimic that of his other half but it's mostly a failed attempt at being gentle. Eyes might not be demonic but they reflect the predatory nature of the demon inside.
"Hot and cold, hot and cold, back in my day we called that teasing. You had him all scrambled around in here, blondie." Tapping the side of his head, if there is something he enjoys as much as he does the torture, is exposing Angel's darkest secrets, his little shames. "You gotta make up your mind! Last girl who did that send us to hell and we CAN'T have that." @dcviline for kate.
