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my random thoughts about life, work and some other things.

[chaeswann]

📍 Athabasca Falls, AB Am I posting a almost 2 year ild picture? Yes. I miss going somewhere and just take pictures. I may not be good with it but it helps me calm. Staring at a beautiful view makes me calm and relax. Someday, I would be able to take pictures of beautiful views again. 💛 #photography #inspiringphotography #randomthoughts #mypov #albertacanada #travelphotography #travelling https://www.instagram.com/p/CPNPFTKJ4H2/?utm_medium=tumblr

[chaeswann]

These group right here. They are the ones who helped me in my darkest hours. I honestly don’t know what will I be doing if I didn’t discover them and become a fan. Their songs helped me heal the insecurities of mine. Insecurities that I thought I would never overcome. They’re one of the reason why I’m holding myself together. Their voice, their songs and their words are the reason I have hope that even though I’m lacking everything is gonna be okay. That even though I don’t have everything, I’m still worthy to be love. Because of them, I learned how to appreciate myself, value my worth and love myself the way I am. Other people might not understand why these boys are so loved by many but that doesn’t matter because they don’t know what BTS did to our lives. Call me cheesy, dumb or non-sense. I love these boys with all of my heart and for as long as I can I would be there protecting them the way they protected me with my own demons. 💜 #randomthoughts #ARMY #BTS #foreverthankful #blessed #proudARMYmom https://www.instagram.com/p/CPJoIonpu1o/?utm_medium=tumblr

[chaeswann]

📍Athabasca Falls, AB. A picture from almost two years ago. How I miss travelling. Alone or with friends. It might sound ridiculous to say that even though I haven’t been to different country but even so, I miss it. I miss the feeling of being in a strange city where no one knows you. You’re just there exploring, discovering new stuff and collecting memories. I find travelling as a healing process. It helps me think about life and makes me forget all the stress I have in reality. An escape even just for a little while. I’m hoping to get to travel again once this pandemic dies down. I want to escape life even just for a little bit. #albertacanada #athabascafalls #randomthoughts #photography #thoughts https://www.instagram.com/p/CPHoiZtJpel/?utm_medium=tumblr

[chaeswann]

📍 Athabasca Falls, AB Am I posting a almost 2 year ild picture? Yes. I miss going somewhere and just take pictures. I may not be good with it but it helps me calm. Staring at a beautiful view makes me calm and relax. Someday, I would be able to take pictures of beautiful views again. 💛 #photography #inspiringphotography #randomthoughts #mypov #albertacanada #travelphotography #travelling https://www.instagram.com/p/CPNPFTKJ4H2/?utm_medium=tumblr

[chaeswann]

📍Athabasca Falls, AB. A picture from almost two years ago. How I miss travelling. Alone or with friends. It might sound ridiculous to say that even though I haven’t been to different country but even so, I miss it. I miss the feeling of being in a strange city where no one knows you. You’re just there exploring, discovering new stuff and collecting memories. I find travelling as a healing process. It helps me think about life and makes me forget all the stress I have in reality. An escape even just for a little while. I’m hoping to get to travel again once this pandemic dies down. I want to escape life even just for a little bit. #albertacanada #athabascafalls #randomthoughts #photography #thoughts https://www.instagram.com/p/CPHoiZtJpel/?utm_medium=tumblr

[chaeswann]

thoughts.

Sometimes I wonder what exactly is my future. Is it just me forever working for somebody else.

Will I be able to start my own business, oh heck even think of an idea what I really wanna do. I feel like I have so many things I wanna do but its not for me. 

I like photography but I feel incapable 

I like video editing but I think im lacking about something and my videos doesn’t turn out the way I wanted. 

I’m almost 30 and I still dont know what I want to do. 

Right now, I just want to provide for my kid and working for somebody else works for me. 

Is this how is it gonna be. 

Or I’m meant to do something else?

If yes, what is it.. because right now I have no clue what I wanna do in life. 

Everyone else seems to figure out what they want and what career they wanna pursue but what about me?

Am I just mean to do this? Work for somebody else? 

How come I am not creative as the others. 

How come I can’t even think of what I’m good at.. 

[oursunandmoon]

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[yuzees]

21 ways to love yourself every single day

1. Learn. Every day. In whatever way you can. Read a book, spend five minutes catching up on the news, master a tiny task. Go to bed every night knowing you are (even in the smallest way) smarter than you were the day before.

2. Look up from that small device in your hand. There’s a beautiful world happening right around you.

3. Be honest, always. Learn to get in the habit of speaking truthfully, rather than dancing around a subject or feeling the need to tell people what they want to hear.

