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NOT THE PRINCESS!! 😱 😱 😱
Meanwhile, Mingi is just like 😃
Don't talk to me. I can't deal with this.
AND THEN @syster19 @jonggis and @peatbogbody decided to ATTACK me by reminding me that this picture of pre-debut Mingi exists:
"do u think yunho ever looks at him and sees the kid he got to know?"
YES!!! ALL THE TIME, YES!!!
My fave Wanteez trope is when Mingi’s flabbers are gasted
𝐒𝐢𝐧𝐧𝐞𝐫 — 𝐽𝑒𝑜𝑛𝑔 𝑌𝑢𝑛ℎ𝑜.
𝐒𝐲𝐧𝐨𝐩𝐬𝐢𝐬 ; Headcanons on how I view Yunho as a priest.
𝐏𝐚𝐢𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐬 ; Priest!Yunho x Fem!Reader.
☆ — 𝐖𝐨𝐫𝐝 𝐜𝐨𝐮𝐧𝐭 : 365. ☆ — 𝐆𝐞𝐧𝐫𝐞 : Smut — TABOO. ☆ — 𝐖𝐚𝐫𝐧𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐬 : Blasphemy, petnames, jealousy, clit rubbing, dacryphilia, rosary, kisses, masturbation (m!rec), fantasizing, kneeling, oral (f!rec), choking, doggy style, use of the words father and lord, and a creampie.
♡ — 𝐕𝐢𝐩 𝐞𝐚𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐬 ; @kissmatz @eggielix @miisanthropology @liaaaafixofff @chanscappuccino @eunseoksgirl @threepointstogrifendor @mingkisdoll @groovyravenagain @matznana @smuttaburger @barbtiny @yeosangholic1 @maliabobea15 @pyuddings @mourninglizzy @joonginism @m4rs-m00ni3 @sangieholic send a ask to be added or removed!
A/N — Absolutely exhausted, so if it’s bad. It’s bad. I apologize for that, you’re just gonna have to see the vision with it.
Priest!yunho who looks at you a little too long during service, trying his best to hide his smirk. Knowing more than well enough to not be crushing on a church girl.
Priest!yunho who always calls you ‘angel baby’ whenever he’s speaking of you or even to you.
Priest!yunho who rests his hand on your thigh when he’s consoling you, slowly inching his way up until he reaches your panties. Looking at you with adoration instead of lust.
Priest!yunho who gets more so jealous whenever he sees another guy even being kind towards you. He wants to be the center of your focus at all times.
Priest!yunho who slowly rubs your clit through your panties while you’re vulnerable enough to cry during your counseling, offering you ‘physical support.’ He gets needy whenever you cry.
Priest!yunho who gifts you his most personal rosary, gently cupping your face and pressing lingering kisses on each of your cheeks before settling on your lips.
— “Speak up.” “Forgive me Father, for I have sinned.” “Nothing is sweeter than our gentle sins, my angel.”
Priest!yunho who jerks off every single time you’re visiting for confessions, biting his palm to keep himself quiet.
Priest!yunho who watches your throat whenever you swallow during communion hours, thinking about how good your mouth would feel around his cock.
Priest!yunho who makes you kneel at his feet to pray, feeling his cock twitch in his pants at the sight. Gripping your hair a little too tight, but he doesn’t care. He needs you to know how much he craves you.
Priest!yunho who asks you to stay behind after mass, just to end up spread out in a pew with his face buried between your thighs while making you read your Bible out loud.
Priest!yunho who wraps his rosary around your neck to choke you with while fucking you from behind, telling you how good you feel over and over like it’s the only thing his brain can focus on.
Priest!yunho who moans loudly ‘Forgive me Lord, but I need my angel’ as he cums deep inside you so hard that your own toes curl up.
the way you write sub semi-brat san is actually doing something to me you're crazy and im here for it (this is me requesting sub san + breeding kink + x reader 👅)
𝐜𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐫𝐲 𝐬𝐨𝐮𝐫 (sub!san x f!reader) mdni | brat taming, dom!reader, breeding kink, praise/degradation, bondage, overstimulation ── word count: ².⁶ᵏ
A/N: thank you so much for this request, it’s fun writing bratty sub san. longer than I anticipated but I hope this is in the ballpark of what you were looking for, and I’m glad you enjoy my crazy mind ^^ appreciate the support of my ateez thirst so enjoy my cherries ˚₊‧꒰ა ☆ ໒꒱ ‧₊ feedback is always welcomed!
“Cut it out, I’m trying to finish this.”
“But I’m bored.” San whined, running his large hands along your thighs, and you rolled your eyes in response.
“Sannie, I mean it. Knock it off.”
Pouting like an insolent brat, he rubbed his cheek along your skin and gently placed a kiss on your knee. He was relentless and eager, not backing down or taking your words seriously. You were getting absolutely fed up with his behavior.
“Oh my god,” you huffed, fisting the front of his t-shirt and pulling him up to his feet, “don’t you know how to listen?!”
“Maybe you should teach me…” he whispered, a smug grin tugging at the corner of his mouth, one dimple peeking through.
“Oh, you’d like that, wouldn’t you?”
San nodded frantically, his skin rippling with anticipation, practically drooling. The sight stirred an equal mix of lust and exasperation. This was the problem with having a plaything like San: even when he was being punished, he enjoyed every second of it.
You shoved him roughly against the wall. Frustration etched across your face while his held nothing but surrender and bliss. This report was killing you. With the deadline looming Monday morning, your stress had reached its peak.
“Please…” San begged, completely unconcerned with the project you’d been trying to finish.
“Ugh, pathetic.”
Sliding your knee between his legs, you put pressure against his hefty bulge and a choked whimper pushed from his lungs. He was cute like this—needy and desperate, weeping for you to fondle him in the most obscene ways.
“Fine, I’ll teach you, my little brat…but it’s gonna hurt.”
You pressed your knee harder against his clothed erection, and he sucked a sharp breath through his teeth, his arms twitching at his sides. From the glassy appearance in his eyes, you knew he wouldn’t stop until you made him.
Taking his hand, you swiftly led him to the bedroom, pulling on his arm as he worked to keep up before nudging him inside and closing the door behind you.
“Get naked. Now.”
He scrambled to strip out of his clothes and undergarments, tripping over his feet as excitement blazed in his eyes.
Hopeless.
Such a simp.
The mere thought of touching you had his cock visibly twinging as he sat on the bed.
“Lay down on your back,” you ordered, grabbing the red ribbons from your dresser.
As instructed, San obediently laid on his back. You strolled over to the headboard, carefully tying each of his wrists to the porcelain bars. Admiring his vulnerability, blood buzzed in your ears, your gaze trailing up and down his body.
He looked good enough to eat.
Your stares met as you undressed slowly. You moved to stand over him, tracing your fingers along the tense muscles in his biceps. San growled low in his chest, tugging against his restraints to get to you.
“Behave.” Your stern voice calmed him as he settled against the sheets.
His hungry stare studied you in awe, catching his lower lip in his teeth, impatience clawing its way through him. It made you giggle—the way he became so crazed whenever he was needy and knowing the torture that awaited him only made it that much more thrilling.
“You haven’t been a very good boy, have you?” you asked teasingly as you kneeled onto the bed and straddled his waist.
Breath hitched in his throat as he shook his head, his body quivering beneath your hands splayed across his wide chest. San oozed devotion. He craved this—to be in service to no one but you. Your fingertips skimmed over the hard planes of his abdomen and he groaned in delight.
It earned a pleased hum from you, relishing in his submission.
You started by rutting your hips gradually, dragging your wet folds over his aching shaft at a tempered pace. His eyes glossed over while his lips parted slightly—he was gagging for it. Knuckles flexed as he helplessly grabbed at the air. Your movements were already driving him crazy, his gaze pleading for relief. Fuck, it was delicious.
“Be careful what you wish for, baby,” you cooed, caressing his hips in your palms, dripping along his length with ease.
“Fuck…p-please…” he breathed raggedly, throwing his head back against the pillow and cursing your name.
“Please what?”
“Please…please…p-please…”
He repeated the word over and over again, the pitch of his tone rising and falling as your hips rolled against him. The slower your rhythm, the more he gasped, shaking his head side to side as if that would help end his suffering.
“Please what, Sannie? Use your words.”
You leaned forward and reached between your thighs, gripping his cock tightly, forcing a strangled cry from his lips. All that followed was incoherent babbling, broken moans and weak attempts to gather more slick friction from your cunt.
“Yes, please, baby…y-yes…p-please put it—”
“God, I love how vocal you are,” you held him at the base and tapped the swollen tip of his cock over your entrance, coating him with your juices, “hmm…makes me so wet.”
“Mmm…yes, baby…please—put it in…p-please…”
Your hips rocked, gliding him along your holes and watching him fall apart at the seams. He squirmed relentlessly, desperate wails escaping him each time you pressed him to your hot core. San was losing his mind as you teased him, tears prickling at his lash line.
“Is this what you want?” Your mingled breaths filled the room as you flicked him along your pussy, still refusing to let him inside.
“Yes, p-please…yes, I want it—baby, I want it…” San rasped, fiercely yanking at the ribbons now.
“You’re not breaking free no matter how hard you try.”
Now here’s where it got good. You gave his cock one tender stroke between your curled digits before pushing just the tip inside your spongy walls. His body drew tight like a bowstring at the sensation, thigh muscles coiled and his forearms bulged as he strained.
“Fuck, please…please…more—please, put—more…”
His voice—dry and hoarse—echoed in your ears, the pitiful melody stirring the flames in your gut as your pussy clenched around him. You held your hips in place, not daring to sink down and satisfy his urges—no, he had to wait a little longer.
“You want to be inside me? Hmm, baby?”
“Yes, yes, yes, please!”
The rushed reply amused you a bit too much, and you couldn’t help but laugh, his cheeks blushing pretty pink in embarrassment. Suddenly, he bucked his hips up and drove himself a bit deeper into you but you instantly slipped him out of your flesh.
“Ah, ah. Tsk, tsk. Bad boy.” The realization flashed across his face, and satisfaction warmed your chest. The worry in his eyes was intoxicating.
You smoothed his tip in lazy circles over your throbbing clit, your arousal and his precum mixing sloppily and trickling onto his groin. Your bodies grew sticky with fluids and sweat that gathered, gluing your skin together.
“I’m s-sorry, please…” San grunted, chest heaving as he blinked away the tears blinding his vision.
Your nails dug into his ribs, a dark smile spreading across your lips as greed overwhelmed you, licking your lips with carnal desire.
“You think you deserve to be inside me?” you spat harshly through your teeth, taking in his trembling form as he shook his head.
“No, I don’t…but I need you…”
“And I needed to work, so now you’ll wait.”
San fumbled over his words, not making any sense or perhaps it was your brain not giving a damn about what he wanted. He wanted to play, and now you were. His head bowed back into the pillow as his back arched, grasping for more of you but you wouldn’t let him.
Still, you kept him on edge—continuing your torment and swirling your folds across his slit, tricking him time and time again by pretending you were finally granting mercy before sliding him along your soaked holes.
“Please…baby—please I want to be inside you…please!”
Something in you tiptoed closer to caving, your own orgasm knocking nearby as you used him to stimulate your own needs. San jerked his hips, luring your attention and his fingers curled into fists, every muscle driven by raw instinct. His insatiable appetite was something you were very familiar with.
You had him right where you wanted him.
“Mmm…like this, Sannie?” You slipped him up and down along your entrance, moaning low in your throat.
“Yes…yes, I want it…please, yes.”
“Yeah, you want it?” Pushing him against your tight hole, you popped his fat tip back inside, your center squeezing him with a sweet vice.
“Yes, please. Yes, please. Yes…yes…please…please…”
Eventually, you gave in and seated yourself around him, completely engulfing his cock in your wet heat. You pressed your foreheads together, caressing his face in your hands as you breathed heavily into each other’s mouth.
His cock stretched you inch by inch, your body swallowing him whole, the piercing hunger sweltering your bodies as you lay against him.
“Oh my god!” he cried out, still fighting to touch you with his hands, but you were in charge here and that meant only you were allowed to have that privilege.
“Mmm, that feels good, baby?”
