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So Easy (to fall in love) pt.2
tennis player paige x former wbb player azzi
WC: 10.5 K
Hi everyone! Honestly, I didnât think I would finish this story, but I was so positively overwhelmed by the love you showed for part one that I knew I had to write this. I hope Pt. 2 lives up to your expectations!
(P.S. This chapter is much better paced than the first one since I am finally done writing exams and no longer in a time crunch! I might even go back and edit part 1 soon!)
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Azzi raised her hands and pushed Paige, shoving her just a little bit harder than she actually needed to, desperately trying to hide the sudden trembling in her fingers. Paige was too close. Azzi felt like she was drowning in her; her scent, her voice, her proximity. And getting to the living room far from Paige seemed like a good way to try to float again. So Azzi started stepping away. But maybe Azzi wasnât as desperate to be saved as she thought, because Paige easily grabbed her wrist, and Azzi let herself be pulled back into deeper waters.
âThey're for you, Az,â Paige murmured. She spoke in that rare, quiet tone she only used when she stripped away all her usual dramatics and loud exclamations. It was just soft, raw, and completely pure.
Azzi felt her breath stop. She wasnât just too close to Paige anymore; together, they were hovering right on the edge of a truth that had remained unspoken for the past few months. There was something going on between them, something more than just acquaintanceship, rehabilitation work, or friendship. Azzi liked being around Paige more than any of those labels should grant. Every Tuesday she fixed her clothes and touched up her makeup before she would head down to the clinic floor at 6.00. She stopped packing her healthy meal prep lunches so that sheâd have an excuse to go out for lunch, and if she ended up eating with a certain blonde it was just purely coincidence.Â
But, Azzi also knew two other very important things. The first being that everyone liked being around Paige. Everyone, whether theyâd admit it or not, wanted Paigeâs attention. Everyone wanted to bathe in her sunlight. Even Caroline, who constantly complained about the crumbs Paige left on the physio beds, could never manage a convincing scowl when Paige smiled at her. So, Azzi had rationalized that what she was feeling was just the inevitable, unavoidable effect of the classic Paige charm. This theory was certainly supported by the second thing Azzi knew: all of her past relationships were with men, and so Azzi Fudd is definitely not a lesbian.
"Caroline told me about UConn," Paige whispered, a fresh tear slipping down her cheek. "Iâm so damn proud of you. I literally cried while she was telling me."
Azzi stared at her for a fraction of a second. Paige is crying, Paige Bueckers who Azzi has only seen cry once in the entirety of the past nine months is crying, is crying for Azzi.Â
âAhâ Azzi thinks, a sudden realization hitting her, âmaybe Paige is drowning too.â
Her need for distance completely dissipates, replaced by the need to be as close as possible, to grab Paige's body and consequently give her something she can float with. She throws her arms around Paigeâs neck, pulling her in so tightly she hinders her own breathing.
"Loser," she whispered into Paigeâs ear, her voice thick with emotion. "Can't believe you cried" and she really can't believe that she cried or that sheâs crying again.Â
When did this happen? When did they get close enough, when did they start caring so much? Was it in the 5 minutes they got during each of the appointments? Or was it in their shared lunches? Or maybe their more recent texting? Or maybe it was four years ago, when she met a beautiful stranger who spilled ketchup on her favourite jacket in a trashy bar.
Bang! Bang! Bang!
âPaige, open the door!â
The sudden, aggressive pounding on the front door shattered the silence. They broke apart instantly, blinking against the sudden rush of cool air between them.
Azzi wiped her face quickly, her heart hammering against her ribs as she looked toward the entryway. âWere you expecting someone?â Azzi asked.
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Paige wasnât expecting Azzi to show up at the middle of the night (though sheâs definitely not complaining that she did), and she sure as hell was not expecting Zoe to be standing outside of her door black out drunk. Or High. Well whatever sent her to the stars, she was definitely there. She looked like she could barely stand straight. For the first time since knowing her, Paige actually thought Zoe looked like she genuinely needed one of her stupid wellness retreats.
âZoe,â Paige said, her voice dropping into a tense, but baffled tone. âWhat are you doing here?â
âPaige I need helpâ said Zoe while stumbling across the threshold, she walked past Paige and face planted directly onto the living room couch.Â
Paige closed the front door slowly. âWhat is my life right now?â
âZoe whatâs going on? What happened? Why are you so drunk⊠or high?
âMy life is overâŠâ Zoe wailed, rolling over to stare at the ceiling with wide and glassy eyes. âMy dad found out about my offshore accounts in the Cayman Islands. I was moving funds from the company to finance this crystal-infused matcha start upâŠand apparently, itâs illegalâ
Paige blinked, her jaw dropping. âIllegal? LikeâŠa tax loopholeâ
âIllegal like money laundering, Paige!" Zoe gasped, sitting up dramatically. âMy dad didn't want to send me to jail, but he fired me. He took away my black card, froze my checking accounts, and I can't even open my penthouse doors. My code doesnât work anymore. I just spent my last dollars on cheap tequila.â
Azzi slowly walked out of the kitchen, her arms crossed, staring at her former business partner in absolute disbelief. âWait. You got caught money laundering?â
Zoeâs head snapped toward the kitchen, finally noticing her. âAzzi! Thank god you're here.â Instead of being shocked to see her ex-partner at her ex-girlfriend's apartment at 11:00 PM, Zoe just pointed a desperate finger at her. âCan you help me? Do I⊠do I have any more equity left in Revite? Anything at all?â
âThe equity you sold three months ago?â Azzi deadpanned. âNo, Zo. You sold it all. You signed the paperwork.â
Zoe let out a sigh, slapping her hands against her forehead. âOh my god, this is a nightmare.â Her face suddenly turned a slight shade of green, and she gripped her stomach. âExcuse me for a second, I need to go to the bathroom and puke my guts out.â
She scrambled off the couch, running a hand over her face as she stumbled toward the hallway bathroom, slamming the door behind her. A second later, the sound of retching echoed down the hall.
Azzi stood frozen in the center of the living room. Slowly, her head turned toward Paige.
Paige was already staring back at her, her blue eyes wide, her hands hovering awkwardly at her sides. The heavy, romantic tension that had been suffocating the kitchen just five minutes ago was completely vaporized, replaced by sheer absurdity.
Azzi let out a breath, her voice a flat, stunned whisper. âI worked with a money launderer.â
Paigeâs shoulders began to shake as a breathless laugh bubbled up her throat. âI dated a money launderer.â
They stared at each other for one more silent second before both of them completely lost it. Paige clamped a hand over her mouth to muffle her wheezing laughs, bending over at the waist, while Azzi covered her face, her shoulders shaking with silent, hysterical laughter.
âShe laundered money for matcha,â Paige hissed through her fingers, her eyes watering all over again.Â
âCrystal-infused matcha!â Azzi whispered back.
Azzi left shortly after. The apartment had felt too crowded, and she felt like she needed to give Paige and Zoe some space.
By the time she unlocked the door to her own place, the adrenaline had faded. She pulled out her phone, staring at the screen for a long moment before finally sending a text.
Azzi: yyou survive the criminal?
The reply came almost instantly.
Paige: barely. she threw up agaan :(
Paige: sheâs stayin in the guest room. says shes gonna be here for like a muonth until she can sell her stock in some other randim company and get her footing back.
Azzi stared at the bubbles as they popped up and vanished.
Paige: az? you still awake?
Azzi didn't reply. She tossed her phone onto the nightstand, sliding into bed and staring up at the dark ceiling. The silence of her room felt deafening compared to the chaos that was Paige's apartment.
She lay there, the wheels in her mind turning relentlessly, tracking backward through the years.
It was easy to laugh at Zoe now, to joke about the crystal-infused matcha and the Cayman Islands, but as Azzi stared into the dark, a wave of reality hit her. Zoe wasn't a bad person. In fact, when Azzi was at her absolute lowest, right after her second injury at UConn, Zoe had been the only one who looked at her and saw potential. Every investor in New York had slammed the door in Azzi's face when she tried to pitch Revite. They saw a twenty-something girl with a ruined knee and a pipe dream.
But Zoe had listened. Zoe had been interested, and Zoe had signed the check that breathed life into Azzi's dream.
I owe her everything, Azzi realized, the thought sinking like a stone in her stomach. Revite wouldn't exist without Zoe. And now, Zoe was in a genuinely hard position, stripped of her family's wealth, her job, and her home.
Azzi rolled onto her side, swallowing hard. It didn't matter if Paige and Zoe were completely over. It didn't matter if they weren't in love anymore, or if Paige had been looking at Azzi with an intensity that made her knees weak. Zoe was her friend, her co-founder, the person who saved her career. Stepping into Paige's space, letting herself feel whatever was blooming between themâŠit just wasn't right.Â
And besides, she was lying to herself if she thought she even fit Paige's type.
The last person Paige Bueckers had chosen to date was Zoe Fernandez. Zoe was high-fashion, high-maintenance, and apparently, a white-collar criminal. Compared to all that, Azzi was, well, boring. She was absolutely, nothing like Zoe.
Azzi still didn't entirely understand how Paige and Zoe had come to be together in the first place, but the fact remained: Zoe was the standard. There was no way Paige could ever look at Azzi the way she had looked at a girl like Zoe.
Azzi closed her eyes, letting out a long, shaky breath into the quiet room. Her phone screen stayed dark. Azzi needed ease, questioning her sexuality, questiong her feelings for Paige, and questioning the complication of Zoe; was nowhere near easy. So she pushed her phone further from her and pulled up her blanket.
It was better this way. Whatever unsaid truth had been hovering between her and Paige in that kitchen, it had to stay unsaid. There could never really be anything between them.
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âIâm telling you, Iâve officially lost my goddamn mind,â Paige groaned, dropping her head into her hands.
She was sitting on the bench at the edge of the practice court, her tennis racket abandoned beside her. Across from her stood Nika, her performance coach and long-time friend. After nine grueling months of physical rehab, Paige was finally back on the court training with Nika again.
Nika crossed her arms and looked down at Paige with a mix of irritation and amusement, truly a rare combo only Nika could manage. âYouâve also lost all fucking your talent apparently, you haven't been able to hit baseline all morning, whats going on?â
âItâs Azzi,â Paige confessed, her voice muffled by her palms. She finally looked up, her blue eyes wide and frantic. âI think I scared her off, Nika. Sheâs being so dry. Itâs been five days. Five days of one-word texts. I feel literally schizo.â
Nika raised an eyebrow. âAzzi? Rich, hot, muscle mommy, beautiful physio angel sent from the heavens, CEO, Azzi?â
âYes! And she probably thinks Iâm an actual psychopath now,â Paige cried, gesturing wildly. âShe was in my apartment when Zoe showed up.â
Nika blinked. âSo? Didnât she work with Zoe, she already knows her.â
âThatâs the problem! Azzi had to be around Zoe because they were business partners, but I actually chose to date her. Azzi must think my taste in women is a literal biohazard.â
Nika let out a soft snort, twisting her racket on the court floor. âTo be fair, P⊠Zoe was a lot. Even before her whole white-collar crime era. What were you thinking?â
âI donât even know,â Paige muttered, slumping back against the bench. She stared blankly at her sneakers, trying to rationalize a relationship that now felt like a completely different lifetime. âAt the time, it just made sense. Zoe was pretty. Zoe was rich, so she had her own things going on and she didn't suffocate me by obsessing over my career or treating me like a celebrity.â
âAnd she didnât want to be public either,â Paige continued, her voice dropping into a quieter, defensive tone. âCause she was convinced she was 99% straight and didnât want the media thinking she was lesbian. Some of the media is still somehow entirely convinced that Iâm basically straight too because Zoe wanted everything completely locked down. We always just did our own thing. We barely saw each other because of my travel schedule and her weird ass life. Half the time, it didnât even really feel like we were together anyway. It was just easy when we were in the same city; we got to fuck without having to worry about NDAs and that was it.â
Nika nodded slowly, listening intently. She had been there for the entirety of the Zoe timeline, watching from the sidelines, the relationship was just so outlandish she hadnât really developed an opinion on it, and like Paige just sort of acted like it didnât exist.
âI donât know what to tell you dudeâŠyou need to find a way to talk to Azzi and remind her you arenât crazy if she isnât tryna make conversation on textâ
âSo you want me to corner herâ
âBasically yeah, show up somewhere she canât dodge youâ
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Azzi stared at her laptop screen. For the last five days, her entire existence had boiled down to a single, brutal exercise in self-restraint: limiting her responses to Paige.
Every time her phone buzzed, a stupid, involuntary spark would catch in her chest. Sheâd look down, see a text from Paige about some absolute nonsense or memes. Sheâd count to ten, and then press down on the delete key for an embarrassing amount of time to erase the long reply she already wrote, and type a single, dry sentence instead.
Keep the boundary. Sheâs your ex-client. Sheâs Zoeâs ex. She doesnât like you. You are probably not lesbian.
"Az, please save me," Caroline groaned, leaning dramatically against the doorframe of Azziâs office. She was holding a stack of files in her hands, looking thoroughly miserable. "I have a date this Friday with this guy, right? But I haven't been on a date for so long dude, and I donât want dinner to be awkward. So do you wanna go on a double date to make it less painful for your best friend, whom I know you love and care for, and often say you would do anything for"
Azzi blinked, a sudden, desperate thought flashed through her mind. Maybe if she went on a date, she wouldn't have to go through the daily humiliation ritual of overthinking about Paige.
"I'll go," Azzi said grittingly.
Caroline froze, she stepped forward closer to Azzi like it was her vision deceiving her rather than her hearing, her eyebrows practically shooting into her hairline. "Wait. What?"
"I'll go with you," Azzi repeated, more sure now, leaning back in her chair and crossing her arms, trying to sound completely nonchalant. "Itâs probably good for me to go out and about sometimes. But donât get too excited, this will probably be the last time."
"Don't get too excited about what?"
Azziâs heart dropped to where her ass met her desk chair.
Paige was standing right behind Caroline in the doorway, holding a tray of two iced coffees. She looked bright and beautiful.
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Azzi Fudd is so gay. She is so incredibly gay, specifically she is so deeply, and embarrassingly gay for Paige Bueckers.
It had been nine whole months of this torturous, slow-burn nonsense, and they still werenât together. Ever since Paigeâs rehab program technically ended last week, Azzi had been moping around the upper office all day. She didn't come down to the clinic floor anymore, she didn't help out with stretching, and worst of all, she had stopped bringing the daily iced coffees.
Caroline had watched enough "your daily $7 coffee could pay for your car down payment" financial freedom videos on TikTok to realize she had to take immediate action. She needed her daily caffeine fix subsidized by Azzi Fudd; who was her best friend, yes, but also her boss, and significantly wealthier than her.
So, Caroline had sought out the most annoying, finance-bro type guy she could find on Hinge, knowing he would certainly have an equally annoying best friend. Boom. One dinner with them, and Azzi would remember she actually completely hates men, causing her finally run into Paigeâs arms.
It was a great plan, but it was going even better than expected. First of all, Caroline didnât even have to beg Azzi much to agree to the setup. Actually, she hadnât had to beg at all.Â
And now, the universe had delivered a perfect bonus: Paige was standing right here, holding coffee, looking like a deer that didnât know it was about to be run over. Carolineâs inner demon, who definitely watched too many Spanish soap dramas, rejoiced. It was time to rub Azziâs upcoming date all over Paigeâs face, and speed up her confession.
Caroline turned around, flashing Paige a massive, innocent smile. âOh, nothing! Just that Azziâs letting me set her up on a blind double date with a guy this Friday!â She looked back and forth between them. âI think itâs a great idea, right? Unless... anybody has any particular reason why Azzi shouldnât go?â
Paigeâs jaw tightened for a fraction of a second. She looked at Azzi, her blue eyes flashing with a mix of hurt, panic, and sheer disbelief. But instead of cracking, Paigeâs defense kicked right back in. She slapped a smirk onto her face, though it didn't quite reach her eyes.
âAzzi should definitely go,â Paige said, her voice dripping with artificial amusement as she walked past Caroline and placed the iced coffees onto Azziâs desk. âI mean, honestly? I think it would be hard for her ass to score a date on her own anyway.â
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âNika, I need you to kill Caroline!â Paige yelled into the phone, the moment she burst through the doors of the clinic.
âIâm a performance coach, Paige, not a hitman. But honestly I could totally see that as like a true crime episode you know, like a tennis racket serial killer, but anyways what the fuck did Caroline do to you?â
âShe ruined my life!â Paige groaned, dropping into her car seat and dropping her forehead to her steering wheel. âI went into the clinic. I had coffee. I was literally two seconds away from asking Azzi to grab lunch with me, and Caroline drops a fucking bomb. She set Azzi up for a double date.â
âOkay? And what did you do?â
âI panicked, Nika!â Paige cried, throwing her hands in the air. âCaroline looked right at me and asked if anyone had a reason why Azzi shouldnât go out with some random guy. And instead of saying something normal, my stupid mouth opened and I told them Azzi should definitely go because it would be hard for her to score a date on her own.â
Nika let out a sharp crack of laughter, shaking her head. âOh, youâre an idiot. I told you to go there to make her think you weren't a weirdo, not make her think youâre a douchebag.â
âItâs not funny!â Paige muttered, her chest heaving as the adrenaline faded into raw, heavy frustration. âI was hurt. I donât want to see anyone but Azzi, and sheâs just out here volunteering to go out with men? Iâm so confused. I was so confident she liked me even if she was a little weirded out recently. She was definitely looking at me in a typa way in my kitchen? She was holding me to, like the full on lesbian U-Haul hug. I know she feels it too. So why the hell is she fucking around and playing games with me?â
Nika let out a slow breath. âMaybe sheâs straight, Paige, you never know.â
âNo,â Paige said instantly, her tone deadpan, dropping any trace of her usual dramatics. âShe definitely isn't straight. There is zero percent chance she is straight.â
Nika raised an eyebrow, that Paige could somehow sense through the phone. âWell, does she know that?â
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Azzi was going to kill herself. Actually, no, she was going to kill Bradley, and then she was going to kill herself. Not in a romantic, star-crossed, Romeo-and-Juliet kind of way. More like a âyou are actually the worst person on the planet and I am doing the global population a massive favor by removing you from itâ kind of way.
They were forty-five minutes into dinner at a ridiculously loud, overpriced restaurant that Azzi could be enjoying if Bradley had not stopped talking about his macro-nutrients once.
âSee, the thing about raw egg whites in the morning,â Bradley said, leaning across the table, âis the bio-availability. If youâre not tracking your metabolic rate before your fasted cardio, Az, youâre basically wasting your time in the gym.â
âFascinating,â Azzi deadpanned, staring at her untasted salmon like she hoped it would magically come back to life and flop on her plate to provide her with some sort of entertainment.
Across the table, Caroline was not doing any better with Bradleyâs friend, Chad. Chad was currently showing Caroline a video of his personal record deadlift on his phone, making loud grunting noises right there at the restaurant table for no reason. Carolineâs face had completely lost all its usual mischief, she looked, exhausted, and deeply, deeply regretful.
Azzi kicked Caroline hard under the table. Caroline gasped, her eyes snapping up.
âBathroom,â Azzi mouthed, her eyes shooting daggers. âNow.â
âHey, weâre just gonna go to the bathroom for a sec,â Caroline said smoothly, practically scrambling out of the booth.
The second the heavy wooden door of the bathroom clicked shut behind them, Azzi turned around, crossing her arms. âCaroline these arenât just finance bros, theyâre finance bodybuilding bros, this is a whole nother level of douchebagness, what the hell were you thinking?"
Caroline collapsed against the marble sink, burying her face in her hands. âIâm sorry! Iâm so sorry! I swear his Hinge profile said he worked in capital ventures! I didn't know they were also competitive bodybuilders, Azzi, I swear to god!â
âThe man asked the waiter if the kitchen could weigh his broccoli,â Azzi hissed.
âLetâs just go back out there, pretend I got a fake text from my landlord about a pipe bursting or something, and dip. Deal?â
Azzi let out a long, defeated sigh, rubbing her forehead. âFine. Letâs go.â
They walked back out into the dimly lit, chaotic restaurant corridor. Azzi was so busy mentally rehearsing the excuse they came up with in the bathroom that she didn't notice the freshly mopped tile right near the kitchen doors. There was no yellow caution sign.
Her foot hit the slick sheen of water that probably had some remnants of soap left which made it extremely slippery.
Snap.
A sudden, agonizing burst of white-hot pain shot straight up her left leg. Azziâs eyes widened, a sharp gasp catching in her throat as her balance completely vanished. She barely caught the edge of a nearby service station with her hand before she landed completely on the ground, her right ankle rolling completely inward.
âOh, nice,â Caroline whispered, immediately leaning down and grabbing Azziâs arm. She was smiling, keeping her voice low for the passing waiters. âCommit to the bit, I love it. Tell them you think you broke it so we can leave right now.â
Azzi was hyperventilating, the color completely draining from her face as she clutched the edge of the station tighter. A cold sweat broke out across her forehead. âCaroline,â she choked out, her voice raw and strained. âIâm not acting. I really canât walk. I can't move it.â
Carolineâs smile dropped instantly. Her eyes darted to Azziâs foot, which was already beginning to visibly swell against her flats. âOh shit. Oh, shit. Okay. Okay, don't move.â
After settling her on a nearby chair, Caroline scrambled back to the dining room, and came back with the most logical, but equally disgusting solution. Bradley and Chad loomed over Azzi, both looking like handsome squidward in a tight polo shirt.
