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10 minutes of anime boy whump: ‘nanase riku’ edition

a compilation featuring one of my most favorite whumpees… since there is a limit on video length on this site, I tried to include my most favorite moments so far, but I’ll include episodes that weren’t featured that I liked regardless down below uwu

* = not included in video

shoutout to @whumpwillow for making me remind myself that I should have done this post wayyyyy sooner lol

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SEASON ONE:

*episode 1.2

is seen panting hard after playing a game of basketball, sogo shows concern for him and asks him once again later if he is okay

*episode 4

is coughing numerous times from being nervous/anxious about having to watch tenn perform, the others become concerned for him, is tearing up at the end of the episode

0:00-2:33 - episode 5

pushed himself to perform in the rain despite his health, collapses backstage afterward from an attack, wakes up in a hospital (never disclosed what exactly he has, but it’s just assumed that it’s asthma or some other respiratory disorder)

2:34-3:28 - episode 8

inhaler is broken and starts to show sign of trouble breathing right before they are supposed to perform

*episode 11

planned to confront tenn at the front of his door and talk about how he abandoned his family, but ended up at the wrong room and accidentally vented it all to gaku instead (who didn’t know anything about tenn’s/riku’s history)

SEASON TWO: “SECOND BEAT”

👑 3:29-4:52 - episode 2

panting hard backstage after performing and tries to force himself to do an encore for the fans, harsh coughing and refuses to take nebulizer, is restrained and is forced to take the nebulizer despite pleading to the others to let him continue performing

4:53-7:00 - episode 3

is still coughing (it is mentioned that he is gonna spend the night at the hospital instead of going to the dorms with the others, but that is not actually shown in the episode itself), recovering at the dorms (not shown in this video), gets called out by tenn for his “terrible” performance, starts breathing heavily, cannot continue the performance and tenn ends up taking his place, gets very depressed and sounds like he’s going to cry

7:01-8:07 - episode 5

riku and tenn get into an argument, riku angst galore, starts coughing and breathing hard (having an attack) mid conversation

8:08-8:47 - episode 6

reads comments on social media talking about how iori should replace riku permanently as the center of the group, starts panicking and breathing hard/coughing

note: until episode 11, there’s small snip-its of riku being sad or lost in thought because of iori having to take his place because of his health and since then, their sales have increased for their latest song, so yea… riku is very depressed about the fans liking iori more than riku as the center

SEASON 3: “THIRD BEAT PT1”

8:48-9:58 - episode 2

men wearing heavy cologne bump into riku and he starts to have an attack, touma carries him on his back and takes him somewhere where he can take his medicine

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Hey guys! I've been afk due to moving abroad, it took a lot of time and it was pretty stressful lol. I missed the cardio community though, so if anyone wants to DM me to roleplay or chat, please 💙

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“You said I killed you— haunt me, then! Be with me always— take any form— drive me mad! Only do not leave me in this abyss, where I cannot find you!”

Emily Brontë, from, “Wuthering Heights,” originally published in 1847

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I've been really busy lately for work reasons, but have to say I've spent this time obsessing over Wuthering Heights xD.

Everyone's favorite tropes

Hey guys! Haven't been active for a few days because of a family trip, now that I'm back I want to get back to writing stories, but I thought it would be fun to ask everyone here about their favorite tropes!

Ex: My favorite trope is hurt/comfort, so, poor sick character being taken care of by a significant other or even a friend

Please let me know! Love to hear people's opinions

#cardiophile #cardiophilia #dark cardiophilia

the coffee shop love incident

Hey guys! I know I'm kind of bombing everyone with so many stories but I just wrote this one today and couldn't wait to post it haha.

New couple!

Hope everyone enjoys and if anyone has prompts they would like me to write about, just DM me~

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Jonah fell in love with the new girl the second she walked into the coffee shop he worked in. She had long hair dyed in a pastel pink color and the prettiest smiles he had ever seen. Of course, Jonah was professional and ignored the pounding of his heart to give her full customer service.

“Hi, what can I get for you today?”Jonah gave her his usual polite-please-don’t-be-mean-to-me-customer smile, good at hiding the complete mess that happened inside his chest.