Not giving him a chance to answer, you crashed your lips against his and collected his flustered moans into your mouth. The kiss was ravenous and fiery as you rode him into oblivion, bouncing your hips against him hard and stuffing his cock to the hilt of your pussy.
“Baby, don’t stop…don’t—” San cut his own words off by catching you off guard and biting your lip.
You straightened your back, narrowing your eyes at him. He paid no mind to your anger. His focus remained on escaping the binds, though each shift of your hips quickly stole his concentration.
It was unbelievable that today of all days he wanted to push your buttons and test limits.
“Is that how you want to play?”
“I want to touch you. Please let me.”
“No, and don’t ask again.”
Immediately, one hand wrapped around his throat while the other pinned flat down on his taut abdomen. The expression painted on his face was one of terror and ecstasy as you added more weight to his vocal cords. The blend of pain and pleasure only emboldened him—for now.
By the time he grew accustomed to the speed of your hips, you took it up a notch—working your thigh muscles faster, pounding and slapping your ass along his pelvis. The fractured gasps he inhaled every time his cock disappeared inside you gave you the motivation to keep it up.
Besides, he deserved it.
“Baby…baby…”
His breathless pleas went in one ear and out the other, the sizzling ache in your gut building to unstoppable heights as you massaged his cock in your stifling, tight walls. San’s arms inevitably go limp, unable to fight with the ribbons any longer.
Sweat gathered along your brows as your muscles grew sore, but you forced yourself to keep going, especially now that San was shaky and lightheaded, letting you use him entirely.
“That’s a good boy,” you purred, exhaling heavily as you drove his cock repeatedly into your g-spot like second nature, twisting the coil with reckless abandon.
The praise traveled down his spine—molten and bright—and he melted further into your touch. Whatever fight remained in him was no longer for freedom, but for another word of approval.
“Shit…fuck—baby…can I—can I…” he stuttered, his knuckles whitening as his chest heaved, attempting to ground himself.
“Spit it out, Sannie…”
“C-Can I—please…cum? Can I—c-cum, please?”
There was nothing he could do to stop it and the devilish smirk curling at the side of your mouth confirmed it—you had all the power. Just as a simple reminder, your hips ground down on him aggressively, kissing your cervix to his heated tip.
“Please…! Please, c-can I?”
The crackling strain snapped within you both, passionate moans falling from your lips simultaneously as your intense tempo gradually increased.
“Go on, then…” you mewled, pussy clenching onto his cock as a white haze invaded your vision, “…breed me, big boy.”
One, two more thrusts and San stilled, cock throbbing deep within your core and pumping his hot cum into your gut. He cursed and grunted your name as your cunt fluttered around him, the dripping tension sending your splintering orgasm to every nerve in your body.
The explosion knocked you off balance and your body collapsed on top of him, face nesting in the crease of his neck as you pulsed along his flaccid length. San’s exasperated pants ghost over your ear and he chuckled lightly, fading the dazed hue in your mind.
“Your pussy s’good baby…”
“Mmm…can’t get enough, can you?”
A pinch of fright shot through San as you sat upright, glaring down with a deadpan expression. His stare—dark and low—expressed a sort of…peace and you aimed to disrupt that.
“N-Never…y/n…?”
“Shh, baby, relax…” you murmured, tone reassuring but commanding at the same time, your thumbs tracing idle shapes on his hips as you spoke.
You leaned forward, acting as though you were about to kiss him, and lifted your hips in tandem. After sliding him out of you, keeping in only the tip as leftover cum leaked down his shaft, you sat your full weight back down and buried him deep inside you.
“Fuck—baby…wait, I—” You clamped a hand over his mouth, stopping his words in their tracks.
“No more talking, brat.”
The sex became utterly ruthless—milking his cock with the same brutal rhythm as before, and you were entranced every time he shattered into pieces. He’d dug his own grave, and now you were determined to make him lie in it. After losing track of how many loads he’d filled you with, the air grew thick with sweat and ragged breaths, your bodies refusing to cool.
His body had memorized the routine—dick goes limp, then half stiff to fully erect again until your pussy drains his balls empty, repeat.
He’d howl and cry into your palm, struggling against the ribbons until he accepted his fate. You imagined his nerves were being electrified until he was numb and fried.
All because your cunt owned him.
Truthfully, he made it too easy for you to get him hard and clearly his cock, overly sensitive or not, couldn’t shake his constant urge to be stuffed inside you. San’s hazy, fragile eyes sparkled and you finally removed your hand from his lips.
“I can’t- I—please, it’s t-too much…fuck.”
“Shhh…yes, you can. I got you, baby,” you cooed, splaying your hands across his wide chest.
San blinked away the tears, squeezing his eyelids shut as you rolled your hips against him, admiring the way his veins corded on his neck and his jaw set. Those were signs he was close without saying anything. He began to shake his head, jolting his body poorly.
He was at his limit, and it reminded you how you felt earlier.
Your cunt suctioned along his soaked flesh, securing him within your warmth and drawing out another raw sound from his throat. He wanted you off but you weren’t done with him quite yet.
“You’re gonna cum one more time for me, okay?”
He squirmed beneath you, overstimulated beyond reason, and his cock jumped at every brush of your walls. A painful sob ripped from his throat, face flushed red as his head tossed side to side.
“I—I can’t…baby, I—”
“Yes, you can,” you reassured, brushing the damp locks from his forehead before peppering kisses along his jawline, “you’ve been so good for me. Just one more, baby.”
“Promise?” San asked faintly.
Your head lifted in time for you to feast on the cutest pout adorning his lips. It softened something in your chest, and a part of you wanted to let him go right then.
A very tiny part.
He still needed this last lesson, and you needed to cum again.
Brats learned eventually. San simply required a little extra encouragement.
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an underrated lyric in mamacita (and maybe all of golden hour pt5) to me is when hongjoong says "baby, it's okay if we speak in korean, right?"....... the intimacy of speaking your native language with someone who may not be fluent or even understand it during a passionate moment like that, purely following instinct and lust 😵💫 there's nothing like it
YUNHO ☆ 260717 Ghost
Want You Close - Park Seonghwa
Summary "I am looking at you," he choked out, a ragged exhale brushing over your lips, tasting faintly of winter and desperation. "That’s the goddamn problem. It’s all I ever do." The confession hung in the air, thick and uncertain, like a match held over a trail of gasoline. His eyes dropped down to your mouth, tracking the slight parting of your lips with a raw hunger that made your knees turn to liquid. "Seonghwa," you whispered his name, a soft, deliberate plea that shattered the last of his iron restraint. You didn't wait for him to cross the line. You dragged him over it.
A/N
At last, I finally mustered the energy to finish this one lmao. I've never written anything this long, so I hope I didn't bore you too much in the first 9k words xd
— ᨳଓ Pairing: bodyguard!park seonghwa x female actress!reader — ᨳଓ Audience: smut
— ᨳଓ Word Count:
12k — ᨳଓ Tags:
service top!park seonghwa, whiny!park seonghwa, dom/sub undertones, seonghwa is whipped for the reader, yearning, angst?, forced proximity, minor woosan, possessive!park seonghwa
The tires of the SUV had been spinning uselessly in the deep snow for about twenty minutes before the engine let out one final, desperate, and exhausted grunt—completely dying and leaving you, your manager, your brooding bodyguard, and your driver stranded at the edge of a long forgotten logging road.
This entire trip had been your childhood friend-turned-manager's brilliant idea; a remote cabin rented specifically for your upcoming movie shoot under the insistence that isolating you a whole week early would perfectly immerse you in the script’s atmospheric mindset.
At the time, Wooyoung had treated it like the greatest breakthrough of his career.
Knowing Wooyoung, it clearly wasn’t.
So when the car had come to a halt, a mixture of sighs and groans filling the tense air, it had become glaringly obvious that your dear manager had forgotten to check the weather forecast for today.
A low groan in your throat had turned Wooyoung around from where he was sitting in the passenger seat, giving you a weak, apologetic smile while insisting that you should look on the bright side of this predicament. The bright side—or the silver lining, as he had called it—being that the cabin was only a mere 15-minute walk from where they had stopped.
Wooyoung had even insisted that trudging through the blinding, wet terrain would put you right into the headspace of your character. The first five minutes he had stood by that statement, rambling on about how he had given you an advantage in the bad luck you were having.
He went quiet the second you had to practically fight through the freezing wind during the remaining ten minutes, and you couldn’t help but internally curse at your friend. ‘Silver lining my ass,’ you thought.
Turns out, stepping inside the cabin hadn’t been of much help either.
The air was painfully cold and brittle, a bit better than the winds outside, but the lack of heat was still there. Every breath filled your lungs like shattered glass, harsh and unpleasant, and by the looks of the other three, they felt the same.
You pulled your arms tight against your chest, shivering violently as you watched your breath flower into a thick white mist, mixing with the other men’s as Wooyoung stepped forward, grabbing a small clipboard containing a note that sat idly on top of a dusty wooden table.
Wooyoung sighed as he read the note. ”Great." He rolled his eyes in annoyance, a hint of sarcasm in his tone. "The main generator is completely shot."
The heavy wooden table groaned slightly as he tossed the clipboard back onto the dusty surface. "We're stuck here until the blizzard clears. At least until tomorrow morning," he continued, the raw exhaustion of the storm openly bleeding through his voice as he looked away from the three of you, like he was embarrassed for being the cause of this.
The room fell silent except for the faint sounds of the storm shaking the structure of the cabin, turning even louder, almost like it was provoking the four of you—waiting for either of you to break.
But San, your driver, stepped up directly besides Wooyoung, knuckles lightly brushing against the shorter man's tense shoulder in a subtle, practiced movement like it was meant to ground him.
"We have dry wood for the fireplace, and the roof is solid," San said softly, his voice cutting through the chill as he offered Wooyoung a small, comforting smile, making his eyes crinkle and those familiar dimples appear on his cheeks. "We'll be fine, Woo."
A silent look passed between the two men, a quiet, almost intimate understanding that didn’t require spoken words. It made a genuine smile tug at your frozen lips, like a necessary pocket of warmth contrasting the freezing chaos of the cabin as it wrapped around a familiar ache spreading across your chest.
It was a warmth you so desperately craved but was so far out of reach. A heavy stab of shame suddenly tightened your chest, recollecting the nights you had spent with Wooyoung without the limitations of him being your manager. How achingly much he had needed that comfort too. It cut you deep to remember how hard you had worked him over the last few years, inadvertently denying him the very tenderness he needed and deserved.
So when San had been hired as your driver, it hadn’t been difficult to notice the lingering stares or the unnecessary, yet careful and deliberate, touches exchanged between them. You had seen the way Wooyoung’s posture, rigid from the sheer exhaustion after a grueling day of press junkets and relentless award shows, entirely dissolve the moment San stepped within arm’s reach.
Back during your first major career breakthrough, when the paparazzi were at their absolute worst and the media felt suffocating, watching them had filled you with an almost bittersweet fondness. Though they never spoke about the relationship they so desperately tried to hide, their quiet bond had always managed to keep you grounded. A silent anchor that allowed you to dare dream of one day sharing that same fierce, protective closeness with someone of your own.
But—like every fragile comfort on this trip—the brief moment of warmth and hope quickly evaporated the second a heavy, familiar shadow fell over your shoulders.
Seonghwa stepped fully into the main room, marching towards the heavy wooden door protecting you from the outside winds to lock it with a deliberate click of the deadbolt. He finally turned around on his heels, facing the three of you huddled together from the cold. He pulled off his thick tactical gloves, the dark leather creaking loudly in the quiet hum of the cabin as his dark, unyielding eyes immediately locked onto yours.
Not Wooyoung.
Not San.
His entire universe instantly narrowed down the second his gaze found yours, routinely scanning your face for any signs of distress, measuring the distance between your body and the door with his usual terrifying calculated precision. You couldn’t help but freeze under the intense gaze, instantly trapped by the same suffocating tension that has stretched between you for two long years. A heavy, unspoken weight that always made the air feel a bit too thick to swallow, seeping through the cold air.
You weren’t unfamiliar with that look. Seonghwa had always looked at you like that. Like he wanted to scold you for being too careless. Like he wanted to lock you away where the rest of the world wouldn’t dare to touch you, to hurt you—where the sheer, suffocating intensity of his gaze never stopped the terrifying, irrational thought that all he saw, and all he ever cared to see, was you.