âWe got a downed athlete!â Bradley announced loudly, causing three tables of diners to turn around. He looked down at Azzi with intense, professional seriousness. âWe need to transport her to a vehicle immediately. Chad, remember we have to preserve our posture.â
âRight,â Chad grunted, stepping into position. âCanât strain the erector spinae. Friday is lower-body hypertrophy day.â
Before Azzi could even open her mouth to protest, the two bodybuilders hoisted her up between them. Because they were terrified of compromising their lifting form or throwing out their lower backs (which was impossible since they were built like Dwayne the Rock Johnson), they refused to just carry her like normal human beings. Instead, they lifted her completely flat like a starfish over their heads, holding Azzi like the finale lift from Dirty Dancing.
Azzi was suspended six feet in the air, floating above the restaurant, staring helplessly at the ceiling tiles while Bradley and Chad power-walked her past the bar.
âKeep your core tight, Az!â Bradley yelled up at her. âDonât let your pelvis tilt!â
From five feet behind them, a distinct CLICK-FLASH went off.
Azzi snapped her head around, horrified. Caroline was walking backwards toward the exit, her phone held high, a look of guilt mixed with comedic disbelief on her face as she captured the entire moment on camera.
âCaroline, I will fire you!â Azzi screamed from the ceiling. âI swear to god, delete that right now!â
âItâs for the clinical file!â Caroline yelled back, wiping a tear of laughter from her eye. âIt's medical documentation!â
When they finally got back to Azziâs apartment, Azzi was lying flat on her living room couch, biting down on a throw pillow to keep from crying.
Carolineâs playful demeanor was entirely gone. She was in full Lead Physical Therapist mode, her hands gentle but incredibly precise as she carefully handled Azziâs foot.
âWell?â Azzi wheezed, pulling the pillow away from her face. âGive it to me straight, doc.â
Caroline let out a long, sympathetic breath, sitting back on her heels. âItâs bad, Az. You have a Grade 3 ankle sprain.â
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It was now the next day. Azzi was trapped on her bed, staring blindly at the wall, desperately needing the glasses she had left on her desk at the office. The contacts she wore to her date last night were her last.
She absolutely refused to call Caroline. Caroline started looking so guilty last night after she fully processed what happened to Azzi, and it was suffocating; she had spent hours pacing around the living room, aggressively fluffing Azziâs pillows and apologizing. Plus, Azzi literally could not look at her face without vividly visualizing Bradley, Chad, and the Dirty Dancing lift. The trauma was too fresh.
And it wasnât like she needed an excuse to call Paige, but Paige really was the only other person besides Caroline who had the security code for her personal office.
Azzi opened FaceTime. The phone buzzed once before Paigeâs face filled the screen.Â
âHey,â Azzi muttered.
Paige squinted at the screen. âYou look rough.â She didnât say it in a mean way, just honestly, just noticing.
âYou look ugly,â Azzi said meanly, her defenses immediately flaring up.
Click.
Paige hung up.
Azzi let out an irritated breath, rolling her eyes as she immediately hit the FaceTime button again. Paige answered on the third ring, her expression completely blank now.
âI need you to do something for me,â Azzi said, getting straight to the point.
Paige leaned back against her chair's headrest, feigning deep thought. âHmm⊠let me think about it⊠yeah, no.â
âWhy are you being mean?â
âIâm not being mean.â
âYes, you are,â Azzi insisted, frowning.
âBecauseâŠâ Paige started, stopping herself before the words could completely leave her mouth. She couldn't exactly admit out loud that she was still feeling sour and wallowing in self-pity over the whole blind date situation. She cleared her throat, shifting her gaze away from the camera. âWhatever. What do you need me to do?â
âI left my glasses at the office. Can you pick them up for me and drop them off at my house?â
Paige let out a dramatic, breathy laugh, her blue eyes rolling into the back of her head. âYeah, for sure, definitely. Also, on the way, do you want me to fly to France and pick up a soufflĂ© for you, too?... Why the fuck canât you get your own glasses?â
Without a word, Azzi flipped her camera and slowly tilted her phone camera downward, panning past her sweatpants to reveal her right leg that was purple and swollen around her ankle.
âBecause of this.â
Paigeâs entire demeanor shifted in a millisecond. She leaned so close to her camera Azzi saw her forehead in high definition. âWhat the fuck did you do to your leg?â
âGrade 3 ankle sprain, and back up from the camera pleaseâ Azzi said, reversing the camera back to her face. âCan you get my glasses or not?â
âYeah. Iâll grab them.â
Exactly twenty minutes later, Azzi was sitting on her couch when a loud, thud-thud-bang started, it sounded like it was coming from downstairs directly below her, near her living room wall. Right where the window was.
Azzi stared at her bedroom door in disbelief. No. Paige wouldnât.
Thud.
Yes, Paige definitely would.
Azzi picked up her phone. The moment Paige picked up her call, Azzi started. âSo, I heard someone aggressively banging at my window. That isnât you, right? I should probably be calling the police, right?â
âWhat the fuck, donât call the police!â Paigeâs voice came through the speaker, sounding completely out of breath. âOf course itâs me. Iâm trying to get in!â
âWhy didnât you just call me to ask where the spare key was?â Azzi asked, rubbing her temples.
âBro, are you a fucking grandma? Why would you have a spare key outside your house?â Paige yelled over the wind.
âBecause I donât want dumbasses climbing through my window! Get down before you get hurt. I didnât fix your leg for nine months just for you to get injured doing idiotic shit.â
âFine! Where's the key?â
Azzi bit the inside of her cheek, a highly specific, evil thought forming in her brain. âItâs underneath the second big stone from the porch. Wait⊠actually, maybe the fifth one. But it could also be the seventh. Actually, maybe eleven or thirteen, too.â
âWow. Thanks for such a specific answer,â Paige muttered sarcastically.
Azzi hung up the phone with a satisfied click, leaning back into her pillows.
Outside, Paige let out a heavy sigh, looking down at the landscaped path of large stones lining Azziâs front walkway. She dropped and squatted down, looking at the rocks.
Paige decided to trust her gut. She skipped the second stone entirely and went straight for the fifth one, tipping the heavy rock over. Nothing but dirt. She frowned, moving back to the second. Empty. She crawled on her knees to the seventh, then the eleventh, aggressively lifting them up, her fingers getting completely coated in dark, damp soil.
She was currently digging around the base of the thirteenth stone, a streak of dirt wiped across the front of her pristine white t-shirt, when a voice broke the quiet afternoon air.
âHey, Paige.â
Paige snapped her head around, still on all fours. Standing on the sidewalk was Miranda, Azziâs next-door neighbor. And right beside Miranda was Cookie; the extremely small, chihuahua that Azzi frequently dog-sits. Cookie immediately let out a high-pitched, annoying bark. Paige hated Cookie because the dog was single-handedly responsible for at least four canceled hangouts over the past year, and even when she would convince Azzi that she would just come over and help her dogsit, Cookie was always fighting Paige for Azziâs attention. Honestly, she didnât even know how the dog managed to compete (and often win against her), chihuahuas were objectively ugly, and the spawn of the devil.
Paige gritted out a smile. âHey, Miranda!â
Miranda blinked, looking at Paigeâs mud-stained hands and knees. âWhatcha doing there?â
âI was⊠checking the structural integrity of the soil for the stones,â Paige lied smoothly, slapping her hand against the dirt. âYeah. Thereâs a lot of⊠integrity here.â
âOhh.â
âYeah,â Paige sighed, standing up and wiping her hands on her pants. âUm, actually, Azzi is in a pickle. Sheâs stuck inside with a really bad ankle sprain, and Iâm trying to get in, but I couldnât find the spare key.â
âOhhh, the spare key!â Miranda smiled warmly, clapping her hands together. âI actually picked it up a while ago to put her delivery inside when she went to Connecticut. I totally forgot to give it back! Here, let me just grab it from my kitchen.â
Paige froze.
What was the chance Azzi Fudd knew exactly where that key was and had done this entirely on purpose.
Miranda hurried back a minute later, dropping the silver key into Paigeâs palm. âI hope Azziâs okay!â
âYeah⊠she will be,â Paige muttered, her voice dripping with incoming vengeance, before she remembered something, âHey, Miranda?â
âHmm?â
âYou donât happen to remember⊠which stone the key was under before you took it? Just so I know where to put it back when I'm done.â
Miranda tapped her chin. âAhh, it was the fifth one.â
She had been right. Her gut had been completely right. Paige knew Azzi.
âPerfect. Thanks, Miranda,â Paige smiled tightly, turning toward the front door.
Azzi was lying on her bed, her injured leg propped up on a pillow. The second Paige walked into her line of sight, Azziâs eyes darted straight to the massive, dark soil stain spreading across the front of Paigeâs white shirt. Azziâs lips twitched violently, her cheeks flaring as she fought back a massive, victorious smile.
âThe key wasnât under the stones,â Paige said, her voice dangerously calm as she stopped at the edge of the bed. âBut I ran into Miranda. She said she had the key.â
Azziâs fake-innocent eyes widened. âOhhh, right. I completely forgot she took it.â
âYeah, rightâŠâ Paige deadpanned, tossing the glasses case directly onto Azziâs stomach. âYouâre such a bitch.â
âHey! Iâm injured,â Azzi protested, snatching the glasses and placing them securely on her nose. She looked up at Paige through the lenses, her dark eyes gleaming. âYou have to be courteous to the patient.â
âWhere was the courtesy when I was injured?â Paige countered, crossing her arms.
âWell, youâre the one who calls me a princess,â Azzi smirked, leaning back into her pillows with absolute satisfaction. âSo I deserve special treatment.â
âWhatever, bro,â Paige muttered, slumping down into the armchair across from the bed, she didnât want soil to get on Azziâs sheets. âHow did the princess even break her backâŠor, I guess, her ankleâŠthen?â
Azziâs smirk instantly vanished. Her face went entirely blank. Slowly, she turned her head away from Paige, burying her mouth and nose directly into the plush fabric of her throw pillow, letting out a muffled, incoherent grumble.
âWhat?â Paige asked, leaning forward, her blue eyes narrowing. âI couldnât hear you while you were eating the pillow.â
Azzi pulled her face out of the pillow just enough to look at her, her voice flat and stubborn. âI said, Iâm not telling you.â
âOhh, okay then,â Paige said, getting up from the chair, taking two short strides and snatching the glasses off of Azziâs face. âYou donât get your glasses.â
âWhat?â Azziâs head snapped up.
âWhat, what?â Paige mocked.
âBro, just give them to me.â
âOkay, just tell me how you got hurt.â
Azzi glared at her through her now blurry vision. âWhy do you care?â
âI ended my photo shoot early to pick up your damn glasses,â Paige pointed a dirt-stained finger at her, âthe least you can do is tell me how the fuck you fucked up your leg.â
Azzi let out a long, defeated groan, burying her face in the pillow one last time before rolling over to face the room. âIt was on the stupid double date.â
Paigeâs chest tightened, a sour, bitter taste flooding her mouth. The double date. She immediately pictured some ultra-pretentious, candlelight dinner at a place that required a suit jacket. She imagined Azzi wearing heels since thatâs the reason she probably fell. Paige hated this random dude even more now. In fact, she immediately started plotting petty revenge. Maybe sheâd pull the classic unlimited pizza ordering prank on his apartment. But then again free pizza isnât really a punishment. âWhat if I order fifty pizzas to his house, and instead of getting mad, he donates them all to a homeless shelter? Then Azziâll think heâs like the male version of Mother Teresa, and theyâll get married and make heterosexual, non-IVF babies, and Iâll jump off a cliff.â
Paige forcefully shook the thoughts out of her head, keeping her face blank as she waited for Azzi to continue.
âThe two guys Caroline set us up with, Bradley and Chad, they were so annoying,â Azzi said, her voice dripping with exhaustion. âCaroline and I went to the bathroom, and we were talking about how to get out of the mess. When I got out, I slipped and twisted it. Caroline thought the fall was part of my grand plan to get away from them, but then she realized I actually fell.â Azziâs lips twitched, a look of pure, lingering trauma crossing her face. âAnd then⊠Bradley and Chad picked me up by my legs and shoulders and literally hauled me over their heads to carry me to the car, cause they didnât want to hurt their erector spinae.â
Azzi reached for her phone, tapping the screen a few times before turning it toward Paige. âCaroline took a picture.â
Paige stared at the screen. There was Azzi, looking completely miserable, floating six feet in the air, held up by two men who looked like actual brick walls.
The silence lasted for exactly one second before Paige completely lost it. She fell back into the armchair, howling with laughter, her feet kicking out as she clutched her stomach. âOh my god! No way! No fucking way, Az!â
âIt wasn't funny!â Azzi yelled, though her own cheeks were flushing red. âI was a human barbell, Paige⊠and stop rubbing dirt all over my chair!â
After a solid two minutes of breathless wheezing, Paige finally wiped a tear from her eye and calmed down. She looked at Azzi, her expression softening as her stomach rumbled, reminding her of the time.
âDid you eat?â Paige asked.
âNo, not yet.â
âWhy not?â
âBecause I canât put weight on it for the next week,â Azzi muttered, gesturing to the ice pack. âSo I canât cook right now. And I canât exactly carry delivery up and down the stairs on my own.â
Paige frowned. âSo were you just planning on starving today?â
âNo, Carolâs gonna come in like two hours after she finishes work and sheâll bring me food.â
Paige wanted to say, âyou shouldâve called me, Iâd bring you food on time for as long as youâd need me to.â
âItâs already two oâclock,â Paige said, standing up and grabbing her car keys out of her pocket. âIâll go grab food. What do you want?â
Azzi blinked, and then blinked again, and then âhmmmmâdâ for at least five minutes, but Paige knew better than to interrupt her; Azzi was the most indecisive person she knew. Finally, âHmmm. Maybe that Thai place on Kenmare?â
âKk. You want the fried rice, right?â
âYeah, the green curry one.â
Paige made a face like she smelled rotten eggs, while heading toward the door. âOf course youâd order the greenest option.â
âWait before you go, grab some clothes from my closet and change, youâre so dirtyâÂ
Thirty minutes later, the front door clicked open again. Paige marched back into the house wearing Azziâs white shirt and grey sweatpants, the spicy aroma of Thai food trailing behind her. She walked into the bedroom, setting the takeout containers on the nightstand.
But as Paige started opening the lids, she noticed Azzi had a strange, conflicted look of hesitation on her face.
âWhat?â Paige asked, pausing. âWhat is it? Are you not craving this anymore? Because I can go get something else, itâs just going to take more time. So can you please try to have a few bites of this so you aren't starving by the time I come back?â
âNo, no, itâs not that,â Azzi said softly, looking around the bedroom. âItâs just⊠Iâve been in bed all day. It would be nice to sit on the couch, or literally anywhere else. And I guess I also donât want to risk dropping food all over my bedsheets.â
âYeah, shit, sorryâŠâ Paige blinked, rubbing the back of her neck. âI totally forgot about that. For sure, letâs eat on the couch.â
âOkay,â Azzi said, shifting her weight. âCan you pass me my crutches?â
Paige let out a soft snort and puffed out her chest, stepping up to the side of the bed. âBro, you don't need crutches when you have me.â
Before Azzi could protest, Paige crouched down on the floor right next to the mattress, turning her back to Azzi and tapping her own shoulders. âOk, hop on.â
Azzi stared at the broad expanse of Paigeâs shoulders, her heart doing a sudden, dangerous patter against her ribs. âPaige, you canât carry me. Iâm heavier than you.â
âBruh, donât worry, Iâm fine,â Paige laughed, shaking her head. âPlus, Iâve been bulking and Iâve gained like twenty pounds, so thatâs like⊠at least fifteen pounds of pure muscle. Come on, get on.â
Paige was an idiot. But Azzi still hesitated for a fraction of a second. The smell of the food was amazing, her ankle throbbed, and Paige was right there, solid and steady. Slowly, Azzi shifted forward, wrapping her arms around Paigeâs neck and crawling onto her back.
Paige gripped the back of Azziâs thighs, locking her in place, and stood up with a grunt.
âYou good?â Paige asked softly, her head tilted slightly back toward Azzi.
Azzi buried her face slightly into the crook of Paigeâs neck. âHmmm,â Azzi murmured, tightening her grip just a little bit more.
Holy shit, Paige was holding Azzi.
This was probably the closest they had ever been. Azzi was radiating heat where her chest pressed firmly against Paigeâs back, and she felt even warmer where Paige gripped the backs of her thighs. Being this close, Azzi's signature coconut-vanilla scent washed over Paige. It was the exact same fragrance Paige caught hints of whenever they walked close together, the same perfume she had asked to take home from her photoshoot last month and may or may not have been spraying on her own pillow every night before going to sleep.
A sudden thought hit Paige: if she could sleep next to the real Azzi, she would never need to spray her pillow again. She could have the real thing right beside her, the authentic warmth that her pillowcase could never replicate, because the perfume was only perfect when it was on Azzi's skin.
Paige mentally shook herself. She needed to lock in. She absolutely could not drop her right now, especially if she ever wanted the opportunity to carry her like this again.
Paige rose up, and in that instant, Azzi remembered something she often forgot: Paige was a professional athlete. Paige was six-foot-one of lean muscle. Paige was strong. Really strong.
Azzi felt Paigeâs back muscles contract beneath her chest, heard the low, quiet grunt that came from deep within Paigeâs torso, and felt the sudden, firm pressure of Paige's fingers gripping her thighs. Azzi felt butterflies, but this time she let the feeling happen. She was already tired and exhausted with her injury, and being against Paige like this was the comfort she had unknowingly been looking for since she fell. So no, she didn't tighten her stomach like she normally did when she felt like this around Paige, hoping to stop the movement of whatever was fluttering inside of her. Instead, she found herself wishing her staircase had an infinite number of steps, just so she could stay close to Paige like this a little longer.
So much for trying to get rid of her feelings.
When they reached the end of the staircase, Azzi noticed a suitcase by the front door.
âWhatâs that?â Azzi asked, nodding her head toward the entryway.
âItâs a surprise for later,â Paige murmured, carefully pivoting toward the living room. âFirst, letâs get you comfy on the couch and fed.â
True to her word, Paige set her down with surprising gentleness and laid out the food. But when Paige proudly pulled a container of plain chicken tenders out of the takeout bag, Azzi just stared at them, baffled. Paige was such a kid. She watched everything on her iPad, drank hot chocolate instead of coffee, and somehow managed to order chicken tenders from literally any restaurant she visited, regardless of the cuisine.
Azzi decided to intervene. She scooped up a massive portion of her own food. âPaige, if you donât try new things, you wonât know if you like them. Come on, take a bite.â
âBruh, I donât want any of that green stuff,â Paige complained, turning her nose up.
âPaige!â Azzi glared at her with full authority.
âIâm sorry I didnât know you were my Mom.â
âFine. If you want to act like a kid, youâre going to get treated like a kid,â Azzi deadpanned. She gathered a generous amount of rice onto her spoon and leveled it at Paigeâs face. âHere comes the choo-choo train, bitch.â
Before Paige could duck, Azzi clamped her left hand firmly around Paigeâs jaw and shoved the spoon straight into her mouth.
Paigeâs eyes widened in sheer shock. She sputtered, fighting back a cough as she aggressively forced herself to swallow the bite. But surprise, surprise, it didnât taste bad at all. In fact, it was pretty good.
âYou mean the choke-choke train!â Paige gasped, wiping her mouth with the back of her hand, her blue eyes watering. âWhat the fuck, Azzi?â
âIt was good, wasnât it?â
âIt was okay, I guess,â Paige muttered. She chewed thoughtfully for a second before her face suddenly lit up, her eyes snapping back to Azzi. âWait, Azzi! I just realized something!â
âWhat?â
âItâs called a âchoo-choo trainâ because they want the person to chew-chew!â Paige pointed excitedly at her own mouth, making exaggerated, chomping motions. âGet it? Chew-chew?!â
Azzi blinked, âOh, shit. I actually never thought of that.â
âI know.â Paige instantly puffing out her chest, using a ridiculously posh, sophisticated British accent. âYou must admit, I am quite the intellectual.â
Azzi couldn't help the laugh that bubbled up. Deciding to humor her, she cleared her throat and tried to reply with her absolute best, equally terrible British impression. âYou truly are a scholar, Ms. Madison Bueckers. And with that massive intellect of yours, would you please offer me the reason as to why there is a suitcase currently residing at my front entrance?â
âAhh, a fascinating query!â Paige countered smoothly, gesturing with her chicken tender. âYou see, while I was out procuring our edibles âour nibbles, if you willââ Azzi snorted loudly into her rice âI realized just how entirely helpless you are. Quite comparable to a sad, shivering little dog on the street, really. And that thought ruffled my feathers entirely the wrong way. How could I leave a lady in such distress? Thus, I halted my journey, sped back to my own estate, and hastily packed my belongings. All so that I might temporarily lodge with you at your home.â
Azzi completely dropped the accent, her jaw hitting the floor. âWHAT?â
Paigeâs theatrical posture melted instantly. She dropped her gaze to her lap, her normal voice returning as she nervously rubbed the back of her neck. âIâm gonna move in for the week. You know... so I can help you. Look after you.â
Azzi stared at her, her face blanking into a deadpan expression. âLook after me? Paige, I wouldnât even trust you to take care of a plant.â
âBro, what? I helped you look after Mirandaâs dog like ten billion times. And Iâm literally the only reason Cookie is still breathing after you tried to straight-up murder her!â Paige sneered.
Azzi opened her mouth to argue, but stopped herself because, unfortunately, it was completely true. Paige was good with Cookie, and she was also entirely responsible for saving Azzi from a lawsuit. A few weeks ago, Azzi had been eating a double-chocolate muffin, and Cookie had been staring up at her with such longing, pathetic puppy eyes that Azzi had actually broken off a piece to give to her, completely forgetting that dogs couldnât eat chocolate. Paige had literally swatted it out of her hand mid-air before it could hit the floor.
