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And what made ideas and perceptions that are especially far from being “ours” so much more important than what’s actually happening and the many ways of looking at it ?

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Not happy not happy n very hurt and what am I gonna do about that

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🖐🏾

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From an evening spent at a Brooklyn pier with two friends/coworkers.

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It takes a particular kind of care to perform carelessness. The care shows the paradox grows n somebody knows.

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It’s my mistake to convince myself that anyone’s desire to remove the possibility of there being a depth that began to accumulate as soon as they were brought into the world by complex people is something I can successfully reason with.

Avoidance is spooky and I am a try hard when I’m trying.

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Delusion as in creative betrayal as in fear of not only truth but also openness that carries it in no particular direction(?). A false sense of security. A blanket covering a back no longer capable of being kept out of sight; turned towards a ceiling within a room that held no indications of actual danger.

It’s endearing until it’s paradoxical. I yap.

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“Avoid” this “avoid” that.

Maybe confront it ? This n that ? The avoidance ? At times ? No ?

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Love staring back like alright let’s be quietly audacious together.

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What more could I want than more friends and lovelier relationships between all of them

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