“The perimeter is secure,” Seonghwa murmured, his voice a low, firm tone that vibrated right through the old floorboards before settling deep in your chest. “But the temperature is dropping. Fast”
A choked breath escaped you when he finally diverted his gaze from yours. “Maybe someone so careless shouldn’t have been in charge of our stay,” Seonghwa continued, his cold and expressionless facade never faltering—save for the silent daggers he threw at Wooyoung through his eyes.
Wooyoung scoffed, glaring right back. “There is a fireplace, Mr. I-Love-Complaining," Wooyoung snapped, gesturing aggressively toward the large fireplace across the room. "We just have to keep warm,” he sighed. “And I don't think the owners can get here anyway, given the state of things out there."
Outside, the snow was beating furiously against the structure, the faint, haunting howls of the wind echoing down the chimney.
“Fuck, it’s cold," you shivered through chattering teeth, wrapping your arms tighter around yourself, shoulders hunching instinctively as another violent shudder rattled your frame.
San frowned with immediate, protective concern. "Here," he said softly, his hand already moving to the zipper of his own heavy winter jacket. "Take mine. I have a thick thermal underneath anyway, I'll be fine—"
"No."
The word cut through the room like a blade hitting ice. Sharp. Flat.
Seonghwa stepped forward before San could even pull his arms out of his sleeves, his taller frame effectively blocking the dim, flickering light of the lantern on top of the table. It cast a long, intimidating shadow right over your body as he physically inserted himself into the space between you and San, a dominant, territorial movement that instantly made the air in the room turn stagnant and suffocatingly heavy. Your breath hitched.
“She wears mine,” Seonghwa asserted, his fingers already unbuttoning his coat with efficient, practiced movements.
Your brows knitted together in a slight furrow, a sharp flash of irritation shooting through your spine. “I think San’s jacket will work just fine, too.”
Seonghwa clenched his jaw. “Just do as I say.”
“San has been my driver longer than you’ve been my bodyguard, Seonghwa,” you scoffed. “I don’t need your permission to take his jacket—”
“It isn’t about permission,” he snapped before stepping closer. The radiating heat of his body hit your face like a physical wall in the freezing room, holding out his massive, dark coat while his eyes kept locked onto yours with an uncomfortable and exposing intensity. “It’s about safety. Protocol.”
"Protocol?" You let out a sharp, mocking breath, chest heaving under your layers. "He’s my friend. You're being ridiculous. You've been doing this for two years—treating every single person who breathes near me like an enemy aching to strike. It's exhausting."
Seonghwa didn’t blink. His jaw tightened, clenching as he stared down at you, gaze pinning you to the floorboards. He lowered his head slightly, his voice dropping into a fierce, private murmur meant strictly for your ears.
"Sometimes the people closest to you can hurt you the most. And my job is to eliminate all risks.” He shoved the coat against your chest. “Wear the coat."
There was a lingering weight behind his words. Like an unspoken history or a deep-seated paranoia that you couldn’t quite decipher, leaving a ringing silence in its wake where a now uncomfortable, awkward friction settled over the room.
You could see Wooyoung shift his weight from one foot to the other through the corner of your eyes, his own eyes darting between you and your bodyguard with a mixture of confusion and growing annoyance. San stood quietly beside him, slowly zipping his own jacket back up in defeat, his expression carefully guarded.
You knew this was a losing battle—it always was—and even though you loathed how much your body was craving warmth ever since the car had decided to give up, you aggressively snatched the coat from his hands. But from the aggressiveness of it, your fingers accidentally brushed against Seonghwa’s bare wrist where his dress shirt had ridden up from taking off his coat. The sudden warmth sent an electric jolt straight up your arm, breath hitching in your throat as the two of you stilled.
Not wanting to address the funny feeling pooling low in your stomach, you threw the heavy material over your shoulders, instantly engulfing you. It smelled entirely, intoxicatingly of him. A heavy blend of the raging storm outside—crisp pine and a grounding musk mixed with a hint of vanilla and coffee—making your head spin with every shuddering inhale.
Wooyoung cleared his throat loudly, the sound forced and awkward. "Right." His eyes lingered on the two of you before continuing, "We need a concrete plan to stay warm. The temperature is going to keep dropping, and I'd prefer we don't freeze to death before the first day of shooting."
“There should be spare blankets,” Seonghwa replied, his voice returning to that same detached, professional cadence as he turned towards Wooyoung.
Yet, his head remained subtly angled in your direction, his eyes never truly releasing you. "It is an Airbnb in the middle of winter, after all. The owners wouldn't leave a property completely unequipped for a freeze."
The manager sighed. "Great. I'll check the upstairs closets with San." He ran a hand through his hair before gesturing for the driver to follow him toward the creaking wooden staircase. "Let's pray there's something better than dusty sheets up there. Come on, Sannie.”
Wooyoung’s gaze lingered softly on you for a moment before his lips smoothed into a straight line, offering you a comforting nod. It was the same unspoken gesture he always gave you in the midst of chaos. A silent promise to let you know he was only ever a heartbeat away.
As their heavy footsteps faded up the stairs, the sound of their quiet murmuring was swallowed by the cabin and the storm raging outside, leaving the main room in a tense, ringing silence.
You stayed glued to your spot by the fireplace, fingers buried deep in the oversized pockets of Seonghwa's coat. A soft hum escaped your lips as you pulled the high, stiff collar tighter around your neck—partially to block out the biting draft, but mostly to hide the deep shade of red that had so suddenly flushed your cheeks.
Seonghwa stood perfectly still across the room, eyes lingering momentarily on you before going back to whatever it was he was doing. It didn’t keep his focus for long, though. His attention kept flicking back to you, his gaze tracing the subtle yet rapid rise and fall of your chest through the dim, amber glow of the lantern. A lump formed deep in your throat, warmth spreading across every part of your body the coat surrounded.
His expression was one you had seen a thousand times over the last two years. A dark, unreadable mask that you had never quite been able to figure out. It was a look that usually kept you on your toes. It made you defensive. Guarded. And a bit annoyed, if you were completely honest.
But tonight, with the evidence of the day's regrettable events lingering in the air like a thick fog, that familiar weight felt tenfold more intense. Like there was a dangerous, volatile sharpness to the way he was watching you.
You felt your breath hitch, noises of the storm slowly fading out as the thud of your hammering heart was the only thing you could hear the second his eyes slowly dropped to your lips. Something in his eyes shifted, his tongue darting out to lick the seam of his bottom lip before his gaze locked back onto your own.
He held an expression thick with words left unsaid, so heavy and demanding it knocked the air straight out of your lungs. You felt exposed. Naked. Like he could see right through you.
You tried to brush it off, unconvincingly claiming it to be a mere security assessment and definitely not what felt like an interrogation. But you couldn't help the heart beating violently against your ribs, desperately trying to understand why...
Why a man who claimed to just be doing his job was looking at you like you were the only thing left in the world. Like a cherished treasure.
The thudding footsteps of Wooyoung and San returning from upstairs broke the suffocating silence, each carrying a meager stack of stiff, faded wool blankets. A slow, heavy exhale left your lips at the sight of your friend, your previous rigid and clenched posture melting away.
“This is the best we could find,” Wooyoung grumbled, dropping a couple of the rough blankets onto the sofa placed in front of the unlit fireplace. He frowned, like he had expected you to at least prepare a fire while the two of them were upstairs.
A rattle caught his attention, the frown melting into a sigh as he headed straight for the far corner of the room, where a draft was visibly rattling the frosted windowpane. “The glass is a bit loose here. We should block the gap before starting the fire.”
San was already moving with him, pulling a roll of heavy-duty duct tape from his backpack. Ignoring the confusion as to why he kept a roll of duct tape in his backpack, you took it as your cue to move, desperate to shake off the paralyzing awareness of Seonghwa's eyes.
“I'll prepare the fire, then. Until you're done,” you offered, your voice sounding slightly tighter than usual as you stepped towards a small pile of split logs near the fireplace.
You bent down, but before your fingers could even wrap around the rough bark, a large, dark shadow eclipsed you.
Seonghwa was already there, sweeping in so silently it caught the breath deep in your throat. His large hand clamped onto the piece of wood you were reaching for, knuckles brushing firmly against yours.
A familiar heat coiled in your abdomen before you pulled your hand back from the accidental scrape of his skin against yours, as if you had been burned, your pulse spiking.
“I got it,” Seonghwa murmured. Tone flat and professional, contrasting the flare of his eyes from the sharp intensity as he looked down at you. He used his body to subtly nudge you away from the hearth. “The wood is splintered. You'll cut your hands. Stand back.”
You huffed at that. “I am perfectly capable of carrying a log,” you snapped under your breath, a prickly wave of irritation rising to mask the sudden, erratic fluttering in your chest.
You stepped around him, determined to prove a point, and reached for a smaller piece of kindling. Again, he moved. His chest subtly blocking your path, his shoulder passing so close to yours that the fabric of his shirt brushed against your clothed arm.
He reached past you, his larger arm completely separating you from the woodpile. “You'll get hurt. I'll handle it. Your job is to stay warm.”
You let out a sharp, frustrated breath, retreating a few steps. It was infuriating.
For two years it had been like this. Two years of this constant, suffocating hovering. This maddening insistence on treating you like something precious. Something fragile. You told yourself you hated it. You told yourself his overprotectiveness was a nuisance, a textbook display of a stubborn bodyguard taking his contract way too seriously.
But as you stood there, wrapped in the heavy warmth of his coat, a traitorous and confusing ache settled deep in your stomach. You didn't want to admit how much his total, unwavering focus made your heart hum.
You dragged your attention across the room, desperate to find any leverage to anchor yourself from the flutter in your chest as your gaze settled on the two men working on the window. Wooyoung was shivering, his shoulders hunched as he held a piece of cardboard against the draft while San tore off a strip of tape to secure it.
Blissfully unaware of the lingering eyes, San took Wooyoung's reddened hands into his own, lifting them to his lips. He breathed a low, steady stream of warm air over Wooyoung's knuckles, his eyes fixed on the smaller man with an unhurried, profound tenderness.
Wooyoung's entire posture melted. A soft, private smile spread across his face as he leaned his forehead briefly against San's shoulder, puffs of white mist escaping his lips from what you could only assume were giggles.
A bittersweet ache twisted in your chest as you watched them. A sudden, hollow yearning that caught you completely off guard. It was a beautiful, quiet kind of intimacy. A safe harbor where two people simply trusted each other.
You found yourself staring, completely captivated by the effortless softness of it, wondering—just for a fleeting second—what it would feel like to have someone look at you with that kind of raw devotion.
You glanced away, blinking rapidly like it could hide emotions bubbling behind your eyes. You swallowed past a dry throat before you stopped dead in your tracks. Seonghwa.
He hadn't been looking at the woodpile.
He had been watching you.
He had caught the exact moment your chest hitched. Caught the lingering, envious look you cast at the two men by the window, his dark eyes tracking the heavy rise and fall of your chest.
The silence between you stretched, charged with an unsaid understanding. He knew exactly what you were looking at, and the rigid set of his jaw told you he was burning with a dark, unreadable frustration of his own.
Desperate to break the suffocating spell, you turned on your heel, looking for any excuse to escape his vicinity.
“I'll look for a better lantern,” you announced, your voice trembling slightly.
You spotted a tall, heavy wooden shelving unit tucked into the shadows at the back of the cabin. On the very top shelf, three thick, vintage brass lanterns sat coated in dust, alongside a folded tartan blanket.
You strode over to it, ignoring the way Seonghwa's boots immediately shifted on the creaking floorboards behind you.
The shelf was tall, towering over your head, and the old wood let out a brittle, ominous creak as you stepped up on your tiptoes. You stretched your arms up, tongue darting out in concentration as your fingers just barely brushed the cold brass of one of the lanterns.
“Don't,” Seonghwa's voice barked from across the room, sharp and sudden. “It's unstable.”
Your brows furrowed. “I can reach it,” you persisted, fueled by a reckless need to defy him. To prove that you didn't need his protection or that stupid protocol. You leaned more of your weight forward, straining your fingers just an inch further.
You miscalculated.