For however childish Paige could be, she was also incredibly dependable. She was responsible.
Azzi watched her as she attacked another chicken tender, and a quiet wave of appreciation hit her. Paige had shown up to her grueling rehab appointments every single day with a massive smile on her face, entirely intent on keeping everyone elseâs spirits up. Azzi knew the sheer volume of pressure Paige was under. She knew how ruthlessly the media prodded into her personal life, and she knew exactly how devastating it was to suffer a career-threatening injury right at your absolute peak.
But Paige always smiled.
Sometimes, Azzi wondered if little Paige had smiled like that, too, back when the basketball was taken from her hands and replaced with a tennis racket. Or, more accurately, when little Paige had voluntarily dropped the basketball and picked up the racket, because even as a kid, she already understood what she had to do. Not just for herself, but because of what she owed her family.
It was in quiet moments like these that Azzi was sharply reminded that Paige was older than her. That one singular year between them suddenly felt like a decade. Sometimes, Paige just seemed so entirely solid. So strong, so steady, so dependable.
Azzi looked at her and felt a sudden, distinct pang of regret that Paige had ended up in an individual sport. It was a genuine shame she had never gotten to play basketball, or any team sport, really. Because Paige would have made the absolute best captain. She would have been the best teammate, the exact kind of player every single person would want in their corner when the game was on the line. Azzi wanted her in her corner. She wanted Paige here, living with her. But then she remembered.
âIsnât Zoe living with you right now?â Azzi asked, her voice dropping as she looked up at Paige. âYou canât just leave your own apartment and move in here.â
âBro, I donât even talk to Zoe,â Paige countered instantly, waving a hand dismissively. âI donât even see her most days. She just stays locked in the guest room, and all I hear is her aggressively yelling on the phone about auctioning off her vintage Chanel bags. Honestly, this is probably good for me, too. I was starting to feel suffocated in my own place.â
Azzi searched Paigeâs face, looking for any sign of hesitation, but found none. She let out a long, slow sigh, the last of her defenses officially crumbling.
âOk, fine. We can be roommates, I guess,â Azzi grumbled, though she couldn't completely stop the tiny bit of relief from seeping into her tone. She pointed a finger at Paige. âBut you have to stop bringing up Miranda's dog. You literally promised you wouldn't.â As she spoke, Azzi instinctively glanced around her own living room, shifting her eyes toward the corners of the ceiling as if hidden cameras were recording them, waiting for a reality TV crew to pop out from behind the curtains and incriminate her for the muffin incident.
Seven days later
Living with Paige for the past seven days in one word has been easy.
Paige was a surprisingly good cook. Azzi couldn't help but think back to their first morning together when Paige had asked her how she liked her eggs. Now, eggs were a deeply sacred subject to Azzi; her daily morning omelette was easily one of the things she looked forward to the most, but she had long since accepted that absolutely nobody could replicate the exact, hyper-specific way she liked it.
So, her expectations had been low on that first day when she sat on the kitchen counter, and carefully talked Paige through the steps.
But on the second morning, Azzi woke up to the savory, buttery aroma of vegetables. She called out for Paige, who jogged upstairs and carefully carried her down to the kitchen. When Azzi took her first bite of the omelette, she froze. It was good. Like, really good. There was a perfect ratio of vegetables, everything was diced to the exact right size, and not a single edge of the egg was overcooked.
When a baffled Azzi asked her how she made it so perfectly, Paige had just rubbed the back of her neck, sheepishly admitting it was actually her third attempt of the morning, and that she had forcefully choked down the first two burnt trials so they wouldn't go to waste.
It was the same for the rest of the week. Paige consistently woke Azzi up with breakfast. Then, the second she came home from her grueling tennis practices with Nika, she immediately whipped up a lunch for Azzi that managed to be both healthy and taste even better than what Azzi usually made for herself. Caroline always brought over dinner for the both of them because she still felt guilty about the injury. Azzi found herself missing Paigeâs flavours whenever she ate dinner. Paige cleaned up every single dish without being asked, while Azzi, her assistant, sat next to her on the counter to dry the dishes with a towel and stack them beside her so Paige could put everything away.Â
Most importantly, Azzi found that she could be entirely, brutally honest with Paige whenever she needed help moving around. Experiencing a disabling injury usually made Azzi feel incredibly anxious, but with Paige, it never felt like being trapped in the window seat of an airplane, where you'd rather suffer in silence and dehydrate yourself just to avoid bothering the strangers sitting next to you to get to the bathroom. Azzi never felt like an inconvenience. Because Paige, in all her steady, attentive care, never made her feel like one.Â
They were equals. Regardless of the fact that, at the moment, one of them needed significantly more help than the other, throughout the entire time they had known each other, it always felt like they stood on completely even ground.
Azzi had recently started to notice how naturally this balance appeared in their everyday lives. Every afternoon, when Paige would finally stumble back into the apartment after a grueling training session, Azzi would be waiting right there on the couch for her. The second Paige was out of the shower, Azzi would pat the cushion in front of her so as to signal Paige to sit down so Azzi could massage her. So what if her ankle was completely messed up? Her arms and hands still worked perfectly, and nobody on the planet knew the specific mechanics of Paigeâs body, or her lingering injuries, better than Azzi.
They were equals at night, too. After dinner, they would settle onto the couch together. Paige would be locked into a show or a basketball game on her iPad or the TV, while Azzi sat beside her, lost in a book. Without a single word ever being exchanged between them, the volume of the screen always seemed to exist at a magical, perfect equilibrium: just loud enough for Paige to enjoy, but quiet enough to respect Azziâs reading.
They were equals in their care, and their love for each other. Azzi knew now with absolute certainty that this feeling was completely un-platonic for her, but she still couldnât fully decipher Paige. The mere thought that Paige might turn around and do all of this, the burnt omelets, the carrying, the endless, gentle attentiveness, for any regular schmegular Joe or Nancy made Azzi want to physically vomit.
But Azzi wasn't the only one spiraling. Earlier that afternoon at the indoor courts, Nika had watched Paige stretch out a tight shoulder and offered to help.
âIf you want, I can massage your shoulder,â Nika had said.
âNah, itâs fine,â Paige had replied instantly, not even thinking. âIf it really hurts, Azziâll just massage it later.â
Nika had just rolled her eyes, letting out a loud snort. âBro, you are so whipped. But fine, I wonât keep your gay ass away from your wife. Itâs your last day with her, after all.â
âBro, why are you saying it like one of us is going to die?â Paige had snapped back defensively.
But inside, Paige did feel like she was going to die. The seven days were officially over. What if Azzi expected her to just pack her suitcase, load up her car, and quietly go back to her own apartment?
Later that evening, the reality of the timeline finally crashed into the living room. Azzi was sitting behind Paige on the couch, her thumbs digging firm, precise circles into Paige's shoulder blades.
âCarol came by to check on me while you were at practice,â Azzi mentioned casually, her fingers working through a knot.
Underneath her, Paigeâs entire back locked up, her muscles tightening up and undoing all of Azziâs hard work. âOh, yeah? Whatâd she say?â
âShe said Iâm good to start putting full weight on it now.â
Paige could have played it safe. She could have said, 'Oh, okay, I guess I'll head home tomorrow then.' But Paige wasn't about to let Azzi go. She didnât want to live away from her, and frankly, she didn't think Azzi wanted to live away from her either.
She was helplessly, entirely in love with Azzi Fudd. And she wasn't blind, she had seen the way Azzi looked at her while they were brushing their teeth together in the bathroom last night. She had felt the heavy, breathless silence in the room as Azziâs eyes slowly traced the lines of her body, lingering on the veins in her forearms, moving up to her collarbone, and dropping to her abs since Paige was just wearing a sports bra. Azzi wanted her. Paige knew it. So, fuck it.
Paige relaxed her shoulders under Azziâs hands, and in a casual, but sure voice said, âGood. Then you can finally start helping me with washing the dishes instead of freeloading off me, and taking advantage of the fact that Iâm in love with you.â
Azziâs thumbs froze mid-press on Paigeâs shoulder blades.
For a second, the living room went entirely still. Azziâs brain scrambled to process what Paige had just said, her fingers curling slightly into the fabric of Paige's shirt. Helping with the dishes. Not 'glad you're healed, I'll go pack my shit.' Not 'let me know if you need anything else before I head out.'
Paige wasn't leaving.
A sudden, overwhelming rush of relief flooded Azziâs chest, so intense it almost made her dizzy. And then Azzi processed the rest of her words: Paige loved Azzi.Â
Paige loved Azzi.Â
Well of course Paige loved Azzi.Â
But Paige was in love with Azzi.
Paige loves Azzi, and Azzi finally knows exactly how.
She gave a hard, intentional shove directly into the knot on Paige's left shoulder, eliciting a sharp gasp from the blonde in front of her.
âFreeloading?â Azzi echoed, her voice dropping into a flat but watery scoff. âExcuse me? I am a renowned medical entrepreneur providing you with elite, luxury-tier physical therapy on a daily basis, Madison. Do you have any idea what my hourly rate is?â
She shifted her weight on the couch, leaning forward so her breath brushed right past Paigeâs ear.
âIf weâre tallying up the invoice for the last four days, you actually owe me about four thousand dollars. So, if anything, you're the one freeloading off of me and taking advantage of how in love with you I am by using my couch as a physio bed.â She slapped Paigeâs shoulder lightly. âBut fine. If you want your princess to break her back doing chores, I guess I can wash the dishes. But I am absolutely not touching the pans you burn your test-omelettes in.â
Paige slowly turned around on the cushion, her eyes wide, glassy, and fixed entirely on Azzi's face.
âYou love me,â Paige said, her voice cracking slightly as a few tears threatened to spill over her lower lashes. âNot just like me. Youâre in love with me.â
Azzi looked at her, the playful armor completely dissolving as she felt her own chest swell. She let out a soft, breathless laugh.
âWhat did you expect?â Azzi whispered, reaching out to wipe a stray tear from Paige's cheek. âYou made it so easy to (fall in love).â
ââââââââ
Paige and Azzi fell a lot. Paige had fallen right on her face, incredibly embarrassingly, the very first day she met Azzi. Paige had fallen again when her knee blew out. And Azzi had fallen on a terrible double date, all because she was desperately trying to get over Paige.
But this time, they fell together. And this time, falling felt a whole lot more like flying.
Finding Form // Ch. 7
summary: Paige's rookie season ended in a shooting slump and a whole lot of frustration. She ends up in NY meeting with an unknown trainer named Azzi Fudd in hopes of finding her form again in the off season.
theme: fluff & angst, slow burn, pazzi au
wc: 3.4k+
warnings: none
a/n: so my bad for leaving this story untouched for months, but I am happy to have finally updated things... I can't say that this chapter is great by any means, but I needed to keep the plot moving forward. Hopefully I'll be able to update much quicker. As always, thanks for reading đ«¶
âLaterâ ended up meaning the last possible minute.
Not after practice, when Paige had spent twenty full minutes pretending to re-tie a shoe sheâd already tied twice, waiting for Azzi to look her way. Not after dinner with half the team, where KK kept kicking her under the table every time Azzi laughed at something she said. Not even later that night, when Paige had typed and deleted more drafts than she cared to admit, each version somehow sounding worse than the last before she finally locked her phone and left it face down on the nightstand.
Later became the next morning, in the parking lot, with Azziâs bag in the back of the Bronco and New York waiting on the other side of the drive.
Which was an unfortunate time to have a conversation they had both been avoiding for the better part of two days.
Azzi slid into the passenger seat with a coffee in one hand and her phone in the other, curls pulled back low at the nape of her neck. She looked tired, and Paige suspected she wasn't the only one. Sleep had come reluctantly the night before, interrupted by the same thoughts circling back around no matter how many times she tried to put them away.
âMorning,â Azzi said.
âMorning.â
That was it.
For the first few minutes, Paige let the GPS fill the silence. She backed out of the lot, checked her mirrors twice, and kept both hands on the wheel like she was taking a driverâs test. Azzi buckled in and angled her body toward the window, coffee balanced carefully in the cupholder between them.
The silence felt unfamiliar. The last week had been full of easy conversation, the kind that made hours disappear without either of them noticing. This morning, every mile seemed to stretch a little longer than it should have.
After what felt like forever, Azzi finally exhaled through her nose, soft and controlled. âPaige.â
Paigeâs grip tightened slightly on the wheel. âYeah?â
âWe should probably talk.â
âYeah,â Paige said, too fast. âYeah, I know.â
She merged onto the main road, grateful for the excuse to look anywhere except at Azzi. There were a few different ways she had imagined this conversation going, most of them at two in the morning when her brain was being deeply unhelpful. In some versions, she apologized and Azzi laughed it off. In others, Azzi told her sheâd read everything wrong, and Paige got to spend the next three hours trapped in a vehicle with the knowledge that she had invented an entire vibe in her own head.
That second option felt more likely by the second.
âIâm sorry,â Paige said, before Azzi could get there first. The words came out rougher than she wanted, so she cleared her throat and tried again. âAbout the other night. I â I didnât mean to make things weird.â
Azzi turned her head then. Paige could feel it even without looking.
âYou didnât.â
Paige let out a short laugh, but it didnât have much behind it. âI definitely did.â
âNo,â Azzi said, quieter this time. âYou didnât.â
The certainty in her voice made Paige glance over, just for a second. Azzi wasnât smiling. She wasnât giving her the easy out, either. Her face was calm in a way that made Paige nervous.
Paige looked back at the road. âI just donât want you thinking Iâm some idiot who canât separate training from⊠whatever.â
Azziâs mouth pressed together briefly. âI donât think youâre an idiot.â
âWell, thatâs generous.â
That almost got a smile. Almost.
Azzi wrapped both hands around her coffee cup, letting the warmth settle into her palms. âIâm sorry too.â
That caught Paige off guard. âFor what?â
âFor letting things get⊠blurry.â
Paige swallowed. Blurry was one word for it. There were other words sheâd been avoiding because they felt too honest, and honesty had a way of making everything harder.
Azzi turned her coffee cup slowly between her palms.. âI shouldâve been more careful.â
Paigeâs stomach tightened. There it was. Careful. The word settled between them, carrying more weight than it should have. She looked back to the road, jaw working once before she answered.
âRight,â Paige said, nodding once. âYeah. Totally.â
Azzi glanced at her. âPaige.â
âWhat? No, I get it.â Paige tried to sound casual, but the sentence came out too clean, too practiced. âI probably misread some stuff. Thatâs on me.â
âYou didnât misread it.â
The Bronco seemed to go quieter somehow, even with the hum of the road underneath them.
Paige kept her eyes forward.
Azzi looked back down at her coffee, thumb worrying at the cardboard sleeve. âThatâs the problem.â
For a moment, Paige didnât say anything. The relief was immediate. It settled beside the disappointment rather than replacing it, leaving her with the strange ache of getting exactly the answer she'd hoped for and dreading it at the same time.
âSoâŠâ Paige said, slower now. âYou are interested.â
Azziâs silence answered before she did.
âYes,â she said finally.
Warmth moved through her before she could stop it, but the rest of Azzi's expression was enough to remind her the conversation wasn't over.
âBut I canât cross that line,â Azzi said.
Paige nodded again, smaller this time. âBecause I'm your client,â she said, already knowing the answer before the words left her mouth.
âBecause youâre my client,â Azzi confirmed. âAnd because youâre not just anyone. Youâre Paige Bueckers. People watch you breathe and turn it into a headline.â
Paige drummed her thumb against the steering wheel. She wanted to argue. Unfortunately, every version of the argument she came up with fell apart almost immediately.
âAnd Iâm trying to build something,â Azzi continued. âIâm not on a team staff yet. I donât have the kind of reputation where I can afford for people to question why Iâm getting opportunities. Iâve worked too hard for someone to decide Iâm only around because of who Iâm involved with.â
âInvolved with,â Paige repeated before she could stop herself.
It was a ridiculous thing to latch onto. Azzi was explaining why this couldn't happen, and somehow Paige's brain had skipped straight past all of that to the part where Azzi had casually described a version of reality in which it could.
Azzi gave her a look.
âSorry.â Paige rubbed her thumb along the steering wheel. âWrong thing to focus on.â
Azzi looked out the window before she continued explaining herself. âIf people found out, they wouldnât treat it like two adults making a choice. Theyâd make it about access. About favoritism. About whether I was using you. Or whether you were getting special treatment from me. And even if none of that was true, it wouldnât matter.â
Paige hated how reasonable it sounded. She hated it more because Azzi sounded like sheâd already convinced herself.
âI wouldnât let people talk about you like that,â Paige said.
Azziâs expression softened, but it didnât change her answer. âYou canât control what people say.â
Paige went quiet because she knew it was true.Â
Outside, the morning unfolded in shades of gray. Traffic gathered at intersections, brake lights blinking red through the haze.
Then, because apparently she had no self-preservation left, she said, âI donât have to be your client.â
Azzi turned toward her fully. âPaige.â
âWhat?â Paige said, the words coming faster now. âIâm serious. If thatâs the issue, then we stop. I can work with someone else. Youâre not obligated to train me.â
Azzi's gaze lingered on her. For a second, she looked genuinely caught off guard. Then her expression softened in a way that made Paige wish she'd kept her eyes on the road.
âIâm just saying, there are ways around it.â
âAre there?â
âThere could be.â
âAnd what would that look like?â Azzi asked. âYou stop working with me after one week and then suddenly weâre seen together? You donât think people would connect that?â
Paige didnât answer.
âOr worse,â Azzi said, âthey assume something was already happening before I was training you.â
The frustration in Azziâs voice wasnât loud, but Paige heard it anyway. It wasnât aimed at her. That almost made it worse.
âI donât care what people assume about me,â Paige said.
âI care what they assume about me.â
That stopped her.
Paige's mouth closed around whatever argument she'd been about to make. For the first time since Azzi had gotten into the car, she stopped looking for a way around the problem and listened to what she was actually saying.Â
Azzi wasn't rejecting her because she wasn't interested. She was protecting the thing she'd fought to build after basketball stopped being an option.
Paige still had the version of her life she'd always imagined. The game was still carrying her forward, still offering her opportunities she had spent years chasing. Azzi had been forced to start over long before she was ready. Somehow, she'd taken all the pieces that remained and turned them into something meaningful, something entirely her own.
The thought settled heavily in Paige's chest.
And Paige, so caught up in wanting more time, more conversations, more of whatever this was becoming, had basically asked Azzi to put all of it on the line.
Her shoulders eased.
âYeah,â she said quietly. âYou're right.â
Azzi looked at her then, something in her expression softening.
Paige cleared her throat. âIâm sorry. That was selfish.â
âI donât think it was selfish.â
âIt was a little selfish.â
Azzi didnât argue this time.
They drove for a while without speaking.
The silence that settled between them felt different from the one that had filled the first part of the drive. Less uncertain, perhaps. The conversation they'd been avoiding was finally behind them, but knowing where they stood didn't make it any easier to sit with.
Paige reached for her coffee and took a sip.
The face she made afterward was apparently dramatic enough to catch Azzi's attention.
âBad?â
Paige looked down into the cup as though it had personally offended her.
âIt's cold.â
A laugh escaped Azzi before she could stop it.
âYou bought it like an hour ago.â
Paige considered this information for a moment, glancing between the road and the coffee in her hand.
âWell, in my defense, I was a little distracted.â
The smile Azzi tried to suppress only made Paige's own harder to fight.
Then Azzi looked down at her hands again. âI donât want this to mess up us working together.â
Us.
Paige shouldnât have caught on that word, but of course she did. âIt wonât,â she said, and meant it as much as she could. âI still want to train with you.â
Azzi nodded, though she didnât look fully convinced. âYou sure?â
âYeah.â Paige glanced over briefly. âYouâre the best person Iâve worked with in a long time. Iâd be stupid to give that up just because IâŠâ She stopped herself.
Azzi waited.
Paige shook her head, eyes back on the road. âJust because things got complicated.â
For a moment, neither of them said anything.
Then Azzi gave a small nod and looked back toward the road ahead.
Paige hated how grown-up she sounded when she added, âAnd I respect what youâre saying. I donât want to make your life harder.â
The line seemed to find a crack in Azzi's composure. It was small enough that Paige might have missed it if she hadn't been looking at her, but it was there all the same.
"Thank you," Azzi said.
Paige nodded.
It shouldâve felt like the right thing because on paper, it was the right thing. Paige knew that, yet, disappointment settled under her ribs and stayed there.
A few exits passed. The conversation didnât fully recover, but it didnât die either. They talked about safer things after that â the week at UConn, Genoâs practice schedule, which players Azzi thought had the quickest first step, whether KK was always that unserious or if sheâd turned it up for company. Paige said yes before Azzi even finished the question, and that got an actual laugh out of her.
The sound made Paige ache a little.
By the time Azziâs head leaned against the window, Paige had already turned the music on low. Frank Ocean again. Azziâs eyes stayed open this time.
A while later, Azzi spoke without looking over. âI meant what I said.â
Paige glanced at her. âAbout what?â
âBeing interested.â
The admission landed harder than Paige had prepared for, and she found herself gripping the steering wheel a little tighter.
Azzi kept her gaze on the blur of trees beyond the glass. âI just need you to know itâs not because I donât feel it.â
Paige wanted to say something smooth. Something easy enough to make the moment less weighty. Instead, all she managed was, âThat definitely makes it worse.â
Azziâs smile was sad at the edges. âI know.â
The rest of the drive passed in pieces. And when they finally pulled into the city, the goodbye was easy in all the ways that mattered and awkward in all the ways that didn't.
