it is all a bit weird once you get into adult life, feelings and routines mix up - and both can become irrelevant pretty fast.
this pandemic makes things weird. i don’t know how to proper socialize with strangers anymore.
the air quality in the city i’m at it’s horrible. i feel like i’m in china or smth. even the landscape is totally grey.
i see no horizon - and that can feel bitter, combined with a 1,5 year lockdown.
hope i have feelings and no regular routines soon. i want the unexpected. meet strangers, feel awkward, laugh until i cry, dance with random people, eat out with friends, go camping.


