“Oh, I’m not here for coffee, I’m the new barista, the boss said I could start today and a… Jonah would help me.”She leaned closer to see the name on Jonah’s tag before smiling. “You’re Jonah, guess I’m lucky, you seem like a good guy, I’m Melissa.”

So much information in less than two minutes of chatting, that meant they would work together? The greek goddess beauty working there with him? Jonah smiled nervously, it was too good to be true, if she ever found herself liking him back, it would be a dream.

“Of course, I’ll help you with anything you need, though it’s much easier than you would think it is. The hardest thing is memorizing the menu, I guess.” Jonah was joking, being friendly so she wouldn’t worry, it wasn’t the easiest job ever but it was also pretty easy when you got the hang of it.

“Don’t worry, I’ll do my best to not give you any trouble, promise you.”Melissa smiled, and that smile was so pretty he wanted to die… Not being extremely dramatic, he had a huge crush on her.

Though at first Jonah had thought it would be extremely easy to start a friendship with her and maybe more… He didn’t count on the fact that he was a shy person, at work, he and Melissa had great chemistry, but ask her on a date or just a night out? Impossible, he just felt like he could never do it.

It didn’t help how Melissa would act around him, it wasn’t her fault, of course, she would never know he was a cardiophile but it didn’t help, it just made her so much more attractive and made him nervous about making the first move.

It all started one day when they were busy, the coffee shop was so full of customers they barely had any time to chat and were just accidentally bumping on each other from time to time. This one time, Jonah was carrying coffee to the machines when Melissa walked backward and didn’t see him, her back bumping on his shoulder for a few seconds.

“Sorry-” Melissa said, she walked away but turned once while giggling. “Wow, your heart is pounding… I could feel it against my back, you should chill, not fun to have a heart attack in your 20’s”

After that happened Jonah decided, even if there was no chance they would be together, he should at least ask for her phone number, so he did, after almost a month of being too nervous to get her contact information, he did it.

Even after getting her phone number, Jonah wasn’t sure of how he should approach her, so he just spent a good 30 minutes sitting on the couch and looking at his phone, should he send a ‘Hi :)’? Was the smiling face too much? No smiling face just made it seem so serious though, he truly had no idea.

Jonah didn’t need to, though. The second he decided to finally say hi, a phone call from her number came, after seeing Melissa’s name, he stopped for a few seconds, his heart racing inside his chest as he took the call.

“Hey… I mean hi.” Jonah felt like the most awkward person ever, already cursing himself mentally for possibly ruining it.

“Hey, Jonah.” Melissa’s voice sounded quite tired, way different from her usual self. “I know we’re not so close but, I don’t have anyone else to call. I’m feeling sick and I need help, can you please come to check on me?”

It was obvious he would, Jonah thought. Melissa wasn’t aware of how much he cared for her, though. So he just nodded, not even thinking about how she wouldn’t see it.

“I’ll go right away, just text me your address.”Jonah tried to not sound so happy, he was going to see her and that was amazing but… She was sick, which wasn’t so amazing.

“I will, the door is unlocked so just come in ”Melissa said before hanging up, her voice sounded so weak, a few hours earlier they were working normally so Jonah couldn’t understand how she had gotten sick so fast.

After Mel texted him her address, Jonah rode his bike to her house as fast as he had ever ridden it. Knocking on the door just for politeness sake before going in.

“Hey, Melissa… Where are you?”He tried looking for her, she didn’t respond, which made him worry even more. After looking for a few minutes, Jonah found her in bed, she looked pale as if… No, she couldn’t be dead. He panicked for a second before walking up closer, one hand on her neck pulse, but it felt so, so weak. “Gosh, your pulse is so weak…”

Melissa woke up startled, her pulse weak under his hand got even faster, it was fast but not strong, clearly a problem, she took a few seconds to realize who he was.

“Don’t worry, I was just checking your pulse.”Jonah sat on her bed before looking at her, Melissa sat down, her breathing was shallow, her cheeks red from the scare. “Sorry, what happened?”

“I’m just not feeling good, it happens from time to time…”Melissa said, before going silent for a couple of minutes, Jonah was not sure what he should ask, the girl placed one of her hands over her heart. “I can’t get my heart to calm down, you startled me…”

Jonah felt guilty, the girl was already feeling weak and he just made it worse? He had no idea what exactly was wrong but, still, it just wasn’t a nice thing to do.