They lingered beside the Bronco longer than necessary. Azzi reminded her to keep up with the shooting drills she'd sent over, and Paige made some comment about needing constant supervision that earned a reluctant smile. There was a hug somewhere in there too, brief enough to pass as casual and long enough to make getting back into the driver's seat feel like a mistake.
They promised to stay in touch, though Paige suspected that was the sort of thing people said when they didn't know what else to say at the end of a goodbye.
Then they went their separate ways.
**************
January arrived faster than Paige expected.
Training camp started in a way that could only be described as an absolute frenzy. Most mornings began in darkness, players filtering into the facility carrying coffees the size of small children and looking varying degrees of awake. By the time practice ended, she was usually too tired to think about much beyond food and sleep.
Which suited Paige just fine.
One of the best parts about basketball has always been its ability to demand complete attention. There was always another detail to refine, another weakness to address, another hour available to anyone willing to stay after everyone else had gone home. By the second week of camp, her days had settled into a rhythm that felt familiar enough to disappear into.Â
Lift. Practice. Recovery. Film. Repeat.
The afternoon weight room sessions were usually the quietest part of the day, at least as quiet as a room full of professional athletes dropping barbells with music blaring through speakers could be.Â
Conversations came and went in fragments, scattered across the room between sets.
Paige was halfway through a set of split squats when she heard Rickea say, with complete conviction, "I'm serious. The league knew exactly what they were doing."
A few racks over, Tash looked unconvinced. "They hired somebody for player development."
"They hired an absolute baddie for player development," Rickea corrected.
The resulting eye roll from Tash was visible from twenty feet away.
Paige lowered the dumbbells to the floor, fully intending to stay out of whatever conversation was unfolding. That plan lasted approximately six seconds.
"Tell me I'm wrong," Rickea continued.
Tash laughed. "You don't even know this woman."
"Iâve heard enough."
"Right, Iâm sure."
Paige shook her head and wiped a forearm across her face before looking over. "What are you two yapping about?"
âNew development coach.â
Paige looked between them. "Wait. What new development coach?"
"Are you not listening?" Rickea asked. "The one they just hired, bro."
That answer provided exactly zero useful information.
Tash sighed at the blank look on Paige's face before deciding to give her the additional context Rickea seemed to forget to give. "Unrivaled's bringing somebody in to work with player development. Shooting, skill work, film breakdowns, stuff like that. From what I heard, coaches can request time with her for their players, and she's available to anybody in the league who wants extra work."
Paige nodded in understanding. âSee, âKea. Was that so hard to explain?âÂ
Rickea responded with a chuckle. âItâs not my fault youâre out of the loop.â She added, "Apparently she's really good,"Â
Tash looked up from adjusting the plates on her bar. "That's usually how jobs work."
"No, I mean really good. Like, everybody's been talking about her."
"Everybody?"Â
"Everybody."
The confidence with which Rickea said it suggested she had either heard this information from a reliable source or had decided to become the source herself. Paige wasn't entirely sure which possibility was more likely.
"Do you have a name?" she asked.
"No, didnât catch that."
"How old is she?"
Rickea frowned as she thought about it. "I don't know exactly. Mid-twenties, maybe. Younger than a lot of people expected."
Paige grabbed her water bottle to take a sip, still trying to seem like she was casually listening as Rickea continued.
"She's worked with some pretty big names too. Steph Curry was one of them."
That got her attention and something in Paige's stomach dropped.Â
It was an immediate, instinctive reaction, the kind that arrived before logic had a chance to weigh in. Her mind supplied a name almost instantly.
She dismissed it just as quickly.
Steph Curry was one of the most recognizable athletes on the planet. Plenty of people worked with him. Plenty of women in their twenties were building careers in basketball development. The fact that her brain had landed on Azzi said considerably more about her than it did about whoever Rickea was talking about.
Even so, she found herself looking up.
"Steph, huh?"
Rickea nodded.
"That's what I heard. Apparently she started doing private consulting a few years ago."
"How does somebody in their twenties end up consulting Steph Curry?"
"Probably because she's really good."
Tash laughed. "So youâve said about a hundred times. We know whoâs going to be booking those extra training sessions."
"I'm just telling you what I heard."
Paige took another drink, choosing not to say anything in this moment in fear that her tone might give her mental spiral away.Â
Rickea kept talking. "I heard she was like a top recruit in high school, but then injuries or something like that happened and she moved to coaching."
Something in Paige's chest tightened.
She reminded herself that there were thousands of former athletes whose careers had ended because their bodies stopped cooperating. Thousands who had pivoted into coaching, training, consulting, or development afterward. There was no reason for her mind to begin connecting dots that didn't belong together.
Even so, she heard herself ask, "Where'd she play?"
Rickea looked annoyed by the question. "No idea."
"That's a pretty important detail."
"I didn't ask for her life story, Paige."
Tash shook her head. "That's because most of your interest in this woman appears to be aesthetic."
"Bro, oh my God. Just because I called her a baddie does not mean thatâs what Iâm interested in. Stop trying to make me seem gay."
The look Tash gave her suggested she wasn't particularly interested in helping her case. "I'm just commenting on what everybody else is already saying."
"Sure you are."
"I am."
"Mmhm."
Rickea pointed at her.
"You're annoying."
"That's not a denial."
"It's not a confession either."Â
Paige huffed a laugh as the two of them continued bickering, though her attention had already begun drifting elsewhere.
Rickea kept talking, elaborating on the rumors she'd heard and the details she only half remembered, but Paige found herself less interested in what was being said than in how neatly each piece seemed to fit beside the last. Any one of them would have been easy to dismiss. Basketball was full of former players whose careers had taken unexpected turns. It was full of consultants, trainers, analysts, and development specialists who had built impressive résumés behind the scenes.
The problem was that every new detail seemed to narrow the field instead of widening it.Â
Paige tried to tell herself it was a coincidence.
She tried to tell herself that Rickea was working from secondhand information, that half the details were probably wrong, and that there were plenty of people in basketball who fit a similar description.
The argument lasted all of thirty seconds.
By then, she was already mentally preparing herself for when sheâd likely run into the new development coach.
Finding Form // Ch. 6
a/n: Is the writer's block on this series finally gone?
summary: Paige's rookie season ended in a shooting slump and a whole lot of frustration. She ends up in NY meeting with an unknown trainer named Azzi Fudd in hopes of finding her form again in the off season.
theme: fluff & angst, slow burn, pazzi au
wc: 3.7k+
warnings: cussing
Paige woke up with a headache and a knot in her stomach. She was nauseous. She felt hungover, even though she hadnât had a drop of alcohol the night before. She was pretty sure she had gotten drunk off that kiss.
Fuck. The kiss.
She used to think the fireworks people described in movies and books were fake, something writers exaggerated to sell the moment. Turns out she had been wrong. Kissing Azzi felt nothing like fiction. It was sharp and warm and terrifying and perfect. It was the kind of kiss you feel in your ribs.
It kept replaying in her head on a loop. How soft Azziâs lips were against hers. How perfectly they had molded together. How their bodies fit like they had done it a hundred times. How Paige could still feel the ghost of it hours later.
She hardly slept. Every time she shut her eyes, her brain dragged her back to the hallway, to the way Azzi had looked at her, to the way she pulled away.
Now the anxiety was bubbling up hard. She was going to have to face Azzi in a little bit. Talk to her. Pretend to be fine. Pretend to be normal.
What felt like a great idea last night wasnât feeling that way anymore.
She lay on her back for a moment longer, letting the dread settle, then finally forced herself out of bed. She shoved herself through her morning routine and headed down the hallway toward the elevator, hoping she could slip out before anyone else was up. Before she was up.
She kept her eyes forward, focused on the carpet pattern so she wouldnât accidentally look toward Azziâs room. She didnât trust herself. One glance and all the images from last night would come rushing back.
Paige hit the elevator button and took a step back, bouncing lightly on her toes. Just get to the gym, she told herself. Get shots up. Get your head on straight. You can avoid her for at least an hour.
A door clicked open down the hall.
Her stomach dropped. No. No. Not now.
She stared harder at the elevator doors, like she could open them with sheer willpower. Maybe it wasnât Azzi.
Paige didnât turn. She pretended to check her phone.
She could hear footsteps slow as they rounded the corner. God, she knew it was probably Azzi.
Out of her peripheral vision, she didnât see the tall curly-haired girl; instead, a man in a suit rounded the corner, briefcase in hand, eyes fixated on his phone.
Paige exhaled so loudly that he actually glanced at her.
She forced a smile. âMorning.â
He nodded, confused, before turning his attention back to the glowing screen.
Paige thought to herself, Okay. Youâre insane. Pull it together.
The elevator dinged, doors sliding open. She moved quickly, desperate to slip inside before she had to risk seeing the woman she was absolutely not ready to face yet.
Unfortunately, Paige didnât look before moving, and her body slammed into another moving object before she could blink. She felt the force of another person collide with her chest, momentum jerking both of them off balance. Instinct took over; Paige grabbed the other person around the waist to keep them from going straight to the floor.
âWhoaââ a startled voice breathed out.
Paige froze.
Her hands were still at their waist. Their hands were gripping her shoulders, and their breath hit her collarbone.
And she knew that voice.
Azzi.
Paige snapped her head down, heart in her throat. Azzi was staring up at her, wide-eyed, with a breakfast container now smashed between them.
âOh my God â sorry,â Paige blurted, stepping back so fast she nearly tripped over her own feet. âI didnât see ââ
Azzi blinked, still catching her balance, her breath coming a little faster than normal. âItâs okay,â she said, steadying herself as she stepped back. âIâm fine.âÂ
Paige rubbed the back of her neck, mortified.
âUm â did you want a ride back to campus in a bit?â Paige asked, the words coming out before she could think better of it.
Azzi didnât slow. âOh, I was actually just about to text you,â she said, shifting to the side and rebalancing the container of food still in her hand. âHudyâs picking me up, so Iâll just see you later.â
She slipped past Paige before she could respond, the space between them filled and gone in a heartbeat. By the time Paige turned, Azzi was already halfway down the hall, curls bouncing once before disappearing around the corner.
Paige stood there, the moment echoing louder than it should have. Every fear sheâd tried to shove down since last night came rushing back at once. Maybe the kiss had been a mistake. Noânot maybeâit was definitely a mistake. And Azzi regretted it.Â
Why else would she be making separate carpool arrangements?
Her chest tightened hard enough to steal her breath.
âExcuse me,â the man waiting for the elevator said gently, clearing his throat.
Paige blinked, pulled back into her body, back into the hallway. She stepped aside, cheeks burning, painfully aware that someone had just watched her get brushed off in real time.
******
âWhereâs your girl?â KK called out the passenger window as she and Sarah pulled up beside Paige, tires crunching against the gravel.
Paige had just shut her door. The question hit harder than it shouldâve.
She tried to laugh it off, something light and dismissive, but it stuck halfway up her throat. Her mouth opened, then closed. She shrugged instead, eyes sliding past KKâs face like maybe the answer was somewhere else.
The smug grin on KKâs face didnât last long.
âYo, P,â KK said, already leaning farther out the window. âWhatâs wrong?â
Sarah followed her gaze to Paige, eyes sharpening. âPaige?â
âNothingâs wrong,â Paige said quickly. Too quickly. âAnd sheâs not my girl.â
The words came out clipped, defensive, like she was trying to convince herself as much as them.
KKâs eyebrows shot up. The teasing vanished completely.
âOh,â she said, quieter now. âOkay. My bad. Sorry.â
The silence that followed was loud.
Paige hated that they could see something was off without her saying a word.
Sarah broke it gently. âYou wanna talk about it?â
Paige shook her head immediately. âNah. Iâm good.â
She wasnât. But she wasnât ready to unpack it either.
KK and Sarah exchanged a lookâone of those silent agreements theyâd perfected over years of locker rooms and long bus rides. Sarah gave a small nod.
âAlright,â she said. âBut if you decide youâre not good later, weâre around.â
KK added, âYeah. Always.â
Paige managed a smile then. A real one this time. âI know.â
They all walked toward the gym together, allowing the silence to speak for itself in that moment.Â
The first workout of the day passed in a haze.
Paige joined the team for lift, something she hadnât originally planned on, but standing still hadnât felt like an option. She went through the motions like muscle memory alone could carry her.Â
Squats. RDLs. Core. Everything was clean, controlled, exactly how it shouldâve been.
She kept telling herself she was focused on the work. On breathing. On form. On not letting her knees cave in under load.
But every time the door opened, her eyes flicked up automatically.
She caught herself doing it twice before she consciously stopped.
Donât.
She didnât want to admit â couldnât â that sheâd been scanning the room for a certain tall, curly-haired presence.
She didnât see her.
The disappointment hit quickly and quietly, settling low in her chest.
And thenâalmost immediatelyârelief followed it.
Which only made things worse.
She wasnât sure what she wanted right now. To see her or not. To talk or not. To rewind the last twelve hours or push straight through them. All she knew was that her eyes kept betraying her, and she wasnât about to say that out loud.
*******
Lunch helped a little bit.
Paige sat across from KK, Sarah beside her, Ice sliding in last. They ate in awkward silence for a few minutes.Â
Ice hadnât been there earlier, so she walked into the moment without the quiet clues KK and Sarah had already picked up on. They didnât know what had happened, not reallyâbut theyâd clocked the shift, the tension, the way Paige had gone a little inward. Ice was still catching up.
Ice took one look at Paige and raised an eyebrow. âYou look like youâve been through something.â
Paige snorted. âThat obvious?â
KK didnât even hesitate. âExtremely.â
Paige picked at the edge of her sandwich for a second, debating. She hadnât planned on saying anything. But holding it in felt heavier than just letting it out.
âOkay,â she said finally, exhaling. âSo⊠something happened.â
Sarah leaned in immediately. âWith her.â
Paige winced. âI hate how fast you clock things.â
âYou make it obvious,â they said together.
Paige had never mastered the art of hiding her feelings. She could compartmentalize almost anything â games, losses, pressure â but when it came to girls, all that discipline disappeared. She was a hopeless romantic, and everyone in the room knew it.
KKâs voice softened. âWhat happened, P?â
Paige stared down at her plate. âWe kissed. Last night.â
Ice froze mid-bite. Sarahâs mouth dropped open. KK just stared at her needing a second to process.
âYou kissed,â KK repeated slowly.
Paige nodded. âYeah. In the hallway. And then this morning was⊠weird.â
Sarah blinked. âWaitâin the hallway?â
KK laughed immediately. âThatâs some rom-com shit, P.â
Ice stared at her, wide-eyed. âIâm gagged. Yâall couldnât even make it to the room?â
Paige groaned, dragging a hand down her face. âIt just⊠sort of happened. Thereâs beenââ she hesitated, then sighed, ââtension.â
âOh, we been known,â KK said, not missing a beat.
Paige shook her head, half-laughing, half-defeated. âI didnât plan it. But it was a good kiss. Like...fuck.â
âAlright, donât give us the play-by-play,â Sarah said, lifting her hands like she was about to cover her ears.
âNo, please do,â Ice cut in immediately.
Paige shot her a look but kept going. âThere isnât really anything else to tell. She pulled back. Saying she canâtâŠâ Her shoulders lifted in a helpless shrug. âNow I donât really know what to do.â
Sarah hesitated, choosing her words carefully. âI mean⊠You could always get a different trainer?â
Paigeâs head snapped up. âThat feels extreme. It was just a kiss.â
KK latched onto that instantly. âOkay, but it doesnât sound like âjust a kiss.â Youâre spiraling.â
Paige shrugged, eyes dropping to the table. âI donât want to make things awkward. Or weird. Or mess with my training. Or her job.â
Ice didnât even pause. âI think weâre already past that point.â
Sarah and KK both shot her a look.
Paige just exhaled, shaking her head slowly because Ice was right. The line had already been crossed. And she wasnât sure there was any way to step back behind it.
Not that she wanted to.
Because that kiss â it hadnât felt like any other kiss sheâd ever had before.
******
Azzi hadnât meant to run into Paige at the elevator.
In fact, sheâd gone down early to breakfast in hopes of avoiding the attractive blonde altogether, but clearly she wasnât so lucky.
Sheâd replayed that collision in her head at least a dozen times already and the way Paigeâs hands had caught her automatically, the split second where they were too close again, breath against collarbone, muscle memory overriding good sense. It had undone her faster than she cared to admit.
Sheâd barely made it down the hall before her heart started racing.
God. Sheâd kissed Paige Bueckers.
She had actually done it. And worseâor betterâshe wanted to do it again. The realization sat heavy in her chest, equal parts thrill and panic. Because wanting was one thing. Acting on it was another. And Azzi knew better than most how quickly dreams could be taken away.
This was her first real WNBA client. Paige was the real thing; the face and future of the league. Azzi had worked with greatness before. Steph. Other NBA guys. She knew how to exist in that space professionally.
But the WNBA was different.
It was where her heart had always been. Where sheâd imagined herself â not as a player anymore, but as a coach. On a bench. In a locker room. Building something real. That dream had taken years to reshape after concussions ended her playing career, after her body forced her to let go of one future and build another from scratch. And now it felt like she was holding that dream with unsteady hands. One wrong move, one blurred line, and it could shatter all over again.
That was the risk.
Not heartbreak.
Loss.
She was supposed to be in the weight room that morning.
The plan had been to join the team for lift, to watch movement patterns, note physical strengths, and flag any imbalances that might show up later in shooting form. She always looked at lower-body compensation, hip stability, and core engagement. This was the kind of stuff that didnât always scream problems until it did, and Azzi was unmatched at spotting it and getting ahead of it.Â
Sheâd told Geno she wanted the full picture. But when the time came, she couldnât do it. She couldnât walk into that room and pretend she wasnât still flustered or that her pulse didnât spike at the thought of seeing Paige again. That the kiss wasnât still sitting on her mouth.
So instead, she detoured.
She slipped into Genoâs office under the guise of wanting notes âadvice, really â but there was truth in it, too. She asked the kinds of questions that made sense for someone trying to get a foot in the door. How to position herself. Who to talk to. What teams actually looked for in assistants beyond the rĂ©sumĂ©. She wanted to learn. She always did.
Azzi sat across from his desk with her notebook open, pen tapping absently against the page, trying to stay present. But her mind kept driftingâhalf-listening, half still caught in a hallway she couldnât quite shake.
Geno clocked it immediately.
âWerenât you supposed to be with the team this morning?â he asked, not accusatory. Just curious.
Azzi didnât look up right away. âYeah, but I figured I could pick your brain a little. Iâve got time with the team this afternoon.â
âHm.â Geno leaned back in his chair, folding his arms as he studied her over his glasses. There was something knowing in the look, but no judgment. â Iâm flattered then.â
Azzi huffed a quiet laugh and finally glanced up. âDonât let it go to your head, old man.â
That got him. A real laugh, low and unguarded, as he shook his head. âToo late,â he said. âThe great Azzi Fudd has officially chosen me as her mentor. Iâll expect this noted in all future bios.â
She smiled at that, small but genuine. And just like that, he let it go. They talked shop for a bit. But under it all, Azzi felt split â half of her present, half of her still standing in that hallway, still feeling Paigeâs hand at her waist, still wondering how one kiss had managed to shake her this much.
She wasnât reckless or naĂŻve; she knew what was at stake and felt the weight of it fully, but knowing didnât make it easier.Â
By the time she left Genoâs office, notebook fuller and head heavier, she still hadnât figured out what to do â only that pretending nothing had happened wasnât an option because that kiss hadnât felt like a mistake.
*******
Azzi knew she couldnât avoid Paige much longer.
By late afternoon, sheâd run out of excuses. Team practice was on the schedule, and Paige would be part of it. There were no detours, no offices to hide in, no pretending she was busy elsewhere. Avoidance had worked for a few hours. It wasnât going to work anymore.
She stood near the sideline as the team filtered onto the floor, arms crossed, with her posture steady, even though her thoughts werenât. She told herself to focus on the work.Â
Then Paige stepped out of the locker room.
She was already pulling the red practice jersey over her head, smoothing it down like it was nothing. The color caught Azzi off guard, not because it was red, but because it looked good on her.Â
That was the problem.
Azzi clocked it instantly â the way it sat on Paigeâs shoulders, the contrast against her skin â and then immediately clocked herself for noticing. This was not the time or the place or helpful in the slightest.
God, she did look good. Too good. Entirely distracting.
She exhaled through her nose, jaw tightening just a touch. Get it together, she told herself.
Her brain, predictably, did not cooperate.
Paige moved toward the practice squad with easy familiarity, like this was exactly where she wanted to be. A couple teammates glanced her way, grinning, the energy shifting just a bit as she joined the floor.
âCareful,â she said, glancing over her shoulder with a grin. âIâm in the league now.â
They all laughed in unison â not surprised in the slightest by Paigeâs early trash talk. Paige just gave a smirk in return. She could at least look forward to cooking all of her previous teammates.Â
Across the gym, Azzi tried unsuccessfully not to look too long.
Paige moved like she always had here, like the court still belonged to her. Confident. Sharp. A step ahead. But there was something else layered in now, too. A patience she hadnât had before. A steadiness that came from knowing sheâd survived something bigger than a bad practice or a missed shot.
She caught the ball on the wing, jabbed, rose into a three without hesitation.
Swish.
Paige couldnât help but give a knowing grin toward Geno and the other coaches. But as the ball bounced back into play, the grin softened.
Because a week ago, that shot hadnât felt automatic. It had felt like a question. Something she had to think through instead of trust. Every miss had carried weight. Every make had felt like luck.
Now it felt like muscle memory again.
She rolled her shoulders once, resetting, heart steady. And without meaning to, her mind flicked back to early mornings and empty gyms. To Azziâs voice â calm, exact â telling her to trust her feet. To hold her follow-through. To stop compensating for something that wasnât broken anymore.
