Shhhh...

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[lithonate-deactivated20201001]

leaving the psych ward like

[honey-mess]

having bpd is just like *spends several weeks being empty and apathetic* *has a mental breakdown experiencing 357 emotions* *spends several weeks being empty and apathetic* *has a mental breakdown experiencing 357 emotions* *spends

[borderlineflower-deactivated202]

i feel misunderstood 99% of the time and it breaks my heart

[shouldikillthem-ormyself]

Whatever

[sugarytrauma]

It's painful when I look at my own childhood photos, knowing this child experienced things it shouldn't have

[pfefferminzblatt-deactivated202]

he deserves better. I should push him away. I will hurt him. I'm already hurting him. I'm a monster. I'm a fucking monster

[pir8core]

my mood moved directly from "if anyone talks to me ill kill them" to "if my fp doesnt talk to me this instant ill die"

[chaotic-cunt]

I’m just so fucking angry... I’m hate this shit, I want to go out I hate being stuck here... I want all this shit to fucking stop, I can’t fucking do anything to make it all go away. I’m so fucking sick of everything and everyone. I’m sick of pretending, it’s all fucking bullshit

[exhaustedborderline]

[exhaustedborderline]

[desnos]

[dirtsnakes]

*sits quietly next to my grieving inner child in silence, without expectation of an explanation or righteous purpose behind it all*

[niceaf]

Awkward conversations // The front bottoms

[exhaustedborderline]

[egocider-deactivated20210329]

deep wells my dude

[traumauserboxes]

This user was severely emotionally neglected.

[pretty-little0ne-deactivated202]

I hate having a body, it’s so high maintenance! Shower this, eat that, drink this, sleep that, it’s all very stupid