I wish I could stay here.

Chantal. 22. Glasgow. I dream of taking photographs & travelling. Pete & Penny keep me going. colourmeinkindness, covermewithlove.

[strawberrry-swisher]

“We all look like we’re giving a bj” “wait, how do you give one?” LAST NIGHT WAS GREAT 😮😮😮

[halloweenskellington]

[catsnwicca]

☽ Halloween blog ☾

[chantalyadick]

Tim Burton month.

[chantalyadick]

So I never use this but it’s a Sunday and I’ve caught up on Game of Thrones and I now don’t know what to do with my life.

I quickly remembered that it’s pretty boring but maybe I just need to change who I follow, who knows. I just like instagram really.

My pathetic excuse for a cat has been watching  wasp in my room for like an hour and she has no idea how to deal with it, it was amusing for a while but now I just feel sorry for her ha. Therefore, the boredum has led to me using tumblr for the first time in like a year.

I’ve been a bit all over the place recently. This month is gonna be hard as I have a weeks wage to live off of for a month as I transition to monthly pay so I’m not excited. Especially since I’ve started to get really good friend group. I have good close friends and I’ve been actually socialising for a change which has been nice. 

Happy with Pete and Penny but we may move inbto a different flat, a bigger one with two bedrooms. Which is proving hard. Move back to Paisley, move into Shawlands? I just know I’m not going anywhere that won’t take Penny. 

I keep going through phases with my body like yeah gonna accept who I am and that it’s a real struggle to lose weight then I’m like no it’s so horrible I must do everything in my power to fix this then I go to work and eat cake and get really sad about myself so y’know whatever. Who doesn’t have a constant battle with their bodies though?!

I was really bleh for a while but I’m starting to get into a good place with the right people around me so that’s good  

[chantalyadick]

Am think you should't be so conscious about your size I know its hard and your really can't ignore it but you look amazing and I bet you're a really nice person :)

Thanks! As you said it's just something I can't ignore. Nice of you to be kind though.

[chantalyadick]

So, I don't really use this anymore so whatever. I haven't really needed to. Recently I've been feeling really body conscious. I'm just not happy with it. I need to change and I'm taking the gym more seriously but I struggle so hard with food. I have been having like more fruit and veg but I can't quit the bad stuff. I can't help eating chocolate and crisps and rubbish. I wish I could eat better so hard. I was just looking at old photographs and even 2 years ago I had an alright body. I want the one I had 4 years ago. I can see such a difference and it's really annoying. Ugh. I really want change but it's difficult. I really need to try though. It's not just my body though like I wish I was magical with make up like I was actually talented with it that would be nice. I have to shove my hair up 5 days a week for work too so I feel so scruffy and horrible. I just wish I could make more effort with myself. Whatever, standard girl problems really.

[schreibaby-of-the-skies]

Angelica summing up what having responsibilities really means.

[mickeyandcompany]

November 22, 1995 - Toy Story is released

[laurexia-blog]

[communityhealthtips]

raven u can see into the fucking future stop actin like this the weirdest shit u ever heard

[sizvideos]

[baerials-deactivated20210402]

This is the BEST THING IVE EVER SEEN

[marauders4evr]

Halloween just wouldn’t be the same without Tim Burton

(From top to bottom: Beetlejuice, The Nightmare Before Christmas, The Corpse Bride, Alice in Wonderland, Sleepy Hollow, Edward Scissorhands, Sweeny Todd, Dark Shadows, Frankenweenie)

[chantalyadick]

Tim Burton is just amazing.

[tastefullyoffensive]

Dogs Sitting on Cats [video version] Previously: Dogs Using Computers

[meowoofau]

13 cats failing at hide and seek

As good as cats think they are at hiding from us, we know better.

[gsdpup]

my new siamese kitten came inside for the first time today

[chantalyadick]

Possibly the best photo of Penny ever. Happy 1st birthday!

[chantalyadick]

So glad I have money to do things and treat myself and contribute to the flat more. It's great. Hard work is worth it. I burnt myself quite bad yesterday but today I have new clothes so swings and roundabouts.

[fallingforthematty]

I think about dying but I dont want to die. Not even close. In fact my problem is the complete opposite. I want to live, I want to escape. I feel trapped and bored and claustrophobic. There’s so much to see and so much to do but I somehow still find myself doing nothing at all. I’m still here in this metaphorical bubble of existence and I can’t quite figure out what the hell I’m doing or how to get out of it.

Matty Healy  (via seltsames)

[chantalyadick]

Nearly forgot about this. Young chadwick and I at garage the other week with our snowcones.