Paige exhaled through her nose, something like gratitude settling in her chest.
Azzi stayed mostly along the sideline, clipboard tucked in close, eyes constantly moving. She tracked spacing, footwork, timing â cataloging what worked and what didnât. Every so often, her gaze found Paige without meaning to.
Azzi spent extra time with KK near the end of practice, pulling her aside between reps. KK listenedâunusually seriousâas Azzi talked her through a few small adjustments. Nothing flashy. Nothing new. Just the fundamentals, refined and repeated.
Because in Azziâs mind, success was never about reinventing the shot. It was about trusting the basics enough to let them hold up under pressure.
âYou donât need to speed it up,â Azzi said quietly. âJust trust your natural rhythm.â
KK frowned, thinking. âSo donât overthink it?â
âExactly.â
Paige clocked it from the corner of her eye. The way KK leaned in. The way Azzi kept her voice steady. It settled something in her chest she hadnât realized was still tight.
Practice wound down. People drifted toward the sideline, grabbing water, stretching. Paige wiped her face with her jersey and turned just in time to see KK heading straight for her, ball already in hand.
Paige sighed. âWhat now.â
KK grinned. âThree-point contest.â
Paige raised an eyebrow. âWith you?â
âYeah I got some new tips,â KK said, jerking her chin toward Azzi.
KK ignored her. âFirst to ten. Paige spots me one.â
Paige snorted. âStill wonât help you.â
âSo then play me.â KK shot back.
Paige caught the ball when KK tossed it over. âDonât cry when you lose.â
They lined up.
Paige went first â clean make, easy. KK followed, took a beat longer than usual.
Azzi stepped in just enough to be heard. âDonât rush it.â
KK nodded and shot.
Swish.
Paige glanced over, surprised despite herself.
They kept going. Paige stayed steady; automatic. Shot after shot falling clean, the way it always did when she got into a rhythm.
But KK didnât fold like she usually did. She was keeping up with Paige and knocking down her shots, too.Â
Paige wouldnât admit it out loud, but she was impressed.
KK had never been their most dependable three-point shooter. Streaky at best. Dangerous in flashes, but not someone defenses always respected. And Paige knewâhad known for a while nowâthat if they were going to make another real run, that had to change.
Her eyes flicked back to Azzi without thinking.
There was nothing dramatic about what sheâd done. No overhaul. No theatrics. Just clarity. Precision. The kind of coaching that made the game simpler instead of louder.
Paige reset, rolled the ball once in her hands, and knocked down her next shot.
Then she stepped back, arms crossing loosely, and watched.
KK took her time. Lined it up. Released.
Rim. In.
The gym reacted before Paige did.
Paige laughed, shaking her head, and ended it on the next shot. It wasnât the blowout it shouldâve been.
After, Paige drifted toward Azzi, breath still a little high. âShe almost got me.â Azzi smiled. âGuess being in the W doesnât make you untouchable.â
Paige laughed at the reference, then added, quieter, âYouâre really good at this.â
It landed heavier than she meant it to.
Azzi held her gaze for a second. âThanks.â
They stood there, the noise of the gym filling the space where neither of them said anything else.
Paige shifted her weight, fingers flexing at her sides, clearly fighting the urge to say more.
âWe should talk later,â she said at last. It was quiet and careful.
Azziâs answer came out like a whisper. âYeah. Later.â
Finding Form // Ch. 5
a/n: i wrote a lot of this late last night and tried to edit, but my brain is mush so hope it doesn't suck! enjoy :)
summary: Paige's rookie season ended in a shooting slump and a whole lot of frustration. She ends up in NY meeting with an unknown trainer named Azzi Fudd in hopes of finding her form again in the off season.
theme: fluff & angst, slow burn, pazzi au
wc: 3.7k+
warnings: light angst, cussing
Chapter 5
The morning felt off. Not in a bad way. Just⊠unsettled.
Paige rolled over, the sheets slightly cool, and stared up at the hotel ceiling. Everything looked the same as yesterday. Morning light leaked thin through the curtains, the AC kicking on in steady burstsâbut under her ribs, everything felt uneven.
Her mind was already moving. Last nightâthe hug. Azziâs arms around her, neither of them letting go when they should have. Nothing was said, but it wasnât nothing. That silence had its own pulse, steady and loaded, like both of them felt it but refused to touch it.
She turned and reached for her phone. One swipe. Blank screen. No texts.
Paige didnât expect a text and swore she didnât want one, but the truth tugged anyway. She dropped the phone beside her and dragged a hand down her face, exhaling slow. It wasnât supposed to be this complicated. One hug shouldnât have stayed with her like this. But it had. And now she couldnât stop thinking about it.
Azzi wasnât in much of a better state.
Sheâd barely sleptâmaybe three, four hours, tops. The room had gone from shadows to soft gray light while she lay there, eyes wide, replaying that moment on a loop. Paigeâs hand on her back. The way theyâd fit together like it had happened a hundred times before. She hadnât planned on it. Didnât mean to want it that much. But there it was.
She told herself it was just a hug. Her body knew better. Her heart sure as hell hadnât stayed still.
Azzi had spent the first hour of the morning doing what she always didâroutine, autopilot, like control could override feeling. But she kept getting stuck. On Paigeâs face and how natural it had felt to lean into her, to stay there.
And now, not even three feet apart on the court, it was happening again.
They didnât talk about it. Didnât acknowledge last night. Just eased into the workout like nothing had shifted. But it had.
The drills were sharp. Focused. Paige was locked in, the ball snapping off her fingertips with precision. Azzi stayed in coach mode, giving small correctionsâweight transfer, follow-through, paceâbut there was something underneath.Â
It wasnât awkwardâmore like effortless, maybe even too effortless.
Paige caught Azzi watching her more than onceâquick glances that stuck a little too long, the kind that werenât casual no matter how much they tried to look that way.
And she wasnât playing innocent either. Every time Azzi stepped in to demo a move, Paigeâs eyes tracked her without even pretending otherwise. It wasnât just mechanicsâit was the way her body moved through them. The snap of her stance resetting between reps. The flex of her shoulders when she pushed a stray curl back into her bun. The sharpness in her hands, steady and sure, like the ball belonged there.
All sharp edges and calm handsâenough to mess with her focus.
But Azzi was looking too. She told herself it was professionalâchecking Paigeâs form, logging every detail like a trainer should. But her eyes kept catching on other things: the stretch of muscle in Paigeâs arms when she followed through, the smooth shift of her hips on a crossover, the way sweat clung to her jawline and lit under the gym lights. She wasnât cataloging anymore. She was just⊠staring.
And somewhere between the drills and the cooldown, they both started moving a little more carefully. Like they were too aware of how close they were, how easy it would be to blur the lines again.
The practice ended, but neither of them really shook it off.
Azzi checked the time and exhaled. âIâve got the guards the rest of the day. Geno wants me to work with them individually.â
Paige nodded, grabbing a towel from the bench. âIâve got a lift scheduled with Hudy. Shooting after that.â
Another pause.
âCool,â Azzi said, shifting her bag over her shoulder. âIâll see you later?â
Paige gave a half-smile. âYeah. Later.â
Then they both turned, walking awayâshoulders tight, thoughts louder than either of them would admit.
The day had pulled them in different directions.
For Azzi, it was nonstopâguards rotating through, notes piling up on her clipboard, drills running like clockwork. She was sharp, locked in, the way she always was when she had a job to do. But in the quiet moments between reps, in the pause before a new group checked in, her thoughts drifted. Not enough to throw her off. Just enough to notice.
I wonder how Paige is doing.
She didnât dwell. But the thought came and went more than once.
Paige, on the other hand, attacked her workout as usualâlifting first, then a shooting block on her own, followed by recovery. She stayed in control, rhythm carrying her, nothing slipping through. Mostly. Every now and then, something would catch herâan adjustment Azzi had made earlier, a phrase, a lookâand it would replay for a beat before she tucked it back where it came from.
Hudy gave her a hard time about slacking on nutrition, told her sheâd never survive another year in the league without putting on some muscle. She grinned through the banter, but even while joking, the weight of last night lingered underneath.
It wasnât distracting. Just⊠there. She told herself the grind would push the thoughts out. By the time she hit the hot tub, she knew sheâd been lying. Her shoulders dipped below the surface, her arms stretched along the ledge, steam curling around her face. It was quiet, peaceful, just what she needed.
Until the door creaked open and KKâs voice cut through the calm.
For fucks sake.Â
âThere she is,â KK said, already grinning as she walked in like she owned the place. âMiss Canât-Stop-Thinking-About-Her-Trainer.â
Paige didnât even open her eyes. âI swear to God, KK.â
âWhat?â KK stepped into the tub like it was her second home, settling in across from her. âIâm just here to check on a friend. You knowâmake sure she didnât pass out from all that pent-up tension.â
Paige arched a brow. âI donât know what youâre talking about.â
KK raised both eyebrows. âThatâs so cap, bro. Iâve never seen you this flustered before.â
Paige didnât answer right away. The steam curled up between them, damp heat pressing against her skin. She sank a little deeper into the water, letting it swallow half the pause. Flustered. Really? She hated how true it sounded. She hated more that KK could see it so easily.
âSheâs cool,â Paige said finally, her voice softer now. âEasy to talk to. I donât knowâit feels like Iâve known her for years. We just⊠clicked.â
KK leaned back against the wall, arms folded, her smirk easing into something closer to a real smile. âYeah. I picked up on that, P. Anybody with eyes could.â
âThat obvious?â
âObvious isnât bad.â
Paige let out a small laugh, rubbing the back of her neck. âSo whatâshould I go for it?â
KKâs eyebrows shot up. âAre you really asking me that? Since when do you need permission?â
Paige shrugged, trying to play it off, but her voice came out lower. âI donât know. Feels different.â
KK tilted her head, studying her for a beat before a grin tugged at her mouth. âYeah. I can tell. Iâve never seen you like this before.â She paused just long enough to twist the knife. âNot even with⊠girl who shall not be named.â
Paige groaned, âWow. Low blow.â
âHey, Iâm just saying,â KK teased, bumping her shoulder into Paigeâs. âIf that didnât have you acting like a lovesick idiot, and this does? You might wanna pay attention to that.â
Paige glanced over, lips twitching like she might argueâbut didnât.
âJust donât wait too long and get friend-zoned,â KK added, then stood like the conversation hadnât just gotten real. âAnyway. I got a meeting with grandpa. Iâll see you later.â
Paige stared at the door for a second, KKâs voice still in her head.
**************
Azzi stepped out of the locker room, hair pulled into a bun, bag slung over one shoulder. The long day showed in her postureâslight slump, eyes a little dulledâbut the second she saw Paige waiting by the entrance, something in her brightened. A tired smile tugged at her mouth, but it was real.
Paige didnât bother with small talk. She just moved. Straight toward her.
And then she wrapped her up.
This wasnât the same as the night before. Last night had been hesitation, testing the waters. This time, Paige held her like she meant it. Like sheâd been waiting all damn day for this exact second. And maybe she had. She didnât realize how much sheâd been craving it until Azzi was in her arms againâsolid, close, warm in a way that unraveled her shoulders and made her want to stay there longer than she should.
Azzi didnât hesitate. She dropped her bag to the floor and leaned in, arms locking around Paigeâs shoulders, pulling her flush. The pressure of itâthe firmness, the certaintyâwas different. More certain. More necessary.
Paigeâs chin found Azziâs shoulder, and she caught the faint trace of her shampooâsomething light, clean, a little sweet. It hit harder than she expected, anchoring her there, making her hold on tighter than she meant to.Â
Even in its simplicity, it didnât feel simple.
When they finally eased apart, the space between them still felt charged. Paige lingered, searching Azziâs face, her own pulse still a little uneven.
âHey,â Paige said softly. âYou hungry?â
Azziâs mouth curved into the faintest smirk, her voice low but sure. âAlways.â
That landed exactly how Paige expectedâlight, but layered. Enough to break the heaviness without actually cutting it.
Paige nodded. âCome on. Iâve got a spot.â
Azzi bent to grab her bag, still smiling to herself. And just like that, the current between them shiftedâstill simmering, but threaded now with something easier. Something that pulled them out of the building and toward the quiet of the evening air.
By the time they pushed through the door at Dog Lane CafĂ©, the place was already half fullâstudents hunched over laptops, a couple professors trading gossip by the window, somebodyâs kid spinning the sugar caddy like a toy. The air carried that mix of espresso and toasted bread, sharp and warm all at once. Not loud, but alive.
They slid into a small table by the window, menus already half-forgotten, and for the first time all day, it felt like they could exhale.
âYou look beat,â Paige said finally, chin propped on her hand.
Azzi laughed under her breath, rubbing at her temple. âAppreciate that.â
Paige winced. âNah, I didnât mean it like thatâyou just look like you had a long day.â She hesitated, lips quirking like she was debating whether to say the next part. âYou still lookâgoodâŠâ
Azzi glanced at her from the corner of her eye, unimpressed. âDonât try to backtrack now.â
Paige slumped back in her chair, muffling a laugh. âIâm not. You look goodâyou always do. Must be exhausting.â
Azziâs grin sharpened, and instead of looking away, she held Paigeâs stare. âGood recovery.â
The server came by, scribbled down their orders, and left them with steaming mugs of coffee. Paige blew on hers, staring into the swirl of steam longer than necessary. Donât be weird. Donât be obvious. Just⊠normal conversation.
âSoâŠâ she started, lifting her eyes. âYou got a lot going on once youâre back in New York?â
âYeah,â Azzi said, wrapping both hands around her mug like she needed the warmth. âGot a few sessions lined up already. Kids mostly. Couple college players staying over the summer.â She took a sip, casual. Paige noticed the way her shoulders loosened as she said it, like talking about work always grounded her.
âYou?â
Paige shrugged, tracing her thumb along the mugâs handle. âI gotta go to Miami for Unrivaled. Couple appearances before training camp. Then itâs straight into the season.â
Azzi nodded, quiet for a second. âGuess we probably wonât see each other for a while.â She kept her tone even, but the thought tugged at her harder than she wanted to admit. Saying it out loud made the space between them feel wider.
Paigeâs chest tightened a little at that. She gave a quick laugh, trying to sound lighter than she felt. âYeah. I guess.â
It couldâve stopped there. Probably shouldâve. But Paige heard KKâs voice in her headâdonât wait too long, Pâand the words slipped out before she could stop them.
âUnlessâyou wanted to try to plan something, orâŠ?â
Azziâs brows lifted, and she leaned back in her chair, mug cradled loosely in her hands. âLike a training session?â
Paige blinked, caught, heat creeping up her neck. Her brain scrambledâask or shut up, donât freeze. She fiddled with the handle of her mug, then forced herself to look up. A shaky grin edged onto her face, braver than she felt. âNot quite what I was thinking.â
âOh?â
Paigeâs heart thudded louder than it shouldâve. She picked at the edge of her napkin, forcing the words out slower, careful. âI donât know⊠is that somethingâuhhhâyouâd be interested in?â
For a moment, Azzi didnât answer. Just watched her, steady, like she was letting Paige twist in the silence. Truth was, she liked itâliked hearing that Paige wanted to see her outside the workouts, outside the gym. Part of her wanted to say yes right there, no hesitation. But the other partâthe one drilled into her about lines and professionalismâpushed back. Trainer and client. Business and personal. It never mixed well. She lifted her mug instead, sipping her coffee to buy herself time, like maybe it could quiet the pull in her chest.
Finally, she let the corner of her mouth curve. âYouâre alright company.â
Paige laughed, shaking her head, relief bubbling through the nerves in her chest. Not a no. Definitely not a no.
The food came before either of them could push it further, but something had already shifted. Paigeâs boldness had cracked the door open, and neither of them seemed interested in shutting it. Every glance lingered a little longer than it should have. Every joke landed closer to flirting than banter. Paige liked the way Azzi made her laugh, the ease she carried even when she was tired. Azzi liked how genuine Paige was, how her energy filled every space without trying.
And underneath all thatâthe way Paigeâs eyes kept drifting to her mouth, the way Azziâs pulse kicked every time their knees brushed under the tableâthe pull between them was impossible to ignore.
The drive back was short, but it felt longer than it should have. The cafĂ© followed them into the Bronco, like the night hadnât moved on. The radio hummed low, headlights sweeping over the sleepy streets of campus town. Paige kept one hand on the wheel, the other resting too close to the center console. Every few seconds, she caught herself twitching her fingers like they were reaching for something that wasnât there.Â
Relax. Just drive. Donât make it weird.
Next to her, Azzi leaned into the seat, arms crossed loosely, watching the roadlights streak past. There was something about the way Paige saw herâlike she wasnât just a trainer, wasnât just filling space. Azzi liked that. Liked the way Paigeâs words from the cafĂ© still hovered between them, warm and dangerous. But she also knew she had to keep her head. Client. Professional. Boundaries. She told herself the words, but none of them felt convincing.
They pulled into the hotel lot. Paige killed the engine, tapped the wheel once, then grabbed her bag. âAlright then.â Minutes later, the elevator doors slid shut. They had the whole space to themselves, plenty of room to spread outâyet they ended up standing close, closer than they needed to be. Shoulders nearly brushing, drawn into the same corner like there was a pull neither of them wanted to admit.
The fifth floor dinged, doors sliding open. Their rooms were at opposite ends again. Last night, theyâd split there, exchanged a quick goodnight. Easy. Safe.
But tonight, Paige didnât stop. She fell into step beside Azzi down the hall.
As they neared her door, Azzi fished for her key card. âWalking me to my room now?â she asked lightly, glancing up.
Paige smirked, a little sheepish. âJust being polite.â
Azzi already had her key card in hand when they reached her door. She slid it through the readerâgreen light, ready to goâbut she didnât move. Didnât push the handle, didnât step inside. Just let the strap of her bag hang off her shoulder, card still in her fingers, eyes fixed on Paige.
They were close againâit felt closer than either hug had taken them. Paige could feel the pause stretch. The kind of pause that knotted her chest, like the whole moment was tilting toward something she couldnât stop.Â
Paigeâs chest tightened like she was bracing for impact. She wasnât usually nervous about this kind of thingâshe said what she wanted, when she wanted. But here, with Azziâs eyes on her, she second-guessed every move. Too forward? Too soon? Or not soon enough?
She stepped a little closer, close enough that Azzi had to tilt her chin up to meet her gaze. Paigeâs eyes flicked down, just for a second, before snapping back.
Azzi felt itâthe almost. Her breath hitched, fingers tightening on her key card. She wanted it, badly, more than she wanted to admit. But the voice in her head was louder now: professional. boundaries. donât cross it.
âPaigeâŠâ she started, softer than she meant.
Paige froze, hovering in that space between.
Azzi swallowed. âWe shouldnât.â
The words landed sharp, but her voice wasnât. It wasnât rejectionâit was restraint.
Paige blinked, trying to read her. âWhy not? Am I reading this wrong?â
Azzi held her gaze, steady. âNo, itâs not that I donât want toâbecause I do.â A pause. âBut youâre my client. Thisââ she gestured faintly between them ââcrosses a line.â
It stung, but only for a second. Because Paige heard the part Azzi didnât say. She wanted it too.
Paige leaned back just enough to give her space, but her voice stayed soft. âThen I wonât be your client.â
That landed. Azzi blinked, caught off guard, her composure slipping. She opened her mouth, shut it again, shaking her head slightly like she was trying to find solid ground. âPaige, you canât justââ
But Paige stepped a fraction closer, close enough that Azzi felt the heat of her skin, the intent in her eyes.
âI can,â Paige said quietly. âBecause I donât want this to be just workouts and drills. Not if you donât.â
Azziâs resolve wavered. She shouldâve pulled back, shouldâve said something firm and final. But the part of her that had been fighting thisâthe part repeating client, professional, boundariesâwas losing. Because Paige was right there, and she wanted her. Badly.
When Paige tilted in, just barely, Azzi didnât move away. Didnât stop it.
Their lips brushedâquick, testing. Paige froze, heartbeat stumbling, every muscle begging her to close the gap. Instead, she whispered, barely audible:
âCan I?â
Azziâs breath caught. For a split second, she thought about all the reasons to say no. All the reasons not to. The fallout waiting for them. Paige saying she didnât have to be her client didnât erase any of thatânot really. But none of it felt louder than the truth of what she wanted.
Her answer came out soft, but certain. âYeah.â
And that was all Paige needed.
She closed the sliver of space still between them, kissing her fully this time. Gentle, careful, but steadyâthe kind of kiss that carried weight, that admitted what neither of them had said out loud yet: Iâve been wanting this too.
Paigeâs hand found Azziâs waist without thinking, fingers curling against her shirt. Azziâs bag slid off her shoulder, thudding softly against the carpet as her free hand rose to Paigeâs jaw, thumb brushing her skin.
The kiss deepened slowly, heat building between them like a fuse catching. What started tentative stretched out, growing hungrier, both of them sinking into it like theyâd been holding their breath all week.
Azzi tasted coffee and mint on Paigeâs mouth. Paige felt the tremor in Azziâs fingers when she tugged her closer.
Slow, unhurried, but hot enough that Paigeâs knees went weak.
They broke only for air, foreheads resting together, both breathing harder than a hallway kiss shouldâve left them.
For a second, Paige thought Azzi might close the gap again. Thought they might just stay here until the night decided for them. But then Azziâs hand slipped from her jaw, dropping back to her side. She stepped back half a pace, eyes flicking away like sheâd just remembered where they were.