The moment your hand gripped the heavy brass, the rotten wooden supports of the shelf violently splintered. A sickening crack echoed through the cabin as the massive, heavy unit gave way under the shifting weight, the top shelf tilting forward. The heavy brass lanterns and a cascade of solid wooden beams came hurtling straight down towards your face.
Your breath hitched. You couldn't scream. Couldn't move. All you could do was stare up at the falling mass in pure, paralyzed terror.
A massive force hit you from the side. A solid, unstoppable wall of heat and muscle slammed into your torso as Seonghwa had lunged across the space with terrifying speed.
His large arms instantly wrapped around your waist, crushing you against his chest as he threw his entire body over yours, twisting midair to shield you.
The impact was brutal. You were slammed hard into the wooden floorboards, your breath violently knocked out of your lungs in a sharp gasp. But you couldn't feel the hard wood. Or the pain.
You could only feel him.
Seonghwa took the entire force of the crash, his large frame acting as a human shield against the wooden shelf and brass lanterns coming crashing down, splintering violently against his shoulders and down on the floor around you.
A deafening silence followed the crash, save for the howling wind outside and the frantic shouting of Wooyoung and San scrambling across the room. But you couldn't hear them.
Your mind flooded with thoughts as you were pinned flat against the floor, completely trapped beneath the crushing, heavy weight of Seonghwa's chest.
He didn't let go.
His grip was bruising, his large hands clutching at your waist and burying into the fabric of the coat with a white-knuckled, frantic desperation—like he was still trying to pull you deeper into his safety.
You looked up, your vision spinning, and found his face a mere inch from yours. He was trembling, his chest heaving frantically against yours as he gasped for air, breath hot and ragged against your face. The usual stone-cold facade had shattered into dust, eyes completely blown out with terror.
“Are you hurt?” he choked out, his voice a wrecked, breathless whisper, completely stripped of its usual composure.
“I-I'm fine,” you stammered, voice barely audible.
He let out a shuddering, broken exhale as his forehead dropped down to press briefly against your shoulder, right against the collar of his own coat. His jaw brushed innocently against the sensitive skin of your ear, sending a fierce and almost dizzying shiver straight down your spine.
He was breathing you in like a drowning man, his heart hammering so violently against your chest that you couldn't tell where his pulse ended and yours began.
As you laid there, pinned by his heat, the pieces you had fiercely been ignoring for two long years suddenly began to misalign and click into a terrifying new shape. This wasn't just a bodyguard doing his job. A man doesn't look this broken, this terrified, this utterly undone by a routine safety hazard.
And as your fingers instinctively tightened against the fabric of his shirt, a suffocating realization began to bleed between the lines of your panic.
You didn't hate his hovering. You never did. You've been yearning for this exact, crushing weight, completely starved for the overwhelming intensity of his touch.
For one more antagonizing fraction of a second, Seonghwa remained entirely frozen on top of you before a sudden, sharp clarity seemed to hit—as if he had just realized exactly how much he let slip. How entirely unhinged his panic must have looked to the room.
Almost instantly, the vulnerability vanished, masked by a sudden, terrifying flash of fury.
He pulled away like your skin had burned him, his jaw locked into a rigid, defensive line as he pushed himself up off the floor. The usual facade slammed back down, twisted into something far harsher, an unreasonable biting anger meant to bury what he had just exposed.
“What the hell were you thinking?” he snapped, his voice dropping into a harsh, venomous hiss as he glared down at you from his full height. “I told you it was unstable. Are you completely incapable of following a simple order? Your recklessness could have gotten you crushed!”
You blinked up at him from the floor, completely stunned by the whiplash of his sudden fury, your heart still hammering against your ribs. “I‐I was just trying to get the lanterns—”
“I don't care what you were trying to do,” he cut you off. His tone was icy. Unreasonable. Defensive. “You don't touch anything in a structurally compromised environment. You stay where I can see you, and you let me do my job. Is that concept too difficult for you to grasp?”
“Hey! Back off, dude!” Wooyoung's voice broke through as he kicked a splintered wood aside, stepping forcefully between you and Seonghwa to help you get on your feet, his eyes wide with defensive anger. “Chill the fuck out. She just wanted to help.”
San stepped up right behind Wooyoung, his hand resting firmly on your manager's arm to keep him from escalating. His eyes remained fixed on Seonghwa with a quiet, observant intensity. “She's fine, Seonghwa. We're all fine. The shelf was old, it was just an accident.”
Seonghwa's eyes stayed rigidly fixed on the floorboards next to you, his expression cold and unreadable. Yet, despite the familiar wall he was trying so hard to build back up, there was something so glaringly obvious unraveling the man.
The subtle, uncontrollable tremor in his fingers. The rigid, unnatural stiffness of his shoulders. The way he refused to look you in the eye—it all betrayed him. The mask was cracked, and no matter how much he barked about safety or protocol, you could see the desperate, chaotic energy humming right underneath his skin.
Without another word, Seonghwa turned on his heel and marched towards the dark kitchen, his heavy boots echoing like a rhythmic countdown in the quiet room.
— ☆
As the storm raged on outside, the cabin shifted back into its usual silent awkwardness. The hours bled together in a slow, suffocating crawl, with each of you retreating to your own corners to do your respective tasks. San had managed to scavenge a pair of small, battery-driven lanterns from one of the upstairs closets, placing them on the mantle and surfaces scattered across the main room.
The space was much better lit now, casting a steady, white glow over the room that felt almost too exposing, illuminating every tense line of the cabin.
Wooyoung and San had quietly finished securing the draft window, their whispered conversations acting as a low hum against the howling wind. You remained curled on the sofa, still engulfed in the dizzying smell of Seonghwa's coat.
You tried to read the script pages in your lap, but the words blurred into meaningless shapes. Every time you closed your eyes, you felt the crushing weight of Seonghwa's chest against yours. The desperate pressure of his fingers through your clothes and the terrifying, furious wall he had rebuilt the second he realized his control had unwillingly slipped.
Across the room, Seonghwa stood like a statue near the kitchen threshold, his arms crossed, silently tracking the perimeter—tracking you—leaving a trail of heavy silence hanging between you that grew more suffocating with every passing hour.
Before the midnight silence completely took over, there was a brief, fragile pocket of normalcy.
The old kitchen stove was a traditional gas model, requiring no electricity to function. And Wooyoung—desperate to soothe his frayed nerves after the shelf incident—managed to heat up a pot of milk, turning it into a rich, steaming hot chocolate that the three of you drank while huddled on the couch and on the floorboards directly in front of the fireplace.
With the heavy storm howling outside, you finally had a moment to truly take in the layout of the cabin without the immediate panic of the crash clouding your mind. The space was fairly big, built from heavy, exposed pine logs that had blackened with age. A steep, creaking wooden staircase cut straight up the center of the main room, leading up to a narrow loft landing where two small bedrooms sat side by side.
Across the room, entirely excluded from your small circle of warmth, Seonghwa sat in a rigid wooden chair near the dark kitchen entryway, next to the stairs. He hadn't touched the mug. He hadn't moved an inch to rest. His large frame completely still as he did his duty.
Wooyoung set his empty mug down, yawning heavily as he glanced from you to the dark figure in the corner.
"San and I will take the two bedrooms on the top floor," Wooyoung said, his voice dripping with a lazy, sarcastic edge as he deliberately poked fun at your bodyguard’s rigid posture. "That way, our resident shadow can stay down here and be in perfect reach if a rogue snowflake tries to attack the front door. You should probably head up to bed soon, too."
You snorted at the comment and offered a tired, faint smile, swirling the last of the dark liquid in your mug. "I need some time to collect my thoughts. Besides, it would be incredibly rude of me not to finish your delicious hot chocolate."
Wooyoung huffed a laugh, fond but exhausted, before standing up. He and San made their way up the creaking stairs, their shadows stretching long against the timber walls under the stark white glow of the battery-driven lanterns. You stayed glued on the couch, listening to the heavy wood groan under their weight.
There were two separate bedrooms up there. Yet, in the quiet structure of the house, you only heard a single wooden door click open, followed by the faint, muffled sound of quiet giggles before the latch snapped shut.
A genuine, soft smile tugged at your lips. It was so painfully obvious. A sweet secret that made your chest ache with a sudden, hollow envy.
"They are incredibly obvious," a low, gravelly baritone cut through the silence, making you jump. "It almost makes me sick."
You turned your head sharply. Seonghwa had stepped out of the shadows and was crossing the small hallway leading to the two rooms, hovering just a few feet next to the fireplace in front of you.
There was a rare, faint chuckle catching in the back of his throat—a rough, unpracticed sound that completely caught you off guard. He was actually making fun of them, a tiny, human glimpse of amusement cracking through his armor.
The sudden vulnerability frustrated you, the lingering adrenaline from the afternoon twisting into a sharp, defensive knot in your throat.
You turned your entire body to face him, your eyes narrowing. "Just because you are entirely incapable of feeling human emotions or expressing them does not mean their affection is disgusting, Seonghwa."
Seonghwa froze.
The small, rare trace of amusement instantly vanished from his face, his dark eyes widening slightly as he stared down at you, completely appalled and caught off guard by the sudden bitterness of your snap.
The silence between you stretched, the air turning thick enough to swallow.
"Incapable?" he repeated, the word leaving his lips like a low, dangerous warning. He stepped forward, jaw tightening so hard a muscle jumped in his cheek. "You think I don't feel anything?"
"Yes," you challenged, carefully putting down the mug before crossing your arms and getting up to take a deliberate step towards him. "Because you don't. You just stand there like a statue, watching me, judging me, and then you shut down. If you actually have a single human emotion inside you, say it. Because I am tired of guessing."
He swallowed hard, his throat bobbing, and for the first time in two years, his unyielding gaze faltered. He looked away from you, staring at the dark wooden floorboards, his hands clenching into tight fists at his sides.
You could see the exact moment the internal battle took hold of him—his shoulders were rigid, his chest heaving under the tight dress shirt as he took a long, ragged breath. He wanted to snap back. Wanted to retreat into the shadows, but he was trapped.
"I can't," he choked out, strangled rasp you barely recognized.
"What do you mean you can't?" you demanded, taking another step closer, daringly shrinking the space between you. "It's a simple question, Seonghwa. Why do you treat me like this?"
"Because it isn't fair!" he suddenly snapped, his head whipping back up. His eyes were blown out, swimming with a desperation that made your breath catch.
He took a half-step backward, trying to create distance between your bodies, but the wall pinned you both in the narrow circle of light.
"It isn’t fair to you, and it damn sure isn't fair to me.” He took a deep breath. “If I say it—if I let myself even think it—everything falls apart. Do you understand me? Our lives, my job, everything we’ve built for two years. It ruins all of it."
You blinked, completely stunned, mind scrambling to make sense of the gnawing panic in his voice. "What are you talking about? What ruins it?"
"Don't push me," he whispered, a dark, desperate edge bleeding into his tone as his fingers trembled against his thighs. "Please. Just—go. Go to bed."
"No," you said, your voice remarkably steady despite the chaotic hammering of your heart. You refused to back down now.
You closed the remaining distance, stepping directly into his personal space until your chest was practically brushing his.
You looked up into his striking face, eyes boring into his. "I'm not going anywhere until you explain what the fuck you mean, Seonghwa. Look at me. Why are you so terrified of me?"
"I'm not terrified of you," he breathed, his breath hot and ragged against you. The sheer proximity was intoxicating.
He looked completely undone, his rigid professional armor cracking and splintering right before your eyes under the pressure of your stubbornness. "I'm terrified of what I’ll do if I stop fighting."
"Then stop fighting," you whispered.
A harsh, broken sound—halfway between a scoff and a groan—caught in the back of his throat. He closed his eyes tightly for a single second, his head shaking as if he were trying to clear madness out of his brain.
"My entire life, I’ve been trained to lock it away," he whispered, his voice dropping into a raw, wrecked confession, the words practically dragged out of him against his will. "I was told that I felt too much. That my emotions made me a liability, a danger. I spent years forcing myself to become cold, to become a machine so I wouldn't ruin everything. I thought I was good at it."
He opened his eyes, and the sheer intensity in his dark gaze left you utterly breathless. He didn't move away this time. He leaned down slightly, his face a mere inch from yours, his unyielding focus pinning you to the floor.
