Trying to heal

▫▫ 27 | Germany ▫▫ Diagnosed with bpd and bdd

[hellish-daddi]

[thegirlyounevernoticed21]

“Its getting hard again. Hard to wake up, hard to go about my day. Hard to live, hard to breathe, hard to love my skin. At times like today, I don’t want to feel my skin anymore. I don’t want to exist anymore.”

— g.d (its getting hard to love myself again) 

[wordx]

I need to let my soul rest for a while.

[dafancyuhinspiration]

[paper-wounds]

[kosmogrl]

[thatsbelievable]

[kosmogrl]

what doesn’t kill you makes you cry on a bright sunny day

[dafancyuhinspiration]

[mithiyaan]

i need a man obsessed w me

[perfectquote]

“I am homesick for a place I am not sure even exists. One where my heart is full. My body loved. And my soul understood.”

— Melissa Cox

[hellish-daddi]

[achillesinhighheels]

Training my nervous system to choose an unfamiliar heaven instead of a familiar hell

[aidashakur]

[wholeheartedsuggestions]

you deserve a life you aren’t constantly recovering from

[wholeheartedsuggestions]

it’s not a myth. it gets easier. every bit of hard work is worth something. it builds you up.

[gabapentinblues]

feeling detached from everything in a way that scares me