âShit,â Azzi whispered, almost to herself. The guilt hit her fast, sharp. âI⊠I shouldnât haveââ
Paige blinked, still trying to catch her breath. âAzziââ
Azzi shook her head, picking up her bag that had slipped off her shoulder, trying to gather herself. âYouâre my client. This isnâtâŠâ Her voice broke. âIt canât.â
The words trailed, but the damage was done. The crack in her voice gave her awayâwant tangled up with guilt.
Paigeâs mouth opened, the words right there. She couldâve argued. Couldâve said she didnât care about lines or rules. Couldâve said she just wanted her. But her throat locked upâshe didnât trust her voice not to give her away.
Instead, she stayed quiet, nerves buzzing, watching her retreat.
Azzi shifted her bag higher on her shoulder, fumbling for her keycard. âGoodnight,â she murmured, softer now, like it hurt to say.
The lock beeped, the door swung open, and then she was gone.
Paige stayed where she was, staring at the empty space Azzi had left behind. Her pulse was still hammering, her lips tingling, her body leaning toward a door that had already shut. She pressed the heel of her hand to her forehead with a low groan. She couldnât remember the last time someone got under her skin like this.
Her own room waited down the hall. Still, she lingeredâwide awake, the kiss stuck hard in her chest.
Finding Form // Ch. 5
a/n: i wrote a lot of this late last night and tried to edit, but my brain is mush so hope it doesn't suck! enjoy :)
summary: Paige's rookie season ended in a shooting slump and a whole lot of frustration. She ends up in NY meeting with an unknown trainer named Azzi Fudd in hopes of finding her form again in the off season.
theme: fluff & angst, slow burn, pazzi au
wc: 3.7k+
warnings: light angst, cussing
Chapter 5
The morning felt off. Not in a bad way. Just⊠unsettled.
Paige rolled over, the sheets slightly cool, and stared up at the hotel ceiling. Everything looked the same as yesterday. Morning light leaked thin through the curtains, the AC kicking on in steady burstsâbut under her ribs, everything felt uneven.
Her mind was already moving. Last nightâthe hug. Azziâs arms around her, neither of them letting go when they should have. Nothing was said, but it wasnât nothing. That silence had its own pulse, steady and loaded, like both of them felt it but refused to touch it.
She turned and reached for her phone. One swipe. Blank screen. No texts.
Paige didnât expect a text and swore she didnât want one, but the truth tugged anyway. She dropped the phone beside her and dragged a hand down her face, exhaling slow. It wasnât supposed to be this complicated. One hug shouldnât have stayed with her like this. But it had. And now she couldnât stop thinking about it.
Azzi wasnât in much of a better state.
Sheâd barely sleptâmaybe three, four hours, tops. The room had gone from shadows to soft gray light while she lay there, eyes wide, replaying that moment on a loop. Paigeâs hand on her back. The way theyâd fit together like it had happened a hundred times before. She hadnât planned on it. Didnât mean to want it that much. But there it was.
She told herself it was just a hug. Her body knew better. Her heart sure as hell hadnât stayed still.
Azzi had spent the first hour of the morning doing what she always didâroutine, autopilot, like control could override feeling. But she kept getting stuck. On Paigeâs face and how natural it had felt to lean into her, to stay there.
And now, not even three feet apart on the court, it was happening again.
They didnât talk about it. Didnât acknowledge last night. Just eased into the workout like nothing had shifted. But it had.
The drills were sharp. Focused. Paige was locked in, the ball snapping off her fingertips with precision. Azzi stayed in coach mode, giving small correctionsâweight transfer, follow-through, paceâbut there was something underneath.Â
It wasnât awkwardâmore like effortless, maybe even too effortless.
Paige caught Azzi watching her more than onceâquick glances that stuck a little too long, the kind that werenât casual no matter how much they tried to look that way.
And she wasnât playing innocent either. Every time Azzi stepped in to demo a move, Paigeâs eyes tracked her without even pretending otherwise. It wasnât just mechanicsâit was the way her body moved through them. The snap of her stance resetting between reps. The flex of her shoulders when she pushed a stray curl back into her bun. The sharpness in her hands, steady and sure, like the ball belonged there.
All sharp edges and calm handsâenough to mess with her focus.
But Azzi was looking too. She told herself it was professionalâchecking Paigeâs form, logging every detail like a trainer should. But her eyes kept catching on other things: the stretch of muscle in Paigeâs arms when she followed through, the smooth shift of her hips on a crossover, the way sweat clung to her jawline and lit under the gym lights. She wasnât cataloging anymore. She was just⊠staring.
And somewhere between the drills and the cooldown, they both started moving a little more carefully. Like they were too aware of how close they were, how easy it would be to blur the lines again.
The practice ended, but neither of them really shook it off.
Azzi checked the time and exhaled. âIâve got the guards the rest of the day. Geno wants me to work with them individually.â
Paige nodded, grabbing a towel from the bench. âIâve got a lift scheduled with Hudy. Shooting after that.â
Another pause.
âCool,â Azzi said, shifting her bag over her shoulder. âIâll see you later?â
Paige gave a half-smile. âYeah. Later.â
Then they both turned, walking awayâshoulders tight, thoughts louder than either of them would admit.
The day had pulled them in different directions.
For Azzi, it was nonstopâguards rotating through, notes piling up on her clipboard, drills running like clockwork. She was sharp, locked in, the way she always was when she had a job to do. But in the quiet moments between reps, in the pause before a new group checked in, her thoughts drifted. Not enough to throw her off. Just enough to notice.
I wonder how Paige is doing.
She didnât dwell. But the thought came and went more than once.
Paige, on the other hand, attacked her workout as usualâlifting first, then a shooting block on her own, followed by recovery. She stayed in control, rhythm carrying her, nothing slipping through. Mostly. Every now and then, something would catch herâan adjustment Azzi had made earlier, a phrase, a lookâand it would replay for a beat before she tucked it back where it came from.
Hudy gave her a hard time about slacking on nutrition, told her sheâd never survive another year in the league without putting on some muscle. She grinned through the banter, but even while joking, the weight of last night lingered underneath.
It wasnât distracting. Just⊠there. She told herself the grind would push the thoughts out. By the time she hit the hot tub, she knew sheâd been lying. Her shoulders dipped below the surface, her arms stretched along the ledge, steam curling around her face. It was quiet, peaceful, just what she needed.
Until the door creaked open and KKâs voice cut through the calm.
For fucks sake.Â
âThere she is,â KK said, already grinning as she walked in like she owned the place. âMiss Canât-Stop-Thinking-About-Her-Trainer.â
Paige didnât even open her eyes. âI swear to God, KK.â
âWhat?â KK stepped into the tub like it was her second home, settling in across from her. âIâm just here to check on a friend. You knowâmake sure she didnât pass out from all that pent-up tension.â
Paige arched a brow. âI donât know what youâre talking about.â
KK raised both eyebrows. âThatâs so cap, bro. Iâve never seen you this flustered before.â
Paige didnât answer right away. The steam curled up between them, damp heat pressing against her skin. She sank a little deeper into the water, letting it swallow half the pause. Flustered. Really? She hated how true it sounded. She hated more that KK could see it so easily.
âSheâs cool,â Paige said finally, her voice softer now. âEasy to talk to. I donât knowâit feels like Iâve known her for years. We just⊠clicked.â
KK leaned back against the wall, arms folded, her smirk easing into something closer to a real smile. âYeah. I picked up on that, P. Anybody with eyes could.â
âThat obvious?â
âObvious isnât bad.â
Paige let out a small laugh, rubbing the back of her neck. âSo whatâshould I go for it?â
KKâs eyebrows shot up. âAre you really asking me that? Since when do you need permission?â
Paige shrugged, trying to play it off, but her voice came out lower. âI donât know. Feels different.â
KK tilted her head, studying her for a beat before a grin tugged at her mouth. âYeah. I can tell. Iâve never seen you like this before.â She paused just long enough to twist the knife. âNot even with⊠girl who shall not be named.â
Paige groaned, âWow. Low blow.â
âHey, Iâm just saying,â KK teased, bumping her shoulder into Paigeâs. âIf that didnât have you acting like a lovesick idiot, and this does? You might wanna pay attention to that.â
Paige glanced over, lips twitching like she might argueâbut didnât.
âJust donât wait too long and get friend-zoned,â KK added, then stood like the conversation hadnât just gotten real. âAnyway. I got a meeting with grandpa. Iâll see you later.â
Paige stared at the door for a second, KKâs voice still in her head.
**************
Azzi stepped out of the locker room, hair pulled into a bun, bag slung over one shoulder. The long day showed in her postureâslight slump, eyes a little dulledâbut the second she saw Paige waiting by the entrance, something in her brightened. A tired smile tugged at her mouth, but it was real.
Paige didnât bother with small talk. She just moved. Straight toward her.
And then she wrapped her up.
This wasnât the same as the night before. Last night had been hesitation, testing the waters. This time, Paige held her like she meant it. Like sheâd been waiting all damn day for this exact second. And maybe she had. She didnât realize how much sheâd been craving it until Azzi was in her arms againâsolid, close, warm in a way that unraveled her shoulders and made her want to stay there longer than she should.
Azzi didnât hesitate. She dropped her bag to the floor and leaned in, arms locking around Paigeâs shoulders, pulling her flush. The pressure of itâthe firmness, the certaintyâwas different. More certain. More necessary.
Paigeâs chin found Azziâs shoulder, and she caught the faint trace of her shampooâsomething light, clean, a little sweet. It hit harder than she expected, anchoring her there, making her hold on tighter than she meant to.Â
Even in its simplicity, it didnât feel simple.
When they finally eased apart, the space between them still felt charged. Paige lingered, searching Azziâs face, her own pulse still a little uneven.
âHey,â Paige said softly. âYou hungry?â
Azziâs mouth curved into the faintest smirk, her voice low but sure. âAlways.â
That landed exactly how Paige expectedâlight, but layered. Enough to break the heaviness without actually cutting it.
Paige nodded. âCome on. Iâve got a spot.â
Azzi bent to grab her bag, still smiling to herself. And just like that, the current between them shiftedâstill simmering, but threaded now with something easier. Something that pulled them out of the building and toward the quiet of the evening air.
By the time they pushed through the door at Dog Lane CafĂ©, the place was already half fullâstudents hunched over laptops, a couple professors trading gossip by the window, somebodyâs kid spinning the sugar caddy like a toy. The air carried that mix of espresso and toasted bread, sharp and warm all at once. Not loud, but alive.
They slid into a small table by the window, menus already half-forgotten, and for the first time all day, it felt like they could exhale.
âYou look beat,â Paige said finally, chin propped on her hand.
Azzi laughed under her breath, rubbing at her temple. âAppreciate that.â
Paige winced. âNah, I didnât mean it like thatâyou just look like you had a long day.â She hesitated, lips quirking like she was debating whether to say the next part. âYou still lookâgoodâŠâ
Azzi glanced at her from the corner of her eye, unimpressed. âDonât try to backtrack now.â
Paige slumped back in her chair, muffling a laugh. âIâm not. You look goodâyou always do. Must be exhausting.â
Azziâs grin sharpened, and instead of looking away, she held Paigeâs stare. âGood recovery.â
The server came by, scribbled down their orders, and left them with steaming mugs of coffee. Paige blew on hers, staring into the swirl of steam longer than necessary. Donât be weird. Donât be obvious. Just⊠normal conversation.
âSoâŠâ she started, lifting her eyes. âYou got a lot going on once youâre back in New York?â
âYeah,â Azzi said, wrapping both hands around her mug like she needed the warmth. âGot a few sessions lined up already. Kids mostly. Couple college players staying over the summer.â She took a sip, casual. Paige noticed the way her shoulders loosened as she said it, like talking about work always grounded her.
âYou?â
Paige shrugged, tracing her thumb along the mugâs handle. âI gotta go to Miami for Unrivaled. Couple appearances before training camp. Then itâs straight into the season.â
Azzi nodded, quiet for a second. âGuess we probably wonât see each other for a while.â She kept her tone even, but the thought tugged at her harder than she wanted to admit. Saying it out loud made the space between them feel wider.
Paigeâs chest tightened a little at that. She gave a quick laugh, trying to sound lighter than she felt. âYeah. I guess.â
It couldâve stopped there. Probably shouldâve. But Paige heard KKâs voice in her headâdonât wait too long, Pâand the words slipped out before she could stop them.
âUnlessâyou wanted to try to plan something, orâŠ?â
Azziâs brows lifted, and she leaned back in her chair, mug cradled loosely in her hands. âLike a training session?â
Paige blinked, caught, heat creeping up her neck. Her brain scrambledâask or shut up, donât freeze. She fiddled with the handle of her mug, then forced herself to look up. A shaky grin edged onto her face, braver than she felt. âNot quite what I was thinking.â
âOh?â
Paigeâs heart thudded louder than it shouldâve. She picked at the edge of her napkin, forcing the words out slower, careful. âI donât know⊠is that somethingâuhhhâyouâd be interested in?â
For a moment, Azzi didnât answer. Just watched her, steady, like she was letting Paige twist in the silence. Truth was, she liked itâliked hearing that Paige wanted to see her outside the workouts, outside the gym. Part of her wanted to say yes right there, no hesitation. But the other partâthe one drilled into her about lines and professionalismâpushed back. Trainer and client. Business and personal. It never mixed well. She lifted her mug instead, sipping her coffee to buy herself time, like maybe it could quiet the pull in her chest.
Finally, she let the corner of her mouth curve. âYouâre alright company.â
Paige laughed, shaking her head, relief bubbling through the nerves in her chest. Not a no. Definitely not a no.
The food came before either of them could push it further, but something had already shifted. Paigeâs boldness had cracked the door open, and neither of them seemed interested in shutting it. Every glance lingered a little longer than it should have. Every joke landed closer to flirting than banter. Paige liked the way Azzi made her laugh, the ease she carried even when she was tired. Azzi liked how genuine Paige was, how her energy filled every space without trying.
And underneath all thatâthe way Paigeâs eyes kept drifting to her mouth, the way Azziâs pulse kicked every time their knees brushed under the tableâthe pull between them was impossible to ignore.
The drive back was short, but it felt longer than it should have. The cafĂ© followed them into the Bronco, like the night hadnât moved on. The radio hummed low, headlights sweeping over the sleepy streets of campus town. Paige kept one hand on the wheel, the other resting too close to the center console. Every few seconds, she caught herself twitching her fingers like they were reaching for something that wasnât there.Â
Relax. Just drive. Donât make it weird.
Next to her, Azzi leaned into the seat, arms crossed loosely, watching the roadlights streak past. There was something about the way Paige saw herâlike she wasnât just a trainer, wasnât just filling space. Azzi liked that. Liked the way Paigeâs words from the cafĂ© still hovered between them, warm and dangerous. But she also knew she had to keep her head. Client. Professional. Boundaries. She told herself the words, but none of them felt convincing.
They pulled into the hotel lot. Paige killed the engine, tapped the wheel once, then grabbed her bag. âAlright then.â Minutes later, the elevator doors slid shut. They had the whole space to themselves, plenty of room to spread outâyet they ended up standing close, closer than they needed to be. Shoulders nearly brushing, drawn into the same corner like there was a pull neither of them wanted to admit.
The fifth floor dinged, doors sliding open. Their rooms were at opposite ends again. Last night, theyâd split there, exchanged a quick goodnight. Easy. Safe.
But tonight, Paige didnât stop. She fell into step beside Azzi down the hall.
As they neared her door, Azzi fished for her key card. âWalking me to my room now?â she asked lightly, glancing up.
Paige smirked, a little sheepish. âJust being polite.â
Azzi already had her key card in hand when they reached her door. She slid it through the readerâgreen light, ready to goâbut she didnât move. Didnât push the handle, didnât step inside. Just let the strap of her bag hang off her shoulder, card still in her fingers, eyes fixed on Paige.
They were close againâit felt closer than either hug had taken them. Paige could feel the pause stretch. The kind of pause that knotted her chest, like the whole moment was tilting toward something she couldnât stop.Â
Paigeâs chest tightened like she was bracing for impact. She wasnât usually nervous about this kind of thingâshe said what she wanted, when she wanted. But here, with Azziâs eyes on her, she second-guessed every move. Too forward? Too soon? Or not soon enough?
She stepped a little closer, close enough that Azzi had to tilt her chin up to meet her gaze. Paigeâs eyes flicked down, just for a second, before snapping back.
Azzi felt itâthe almost. Her breath hitched, fingers tightening on her key card. She wanted it, badly, more than she wanted to admit. But the voice in her head was louder now: professional. boundaries. donât cross it.
âPaigeâŠâ she started, softer than she meant.
Paige froze, hovering in that space between.
Azzi swallowed. âWe shouldnât.â
The words landed sharp, but her voice wasnât. It wasnât rejectionâit was restraint.
Paige blinked, trying to read her. âWhy not? Am I reading this wrong?â
Azzi held her gaze, steady. âNo, itâs not that I donât want toâbecause I do.â A pause. âBut youâre my client. Thisââ she gestured faintly between them ââcrosses a line.â
It stung, but only for a second. Because Paige heard the part Azzi didnât say. She wanted it too.
Paige leaned back just enough to give her space, but her voice stayed soft. âThen I wonât be your client.â
That landed. Azzi blinked, caught off guard, her composure slipping. She opened her mouth, shut it again, shaking her head slightly like she was trying to find solid ground. âPaige, you canât justââ
But Paige stepped a fraction closer, close enough that Azzi felt the heat of her skin, the intent in her eyes.
âI can,â Paige said quietly. âBecause I donât want this to be just workouts and drills. Not if you donât.â
Azziâs resolve wavered. She shouldâve pulled back, shouldâve said something firm and final. But the part of her that had been fighting thisâthe part repeating client, professional, boundariesâwas losing. Because Paige was right there, and she wanted her. Badly.
When Paige tilted in, just barely, Azzi didnât move away. Didnât stop it.
Their lips brushedâquick, testing. Paige froze, heartbeat stumbling, every muscle begging her to close the gap. Instead, she whispered, barely audible:
âCan I?â
Azziâs breath caught. For a split second, she thought about all the reasons to say no. All the reasons not to. The fallout waiting for them. Paige saying she didnât have to be her client didnât erase any of thatânot really. But none of it felt louder than the truth of what she wanted.
Her answer came out soft, but certain. âYeah.â
And that was all Paige needed.
She closed the sliver of space still between them, kissing her fully this time. Gentle, careful, but steadyâthe kind of kiss that carried weight, that admitted what neither of them had said out loud yet: Iâve been wanting this too.
Paigeâs hand found Azziâs waist without thinking, fingers curling against her shirt. Azziâs bag slid off her shoulder, thudding softly against the carpet as her free hand rose to Paigeâs jaw, thumb brushing her skin.
The kiss deepened slowly, heat building between them like a fuse catching. What started tentative stretched out, growing hungrier, both of them sinking into it like theyâd been holding their breath all week.
Azzi tasted coffee and mint on Paigeâs mouth. Paige felt the tremor in Azziâs fingers when she tugged her closer.
Slow, unhurried, but hot enough that Paigeâs knees went weak.
They broke only for air, foreheads resting together, both breathing harder than a hallway kiss shouldâve left them.
For a second, Paige thought Azzi might close the gap again. Thought they might just stay here until the night decided for them. But then Azziâs hand slipped from her jaw, dropping back to her side. She stepped back half a pace, eyes flicking away like sheâd just remembered where they were.
âShit,â Azzi whispered, almost to herself. The guilt hit her fast, sharp. âI⊠I shouldnât haveââ
Paige blinked, still trying to catch her breath. âAzziââ
Azzi shook her head, picking up her bag that had slipped off her shoulder, trying to gather herself. âYouâre my client. This isnâtâŠâ Her voice broke. âIt canât.â
The words trailed, but the damage was done. The crack in her voice gave her awayâwant tangled up with guilt.
Paigeâs mouth opened, the words right there. She couldâve argued. Couldâve said she didnât care about lines or rules. Couldâve said she just wanted her. But her throat locked upâshe didnât trust her voice not to give her away.
Instead, she stayed quiet, nerves buzzing, watching her retreat.
Azzi shifted her bag higher on her shoulder, fumbling for her keycard. âGoodnight,â she murmured, softer now, like it hurt to say.
The lock beeped, the door swung open, and then she was gone.
Paige stayed where she was, staring at the empty space Azzi had left behind. Her pulse was still hammering, her lips tingling, her body leaning toward a door that had already shut. She pressed the heel of her hand to her forehead with a low groan. She couldnât remember the last time someone got under her skin like this.
Her own room waited down the hall. Still, she lingeredâwide awake, the kiss stuck hard in her chest.
Finding Form // Ch. 4
a/n: finished before Coco's match so now I can watch with undivided attention. I don't really have much to say about this just... hope you like it :)
summary: Paige's rookie season ended in a shooting slump and a whole lot of frustration. She ends up in NY meeting with an unknown trainer named Azzi Fudd in hopes of finding her form again in the off season.
theme: fluff, slow burn, pazzi au
wc: 4.4k+
warnings: none
Chapter 4Â
Azzi knows this isnât a job. Sheâs not on staff. No title, no key. But she knows what this is. Opportunities donât always come labeled. Sometimes they show up as a few casual days at practice â Geno calling in a favor, being in the right place at the right time with the right eyes on you. This is a door. And she doesnât want to blow it before she even gets a foot through.
Geno knows people â so does CD. Everyone in this gym, everyone watching her right now, has connections that run deeper into the basketball world than sheâs ever been able to reach. Sheâs already in it, training pros, working at a high level â but she wants something different now. Something steadier. Bigger. She wants to coach. Not just skill work and off-season programs, but real team basketball. Systems, scouting, strategy. The full weight of it. And if thatâs where sheâs headed, then this â being here, showing up â is the kind of moment that matters.