"But with you, I can't," he admitted, a faint curse slipping past his lips as the final walls of his restraint violently crumbled. "No matter how many protocols I follow, no matter how hard I try to focus on the goddamn perimeter, you are always there. Just existing. Pulling me out of the dark and giving me a taste of what it actually feels like to feel again. It’s driving me completely crazy. I look at you, and I forget everything I need to be."
He reached out, his large, trembling hand hovering just shy of your jaw—like he was desperate to cup your cheek but paralyzed by the final, terrifying realization of what he was doing.
"I am your bodyguard, for fuck's sake," he gasped. "I am supposed to protect you. I am not supposed to look at you and want to take advantage of the fact that you are entirely mine to guard. I am not supposed to look at your lips and want to devour you until there's nothing left."
You looked up into the dark depths of his eyes, and the final piece of the puzzle violently locked into place inside your chest. It wasn’t just him. It had never been just him.
"Then stop looking at me like a contract," your voice cut through the quiet hum of the room, your hear a thudding pulse against your ribs. You lifted your chin, refusing to let him retreat into the shadows of his mind. "Stop hiding behind the protocol, Seonghwa. Look at me. Just ...look at me."
"I am looking at you," he choked out, a ragged exhale brushing over your lips, tasting faintly of winter and desperation. "That’s the goddamn problem. It’s all I ever do."
The confession hung in the air, thick and uncertain, like a match held over a trail of gasoline. His eyes dropped down to your mouth, tracking the slight parting of your lips with a raw hunger that made your knees turn to liquid.
"Seonghwa," you whispered his name, a soft, deliberate plea that shattered the last of his iron restraint. You didn't wait for him to cross the line.
You dragged him over it.
You reached up, your small hand closing firmly over his bare, burning wrist, pulling his hand that last agonizing distance until his palm finally met your cheek.
A jagged spike of heat shot straight up your arm, and a needy groan was violently ripped from the back of Seonghwa's throat at the sensation of your skin against his. His fingers instantly flexed, his grip firm yet careful as his large hand framed your soft skin, his thumb pressing hard into your cheekbone.
And then he lurched forward. Soft lips crashed onto yours, hungry, frantic, and completely starved. His lips were hot and demanding, bruising yours as he devoured the heat of your mouth with a breathless urgency
You let out a muffled, dizzy gasp against his mouth, your hands instantly clawing upward to grip the fabric of his shirt, pulling him closer, desperate to bury yourself in his solid weight. He answered the movement by wrapping his other arm around your waist, lifting you nearly off your feet as he turned the two of you around, slamming your back against the very wall you had him cornered against.
The impact was sharp, and a gasp tore from your lips. Seonghwa’s tongue traced along the seam of your bottom lip, a faint moan escaping as you gave him access. He explored every crevice, every corner of your mouth, like he was memorizing it, tongue tangling with yours in a desperate, slippery rhythm that left you both gasping, your head spinning into absolute chaos.
The wet warmth of his mouth and the intoxicating scent of his musk completely flooded your senses until you couldn’t think. Couldn’t breathe. Couldn’t remember anything but the burning desire of his unwavering attention.
He groaned again, a deep, vibrating sound that rumbled straight from his chest into yours, his large hand sliding down to grip the back of your neck, fingers burying deep into your hair to tilt your head back, exposing the vulnerable line of your throat to his absolute mercy.
He broke the kiss for a fraction of a second as a trail of spit connected at your lips, both of you panting, completely consumed by each other's taste.
"You're going to ruin me," he whispered against your skin, his voice broken in defeat. "You know that, don't you? I'm completely ruined."
"Good," you breathed out, your fingers tightening in his hair, pulling him back down to your lips. "Ruin me too."
He found your mouth again, and the kiss instantly grew hungrier. Needier. Hotter. The sheer friction of his lips against yours made your brain short-circuit, and all your skin was screaming for was the intolerable barrier of your clothes.
You needed him bare. You needed to feel the solid, burning expanse of his skin against yours.
Your hands left his hair, your fingers scrambling frantically for the buttons of his shirt, your movements uncoordinated and desperate. You managed to undo the first two, knuckles brushing the scalding, smooth skin of his collarbone.
Suddenly, his large, warm hands snapped around your wrists, pulling them away from his chest and instead pinning them against the wall on either side of your head.
He looked at you, panting, a look of fear clouding his features. Even now, he was fighting his own suffocating lust, terrified that tomorrow morning you'd wake up and look at him with regret.
"Are you completely sure?" he asked. His eyes frantically searched yours with a vulnerable intensity. "Look at me. Tell me to stop right now and I will step away. I swear to god I will walk out that door if this isn't what you want. We don't have to do this—don't do something you'll regret tomorrow. I can't take that from you. Please."
You stared up at him, your vision swimming with frustration and a yearning so deep it felt like a physical ache in your gut. You looked at his tightened jaw and the dark, desperate pools of his eyes, and you decided you were entirely done with his hesitation.
"I need you, Seonghwa," you stated, your voice cutting through his panic, steady and laced with a fierce, demanding heat. You twisted your wrists in his grip, refusing to back down an inch. "So if you don't shut up and fuck me within the next five minutes, I will personally throw you outside into the blizzard."
Seonghwa froze. For a fraction of a second, he just stared at you, completely taken aback, his lips parted in utter disbelief at the sheer audacity of your threat.
Then, the rigid tension in his shoulders suddenly cracked. A low, rough chuckle broke from his chest—a sound so rich, surprised, and deeply fond it made your heart leap. The hesitation in his eyes quickly faltered, replaced instantly by a heavy wave of pure, unbridled lust.
"Five minutes?" he murmured, his voice dropping into a dangerous, gravelly purr that sent a shiver straight to your core. His grip on your wrists tightened, his thumbs stroking the sensitive skin of your pulse points as he leaned down, his mouth brushing against the shell of your ear. "You're getting impatient."
He released your wrists only to scoop his arms under your thighs, lifting you completely off the floorboards in one powerful, effortless motion. You let out a soft gasp, your legs instinctively wrapping around his thin waist as your hands flew to his shoulders for balance.
He carried you past the central staircase, stepping into the dark hallway where your two separate bedrooms sat. The ambient heat from the stones radiated through the shadows, warming the narrow corridor as he guided you straight into his room.
When he lowered you onto the bed, the mattress groaned softly beneath your combined weight, and for a dizzying second, you expected him to climb over you, to pin you down with that same dominant, territorial force he had used out in the main room.
Your heart beat loudly against your ribs in fierce anticipation, every nerve in your body screaming for the heavy, crushing weight of him. But the moment the heavy coat slid off your shoulders, pooling onto the sheets beneath you, the dynamic shifted entirely.
Seonghwa didn't lean over you. Instead, he slowly sank directly to his knees between your legs, stepping down from his invisible throne to look up at you from below. The faint, bleeding light from the doorway caught the sharp angles of his face, casting his blown-out, glassy eyes in the subtle glow.
He was panting, his wide shoulders rising beneath his dress shirt, his large hands resting flat against the bed, trembling oh-so slightly. The big, dangerous bodyguard who had spent two years commanding your movements, guarding your perimeters, and treating the world like a threat had completely unraveled at your feet.
He looked up at you with an expression of pure reverence—a look so entirely stripped of pride and so broken by his own hunger that it laid his entire soul bare. He looked like a man who had finally crawled out of a desert and reached a holy shrine, completely touch-starved, desperate to be used, and entirely subservient to your pleasure.
"Please," he whispered, the syllable a broken, needy whimper that caught in his throat. He didn't move to touch you yet, his hands staying glued to the mattress as he begged with his eyes. "Tell me what you want me to do. Tell me how to touch you. I'm yours. I'm completely yours."
You pulled him up.
There was no more room for distance, no more patience for the space between his knees and the mattress. Your fingers wrapped tightly around the collar of his half-unbuttoned shirt, and with a fierce, breathless tug, you pulled him up over you.
He didn’t resist, lunging forward with a desperate, guttural gasp as his lips crashed into yours.
The kiss was a messy, bruising collision of teeth and tongues, both of you fighting for air, fighting to get closer, clawing at each other's shoulders as if trying to tear through skin. Seonghwa made a high, strained, whimpering moan in the back of his throat, a helpless, whiny noise that betrayed just how undone his restraint finally was.
He broke the kiss, his hot breath shattering against your wet lips as his hands moved down to the hem of your shirt. He could barely grip the fabric from the shakiness of his own fingers, a frustrating tremor that made him let out a weak, desperate groan.
"Let me," he gasped out, completely wrecked. "Please—fuck—l-let me see you. I need to see you."
You nodded, and with a slow, reverent care that completely contrasted the chaotic hunger in his eyes, he began to slide the heavy layers of clothing off your body.
As the fabric parted, exposing your bare skin to the dim shadows of the room, Seonghwa completely stilled. He hovered over you, his palms resting on either side of your head, and he just stared.
His eyes traced the curve of your collarbone, the slope of your waist, and the gentle rise and fall of your chest with an unhinged need. His gaze was heavy and consuming, treating the sight of your bare skin like a holy relic he had spent a lifetime searching for.
"You're gorgeous," he whispered, a ragged, breathless sob catching in his throat as a single tear welled in his eye. "God, you're so beautiful."
He sank down, completely losing his posture, his face burying straight into the crook of your neck, letting out a long, broken whine, inhaling so deeply against your skin that his chest expanded painfully against yours.
He was completely lost in your scent, the clean, intoxicating warmth of your skin mixed with the faint trace of the winter storm. He nuzzled frantically into your pulse point as his mouth left a trail of wet, desperate kisses down your throat.
"Every single day," he whimpered against your skin, his hands finally sliding down to cup your bare waist, his large palms scalding against your flesh. His fingers flexed, digging into your hips with a bruising, desperate pressure. "Two years of standing behind you, smelling your hair, watching you smile at everyone else while I had to stand back. It took every single fiber of my goddamn being not to drag you into a dark room and crawl to your feet. I was dying. I’ve been dying for two years."
Another whimper escaped the man, his head moving lower, lips tracing the center of your chest, his tongue darting out to taste the salt of your skin. He pressed his face against your stomach and let out a choked, needy sound, completely surrendered his control to you, letting you feel the terrifying velocity of his heartbeat.
You tightened your fingers in his dark hair, the silky strands catching between your knuckles, and you pulled his face up from your stomach. Seonghwa followed the movement instantly, his neck tilting back with a gasp, his eyes glassy, unfocused, and dark with a heavy wave of lust.
"Look at me," you breathed out, your voice laced with a fierce, commanding heat that made a visible tremor ripple through his shoulders.
You pulled his head up just enough to guide him, shifting your weight as you spread your knees, exposing the deepest, most vulnerable parts of your body to the dim shadows of the mattress. "Need you, baby. Right here."
Seonghwa groaned at the thought; a wrecked whine tore from the back of his throat, a helpless sound of pure need and submission.
He slid down the bed instantly, hands fumbling with the hem of your pants before removing everything in a smooth motion, hands now clamping onto your inner thighs with a bruising, desperate pressure that anchored you flat against the sheets.
His face dipped between your thighs in a content hum while his long, slender fingers separated your folds. A deep sigh escaped the man as his tongue finally tasted you. It was wide and heavy as it flattened against your clit—long, deep, devouring licks that instantly made your hips jerk off the mattress with a sharp, dizzy gasp, turning your brain into complete mush.
"Ah—Seonghwa, please," you cried out, your fingers burying into the bedsheets, toes curling as a familiar heat built in your lower belly.
A deep, vibrating groan rumbled straight out of him as he continued sucking at your clit, his lips creating a tight, suffocating vacuum that stole the breath right from your lungs, his tongue darting out in sharp, rapid flicks that had you a complete mess beneath him.
You could hear the slick, desperate sounds of his mouth, the heavy slurring of his tongue. The wet, messy slaps of his lips against your skin and the constant, needy whimpers vibrating in his chest.
You looked down through the dark, your vision swimming, and your heart nearly stopped at the sight. Seonghwa was still fully clothed from the waist down, and his cock was visibly raging against the tight fabric of his slacks—creating a massive, hard ridge that stretched the material to its absolute limit.
As he worked between your thighs, his lower body was instinctively, frantically humping into the mattress, hips rolling in a desperate, friction-seeking rhythm that sent deep, heavy vibrations pulsing right through the bed and into your own body.