“I’m sorry, this just wasn’t- Wow, wait” Jonah was startled by Mel’s sudden next movement, she was taking her shirt off, but doing anything when she was so sick just wasn’t a great idea. “I don’t know if we should do this…”

“You don’t think I’m hitting on you while so sick, do you?”Melissa laughed before removing her shirt, showing him her chest, Jonah could see a scar that was clearly from open-heart surgery, well it was clear to a cardiophile, at least. “This… This is why sometimes I feel this sick.”

“Something wrong with your heart?”Jonah had no idea how to talk about that like a normal person who didn’t have a special love for hearts.

“Yes, my heart is weaker than normal, I don’t know exactly the technical terms, try not to think about it but sometimes it just beats so, so fast, it’s hard to breathe, and… There’s something wrong with the size, too. I went into cardiac arrest after a dance competition and needed surgery it didn’t fix everything”Even saying that entire sentence left her breathless for a few seconds, she finally recovered after some time. “There’s a stethoscope on my second drawer, you can listen if you want.”

Jonah blushed, his own heart was racing inside his chest, a girl was asking for him to listen to her heart? It was… A dream, though he was trying to remind himself this wasn’t a good thing, she was sick.

He wanted to hear her heart so badly…

“Only if you want to, of course.” Melissa reminded him, giving Jonah her usual, adorable smile.

“Of course, yes… I would love to listen to your heartbeat, well, it’s part of you, and I think everything about you is awesome, so…” Jonah’s face was only getting more red with every word, Melissa giggled as he looked for the stethoscope on the second drawer, finding it and holding it for a couple of seconds, it was great quality, Melissa couldn’t help but notice he seemed to understand about that.

“You know about stethoscopes?”That question caught him by surprise, Jonah tried as hard as he could to explain himself, internally panicking.

“Kind of- I mean, I collect old medical equipment, yes, that’s it…” Jonah knew that was the worst explanation ever, Melissa seemed too weak to care, though, just leaning closer so he could listen, her breasts looked so perfect in that bra he couldn’t help but blush even more, his heart a thundering mess.

The boy was nervous, he had never done that to a real person before, watching videos online was different than actually doing it. He placed the earpieces on before placing the end on her chest, didn’t take long until her heartbeat filled his ears, it was beating extremely fast but, weak, definitely not a healthy heart, a loud murmur was also easy to spot even for him, a non-medical worker, it sounded so sick yet fascinating, both from a cardiophile point of view and because he cared for her so, so much. The beats were weak yet gently pushing the end of the stethoscope.

“What does my heart sound like?” Melissa smiled, her soft voice vibrating inside her body as she spoke, Jonah just smiled back at her.

“It sounds… I don’t want to say beautiful because I know it’s causing you pain, but it’s part of you. I think I like everything about you.”He noticed Melissa’s heart rate speeding up a little, her face blushing now from being flustered.

“Well, you can listen to it whenever you like…”The beats were only getting faster, even a little stronger. “I want you to be one of the reasons why it beats.”

Jonah knew what she meant by that, his smile even wider, so he wanted her and she wanted him? A beautiful and amazing girl like that into him?

The only response Jonah could give to that was lean even closer, placing his lips against her in a gentle kiss, Melissa’s hand reached for his chest, feeling the beats so strong and fast they were gently punching her hand.

They stayed just like that for a few minutes, both hearts racing, together. Jonah finally pulled away before smiling at her, though the stethoscope was still in place, listening to the beats that didn’t seem like they could calm down soon, this time it wasn’t for any bad reason.

“Only condition I have though is that sometimes you gotta let me listen to your heartbeat as well…” Melissa laughed, the prettiest sound he had ever heard, combining with her heart… Jonah was in heaven.

And he didn’t want to leave.

#cardiophile #cardiophilia #fast heartbeat

the aftermath decision

Hey guys! So today's story is also about Jacques and Vivi, I just can't stop writing about them, I have so many ideas I want to write about so I couldn't wait and decided to share this bit I wrote earlier today.

Enjoy!