She adjusts the clipboard under her arm and tries to quiet the noise in her head.
Theyâre already deep into shell drills when she finally exhales. Sheâs watching the flow â KK calling out screens before they hit and Sarah directing traffic. Azziâs cataloging everything. Whoâs locked in. Whoâs talking. Whoâs floating.
She's not judging. But she is taking notes.
Out of the corner of her eye, she spots Paige on the sideline with a towel draped around her neck, legs stretched out in front of her, still cooling down from a one-on-one workout with one of the UConn staffers. She looks completely at ease. Like this place fits her. And it has â for five years, this gym was hers.
Azziâs not sure she can say the same. Figuring out where she fits â not a player, not quite a coach, just here.
A few minutes later, after the team wraps up a set of foundational drills, Geno gives a wave from the sideline â the universal your turn gesture. Azzi sets her clipboard down on the scorerâs table and steps onto the court.
âAll right,â she says, âletâs talk about getting separation when youâre being bumped up â contact space creation.â
Azzi steps into the middle of the court and starts talking, walking through the motion as she goes â hands slicing through the air, shoulders turning, body low like sheâs already in the drill. Her voice is clear, steady â the kind that pulls focus without trying.
âYouâre going to get bodied on the perimeter,â she says, pacing toward the top of the key. âYou need to hold your space, protect the ball, and create that second of daylight â not by fading, but by leaning in, taking the hit, and keeping control.â
She mimics it as she speaks, shoulder into an invisible defender, forearm tight, hips angled.
Then KK, never one to miss her moment, calls out just loud enough: âThink you could have Paige show us? Yâall been working together, right?â
A few heads turn.
Paige, cooling down on the sideline, freezes mid-stretch. Just for a second.
Azzi, unaware, nods easily. âThatâs a great idea. Paige?â
Paige swallows.
Thereâs a beat where Paige considers pretending she didnât hear it. But everyoneâs looking now. KKâs smirking. Sarahâs already elbowing her in the side.
So she stands, tosses the towel from around her shoulders onto the bench, and makes her way toward Azzi. Azzi steps back to give her space, casually talking through the drill.
âSo,â Azzi says, âweâll walk through this slow. Ball in your right hand. Iâm bodying you up, full pressure. I want you to feel how to use that lean â not to escape it, but to own it.â
Paige nods. âGot it.â
Azzi moves in.
Theyâve done this drill before â empty gym, no pressure. But this isnât that. This is now, with eyes on them and Azzi standing too close.
Paige feels it immediately â Azziâs voice lowers, calm and precise, each word measured. Her hand settles right above Paigeâs hip, light but certain, claiming space without hesitation. Paige keeps her focus on the ball, forcing herself to stay in it.Â
Focus. Timing. Angle. Mechanics. She runs through each piece, trying to ignore how close Azzi is, how present.
Then Azzi says, âThatâs it â right there,â and her hand presses firmer, sliding slightly as she adjusts Paigeâs weight.
And yeah. That does itâŠ
Paigeâs brain blanks. Not fireworks. Just a quiet, full-body static. Everything inside her pulls tight. She nods once, like sheâs listening. Like sheâs okay.
She is not. And Paige misses the crossover.
Completely. The ball slips off her fingertips and rolls out toward the sideline.
Someone coughs down a laugh. Probably KK. But Azzi doesnât seem fazed. She retrieves the ball and tosses it back.
âNo worries,â she says calmly. âLetâs run it again.â
Paige tries to nod. Her face is already burning.
They reset. Azzi leans in again â forearm against her side now, voice right at her ear: ââDonât pull back. You can use the contact â thatâs what itâs for.â
Azzi can feel Paige tighten under her hand â not just physically. Somethingâs off. Azzi clocks it, but doesnât say anything. Doesnât know if she wants to name it.
Paige nods again. Tries to dribble.
She makes it through the move this time, but barely. Her footworkâs rushed. Her chest is tight. Sheâs absolutely not breathing normally.
From the sideline, Sarah turns to KK. âIs she⊠okay?â
KK snorts. âGirlâs malfunctioning in real time.â
âIs it becauseâ?â
âOh yeah.â
Jana leans in from behind them, grinning. âSheâs cooked.â
Back on the court, Paige gets through the sequence. Sort of. She handles the contact, makes the dribble move, creates just enough space â and then pulls up for a midrange jumper from the elbow.
Itâs a clean release. And a complete airball.
KK has to duck to avoid getting clipped in the shoulder.
Thereâs a pause before laughter breaks across the gym â sharp, sudden, uncontrollable. Someone, probably Sarah, actually wheezes.
Paige stands there, frozen â like her body hasnât caught up to what just happened. She doesnât move, doesnât blink. Just stares at the empty space where the ball shouldâve gone, heat crawling up the back of her neck.
Azziâs eyebrows twitch, the smallest shift, subtly trying to make sense of what she just saw.
âYou good?â
âIâm fine,â Paige lies, eyes everywhere except Azziâs face.
Geno, from the sideline, deadpanned. âThe W might want to rethink that Rookie of the Year award.â
The gym cracks up â loud, unfiltered, echoing off the walls like someone just hit a buzzer-beater. Players double over, sneakers squeaking as they shift and laugh, a few clapping like itâs the highlight of practice. Even Geno lets out a dry chuckle, shaking his head at his own joke.Â
Paige wants the floor to open up and swallow her whole.
Azzi, meanwhile, gives a small half-smile towards Paige before turning back to the group, already moving on.
âOkay, you get the idea,â she says, clapping her hands once. âLetâs get two lines. KK, youâre up next.â
Paige slinks back to the end of the line, cheeks flushed with embarrassment.
KK gives her a look as she walks past. âDamn. You are down bad.â
Paige shoves her, lightly. âShut up.â
Azziâs already back in motion, calling out for KK and Ashlynn to reset at the top, stepping in to adjust foot placement, voice steady and sure again. Business as usual. Paige doesnât linger long â peels off from the line, head down, brushing sweat off her neck with the hem of her shirt. She drifts toward the sideline and ends up next to Geno, shoulder hitting the wall with a soft thud.
âSo howâd you discover Azzi?â Paige asks, wiping her hands on her shorts as she leans back against the wall beside him.
Geno doesnât look at her. Heâs focused on watching Azzi instruct the team through the drill.
âWasnât a recent thing,â he says. âBeen watching her since middle school.â
Paigeâs stare snaps to him. âSeriously?â
Geno nods. âShe was a top recruit. Amazing shooter. Smart. ButâŠâ
âThe concussions,â Paige finishes for him.
âToo many. Too soon,â Geno says. âIt was a risk we couldnât take.â
Paige doesn't respond. She knows what it's like to have your body betray you.
âObviously, her playing career didnât work out,â Geno goes on. âBut I had gotten to know her parents. Stayed in touch. And we all started noticing something.â
âWhat?â
âShe sees the game different. Like⊠better,â he says. âSome people play. Some people can coach. Sheâs one of the rare ones who can do both.â
Paige lets that hang in the air.
âShe doesnât know it yet,â Geno adds. âBut she could be great.â
Paige glances over at Azzi, whoâs now crouched down, fixing someoneâs footwork mid-drill.
âWish we had a spot for her here, but whoever ends up getting her will be really lucky.âÂ
The rest of practice settles into rhythm. Geno takes the reins again, voice sharp, presence steady, and Azzi shifts back into the background â but not all the way. After running that one drill, she moves with a little more ease, voice a little more sure. Not overstepping, but not holding back either. She stays active â floating between players, offering small adjustments, asking quick questions, giving just enough without crowding.
Afterward, Geno calls out: âFreshmen. Film room.â
He nods at Paige. âYouâre up.â
Azzi tilts her head. Geno answers her question before she has to ask.
âBeen doing this for years. I bring someone back to talk. Sets the tone. Gives the new ones something to anchor to.â
It makes sense. This time of yearâs brutal â homesickness, schedule shock, the pressure of expectations stacking up faster than they can adjust. Practices are longer, mistakes feel heavier, and for some of them, this is the first time theyâre not the best player in the gym. Itâs easy to feel like youâre drowning. Sometimes, the only thing that keeps you from cracking is hearing from someone whoâs already been through the worst of it â someone who didnât just survive, but found a way to stay.
Azzi drifts in behind them, not out of obligation, but because something in her wants to see how Paige does this. How she carries a room.
Paige doesnât stand. Doesnât pace. Doesnât try to command the room with volume or posture. She pulls a chair into the middle of the space, flips it around, and sits in it backwards â arms resting on the top, chin tipped forward slightly like sheâs settling in for a conversation, not giving a speech.
She doesnât launch into anything right away. Just looks around the room, meets a few eyes.
Then she starts asking names. First and last.
Where theyâre from. What position they play. Something about their game, or something small and personal â a siblingâs name, a favorite player, what their pregame meal always is.
She doesn't write anything down, but itâs clear sheâs locking it all in.
No one interrupts. No one checks their phone.
The room shifts â subtly, but it does.
Sheâs not trying to impress them. Not trying to be anyone sheâs not. Sheâs just there. And it works.
Then she asks: âWhy do you play basketball?â
Not responses.
Azzi watches the stillness. Paige doesnât fill the space. Doesnât force anything.
Eventually, Keli says, âBecause itâs fun?â As if sheâs not sure if thatâs the correct answer or not.
Paige nods. âRight. You donât go through all this if you donât actually love it.â
Then she stands. Smooth. Controlled.
âThis is gonna be the hardest thing youâve ever done,â Paige says, voice steady. âYouâll get pushed. Youâll break down. Thereâll be days where you want to quit â where you wonder if you even belong here. And when that happens â because it will â youâve got to come back to your why. That reason you started. The part of this that you love.â
She moves slowly across the room, not pacing. Thereâs no script or written-out speech.Â
âYou wonât control everything here. Not minutes. Not injuries. Not outcomes. But you can control how you show up. How you respond. How you treat each other. Thatâs what makes the difference.â
She stops. Lets the quiet settle in.
âThis place can break you. But it can also make you into something you never imagined. And if you let it â if you stay locked in and lean on the people next to you â itâll be the best fucking time of your life. Just donât waste it thinking youâve got it all figured out.â
She smiles, sits again. Lighter now.
âYouâre a Husky now. And if you ever need anything â seriously â you can text me.â
She reaches into her pocket, pulls out her phone, and starts unlocking it with her thumb. âCome on,â she says, nodding at them. âPhones out. Letâs go.â
Thereâs a brief pause, then a scramble of movement â zippers, pockets, lock screens. A couple of the girls glance at each other like is this really happening, already smiling before theyâve opened their contacts.
Paige starts reading off the number. No big deal.
Azzi watches the shift â the way the room settles around Paige. The way Paige makes space without trying, leads without needing to perform. Thereâs nothing forced about it. No ego.Â
It hits her harder than she expects and something shifts in her chest â not dramatic, just a quiet thud behind her ribs. Watching Paige lead like that did something to her. Not pride â something closer to longing. Not for Paige, not exactly. For whatever that kind of ease is.
Itâs impressive, sure. But itâs also rare. And it stays with her, even after the room starts to empty.Â
âYou think I came off okay?â
Azzi watches her â surprised by the vulnerability, and how much it matters. âWere you nervous?â
Paige shrugs, looking away for a moment. âA little.â
They stand there, half in the doorway, quiet.
âYou were great,â she says finally, and it comes out with genuine reassurance. âSeriously.â
Paigeâs mouth curves slightly. It slips out before she can stop it. She hadnât planned on asking â not really â but now that itâs out there, she feels it land in her chest harder than she expected. Azzi doesnât brush it off. Doesnât joke. Just answers. And somehow, thatâs worse. It means something.
Paige looks away for a second, breath catching on nothing. She could leave it there. Should, probably. But instead â
âYou doing anything tonight?â
Azzi shakes her head.
âCool,â Paige says. âIâm taking you to Tedâs.â
Azzi raises an eyebrow. âTedâs?â
Paigeâs grin widens now. âTrust me. Itâll be fun.â
Azzi doesnât say anything. She falls in beside her as they leave the film room, matching her pace without thinking. She doesnât say it. But it shows. In how she walks a little closer, doesnât break stride.
They head back through the building toward the entrance, where a couple of the girls are lingering, talking and making plans, amid the after-practice buzz. KK spots them first, lifts her chin in greeting.
âPaige!â she calls. âYou dipping already?â
âTrying to,â Paige says, half-laughing as they walk up.
Sarahâs standing nearby, eyeing Azzi with open curiosity. âYou coming back tomorrow?â
Azzi shrugs. âThatâs the plan.â
Thereâs a flicker of excitement that moves through the group â quiet, but easy to feel.
Someone asks where Paigeâs staying, and thatâs when it comes out.
âIâm at the Marriott,â she says. âGeno said I could crash with one of yâall, but I ainât sleeping on no twin bed.â
KK nods, dead serious. âFair enough.â
âOh,â Azzi chimes in, âIâm staying there too. CD set it all up.â
Paige laughs before she thinks better of it â a quick, sharp sound, too loud for the context. âAt least they made sure to take care of you.â
Jana and KK exchange a look, then break into matching smirks.
âSo much for being Grandpaâs favorite,â KK says.
Paige shakes her head, but sheâs smiling, eyes flicking sideways toward Azzi for half a second too long. They wave off the rest of the team and duck into Paigeâs rental car, the air warm and a little stale, the kind of late-afternoon heat that clings to your skin.
They talk the whole ride.
Azzi asks about the team â where she can be most helpful, who she should watch closely, what she might be missing that doesnât show up on film.
âIf you can get KK confident in her three, it changes everything,â Paige says, one hand on the wheel, the other tapping lightly against her leg. âSheâs got it â just doesnât trust it yet.â
Azzi perks up. âThatâs exactly what I was thinking.â
Paige glances over, smirking. âGreat minds.â
Azzi shoots her a look. âNo argument here.â
They donât talk much while checking in, going through the usual questions, credit card, and ID. When they get their keys, Paige looks at hers â 505. Azzi reads hers off quietly â 535. Same floor. Right down the hall from each other.
The elevator ride is quiet, not awkward exactly, but charged all the same.
They both reach for the button at the same time, fingers brushing . Azzi pulls back â not because sheâs startled, but because she felt something. Which is worse.
âSorry,â Paige says, a little too quickly. Too casual.
âNo, thatâsâmy bad.â Azzi offers a sheepish smile, avoiding her eyes.
Neither of them says anything else. Not until the elevator dings and the doors slide open to the fifth floor. They walk down the hall in step until they reach the point where the hallway splits, their rooms on opposite ends.
Azzi hesitates. âWhat time do you want to meet back up?â
Paige checks her phone. 5:34 p.m.
âDoes around seven work?â
Azzi nods. âYeah, sounds great.â She hesitates. âUhâI donât need to dress nice or anything, right?â
She tries to play it off with a laugh, gaze already dropping to the carpet. Itâs a simple question. Normal. But it lands weird in her chest. Heavy in a way she doesnât have words for. Itâs not like itâs a date.
Paige doesnât joke. Doesnât tease. She gives a small smile â tilted, thoughtful, like sheâs choosing her words on purpose.
âNah,â she says. âWear whateverâs comfortable. Tedâs is chill.â
Thereâs a pause. Long enough for Azzi to glance up. Long enough for something to hang in the air between them.
Then, with a slight timidness in her voice, âYouâll look good either way.â
Azzi raises an eyebrow, but sheâs smiling now â small, careful. She knows it was a line. And she let it sink in. âSounds good.â
She turns toward her room. Paige toward hers.
**********
The place is loud â not full yet, but getting there. Music crackles through blown-out speakers in the corners, bass too heavy for the space. Voices pile on top of each other, conversations overlapping like no oneâs trying to be heard, just louder than whoeverâs next to them. The floor sticks with every step. The tables donât match. The lighting is harsh in some spots, too dim in others â like the bar canât decide how much it wants you to see.
Azzi kind of loves it.
Theyâve been there maybe twenty minutes. Foodâs ordered â burgers, fries, something Paige added on without asking. Sheâs already halfway through her Coke, talking like she owns the place. Azziâs sipping her water, elbow on the table, watching Paige with that half-smile thatâs getting harder to hide.
Paige reaches into her wallet, pulls out a crumpled dollar bill, and slides it across the table.
âHere,â she says, sliding the dollar across the table, nodding toward the back wall. Her fingers brush the edge of Azziâs hand as she lets go â not an accident, not quite.
Azzi blinks, eyebrows lifting. âYou tipping me for tolerating you?â
Paige leans back in her seat, looking lazy and amused. âWow. Okay.â
But sheâs smiling â and she doesnât look away.
Azzi gives her a look â dry, but thereâs a pull at the corner of her mouth she doesnât bother hiding.
Paige smirks. âItâs for the wall.â
Azziâs eyebrows crease for a second â then she gets it. Her gaze flicks up, past the bar, to the corner where hundreds of signed dollar bills are taped, stapled, stuck into every inch of exposed wood and drywall.
âOhhh.â
âLong-standing Tedâs tradition,â Paige says, leaning back, one arm slung lazily over the back of the booth. âEvery first-timer signs one.â
Azzi picks up the bill, smoothing it out. âAnd this is⊠what? My initiation?â
âBasically,â Paige says. âYouâre in now. No turning back.â
Azzi grins, grabs a pen from her bag, and scribbles her name across the front. Her handwritingâs quick, slanted â a little messy.Â
When she finishes, Paige stands and gestures with a nod.
âCâmon. Gotta show you mine.â
Azzi follows, dollar in hand. They weave through a few crowded tables, past the dartboard, and stop near the wall by the pool table. Paige nods toward a spot up top. She scans the mess of bills for a second, then taps one in the top corner.Â
âThere,â she says. âFreshman year. First week.â
Azzi leans in, squinting at the messy scrawl. Itâs her first name written in all caps, half-crooked, scribbled on in a rush.
âThis looks like it was written by a second grader,â Azzi says, grinning.Â
Paige laughs. âI was so drunk, Iâm not sure I remember signing it.â
Azzi turns to her, playful. âYou sure thatâs yours, then?â
âOh, itâs mine,â Paige says, grinning. âThis sectionâs for basketball only.â
Azzi snorts. âThen I canât put mine here.â
âOf course you can. Coaches and trainers count.â Paige scans the patchwork of bills, finger landing on one scrawled in blocky letters: GENO.
Azzi stares. âYou canât be serious.â
Paige shrugs. âHe likes to act like heâs a hard ass, but he knows how to have a good time.â
Azzi shakes her head, laughing a little. âI donât think one training session qualifies me to post up next to that.â
âThis wonât be your last,â Paige says, voice a little lower now. âTrust me. Youâre good. And if Genoâs calling you in?â
She lets it hang. Enough said.
Azzi doesnât reply right away. She runs her thumb over the edge of the dollar in her hand, gaze drifting from Paigeâs face back to the wall.
Then she nods.
âOkay,â Azzi says. Quiet, but certain. âLetâs make it official.â
Paige takes the dollar, lines it up under her own, and presses it into place. She doesnât say anything â just a small glance, steady and sure, like thatâs all it takes to make it real.
âWelcome to Tedâs,â she says quietly.
She watches Paigeâs hands linger, thumbs pressed to the wall, not ready to let go.
âGlad to be here.â
By the time they make it back to their booth, the foodâs ready, and they work through it quickly â fries disappearing between bites of conversation. Somewhere between the last few, Paige shifts gears, absolutely appalled to learn that Azziâs never had a Dirty Shirley.
âWait, waitânever?â Paige leans across the table like sheâs personally offended.
Azzi shrugs, fighting a smile. âDidnât know that made me a bad person.â
âIt does,â Paige says, snatching the drink menu like sheâs building a case. âItâs a rite of passage. Itâs culture. Itâsââ
âVodka and grenadine?â
âWith Sprite,â Paige says, dramatic. âDonât disrespect the artistry.â
Azzi canât stop smiling as Paige waves the server over and orders two.
âJust one,â she adds. âWeâre being responsible.â
Azzi raises a brow. âWow. Maturity?â
âIâm driving,â Paige says, smirking. âAnd I donât trust you to carry me out of here if I black out.â
âFair.â
âTo the greatest drink of all time,â Paige says, raising her glass.
Azzi laughs, shaking her head as she clinks her glass against Paigeâs.
They sip.
Azzi blinks. âThatâs... actually really good.â
âTold you.â
They donât stay much longer, both remembering they agreed to get up early for a workout. When the check comes, Paige gets to it first. Slides the receipt off the table like itâs nothing.
Azzi reaches for her wallet anyway, pauses when she sees Paige already signing. Azzi doesnât push it, but she shoots her a look. One of those you didnât have to, but thanks, kind of looks. Paige doesnât say anything, offers the smallest shrug in return, like yeah, I know.
Outside, the air has cooled. They walk to the car without speaking, but the quiet feels easy.
The drive to the hotel is the same. Azzi leans into the headrest, fingers fidgeting with her sleeve. Paige keeps one hand on the wheel, the other resting near the center console â close enough to notice, close enough to wonder.
Neither speaks.
They donât need to.
Back at the hotel, the elevator ride is quick â fifth floor, again. The same dull ding, the same heavy silence between them. This time it feels heavier.
They reach the split in the hallway.
505 one way. 535 the other.
Both of them pause.
Paige speaks first.
âI had a lot of fun tonight.â
Azzi turns to her, mouth curving softly. âMe too.â
Thereâs a beat. She shifts her weight, words caught behind her teeth.
âI actually always have a good time with you,â she says. âEven when you were kicking my ass in the gym.â
Azzi laughs, but itâs quieter than usual. A little stuck in her throat.
Then: âSoâŠâ
It hangs there.
Paige doesnât finish the sentence.