"God, Seonghwa," you panted, your hands reaching down to tightly grip his hair again, keeping him pinned against your clit. "You—you're getting off just from eating me out? Fuck—look at your pants, so fucking desperate."
The words hit him like a physical wave as he let out a low moan, hips rolling harder against the mattress.
"Such a good boy," you purred, fingers gently tugging at his hair. "Look at you, doing so good for me. Eating me out so well."
Another broken whimper escaped the man, his entire body shaking, tongue moving with an even more desperate and sloppy urgency from the praise.
He was begging with every lap of his tongue, his nose burying deeper into your wetness, completely lost in your taste, your scent, and your rules. He was whimpering into your skin, high on your pleasure, devouring you as if your climax were the only thing keeping his heart beating in the dark.
The heat in your lower belly coiled tighter, a dizzying pressure that left you trembling from head to toe. You were right on the edge, your core pulsing around his wet tongue, but the unbearable friction of his clothed body rubbing against the mattress became too much to handle.
You needed him inside you.
"Seonghwa," you gasped, a commanding note cutting through your own haze as you tightened your grip on his dark hair once more, pulling his face away from your pussy.
He let out a pathetic whine at the sudden loss of contact, his lips glistening and wet with your arousal as he looked up at you through long eyelashes. His eyes were completely blown out, unfocused, and dripping with a raw, needy desperation.
"Take them off," you panted, your eyes dropping to the leaking ridge straining against his uniform slacks.
You gave a slight tug to his hair, your voice dropping into that low, authoritative purr. "Get rid of your clothes. Right now, Seonghwa."
Seonghwa whimpered as he scrambled backwards instantly, a desperate, clumsy rush to obey your every word. His fingers slipped repeatedly against the heavy buckle of his belt as he let out a frustrated, whiny groan, a curse slipping past his lips while he frantically yanked at the leather, finally unbuckling it with a loud, metallic clatter that echoed in the dark room.
He didn't even care about being neat, practically tearing at the heavy fabric of his slacks, his breath coming in short hitches as he kicked them off his long legs, sending them flying onto the floorboards.
He turned back to you, kneeling at the edge of the mattress. His cock raged proudly against his stomach, long and thick as it flushed red with beads of precum pooling in his slit.
He hovered over you, hands coming to rest flat against your thighs to steady himself from his own trembling desire. "Please," he rasped, his voice a broken whisper.
His glassy eyes pleaded with yours, stripped entirely of his usual facade. "P-please let me fill you. Tell me I can have you. I-I'm clean, I swear to god. I haven’t been with anyone. I haven't touched a soul since the day I became your shadow. There's nobody else. Only you."
The raw honesty in his confession made your heart flutter. "I'm clean too, Seonghwa," you reassured him softly, your fingers tracing the hard line of his wrist as you pulled him closer. "And I'm on the pill. You don't have to worry about anything tonight. I'm safe."
A sudden wave of relief washed over his expression, a shuddering breath escaping his parted lips as your words removed the very last barrier holding him back.
Before he could lean down, you shifted your weight, your voice dropping back into that low, teasing command that made his shoulders instantly tense. "Guide your cock against me first, Seonghwa. Slide it along my folds. Spread it."
A sharp whine broke from the back of his throat. Scrambling to follow your exact words, his trembling fingers reached down between your bodies, gripping the thick, raging length of his dick.
With an agonizing slowness, he pressed the broad head of his cock against your entrance, following your command to the letter as he dragged the slick tip of his cock up and down along your glistening folds, smoothly painting your pussy with the mixed wetness of his own arousal and saliva as well as your overflowing arousal.
The movement was absolute torture for both of you. Seonghwa let out a wrecked groan with every slow stroke, his hips subtly twitching as his body practically screamed for the tight heat of your core. Tears of desperation and need welled in his long lashes, his face entirely flushed.
"Please," he begged, his voice whiny and desperate as his eyelids threatened to flutter shut. "Please—nnngh—I can't... it's too much. Let me push inside—I’ll be so good for you. I’ll do whatever you want, I’ll take such good care of you, just please—fuck—please."
Your clit throbbed from the desperation of his words. "Do it," you breathed out, your fingers tightening in his hair. "Take me, Seonghwa."
Seonghwa lunged forward, crashing his mouth down onto yours in a devouring kiss with a loud moan—hands clamping onto your hips with a bruising, desperate grip as he finally drove his hips forward, filling you to the brim with his cock.
Two long years of suffocating tension and suppressed glances violently crashed together the moment your bodies fused. The sheer, overwhelming sensation of his cock stretching you open, filling you up knocked a high, strangled cry from your throat—a sound that was instantly swallowed by his hungry mouth.
Seonghwa groaned directly into your lips, a deep, primitive, vibrating sound that rumbled straight from his chest into yours as his body completely froze inside you. He stayed buried deep, his muscles trembling violently under the tight intensity of your walls gripping him.
His forehead rested heavily against the crook of your shoulder as he stayed buried inside you, his body shaking with the monumental strain of holding himself back. You could feel every desperate twitch of his cock, the way it pulsed needingly inside you from the tight heat of your pussy.
"Slow," you choked out, your hands sliding up his broad, sweaty back, your palms skidding against the slick expanse of his skin as you tried to anchor him. "Move slowly, Seonghwa. Let me adjust."
A choked, strangled groan escaped the deepest part of his chest, but he obeyed instantly. He pulled back with a torturously slow, deliberate drag, the slick friction making you whimper as your walls clung to his length. He drove back in with an unhurried, heavy depth.
You could feel the faint, desperate flutter in his thighs—the violent, involuntary trembling of a man actively suppressing the urge to absolutely pound into you. But the instinct to claim, to take what was his, was buried in an instant. The desperation to please, to be good, completely overtook his senses.
The quiet hum of the room shattered the second Seonghwa moved, incoherent, desperate ramblings muttered frantically against your neck, his voice completely wrecked as he found a slow rhythm.
"Nnngh—you feel so good," he babbled, his breath hot and damp against your skin. "So tight—god—you're so warm. I can't ...I can't think..."
Though his pace remained slow, his hips twitched hard with every thrust, cock reaching so deep it left you gasping. He hitched, a sharp breath from his throat as his large hands tightened on your hips.
"C-can I go faster?" he begged, desperately whining as he looked down at you with tear-soaked eyes. "P-please... fuck, please let me. I need this so bad. I'm losing it."
You looked up at his flushed face, a dark, thrilling surge of power coiling in your chest despite the heavy, sweet ache building in your own hips.
"Not yet, princess," you whispered, a low, teasing authority dripping from your tongue. You looked at the desperation twisting his beautiful features and let out a breathless, mocking exhale. "You're going to suffer the exact way I did for two long years."
Seonghwa cried out at the words, a loud, broken sob slipping past his lips from the denial but also from how fucking good you felt. The sound of his ragged breathing filled the small room, competing only with the fierce howling of the blizzard beating against the cabin walls outside.
You reached up, hand gripping forcefully around his jaw. Your fingers dug into his skin, tilting his head down and forcing his eyes to lock directly onto yours.
"Look at me," you commanded sternly.
He obeyed instantly. Completely pliant, his jaw rested heavily in your hand, his gaze wide and unfiltered. The sheer need to be good, to be trapped entirely by your rules, waiting on your every breath so beautifully spread across his face.
You pulled his face down the last remaining inch, crashing your mouth against his in a hungry, wet kiss. Seonghwa was soft against your lips, following your lead with a desperate, slippery rhythm that mirrored his surrender.
You pressed your lips firmly against his, your hearts synced with a beat that vibrated right through your chests, and you finally decided to unleash the beast at your feet.
"Fuck me, baby," you whispered against his mouth, your voice a dark, demanding promise. "Fuck me like you mean it."
The final thread of his self-control violently snapped. A loud groan erupted from the man, finally replacing the cautious rhythm with hard and brutally fast thrusts.
He drove into you with a dizzying speed, his hips slamming against yours with a wet, heavy slap that echoed loudly in the dark room. The sounds became chaotic and loud—the wet, squelching friction of his slick shaft sliding in and out of your overflowing wetness, the heavy, rhythmic thud of his pelvis bruising against yours, and the wrecked groans tearing from his throat with every single thrust.
He was pounding into you like a man possessed, his cock bottoming out with every single thrust, filling you up in a way you never thought your body could physically handle. You moaned against his mouth, your back arching off the mattress as your vision threatened to turn white.
Your fingers clawed desperately into the thick muscles of his shoulders, drawing faint red lines across his skin as he consumed you, driving you both higher and higher into a blinding, suffocating heat that completely obliterated the winter freezing outside.
The friction between your bodies reached a feverish pitch. The room felt entirely too small, too hot, the air heavy and thick with the scent of sex, wood, and the salt of your mingled sweat. Seonghwa’s movements had completely lost all semblance of calculated precision; he was running on pure instinct, his chest heaving as he repeatedly buried his thick length deep inside you.
"Ah—Seonghwa, Seonghwa, wait—" Your voice broke, a breathless, desperate cry, as the electric coil in your lower belly wound tighter and tighter, turning into a sharp, intolerable ache.
He stuttered against you in a sharp, ragged hitch as his whole body went rigid. He looked down at you, his eyes wide and glassy.
"I'm close—god, I'm so close," he babbled incoherently, his voice a broken sound as his hips trembled violently against yours. "I can't hold it, I'm going to—"
"You can't come," you cut him off in a commanding tone. Your fingers dug into the muscles of his shoulders, holding his weight in place. "You don't get to come until I do, Seonghwa."
His head shook back and forth, dark strands of wet hair clinging to his flushed forehead as he choked out a ruined sob. "P-please... it hurts, it feels too good, I'm right there—"
"Then hurry up," you panted, your eyes burning into his.
He scrambled to obey, his body shifting slightly as his right hand slid down between your fused bodies. You gasped when his thumb found your clit, circling it with a desperate wet friction that made your hips stutter from the touch.
His other hand flew up to tightly grip the swell of your breast, his large palm molding over your soft skin with a possessive intensity. He leaned down, his mouth hot as he took your nipple between his lips, tongue swirling and flattening against the sensitive peak in a tight, heavy rhythm while his teeth desperately grazed the edge.
Every deep pull of his mouth sent a jolt of pleasure straight down to your core, perfectly synchronized with the rapid, wet friction of his thumb circling your clit and the heavy, stuttering depth of his cock thrusting you open.
You completely lost your mind. Your head thrashed against the pillows, your vision splintering into blinding streaks of white heat as the intense, throbbing pressure in your lower belly expanded.
"Seonghwa—Seonghwa, now, I'm—"
Your hips gave one final, shuddering spasm against his hand as your climax violently hit, locking your muscles tight while your walls pulsed aggressively around his length in hot, crushing waves.
Seonghwa broke out in a quiet sob, his jaw clenched so hard his teeth were grinding, tears of restraint spilling down his flushed cheeks as he waited for your spoken cue.
You looked at the man, fingers tangling weakly in his sweat-soaked hair. "Cum, baby," you purred. "You deserve it. So good for me."
A low groan erupted from him as his body violently slammed forward, chasing the same peak you had achieved mere seconds before.
His climax hit him hard, driving his hips forward in one last, deep thrust, pinning you flat against the mattress as his thick length pulsed inside your squeezing hole. You could feel the pool of his release painted deep inside you, a thick, pulsing heat that felt like an electric current radiating straight through your pelvis.
He shot into you over and over, his muscles locking into painful, rigid lines along his back and shoulders as he fucked every single drop of cum out of his spent cock, his breath leaving him in short, pathetic whimpers.
Slowly, the frantic beating of his heart began to steady, his sweaty chest collapsing fully against yours as the room fell into a deep, suffocating quiet. Seonghwa didn't pull out. He stayed buried deep within your warmth, his face nuzzled straight into the crook of your neck as his trembling arms wrapped tightly around your waist, holding you to his skin like a man who had finally found his home in the middle of the dark.
The adrenaline slowly drained from the room, leaving behind a thick, humid silence that felt completely detached from the raging blizzard outside. You laid there beneath his solid weight, your mind a hazy, comfortable blur of exhaustion and pure bliss.
Seonghwa’s face remained buried in your neck, his breath coming in slow, shuddering puffs against your damp skin. You slid your hands up his sweaty shoulders, fingers gently running through the dark, damp strands of his hair, massaging his scalp in slow, soothing circles.
