Expendable

Fuck this, I have a dead personality

[lucy-and-the-sky-pirates]

Sometimes I just wanna describe everything to someone, like;

How quiet my room is, so that I can hear my neighbors having a dispute over who gets the last cigarette and how the light seeping in from the sides of my door and seeking refuge in my eyes. And specially how I feel right now, how disgusted of what I have become,

I just want to tell someone everything but I can never trust anyone

[chaoticape]

I want a Quentin Tarantino movie, in the beginning of the movie a middle-age Brazilian woman is giving fellatio to a German Jew in a hotel at Damascus on 1957. When an old Chinese man barges in wearing, double breasted black suite, shoots the man in the back, as the German succumb to his desires and evacuates his specimens right on the face of the middle-age woman, then followed by the blood and a scream from the Woman. Then the scene would cut to a guitar riff with Worldly News like Munich Air Disaster, creation of United Arab Republic and the Coupe Deate. Then Quentin Tarantino does his thing and writes a Story.

[zim-vii-ejin]

[neckkiss]

Freaks and Geeks (1999-2000)

[quotespile]

“Every night I cut out my heart. But in the morning it was full again.”

— Michael Ondaatje, The English Patient

[stimman4000]

well. where’s that lenin quote

[stimman4000]

yeah

[dankmemeuniversity]

[estimada-clienta-de-telmex]

[heavensghost]

[recaption]

[recaption]

[libertarirynn-deactivated202006]

I almost threw my phone.

[hospitalroom]

Oh my god

[draco50]

I thought it was going to be a jumpscare maze, but it was far worse.

[eliminated]

[chaoticape]

My level of closure is the amount of poems I can squeeze from that experience if I get 1-4 little to no closure, 5-9 some what of closure, 10-19 minimum required level of closure I want, 20-27 satisfactory level of closure, 27-42 Highest level of closure I expect from any give experience, 73 that's basically case closed, we totally done with that and yes I just referred myself as a we. Kids and that's how you use singular determiner with plural pronoun

[chaoticape]

life is just series of having a dream and trying to get to it but then realising its far beyond your reach and then attaining other dreams and goals and trying to get it but once you achieve it becomes not significance and drags on to different thing where the experience itself becomes mundane at it's best. whatever luxury you live in automatically becomes a norm in your life where you strive to achieve something beyond your capacity until you realise that the thing you had must be the best, but in the end where you had the realisation, it's too late you end up with the worse possible thing you have ever got but it's too late, you have given up on life, your time to dream and achieve something is beyond your age and you die knowing no matter what you have done nothing could satisfy your craves or urges, cause we all want something more or something we can't possibly have.

[dankmemeuniversity]

[dankmemeuniversity]