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After everything that happened, Viviane stopped going to school for a while. Jacques couldn’t blame her, of course, it was a… Big change, to say the least, he could remember how it was for him when it happened, but even though it had been so long ago, Jacques still hated thinking about it.

After begging for Viviane’s address, Jacques could finally go see her, maybe he could help her see that it wasn’t the end, it was possible to have a normal life even after having your heart exposed to the entire world.

Jacques walked to her house after class and knocked on the door, nervous, hoping she wouldn’t ignore him, maybe there were questions he could answer, really… Anything.

After a few minutes, the door opened, there she was. Viviane was beautiful, but now her usual happy expression was just so sad it was heartbreaking. The girl wore a long-sleeved top with a turtleneck, clearly hiding her chest as much as she could.

“Jacques, hey…”Viviane tried to give him a gentle yet sad smile, he didn’t blame her, what happened to her was definitely traumatizing.

“Hey, I came to see you… How are you doing?”Jacques knew the answer to that wouldn’t be a very happy one, he was not expecting her to start crying, basically jumping on Jacques, hugging him.

“I’m sorry for not talking to you after that, I’m just… I don’t know what’s happening.” Viviane was clearly inconsolable, crying in his arms as he gently ran fingers through her hair.

“So let me teach you. What you’re going through now, I’ve been through this before, let me help you.” Jacques gently caressed his cheek, Viviane took a few deep breaths before finally calming down.

“You’re right… Let’s go inside, we should talk in my room, I haven’t told anyone yet.”Viviane led Jacques by the hand to her room upstairs, which was enough to make her breathing heavier, Jacques knew her heart being so big inside would probably affect her life, that was a sign.

Viviane’s room was delicate, walls of a light green color, clearly a sweet girl who didn’t deserve to go through what she was going through. Jacques sat on her bed, Viviane sitting right next to him, both not sure how that conversation should start.

“I’m going to check your pulse, okay?”Jacques worried, Viviane was still breathing fast, she just shook her head though.

“You don’t need to do that, why even bother?”Viviane said before removing her top, exposing her chest, after everything that had happened, she didn’t mind Jacques seeing her with only a bra on.

She was right, there was no need to check her pulse, Viviane’s heart was beating strongly and visibly as if she was a ghost. It was definitely bigger than a human’s, twice as big. The sound of her heartbeat filled the room the second she removed the top, it was loud, louder than his, definitely.

“Jacques, you need to help me, explain what happened, what was that? Why did that thing do this to me? Why was it able to do this?” So many questions, but it was understandable.

“It’s a lot, so…” Jacques took a few deep breaths to calm himself down, his heart racing inside his chest from all the stress and anxiety. “I wasn’t born like this, no one is… That thing that attacked us seems to be the answer.”

Viviane was still confused, she had just assumed Jacques had been always like that, he seemed to be used to it so it was truly hard to believe.

“What do we do to live normally? How do you manage this? I’m wearing this top but if my heart beats too fast this isn’t enough to stop the sound, or the strength of the beats…”Vivi was frustrated, she wanted to go out, to have the option of going back to her normal life.

“Well, I have special clothes… Made from the thickest material I could find, but, I don’t think you’ll like to know how I handled the situation when it happened to me.”Jacques had some not-so-great news to share. “When a creature just like that one did this to me, I left. Left my family and friends and everyone I well just so I could look for answers, for a reason or for the person or thing who did this to me.”

“So that thing did this to you too? What is that? Can it help us go back to normal?”Viviane was getting stressed, her gigantic heart racing inside her chest, it only got faster and faster, something worse happened though. The sound of her heartbeat was getting louder and louder, that way, they would definitely attract attention from whoever was in the house, Jacques had to do something.

“Hey, hey… Calm down. Let’s slow down your pulse before anyone comes in.”Jacques brought her closer, for a hug, maybe it would help. “Take a deep breath.”

Viviane tried her hardest, she leaned closer and took comfort in Jacques’s touch, almost unconsciously laying her head against his chest, when he had his special clothes on, his heart didn’t sound any different than a regular human’s.