"You did so well, Seonghwa," you murmured, your voice dropping into a soft, comforting whisper against his ear. "Look how sweet you are. You took such good care of me, baby. I felt so safe, so incredibly good."
An involuntary whine escaped the back of his throat—a helpless, tiny sound that broke your heart with how sweet it was. He buried his face deeper into your skin, completely pliant, soaking in the soothing rhythm of your voice like a child being comforted after a long storm.
The cooling air of the room finally began to bite at your bare skin, and you gently tried to shift your weight to clean up. "I'll be right back, okay? I need to grab a towel from the bathroom."
The moment you tried to pull away, a sharp wave of panic rippled through his dazed state. Seonghwa let out a louder, more frantic whine, and his large hand blindly scrambled across the sheets until his fingers locked around your wrist. His grip wasn't bruising or forceful like before; it was heavy, trembling, and deeply desperate, silently begging you not to break the physical connection. He shook his head weakly against your shoulder, his eyes unfocused as he clung to your wrist like a lifeline.
"Shh, it's okay, I'm not leaving you," you soothed him, using your free hand to gently stroke his flushed cheek, kissing his forehead. "You're okay, princess. I'm just getting a towel to clean us up. I promise I’ll be right back to hold you."
He let out one more fragile, thready sigh, his fingers slowly, reluctantly loosening their grip on your wrist as he sank back into the heavy haze of the mattress.
Gathering the top sheet of the bed, you wrapped it securely around your body, dragging the heavy fabric over your shoulders. Holding the sheet tight against your chest, you slid your bare feet onto the freezing floorboards, your knees bucking slightly from the lingering tremors of your climax.
The narrow hallway was somewhat dark, only illuminated by the faint gleam of the lanterns. You navigated the shadows with a hand against the timber wall, stepping toward the small bathroom near the main room.
You reached for the doorknob, but before your fingers could even wrap around it, the door suddenly shot open.
You gasped, pulling the sheet tightly to your chin as you stumbled backward.
Standing in the doorway of the bathroom was San. He froze instantly, completely caught off guard. He was bare-chested, a white cotton sheet wrapped around his waist, and a fluffy white towel clutched tightly in his large hand. His hair was a wild, messy halo, his lips swollen, and his chest still heavily flushed with a telltale heat.
For what felt like an eternity, the two of you just stared at each other in shock. The silence in the hallway stretched, loud and incredibly awkward.
Then, your eyes dropped to the towel in his hand, and the muffled memory of the quiet giggles and the single upstairs bedroom door clicking shut from earlier flashed through your mind.
The realization hit you as an amused huff escaped your lips, and San's shoulders instantly dropped as a wide, boyish grin broke across his face.
You shared a quiet, deeply knowing nod—an unspoken pact of absolute solidarity between two people caught red-handed in the exact same state of breathless ruin.
"Towel's on the rack," San whispered, a quiet, amused chuckle catching in his throat as he stepped past you, carefully keeping his sheet secure. "Goodnight."
"Goodnight, San," you breathed out, a soft laugh shaking your shoulders.
You watched his shadow vanish up the creaking wooden staircase, his heavy footsteps careful as he returned to Wooyoung upstairs. Smiling to yourself, you stepped into the small bathroom, quickly grabbing a clean, damp towel to wipe away the sticky, sweet evidence of your night along with the semen slowly trailing down your thighs.
The room was freezing when you returned, but the second you dropped the sheet and slid back onto the mattress, you were instantly engulfed in a wall of comforting heat. Seonghwa tossed and mindlessly wrapped his arm around you, pulling you flat against his damp chest. He sighed in content the moment he felt your warmth return.
He tucked the heavy wool blankets securely around your shoulders, burying his nose back into your hair as his leg hooked tightly over yours, anchoring you completely beneath him.
You couldn't help but giggle. “Seonghwa, I need to clean you.”
But his grip remained firm, pinning you against the safety of his embrace. You huffed in defeat but decided it wasn't worth the hassle.
As the blizzard continued to howl uselessly against the cabin walls, you closed your eyes and drifted into a deep, dreamless sleep, wrapped in the comforting certainty that your shadow was never going to let you go.
i love you ateez. i love you ateez who once got excited that 10 people had watched their music video. i love you ateez who once were scared no one was going to show up. i love you ateez who packed into a van with not enough seats because their company couldn't afford a bigger one. i love you ateez who picked their fan name out because they thought everything happening was destiny. i love you ateez who found a way to include their member who was on hiatus for anxiety at every opportunity they could. i love you ateez who calls their moms every day. i love you ateez who never took a single day for granted. i love you ateez who put together an immortal songs performance on no sleep last minute and won. i love you ateez who still get on stage and perform like it's their last. i love you ateez who talk to each other for hours at a time about all the exciting ideas you have. i love you ateez who keep saying that they want this forever. i love you ateez who puts everything into everything they do no matter how loud the noise is. i love you ateez who love each other so much, so loudly, and with everything they do, because every moment is a love letter to what they've made. i love you ateez
And one more
SEONGHWA GOLDEN HOUR : Part.5 Jacket Making Film
SAN - BST Hyde Park | 26.06.28
I am so back to the Star Wars fandom
oil and water .ᐟ j.wy
.ᐟ wooyoung and his relentless teasing always rubbed you the wrong way, especially when it’s always you at the butt of his jokes. your mutual friends tell you that’s his way of showing love, but to you it seems like he won’t stop until he’s annoyed you to death. you’re fully resigned to accepting that the two of you will never get along until a night you’ve both had too much to drink at a group gathering.
.ᐟ rival!wooyoung x fem!reader
.ᐟ smut minors dni 18+ | porn with very little plot, tipsy wy + reader, fingering, oral, pussydrunk wy, overstim, edging, cockdrunk reader, unprotected sex (don’t be like them), biting, power switch/power play, wy and reader are both mean to each other the entire time, rough sex, wy calls reader names (baby, mommy, slut), impact play, wy is a bit of a pain slut, maybe just a tiiiny bit of dacryphilia, unprotected creampie (seriously, don’t be like them)
.ᐟ not edited or proofread also my first time writing a fic of this length please be nice
Wooyoung all but shoves you into the room as his tongue slides against yours, his hands steering you backwards from where they are on your hips. Finally you both reach the bed and he shoves you back against it, not seeming to care for your comfort, “Take it off,” He heaves, gesturing vaguely to your clothes as he pulls his own shirt over his head and tosses it somewhere across the room. He waits rather impatiently for you to undress, only waiting long enough for you to shuck your skirt and underwear off before he pounces again, lips crashing into yours.
He wastes no time sinking to his knees in front of you, hands finding your hips and yanking you toward the edge of the mattress. He’s panting as he haphazardly throws your legs over his shoulders, attempting to close the distance with an open mouth before his path is intercepted by the palm of your hand as you shove him off.
“You think you deserve that? After the stunt you pulled?” You didn’t expect to hear the stern, annoyed tone woven into the words even as they fell from your own lips, especially not with how debauched you know you already are. Fake it till you make it, you suppose.
Of all the vitriol and insults you’ve strewn at each other throughout this whole thing, he looks the most heartbroken at the denial of your pussy. “C’mon, you were bein’ mean, too, ‘n still, here I am trying to make you feel good.” Even as he attempts to convince you you’re the one desperate for his lips on you, the way he attempted to lurch forward to taste you again gives him away.
You shove harder at him this time, and the way those glossy eyes peer up at you tells you how much he really craves you. “I think I deserve an apology.”
“Ugh, always such a fuckin’ drama queen, can never just—“ His grumbling is cut short by a sharp gasp when his hair it pulled taut through your fingers, his head bowing in the direction of your hand. There’s still a spark of defiance in his eyes, like he can’t believe you of all people have the audacity to pull his hair.
“You want to taste this pussy or not, Wooyoung? Fucking apologize.” It was fun toying with him this way, especially when he did the same to you.
“Fuck, fine,” he breathes, shifting on his knees as he looks up at you through his eyelashes, pink flush dusting his cheeks. “‘m sorry, okay?” It’s impossible to gauge how genuine his apology is once his eyes drop from yours to level at your pussy, a hazy look in his eyes. He gulps down the drool pooling in his mouth, “Fuck, ‘s a pretty pussy.” He goes to close the distance again, but you’re on too high of a power trip to let an apology suffice if you can’t tell it’s genuine.
He whines, actually whines, when you yank his head back from your cunt with all the confidence you can muster as you grow needier at the sight before you. At your clipped and pointed ‘Wooyoung’, he starts to ramble, voice an octave higher than usual, “You’re so mean, fuck, please, okay? Said I’m sorry, was such a fuckin’ dick to you, wasn’t I? Lemme make it up to you, I can make you feel so, so good.” Your restraint was already ran thin, but once he’s started to ramble, you can’t make him stop.
“Please? I’m sorry, so sorry, c’mon,” It doesn’t seem all that genuine at first, an impatient lilt lacing his words. It takes all your willpower not to pull his mouth onto you when his tongue is lolling out of his mouth, coated in saliva. “See? Mmm, look,” After every few words, he’s opening his mouth to show you his tongue again as if you hadn’t seen it the first time, “Droolin’ for you, want it so bad.” He moves closer to your core, eyes staring up at you as he inches closer, “Jus’ wanna taste you, baby, let me. Let me show you how… how sorry I am, lemme prove it, I promise I—“
As much as you’re reveling in how pathetic Wooyoung is for a taste of your pussy, the frayed edges of your restraint finally snap and you yank him forward by your grip on his hair. His open mouth meets your core, his tongue licking a long stripe up your slit, and the vibrations from the moan he lets out against you are so strong they make your legs twitch.
“Fuuuck,” Wooyoung manages to moan out between greedy slurps, huffing hot breaths against you, “S’fuckin…” He’s lapping at your cunt like a man starved, and the way you deprived him, it’s how he feels.
Your breath catches in your throat because fuck, he really did know how to use his mouth. It’s like you could feel him everywhere, he didn’t leave a trace of your pussy untouched. “Such a sweet cunt, tastes s’good,” He slurs against your entrance, tongue darting to trace it between words, “Could do this all fuckin’ day.” He pushes deeper, tongue slipping into you and his nose nudging persistently at your clit.
“Fu— Fuck, Wooyoung,” you gasp out, fingers tightening in his hair as you try to pull him closer. Through bleary eyes, you think you see his free hand drifting down out of your view, and your theory is confirmed when he lets out a strangled groan against your pussy.
Your hips jerk up despite yourself when he lands a sharp suck on your clit, and you feel more than hear the chuckle that falls from his lips. “Mmm, needy cunt, too, just like I thought. She wanted this jus’ as bad as I did, hm?”
You’re too lost in pleasure to really listen, eyes hazy and breathing labored as your hips squirm against his forearm splayed over your hips. Wooyoung tears your attention back as he sinks his teeth into the fat of your inner thigh, making you gasp and scramble against his hold. He only tightens his grip and yanks you back down the mattress, “The fuck are you running from? I’m fuckin’ talking to you. Answer me.”
“G-Gonna… fuck, can’t— Woo, was so close,” you whine out, trying to twist in his hold to no avail.
“Aw, yeah?” There’s a tinge of arrogance in his words, but he mostly just sounds broken, panting and the slightest bit whiny, “If you wanna cum, you’ll fuckin’ answer me. You wanted my mouth just as much as I wanted to give it, yeah? Tell me.”
His tone sparks that familiar annoyance that reminds you this is the guy you hate and you have half the mind to kick him out and get yourself off, until that pout is pulling back at his lips, “C’mon baby, I know it’s true, just tell me so I can make you cum for me. You want that, don’t you?” His inflection tells you he’s mocking you, but his words only serve to make you needier and suddenly you can’t be bothered to care that this is the Wooyoung who has done nothing but constantly annoy you since you met.
“‘m just…” You start, and as if he wanted to make it harder for you to answer him, he slips his fingers past your entrance, curling them. The words tumble from your mouth before you can mull them over, “P-please, Woo, lemme cum. Wanted your mouth so bad, jus’, mm, wanted to give you sh-shit for being mean.”
“Aw, I know, angel,” He lets out a breathy chuckle, “My baby can’t help but brat out, can she?” His words come out airy and soft, lidded gaze back on your pussy as his fingers slide in and out, “‘s not your fault, just that stupid brain of yours leadin’ you astray.”
