everlong

Dave Grohl, Slipknot, glitter.

[adrenaline]

[gosh]

by Melania Brescia

[phaxes]

via weheartit

[phaxes]

via weheartit

[hedonist--poet-deactivated20240]

Hell is loving you in my sleep and waking up alone.

Hira (via hedonistpoet)

[chaffacakes]

Moving on

All my friends are moving onto the next chapter of their lives. Starting new jobs, moving into new houses, doing masters degrees, having babies, getting married. And I'm stuck. I've been rejected by everything these past two months, life is just getting worse. No place wants me, no one wants me. I'm going to be working a job, just so I can escape next year, when everyone will forget about me. I only looked for masters degrees in Yorkshire because my new life was there, now its too late to look anywhere else. I planned my whole next year around moving in. Now I'm not moving in or moving on, I'm starting from scratch.

[chaffacakes]

Five days

On Sunday I was supposed to be moving in with my love. The one person I would do anything for. I've had to cancel my life this week. I've got to unpack my belongings that I'd already imagined a place for in OUR new house. It's 28 degrees outside, and I've sat inside and cried for days. It's my fault for taking after my father, I am unable to express my emotions nicely. Have I been ungreatful at times? Have I been second best? Have I been under appreciated? Yes. I never knew pain could feel like this. I know I tried. Everything reminds me of him. I know I should have left him alone I was the one destroying him he made that clear a year ago. I don't talk about the right things, I don't have enough hobbies. I can say this here because no one's really listening. I love him, but you can't make someone want you. A small part of me knows I would take it all back in a heartbeat, but he could never love me after that, who could, I can't even love myself after what I did. 2 people I know have just moved in with their loves. I am so jealous, I thought that would be me. Now he will be moving into our room with new lusts. How do I stop crying? On Sunday I was going to get us prosecco for our first night. Now I've lost everything. How can I get through these five days?

[chaffacakes]

Keep seeing romantic and cute stuff everywhere and it's making me so emotional

[breadthtoshake]

Hangover drawings

Credit to Mountvision, always wanted to try their style

[viajera-de-la-vida]

[marlasingerlives]

“Fuck off with your sofa units and strine green stripe patterns. I say never be complete, I say stop being perfect, I say lets evolve, let the chips fall where they may.”

[breadthtoshake]

Smoke break

[chaffacakes]

Just so shit at everything I do. Why can't I be good at something.

[chaffacakes]

New year

Need to promise myself to lose weight this year and all around eat better to feel better about myself!!! Be more happy and remember that the gym makes me feel good, even if it can seem a struggle to go sometimes!

[misfitsoul]

[word-forward]

[pearljaam]