“I know my heart is racing, but yours is too…”She had to laugh, thinking Jacques was just adorable. It worked though, after a few minutes, her heart was finally slowing down, the sounds were still loud, but not enough to get anyone’s attention. Viviane seemed to be enjoying the hug though, closing her eyes as she sighed in relief. “Your heartbeat is so soothing, I could stay forever like this.”

“Then do it, stay… Don’t walk away from me this time, we can do this together.”Jacques spoke in a soft tone while running fingers through her hair, Vivi could tell he was being honest, his heart was the biggest proof of how much he cared for her.

“I want to, I want to but I don’t know how to live like this, it’s scary.”Viviane held one of his hands against her chest, so Jacques could feel the thumping of her heart, it was still beating quite fast, from… Fear, he guessed.

“We’ll manage somehow, just like I did, the difference is this time you’re not alone like I was, you have me, let me in, let me help you with this.”Jacques now slightly backed away so he could stare into his eyes, to show he was being honest. “I don’t know what that thing that attacked us was, but I want to find out and when I do so, I want you with me. I’m done looking for answers all by myself, would you come with me?”

Viviane froze for a couple of seconds, trying to digest everything. She would leave her family, her friends… All in search for whoever had cursed her, but it sounded fair, she needed answers.

There was one more thing Viviane knew she needed, Jacques. No one in the world would understand what she was going through, not as he would, it wasn’t even a ‘yes’ or ‘no’ question.

“Of course, I will. We’re together now, our beings, our hearts… Are truly one.” Viviane caressed his cheek, gently placing her other hand on top of his heart, feeling how it was beating extremely fast against her hand. “We’ll get the answers we need, together.”

#cardiophile #cardiophilia #fast heartbeat

the loud beats annoyance

Hey guys! I loved Jacques and Viviane so much I had to write another story for them, a little surprise at the end.

Also, both characters are available for rp lol (I'll do anything but doctor x patient since it kinda bores me)

Lastly, I'm open to prompts for stories/story ideas, love hearing people's opinions!

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After the incident with the science project, Viviane and Jacques had become great friends, both were hoping to become more than friends, but weren’t saying it.

Jacques would sometimes wait at the school for when Viviane came from her club activities so they could walk home together. That day, though, she was late, it was weird… Viviane was never late.

He waited for a couple more minutes before getting worried, leaving, and looking for her. The school was quiet, not many students stayed that late, not even teachers.

Jacques had no idea where to look, so he went to the library, hoping she would be busy doing research, even in the library the silence was scary.

“Viviane, are you here…? We should go home.”Jacques tried calling out for her name, walking closer to where the tall shelves were, he felt someone pulling his arm, bringing him closer, right after holding a finger against his mouth to shush him.

Jacques had no idea what was happening, his heart racing inside his chest from fear, he looked back and saw Viviane, he was about to laugh and call it a fun prank, but her expression was very much serious as if she was terrified.

“Hey… What’s wrong?”He whispered to her, gently caressing her cheek.

“There’s something wrong, someone’s here… But they’re not human, definitely not.”Viviane said very quietly, her eyes showing terrible fear, one hand on her chest, feeling her frantic heartbeat. “I feel like my heart is beating out of my chest… I saw it kill one of our classmates, it just looked at her and she was dead in a second, it’ll come after us.”

“That can’t be. What if it’s just a prank? You know some people have a wicked sense of humor.”Jacques smiled, trying to comfort her in a way.

“No! After it left I tried to reach her, her heart just wasn’t beating anymore, she died and now we’re going to die too.”Viviane cried, clearly afraid of what could happen to her.

Jacques felt the weight of the entire world on his shoulders, his human girlfriend-er, friend, was in danger at the hands of a monster, it should be his responsibility to protect her, right?

“Did you notice anything about that thing, anything that could help us?”Jacques tried to work out a plan, he needed to know as much as he could, though.

“It just looked like your stereotypical alien, tall, strong… But, I noticed something, it was right in front of me and didn’t attack me, I think it’s blind.”Viviane said while staring at Jacques as if begging for any answers. The same second she did that, someone walked into the library, Jacques looked at it was exactly what he had feared, that thing.

Just like Viviane had said, it didn’t seem to look at things, it wasn’t seeing, it could hear… And it looked directly at them, Jacques turned to face Viviane, her hand was still right over her heart.

