Beezy Queen

Me against the world BIC

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Happy Birthday Phil LaMarr!  

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[fuckyeahannanicole]

xmas goals 2k15

[sleeping-sorrows]

"You know what terrifies me the most?" she paused as she gazed at me while tears began to flood her eyes. "No matter how much you love me now, you could wake up one morning- or go on a walk one afternoon, or sit alone in your car after your shift is over in the evening, or lie down at night before you go to sleep and think to yourself "Holy crap, I don't love her anymore."

"The Caged Girls Silence"

[marrykris]

Water Diet

Meal Plan for Day 1:

This day you need to consume about 8 glasses of ice water and the only drink you can consume in addition to this is apple juice. You can also consume fresh apples if you don’t have a juicer yet. If you have cravings this day, you can consume melon or any other fruits. The idea is you shouldn’t feel hungry as you are allowed to have as many apples as you want.

Meal Plan for Day 2:

This is the day you need to consume 2 additional glasses of water as you will need to flush out the softened toxins from your liver from Day 1. Today in addition to water, if you have sugar cravings you can consume some veggies. It is suggested to have carrots if you have cravings today. 

Meal Plan for Day 3:

Today you can limit yourself to 8 glasses of water though you can consume more if needed. Today you can have unlimited amount of fruits and veggies. 

Meal Plan for Day 4: 

You need to consume 8 glasses of water today as usual. In addition to water today you can consume milk and bananas. No other fruits and veggies are allowed today.

Meal Plan for Day 5:

You must increase the water intake today by drinking at least 10 glasses of water today. In addition to water, to day you can consume tomato. You can eat as many tomatoes as you like. It is recommended you eat at least six tomatoes today. 

[chanelomara]

I couldn’t imagine loving someone as much as I love you. I mean I did always dream of it some crazy movie scenes where you fight for me do something crazy and bold and you did that years ago and I feel like you met every single one of my expectations in your act that I really thought I found you but you found me and you knew what games to play on a hopeless romantic to get me to where I am I need you I crave you and you don’t do what you did at the beginning anymore you haven’t for a long time it’s like you left but all my feelings and emotions stayed and I’m just fucked

[chanelomara]

I’m so tired of drinking I feel like I was never really a drinker and here I am doing it every day just to fall asleep

[chanelomara]

Notes I’ll never be able to say out loud :

I wish you loved me for starters I don’t know when we fell off exactly or how it happened maybe it was a bunch of stuff added up over time and you just couldn’t bare it but I mentally can’t wrap my head around giving up I just felt like if I stayed with you through everything it wouldn’t be so easy for you to leave me like everyone else but I guess that’s not the case you got what you wanted and left it’s crazy cause like most abusers won’t let the person live without them try to kill them ect. And I couldn’t even get you to just stay how sad is that ? Like how am I suppose to live with that live to think I have some self worth when a man who just hit me hurt me played games still couldn’t even want to stay around when I let him do whatever. It really just makes me feel worthless I don’t know what to do I’m so sad I drink everyday I don’t want to live without him but how do you force someone to love you the way you love them like how do you explain to someone who doesn’t even think of you daily that they are literally the air you breathe and I don’t know why I want someone so bad who just hurts me and treats me poorly but for some reason my soul chose him and I’ll never be able to let him go like he let me go so I guess all I have are memories to live in .

[mustbelieve]

Maybe in my next lifetime.

[yourdarlinglolita]

Leon The Professional, 1994

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[etsyifyourenasty]

Anna Nicole Smith Backpack

[langleavpoetry]

[amortizing]

“Empty your mind of all thoughts. Let your heart be at peace.”

— Lao Tzu (via minuty)

[unforquetable]

“I was scared of him. What he does to me. I wondered for so long if he was real, or if I was in a never ending dream. I couldn’t understand anyone liking me like he does. I’m scared because one day, he will leave. And then I would be right back where I started. So, when he told me he loved me, I ran. I ran and ran and ran unitl my legs caved from beneath me and I found the cool ground just like everytime. I couldn’t go through the tender hurt of love again. Because boys don’t come running back to you in the middle of the night and admit they’ve still been madly in love with you the whole time. One day they decide that you aren’t enough, that they can find someone better. And that’s it. It’s like you never happened. Like you were just another face in the crowd to a realist. The hopeless romantic you once were had been crushed like an egg in the palm of your lovers hand.”

— Still up and this is all I can think ( the-impossible-winchester-221b)

[utrippy]

I am energy. I am galactic. I am psychedelic. ॐ