Azzi feels her whole body tense â not in a bad way, just in a way that says this could be a moment. And she knows it. Knows where this might be headed, knows how easy it would be to lean in, to cross that line.
But something in her holds back. She wants to give in, she does â but she canât. But, she doesnât move or step away either.
Paige steps in â slow, measured â and for a second, Azzi canât tell where itâs going. Not a kiss. She doesnât think. But Paigeâs eyes flick to her mouth for a moment.
Then itâs a hug.
Close. Solid. One of those full-body, no-space-between kind of hugs that makes it hard to breathe right. Azzi hesitates, then lets herself fall into it.
Neither of them says anything.
Paigeâs hand settles between Azziâs shoulder blades, and Azzi closes her eyes, only for a second, as everything inside her pulls tight. Neither of them moves. Not yet. The air thickens around them. Then Paige eases backâ close enough that Azzi can feel the shift in her breath.
She doesnât say anything. They hold each other's gaze for a second longer before Paige lets go.
But before she steps back fully, she gives Azzi a look â not quite a question, not quite an answer. Something charged, lingering in the space between them.
âIâll see you in the morning?â
Azzi nods. âYeah. Morning.â
Finding Form // Ch. 3
a/n: PRE-GRAME CHAPTER!? ngl idk if i like this one, but might just be because i'm used to writing one shots, and i'm wanting to take my time with this so it feels like not a lot is happening, but i'm learning the art of subtlety, character building, and how to write slow burn :) hope you guys like it and as always, appreciate feedback, responses, all that stuff!
summary: Paige's rookie season ended in a shooting slump and a whole lot of frustration. She ends up in NY meeting with an unknown trainer named Azzi Fudd in hopes of finding her form again in the off season.
theme: fluff, slow burn, pazzi au
wc: 3.9k+
warnings: none
Chapter 3
Hours later, Paige was back in her hotel room, showering the contents of the day away. She reflected on her week in New York and how light she felt compared to how she was just a handful of days ago. When sheâd called Geno, it was with the kind of quiet desperation sheâd only felt a few times in her lifeâwhen the pressure was pressing in too fast, too tight, and she couldnât see the path forward. Heâd answered, like he always did. And heâd sent her to Azzi.
She still wasnât used to how quickly Azzi had gotten into her headânot just the mental part of her game, but the spaces she wasnât used to sharing. Azzi knew basketball. She lived it, like Paige did. And the fact that she could probably be suiting up for a W team right now if not for concussions made Paige respect her even more. It wasnât just her knowledge; it was the way she communicated it. Azzi had helped her regain confidence and correct what had been off for weeks, all without ego. Paige was already calculating how to line up future sessions around her Unrivaled scheduleâand maybe more than just sessions, if she was being honest with herself.
Because somewhere between the workouts and the bagels, it had turned into something else.
She kept thinking about dinner. How easy it had felt to talk to her. How the night kept stretching, both of them quietly avoiding the clock. How Azziâs smile hit like an open shot in transitionâfast, direct, a little dizzying.
She thought about her dimples. Her voice. Her mouth.
Paige dragged a hand through her hair and forced herself to shut it down. They had a professional thing going. Mostly. It wasnât the time to get the hots for someone she wanted to train with regularly. Not with the pressure of another season creeping in.
Still, by the time she finally fell asleep, it was past one. And the alarm clock came far too soon.
She had to be at campus by noon. So by 6:30 a.m., she was packed, caffeinated, and standing at the rental car counter trying to not look half-asleep. She texted Azzi for her address, offering to pick her up instead of meeting at the lot. What she didnât mention: she had already made a stop at the bagel shop. It felt wrong not to. Some things were tradition now.
With a black Ford Bronco parked outside Azziâs place, bagels in the passenger seat and coffee cups in the holders, Paige sat for a second, looking at the quiet, upscale neighborhood. She hadnât caught the full vibe last night, but now it was obvious: Azzi didnât just have tasteâshe had range. Spacious apartment, low-key area, close enough to the city but not buried in it. Paige was starting to suspect that Azzi wasnât just a promising trainerâshe was already the kind people waited months to book.
So why did a pang of fear sit in her gut at the idea that maybe she wouldnât have time for her?
Azzi, meanwhile, had barely slept. Sheâd replayed dinner a dozen times in her headâPaige laughing at her bad trash talk, that little touch when their hands met over the broken glass, the look Paige gave her in the kitchen like she wasnât quite ready to leave. Azzi had admired her from afar for years. She never thought sheâd get to work with her, much less joke with her, eat with her, talk like this. And Paige didnât seem like someone who let just anyone in.
When she got the âhereâ text, her stomach flipped. Hunger, she told herself. Just hunger.
She made her way down to the car. Paige stepped out and opened the trunk for her bag. Simple. Sweet. Thoughtful. And then, when she slid into the passenger seat, she saw it: her favorite bagel, from their spot, and a still-steaming coffee waiting in the cupholder.
Her heart squeezed.
âPaige, this was so nice of you. Thank you.â
âGotta keep our tradition going,â Paige said offhand, like it was no big thing.
Azziâs mouth curved as she unwrapped the bagel. âYou even remembered my order.â
âWasnât that hard. We got the same thing all week.â
Azzi shook her head, smiling down at the bagel. âStill. Thanks. Iâm starving.â
âWell, perfect. We should get on the road.â
Paige merged onto the highway with one hand on the wheel, the other holding her breakfast. Conversation drifted in and out, nothing heavy, just enough to fill the space. Twenty minutes in, with bagels gone and coffee half-drained, Paige broke the silence.
âSo howâs your finger?â
Azzi blinked. âOhâitâs fine. Barely a scratch.â
âGood.â A pause. Just long enough to feel it. Paige reached for the first safe thing she could think of. âThanks again for dinner. It was seriously so good.â
âYeah, of course. Just glad I backed up my trash talk.â
That cracked the tension. They both laughed, the tight edge in the car dissolving into something familiar again.
The music played low. The road stretched ahead, trees blurring past. Azzi shifted in her seat, pulling her hoodie sleeves over her hands, coffee balanced on her knee. After a minute, she glanced sideways.
âSo,â she said, voice light, âtell me about yourself.â
Paige smirked without looking away from the road. âThatâs vague.â
Azzi shrugged. âI know. Just figured I should get to know the person Iâm spending all this time with.â
Paige flicked on her turn signal, merging left. âOkay, what do you wanna know?â
Azzi thought for a second. âWhat do you like to do when youâre not hooping?â
Paige gave a quiet laugh. âThink about basketball. Be sad about not playing basketball.â
Azzi looked over at her, unimpressed. âSeriously?â
âYeah.â Paigeâs smile didnât fade. âHonestly, I donât really think about much outside of it. Iâll play video games sometimes to clear my head, but I donât want a break from it. I love it too much.â
Azzi didnât answer right away. Just nodded, like she was taking it in.
âOkay,â she said eventually. âFair enough.â
The tone between them shifted a littleâsoftened. Like Azzi saw something in that answer she wasnât expecting but respected all the same.
Paige glanced over, catching the look on her face. âYou look surprised.â
âNot surprised,â Azzi said. âJust⊠most people say something like âtravelâ or âhang with friendsâ or whatever. But youâre just likeâball is life, period.â
âWell obviously I enjoy those things too,â Paige said, a little quieter. âBut I mean, basketball is everything to me.â
Azzi tilted her head. âThatâs kinda intense.â
âYou calling me intense?â
Azzi smirked. âJust saying. Most people need an escape.â
âI donât want one,â Paige said, then added with a little grin, âUnless it includes those bagels.â
Azzi let out a low laugh. âOh, so now thatâs an escape?â
Paige hesitated. âLittle bit,â she said, and then the next words were out of her mouth before she could stop them. âBut only if youâre there.â
The second she said it, she felt itâtoo flirty, too direct. Not the kind of thing you say to someone youâve known for a week mid-road trip. Her eyes stayed on the road, like if she didnât look at Azzi, maybe the moment wouldnât be real.
Azzi didnât answer right away. But she was still smiling. Something small, but real. âI told you,â she said finally. âLife-changing.â
They drove for a while like that. Small talk here and there. Music in the background. The miles passed steadily.
Eventually, Azzi shifted in her seat and tucked her legs up, sweater sleeves pulled over her hands, head leaning against the window. Paige glanced over and smirked.
Five or so minutes later, Azzi was out cold.
Paige noticed the change in her breathing firstâslower and deeper. Her head had dipped slightly, curls half-pressed into the glass. Paige reached for the volume knob and turned the music down even lower, then shook her head with a quiet grin.
âUnreal,â she muttered. âPassenger princess, huh?â
She kept one hand on the wheel, the other tapping lightly to the beat against her leg, eyes flicking over to Azzi every so often. There was something weirdly calming about it. Not just the music. Not just the road. The whole thing.
âFalling asleep mid-conversation is wild,â she muttered. âBut Iâm gonna try not to take it personal.â Still, she didnât mind. Not really. There was something about Azzi being comfortable enough to knock out that felt⊠steady.
She let the music roll, leaning into itâFrank Ocean now, smooth and slow. She didnât know what it meant that this felt⊠kind of perfect. But she didnât question it either.
Not right now.
**********
They hit the edge of campus just before 11. The roads were familiarâtree-lined, neatly paved, dotted with banners showing off past championship runs. Paige slowed as she turned into the back lot of the practice facility, the same one she used to park in every day, muscle memory kicking in like sheâd never left.
She shifted into park and let the engine idle for a second, eyes sliding toward the passenger seat.
Azzi was still asleep.
Her head had tilted slightly during the drive, curls now smushed flat against one side, hoodie drawn up, hands tucked under her thighs. Paige watched her for a beat longer than necessary, then reached over and tapped the back of her hand gently.
âHey. Weâre here.â
Azzi stirred, blinking against the light. She stretched slightly, rubbing her eyes with the heel of her hand. âShit. Sorry.â
Paige smiled. âDonât worry. You only missed the second half of your own question.â
Azzi groaned, dragging her sleeve over her face. âThatâs so embarrassing.â
âYou did warn me,â Paige said, reaching back for her bag. âI just didnât think it would happen mid-sentence.â
Azzi gave a sleepy grin, voice still rough from the nap. âI mean⊠I did say I was a passenger princess.â
Paige laughed, shaking her head as Azzi blinked herself awake. âYeah, well. Princess tax is real. Youâre gonna have to make it up to me later.â Shit. Another slip.
But when she glanced over, Azziâs expression softened â not dismissing it, but letting it land more like sheâd caught the undertone and decided to meet her halfway.
âGood thing youâve already figured out my weakness,â Azzi said, tugging her hoodie straight as she climbed out of the car. âIâll just buy you food until weâre even.â
Her throat felt tight before she forced a laugh. âYeah⊠food works.â
Azzi gave a small shrug, lips quirking like she knew more than she was saying. âThought so.â
Paige turned toward the building first, hoping the air would cool the warmth creeping up her neck. Twice now, she thought. Iâve got to get it together.
They stepped out into the lot, the August sun warm but not unbearable, the building in front of them standing tall and unchanged. For Paige, it still looked like a second home. For Azzi, maybe more like a place sheâd just started to find her footing again.
They walked through the front entrance together, the familiar smell of floor wax, athletic tape, and clean sweat wrapping around them instantly. Banners lined the walls. The weight of legacy hung in the air without needing to be spoken.
Inside the lobby, they slowed near the main hallwayâone direction leading down toward the gym and locker rooms, the other up the stairs to the coachesâ offices.
Paige adjusted the strap on her duffel. âIâm gonna head to the training room, see whoâs around before practice starts.â
Azzi nodded. âIâm going up to see Geno, check in before his meetings start.â
They stood a second longer than necessary, caught in the space between goodbye and whatever this was turning into.
Azzi shifted her weight, eyes flicking up toward Paige and then away just as quick. âIâll come find you after,â she said, voice steady but softer than before.
Paige gave her a quick nod, a small smile tugging at the corner of her mouth. âCool.â
Then they turned, walking in opposite directionsâPaige down the hallway lined with practice photos and memory, Azzi up the stairs two at a time, already pulling herself back into work mode.
Downstairs, Paige rounded the corner and didnât even make it to the training room door beforeâ
âP BOOGERS!â
Paige turned just in time to get nearly tackled by KK Arnold, who had launched into a full run from across the room.
âOh my god,â Paige laughed, catching herself against the wall. âYouâve gotta chill, bro.â
KK wrapped her in a hug like they hadnât seen each other in years. âYouâre back! And you didnât even tell me? Rude.â
âI texted Sarah.â
âAnd Iâm not Sarah.â
âI wanted to surprise you?â
Sarah walked up a beat later, smirking. âWell, she found out and sheâs been pacing since 8 a.m. Just in case you were wondering how annoying sheâs been.â
KK flipped her off behind Paigeâs back. Paige grinned and let herself be dragged toward the edge of the training tables, slipping back into something that felt⊠easy. Comfortable. Like she never left.Â
She hopped up on one of the tables, legs dangling as KK grabbed a resistance band and started absentmindedly stretching it like she was trying to burn off nervous energy.Â
Sarah leaned against the counter, waiting for her turn to get her ankles taped. âSo, how was the drive?â
âUhhhâŠâ Paige scratched the back of her neck, playing it casual. âIt was fine.â
Kk narrowed her eyes. âWhyâd you hesitate?â
Paige shrugged, suddenly way too interested in the half-finished tape job on the table next to her. âI dunno. I was just⊠taking a second to think about it.â
Sarah and KK exchanged a quick glance but let it drop, at least for the moment. The room filled with the familiar sounds of the training staffâVelcro straps ripping, scissors snipping, the faint squeak of sneakers in the hallway outside. Paige started to relax again.
Until a few minutes later, when KK unwrapped a protein bar and waved it in her direction. âYou want one? Iâve got extra.â
âNah, Iâm good. Already got me andââ Paigeâs eyes went wide, the words catching in her throat before she stumbled through, ââmyself a bagel before leaving.â
Sarahâs head snapped up immediately, eyes narrowing in amusement. âYou were about to say you and someone else. Did you bring someone with you?â
KK froze mid-bite, then practically jumped off the table. âP, you gotta girl!?â
Paige laughed too quickly, too forced. âWhat? Of course Iââ She cut herself off, realizing how bad it sounded, and groaned into her hands. âOkay, fine. I wasnât alone. But she ainât my girl.â
âWho was it?â KK demanded, bouncing on her toes.
âNo one.â
Sarah folded her arms tighter, that sharp grin cutting across her face. âYouâre blushing.â
âIâm not,â Paige said, voice muffled through her palms.
Sarah didnât let up. âWho is it? Someone we know? Someone from here?â
Paige peeked at them through her fingers, ears burning now. âJust let it go.â
Sarah tilted her head, smirk softening into something almost kind. âWhoever she is, sheâs got you flustered. Thatâs new.â
Paige groaned, trying to lean back on her hands like she didnât care, even though her cheeks were hot enough to give her away. âI hate you both.â
KK elbowed Sarah, grinning like sheâd cracked the code. âSo when do we get to meet her?â
Paige didnât answer, just stared up at the ceiling like she could disappear into it. She knew theyâd meet Azzi later. Knew it was only a matter of time before they connected the dots and realized she was the one making her blush like an idiot.
âKill me,â Paige muttered.
But even as she said it, a small smile tugged at her mouth.
**********
Upstairs, Azzi knocked lightly on Genoâs office door before pushing it open.
He was at his desk, glasses perched low as he flipped through a stack of practice plans. Without looking up, he waved her in.
âYouâre late,â he said, though his tone was more amused than annoyed.
Azzi dropped her bag by the door and sat across from him. âIâm not late. You just start too early.â
That earned her a grunt and the faintest grin. After a moment, Geno set his papers aside and got up, moving around the desk. He opened his arms and pulled her into a quick hug, firm but warm, before returning back to his desk chair.
âHow are your parents doing?â He asked.
Azzi smiled at the question, a little caught off guard but touched all the same. âTheyâre good. Busy trying to coach up the next generation of Huskies.â
He chuckled, shaking his head. âThatâs what I like to hear.â
Azzi laughed, the tension in her shoulders easing. It was always basketball with themâalways the throughline. He knew it, her parents knew it, she knew it. And somehow, that made it feel less like small talk and more like home. Moments like that always reminded her why sheâd come back.
He leaned back in his chair, settling in. âSo? Howâd it go with Paige?â
Azzi dropped into the chair across from him, trying to look relaxed even though her mind was still half on the drive that morning. âGood. Sheâs⊠sheâs in a good place, I think. Just needed a couple things cleaned up. Tweaks on balance, first step, body control. Nothing major.â
Geno nodded, tapping his pen against the folder in front of him. âShe listen?â
âYeah,â Azzi said quickly. âSheâs locked in. Listens, doesnât take things personal. Most players fight you on the little stuff, but with her? She trusts me right away. Works hard, no complaints â made my job almost too easy.â
She realized she mightâve gone on a beat too long, and shifted in her seat like she was trying to reel it back.
That earned him a small grin. âSounds like sheâs growing up.â
Azzi hesitated, then shrugged. âMaybe. I just⊠thought sheâd push back more. But she didnât.â
Geno studied her for a moment, the corner of his mouth tugging like he was holding back a comment. But instead of pressing, he flipped the folder open on his desk again.
âAlright,â Geno said. âHowâd you want to structure this week?â
Azzi relaxed into her seat, slipping into work mode. âCouple of on-court sessions, short but focused. Emphasis on conditioning and form shooting since theyâre just ramping up. Iâll give you some assessments after observing for a few sessions.â
Geno nodded, tapping his pen against the folder in front of him. âGood. Youâll have two hours with them this afternoon. Tomorrowâs going to be tighterâmediaâs aroundâbut I can get you an hour before they come in.â
âThat works,â Azz said. âIâll build around that.â
For a moment, it was all businessâthe rhythm of training blocks, practice logistics, who sheâd be working closest with. But then Geno paused, looking at her over his glasses.
âYou spent a lot of time with her outside the gym?â he asked, almost offhand.
Azzi blinked, caught off guard by the question. âUh⊠yeah. Some,â she admitted, heat creeping into her face before she could stop it. She shifted in her chair, searching for something steadier. âNothing crazy.â
He smirked faintly and went back to his notes. âHm. Interesting.â
Azzi narrowed her eyes. âWhatâs that supposed to mean?â
âNothing,â Geno said, a little too smooth. âJust good to hear sheâs in good hands.â
Azzi sat back in her chair, narrowing her eyes, but didnât push it further.
After a beat, Geno added, âSheâll need someone like you around. Someone she trusts.â
That pulled something tight in Azziâs chest. She didnât say anything, just nodded once, keeping her expression even.
âAlright,â Geno said, like heâd already decided the conversation was over. He leaned back in his chair and gestured toward the door. âGo do your thing. Iâll see you at practice later.â
Just as Azzi was about to go, she stood and slung her bag over her shoulder. As she stood and turned, she glanced back, catching Geno still bent over his notes, a faint smirk tugging at his mouth like he knew more than he was letting on.
There was a knock on the office door, and both Geno and Azzi turned.
Paige leaned in, hair pulled back into a messy bun, duffel slung over her shoulder. âHey, Coach.â
Geno stood, pushing his chair back and pulling her into a quick hug. âPaige. Still dramatic?â
Paige rolled her eyes. âAlways.â She nodded toward Azzi. âYou ready?â
Azzi grabbed her bag, grateful for the timing. âYeah. Letâs go.â
They said a quick goodbye to Geno and headed out, the late morning sun spilling across campus as they walked to the lot. Paige unlocked the Bronco and tossed her bag in the back.
âWhere you want to eat?â she asked.
Azzi thought for a second. âChick-fil-A?â
Paigeâs eyebrows lifted. âSolid choice.â
The drive was short, easy. They ordered, grabbed a booth, and Paige gave Azzi the quick scouting report on her old teammates. She tossed in jokes about who hated sprints and who lived for the aux cord, earning a laugh or two across the table. The route back to campus was one Paige had driven countless times, though it felt a little different with Azzi in the passenger seat. By the time they pulled into the lot, she wasnât sure if she felt full from the food or the company.
When they walked into the gym together, bags over their shoulders, they were still laughing at something from the car, the kind of easy back-and-forth that sounded as if it had been there all along. The whole room noticed, including KK. She froze mid-stretch, mischief flickering across her face.. Sarah glanced up from lacing her shoes, caught the look on Paigeâs face, and smirked just as hard.
âWell, well,â KK said, dragging it out. âWhoâs your friend?â
Paigeâs stomach dropped. âThis is Azzi,â she said, words tumbling out faster than she wanted. âIâve been training with her a little.â
The grin on KKâs face only widened. Sarah didnât say a word, but the raised brow said everything. And when Paige felt the heat crawling up her neck, she knew sheâd just outed herself without meaning to.
Azzi noticed it too â the way Paigeâs ears went red, the way her voice came out a little too defensive. But instead of stepping in, she let it slide. No sense piling on when Paige already looked like she wanted to disappear into the floor.
So she dropped her bag by the training tables off to the side of the court and clapped her hands together. âAlright,â she said, her tone shifting easily into professional. âIâm Azzi. Some of you might already know me, but for those who donât â Iâll be working with you guys this week. Genoâs given me a few sessions, so weâll start simple today and build from there.â
The players shifted, curious but attentive.
Paige sank into her chair, pretending to scroll her phone, but her eyes kept flicking to the court. Azziâs voice carried easily, steady and confident. She told herself she was just impressed with how quickly sheâd commanded the room. But the truth was, she already knew she was in trouble.
KK mouthed your trainer. Paige groaned and dragged her hands over her face.
And Azzi â she only smiled to herself, turning back toward the team.