4. Go to bed early when you know you need a good night’s sleep, no matter how hard it is to force yourself to do it.

5. And sleep in when you know you deserve it.

6. Listen to the music that brings you joy, whether it’s from the most obscure band in the world or the most overplayed Top 40 song ever.

7. Abstain from judging others and taking part in gossip, no matter how satisfying it may feel in the moment.

8. And when you fail at this from time to time (because we all will, because we’re human) – look internally and figure out what caused this behavior in the first place. Was it something in yourself that you were insecure or frustrated or unhappy with? If so, concentrate on addressing those issues rather than projecting your uneasiness and insecurity elsewhere. It will make you so much happier long-term.

9. Make eye contact with the people you’re interacting with. Remind yourself of how hard it can sometimes be, but how quickly it makes your connection that much stronger.

10. Eat slowly. Put down your phone every few bites and just pay attention to the food and how good it really does taste.

11. Be kind to the person who annoys you the most. It’s a fast way to remember not only how human you are, but how human they are, too.

12. Work every day to remember that just because someone’s opinion is different than yours does not automatically mean it is wrong. Do everything you can to understand the lenses through which other people look at the world. It doesn’t mean you have to change your own views – it will just help you to be more understanding of theirs, even if you don’t agree.

13. Tell other people why they’re awesome. It doesn’t take away your own happiness or confidence, it just grows everything even more.

14. Spend your money in a wakeful, conscious manner.

15. Understand that it is possible to forgive people without having to necessarily keep them in your life. Forgive those that have wronged you but don’t feel guilty for continuing your life without them.

16. Find things to do every couple of hours to take your eyes off of a screen. Go for a walk, grab a coffee, chat with your coworker, or even just close your eyes and breathe. You deserve a little rest (and so do your eyes).

17. Say “thank you,” even for the littlest things. The more you do it, the more you will realize (even unconsciously) how many tiny, little things you have to be grateful for.

18. Surround yourself with people who make your world brighter and your mind more excited and your heart bigger.

19. Listen when you have conversations, instead of just hearing them and thinking of what you’re going to say next. We all do it, and we’re all a work in progress. But just keep in mind that the more you work on this, the more natural it will become. And the more you do it, the more you’ll realize how much you miss out on when you hear instead of listen.

20. Ask questions. Ask a lot of questions. Never suppress your curiosity. It’s the only way you really grow.

21. Remember that you always deserve love. From your family, from your friends, from your significant other. And from yourself

[chaeswann]

07.18.16 🎭 #random #photos #photooftheday #potd #simple #iphone6 #photography #live #love #laugh #colorful #posters #summer #fun #winnipeg #manitoba #fringefestival #wpgnow @wpgnow (at Pantages Playhouse Theatre)

[chaeswann]

07.13.16 😍 #random #photos #simple #photography #iphone6photography #live #laugh #love #colorful #lushcosmetics #inspired #photographer #polopark #winnipeg #manitoba

[chaeswann]

07.11.16 🍦 #random #photos #simple #photography #inspired #photographer #icecreamlover #cravingstatisfied #live #love #laugh #summer #fun #winnipeg #manitoba

[chaeswann]

throwback x 07.10.16 💕 #random #photos #simple #photography #cherryblossoms #assiniboineparkzoo #winnipeg #manitoba #peglife #live #love #laugh #summer #fun #throwback #inspired #photographer #wpgnow @wpgnow #nofilterneeded

[chaeswann]

07.08.16 👌🏽 #mogolife #winnipeg #manitoba #peglife #worklife #quoteoftheday #qotd #simple #photograpy #live #laugh #love #dailyquote #inspirational #quotes #random #photo

[chaeswann]

I see nothing in space as promising as the view from a Ferris Wheel. 🎡 #latenightthoughts #random #thoughts #qoute #qouteoftheday #qotd #ferriswheel #colourful #lights #redriverexhibition #RRX #winnipeg #wpg #live #laugh #love #happiness #simple #photography #photo #photooftheday (at Red River Exhibition)

[chaeswann]

06.24.16 🎡 #redriverexhibition #redriverex2016 #RRX #ferrieswheelview #fun #moments #live #love #laugh #latenightthoughts #wpgnow #winnipeg #portage #simple #photography #colorful (at Red River Exhibition)

[chaeswann]

Made this last night. 💕

[sakimichan]

I though I’d add officer Jenny to my poekmon collection since I already painted Nurse joy ^_^  I got my inspiration/reference form this awesome cosplay : http://tinyurl.com/kyxq4nc 

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