In any other headspace you’d probably chew him out for that, but you’re starting to babble, willing to say anything to cum at this point. “Mhm, y-yeah, not my fault. Please, Woo, wanna cum.”
You catch a glimpse of that infuriating grin again before his mouth is back on you and your back is arching into him. “Oh, fuck, please,” you whine, head digging into the mattress as your hips roll up to meet his lips.
Wooyoung works his fingers faster, sucking and slurping at your clit. “Cum for me, lemme taste it, come on.” He whines against you, nipping at your clit and ignoring the way it makes you jolt, “C’mon, don’t make me beg, baby, please cum on my fingers.”
A stream of moans falls from your mouth as you grind against his face, whimpering, “Gonna cum, s-so close, please—“
He seems even more eager than you, interrupting you, “Yeah,” He sounds thrilled and pathetic at the same time, his fingers picking up the pace, “There you go, come on, make a mess. Let me taste it.”
Your eyes roll back and your joints lock, ripped under a wave of pleasure as Wooyoung slides his fingers out and replaces them with his tongue, moaning at your taste. He slurps and laps at your cunt, not willing to waste a drop even as you start to scramble up the mattress from overstimulation.
“Mmmno, stop, come here, don’t run, please,” he whines as he tugs you back down to his mouth, moaning into your core. It’s safe to say he’s officially pussy drunk, even at your expense. You let out a dry sob at the overstimulation, hands coming down to make an attempt to pry his arm off your abdomen to no avail. He groans brokenly, huffing into you between licks as his other hand catches your wrist, pinning it to your stomach.
“Too much, Woo, ‘s too much—!”
“Y’said you wanted to cum, didn’t you? Be grateful ‘m giving you even more,” He admonishes, nipping at your clit, before he giggles, lapping at you again, “‘s more than you’re used to with your exes anyway, right?” Of fucking course he’d bring that up now. San can be such a loudmouth sometimes, even if he doesn’t mean to be, and it’s somehow always at your detriment.
As he continues eating you like a man starved, it’s like your thrashing barely bothered him so long as his mouth was still on your cunt. Eventually, pain turns into pleasure, whimpers falling from your lips as Wooyoung works you closer to the edge.
He shifts as he readjusts, and you hear the clink of a belt somewhere in the distance through the haze. You can’t pay that too much attention, though, as the pleasure builds dangerously quickly, “C-Close, ‘m close, Woo.”
“Yeah? Come on, you know what to do.” He sounds almost as broken as you, his fingers replacing his mouth to rub fast at your clit, other palm pressed to your abdomen to keep you still. “Cum for me, come on.”
You squeal, thrashing against the sudden onslaught, but he doesn’t let up, eyes trained on your face as he pushes you over the edge. You twitch, letting out a sob as you cum, but of course Wooyoung doesn’t let you come down before he’s sliding deep inside your still twitching cunt in one rough thrust.
He lets out a broken moan, the most debauched you’ve heard him so far, biting hard into the meat of your shoulder to stop himself from finishing right then. He whines, not daring to move as you gasp and moan underneath him. “Fuuuck, so fuckin’ good. ‘S so tight for me, baby.”
Your voice warbles, tears welling in your eyes, “Y-You, fuck, could’ve wa-warned me,” The pain lingers where he’d sunk his teeth into your shoulder, but it seems so dull compared to the feeling of being so full so suddenly.
Wooyoung pants against your collarbone now, little broken sounds slipping through his lips as he tries to find his way through the brain fog. “Mm, I know,” he exhales hard against your skin, pausing for a moment before you feel a smile curl against your collarbone, “Just couldn’t wait anymore, ‘m sorry. You’ll forgive me, right, mommy?”
Jesus Christ, that was probably the last thing you expected, and based off of his annoying little giggle, he could feel just how much it affected you.
“Mmm, ha, you clenched so tight. How’d I know you’d like that?” He questions aloud to no one in particular, letting out amused little breaths like he’d just been told the funniest joke but knew laughing too much would get him in trouble. “Nasty little slut, ‘course you like it.”
Your jaw tightened and you reach to yank at his hair again, rewarded with a delicious little whimper and his hands squeezing at your hips, “J-Just shut the fuck up and move already.” Your legs wrap around him, trying to tug him impossibly closer. “You can be so annoying sometimes, seriously, if you’re not gonna fuck me just get ou—“
Of course he uses now as an opportunity to pull back and thrust deep inside, so sudden and harsh that it causes you to scramble slightly up the mattress, only to be yanked down again, “How many fuckin’ times do I have to tell you not to run? You wanna beg for it then run away? Don’t be ungrateful.” Wooyoung breathes heavily, bracing his weight with a hand beside your head, looking down at you with an expression so vicious you think even you have never been at the receiving end of. “I was gonna be nice, too, but you wanna call each other names, huh? You wanna be mean?” He thrusts again, starting a rhythm that’s slow but every bit as rough, jaw tightening as he glares down at you.
“I was gonna fuck you so sweet n’ slow, show my pretty mommy we don’t always have to be mean. But no, want me to fuck you like a slut instead, huh?” He’s more rambling to himself now as his eyes drop from yours and trail down to where you connect every time he sheaths himself fully inside of you.
You can’t help but squirm, noises slipping from your mouth that you’re sure you’d be embarrassed of later. You let your eyes flutter shut, thighs tightening around his waist, reluctantly content with letting him have the upper hand so long as he keeps fucking you like this. He doesn’t seem as content with that, though, you realize, when his hand comes up to slap your cheek. It wasn’t rough enough to hurt any more than a slight sting, but the shock of his audacity has your eyes shooting open, brows creased.
“Hah, don’t tell me you’re done already, baby,” His voice is softer than you expected, that bite from before nowhere to be found. How quickly he changes from soft to rough makes you think it might give you whiplash, but honestly, you find yourself kind of liking it. He leans down to nudge at your nose with his, a gesture sweeter than you’d expect from him, “I asked you a question, c’mon. How do you want me to fuck you, mommy?”
You whine at the name, not finding it in yourself to be embarrassed anymore, “Don’t— just, just please don’t stop, Woo.”
You expect him to make fun of you again, maybe tease you for how far gone you seem, but he just coos softly and presses a gentle kiss to your cheek as he fucks into you, “So cute, can’t stay mad at you like this.” To the surprise of both of you, that makes you clench harder than any of his dirty talk before, and he lets out a strangled moan at the feeling, stilling inside you for a moment. “Fuck, you feel so good, baby, so pretty for me. I won’t last when you’re like this.”
You let out a whimper; the lack of movement from him is enough to push the tears over your lash line, your hips trying their best to grind up into him. “Please, please, don’t stop. I don’ care, just don’ stop.”
Wooyoung lets out a groan that makes you think he’s just as affected as you are, pulling out again before pushing back into the warmth of your pussy, “M’kay, just ‘cause you asked so nicely, and—“ He sucks in a sharp breath as he studies your face, tongue gliding across his lips so fast you almost miss it in your haze, “a-and ‘cause, fuck, you look so pretty when you cry, baby.” He punctuates his sentence with another rough thrust, finding his rhythm again as he leans over you, closing the distance to catch your tears with his tongue.
Fuck, that shouldn’t be as hot as it is.
“Fuck, right there, right—“ You didn’t need to say more before he got the message, pounding relentlessly into your cunt, causing your hands to scramble for purchase on his shoulders, digging your nails into his shoulders.
Wooyoung moans at that, his pace faltering, “Please, more,” the plea was so breathless that you almost missed it, but his pinched expression and whiny tone made it impossible to ignore.
“Y-You like when it hurts, Youngie?” you manage, breathless and more pathetic than you’d like.
“Yes, yes, mommy, please,” If you thought that name from his lips was dizzying before, the whiny, sincere way he said it this time was downright intoxicating. Wooyoung whimpers when you tighten around his length, gripping tighter onto your hips as he slams himself harder into you.
As hard as it is to be dominant when the pleasure is this overwhelming, you weren’t going to miss an opportunity to have some control over Wooyoung. “Such—mmnh— such a good boy, Youngie,” you breathe into his ear, raking your nails along his back and savoring the way his moans pitch higher.
“Y’so pretty, wanted to do this forever, s-so bad, please,” If he wasn’t pussy drunk before, there’s no denying it now as whiny ramblings fall freely from his mouth, “Mmnh, mommy, ‘m gonna cum, please cum with me,” Wooyoung mewls as he drops his weight from his palm to his elbow, his pace faltering as he brings his free hand to rub at your clit.
Your body tenses up without your permission and you have half the thought to reprimand Wooyoung for rushing, but the pleasure is building too fast and you’re desperate for release. “Fuck, Youngie, c’mon, make me cum, please.” Your voice sounds utterly pathetic but it seems to spur him on more, biting down into that same tender flesh of your shoulder. His rhythm falters as he lets out his most pathetic moan yet, and, not that you’d ever admit it to him, but that’s what drove you over the edge yourself, clenching down hard on his length. Your eyes roll and you sink your nails deeper into the skin of his back, legs tightening around him.
A myriad of whimpers and groans slip past his lips and into your shoulder as he finishes, pressing himself impossibly deep inside of you like he never wanted to leave.
You both heave as you come down from your highs, slowly blinking as you rejoin the land of the conscious. The thought creeps up on you as he collapses on you, pressing soft kisses into your shoulder along the marks of his teeth:
“…Did you just cum in me?”
Silence, for a moment, before he replies, “‘m sorry, mommy, y’just felt too good. Promise I’ll get you the pill?”
Fuck, you realize, he’s never gonna let me live this ‘mommy’ thing down.
𝐅𝐚𝐤𝐞 𝐁𝐨𝐲𝐟𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐧𝐝 — 𝐾𝑎𝑛𝑔 𝑌𝑒𝑜𝑠𝑎𝑛𝑔.
𝐒𝐲𝐧𝐨𝐩𝐬𝐢𝐬 ; Headcanons on how I think Yeosang would be as a fake boyfriend.
𝐏𝐚𝐢𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐬 ; Fakeboyfriend!Yeosang x Fem!Reader.
☆ — 𝐖𝐨𝐫𝐝 𝐜𝐨𝐮𝐧𝐭 : 328. ☆ — 𝐆𝐞𝐧𝐫𝐞 : Smut + Fluff. ☆ — 𝐖𝐚𝐫𝐧𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐬 : Fantasizing, porn is mentioned, jerking off intended, alcohol consumption, kissing, restraining, dry humping, whimpering, and cumming in pants.
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A/N — Really not even worth reading, ts is so butt 💔. My brain juice has ran out.
Fakeboyfriend!yeosang who started out as distant and uninterested, just to end up constantly checking his phone for your notifications.
Fakeboyfriend!yeosang who tells his friends that he hates you, just to end up laying in his bed and staring at the ceiling all night simply because he caught a wiff of your perfume.
Fakeboyfriend!yeosang who catches himself randomly staring at you whenever you hangout, using the excuse of ‘I zoned out’ whenever you question him about it.
Fakeboyfriend!yeosang who takes you on random dates, saying ‘we have to do it or people won’t believe it.’ But he knows deep down he just wants to spend all of his paycheck on you.
Fakeboyfriend!yeosang who seeks out your approval for things, even if it’s something as minimal of what color he should buy.
Fakeboyfriend!yeosang who has his notes app filled of random things about you, starting from your birthday all the way down to your favorite novel author.
— “It was a dare.” “I know, I was there when it was discussed.” “But I do admit I found myself in love with you..”
Fakeboyfriend!yeosang who can’t get horny at watching porn, or even thinking of other women. But the mere thought of you, even just your name. Would make him cum until he cried.
Fakeboyfriend!yeosang who got so drunk that he ended up at your house, and the moment you opened the door he kissed you.
Fakeboyfriend!yeosang who lets his need for you take over and backs you up against the wall, pinning your wrists so you don’t try to push him away.
Fakeboyfriend!yeosang who uses his free hand to hike your leg up around his waist so he can grind his bulge against you.
Fakeboyfriend!yeosang who tries his best to not moan, but fails miserably and end ups whimpering in your ear from the friction.
Fakeboyfriend!yeosang who chants ‘love you’ over and over as he cums inside his pants.
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