“Your heartbeat is probably too loud… It won’t come for mine, I’m not human.” He threw a book on the other side of the room, to distract the creature, it just followed it. Jacques looked at her a bit worried, holding one of her hands. “Take a deep breath, it should help slow down your heart rate…”

Viviane tried to take deep breaths, but the creature wasn’t so stupid, after realizing the book was a distraction, it just turned back to them, walking slowly, Jacques had to think of a new plan, maybe if they attracted the thing… He could do something.

“Viviane, I have a plan, but… I don’t know if you’ll like it.” Jacques whispered against her ear, it startled her, her heart racing inside her chest even louder than before.

After thinking for a few seconds, Viviane stepped a little closer to the creature, her heart would be used to attract it, she was already scared before, but now… Her heart was beating so strong against her ribs she felt like it could hurt her.

“I can hear my heartbeat… Is this normal?”Viviane tried to laugh, her nervous laughter along with her extremely loud sound made the creature turn to her immediately, getting even closer, Jacques was waiting for the perfect opportunity.

The creature was getting closer and closer, Viviane felt like she could have a heart attack at any moment, it didn’t happen, though. The alien-like thing finally noticed Jacques, it wasn’t attracted by his heart, but… It could feel it was different than anything else, so it just smiled.

“I see you have an... Interesting friend.” It said, clearly not seeing anything, but being able to hear it. “Maybe I should play with you before finally killing.”

Viviane felt like she could drop dead from fear at any second, she had no idea what was happening, Jacques thought it was time to move but… He couldn’t, something was making it impossible for him to move.

The creature walked even closer, Viviane wanted to back away but she was paralyzed by both fear and his powers. But there was nothing she could do, and the creature touched her chest, right over her heart.

“How would you like to become a freak like your little friend…?”Viviane started crying, thinking she was about to be killed, but all thing did was rip her shirt with its claws, revealing her chest, it muttered a few words as Viviane closed her eyes in fear, praying for nothing much to happen.

The sound of her heartbeat was still loud in her ears, this time it was… Louder than it normally was, Viviane opened her eyes and looked down, noticing her chest was see-through just like Jacques, that explained the sounds, her heart wasn’t just see-through, the creature had done something… It looked bigger than before as if it was an intentional change to make it as loud as possible.

Viviane screamed before falling to her knees, that couldn’t be happening, no… She wasn’t human anymore? How would she deal with everything Jacques dealt with? He was strong but… She wasn’t like him.

The second the creature let her go, Jacques launched an attack, hitting it in the head with the heaviest book he could, after a few more book attacks, the creature stopped moving, it was dead, finally, they were safe…

Jacques looked back just to see Viviane a crying mess, her heart was struggling inside her chest, too big to fit into her poor human anatomy, the beats so loud they were filling the entire room. It truly broke his heart.

He had to do something, to calm her down or show how much he cared, so Jacques got closer and gently caressed her cheek, trying to show how much he cared, smiling.

“It won’t be that bad… Look at how well I’m doing despite everything.” Jacques removed his shirt, showing her his heart, beating fast from stress but not as much as hers, that made Viviane smile.

“I guess it’s maybe not that bad…”She laughed and pulled him closer, her hand on his chest even though it was loud enough to be heard without the intimacy, she wanted that, being around him was just always so calming… “Your heart sounds like home, you’re the only home I need.”

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Surprise! Now Viviane has a see-through chest too!

#cardiophilia #dark cardiophilia #fast heartbeat

The science lab disaster

So today's story has a very basic concept but my favorite trope! Characters with 'ghost' like chests, I just love the idea of being able to see someone's heart, it fits my romantic storylines perfectly!

(Maybe I'll reuse these characters, who knows) Also, I wrote a dark cardiophilia interactive story (with choices, like a visual novel), I won't post it here since I want to keep my blog clean for now but if anyone who likes dark cardio would like to read it, just DM me and I'll send you the link!

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Science class was always Jacques’ most hated class ever. Not for the most common reasons anyone could have to hate it… He was just… Different. So much that he didn’t want anyone to find out, being the freak of the school? No thank you.

That day the idea was to learn how to take people’s vitals, just basic anatomy class stuff. Jacques was not excited, especially when they sorted his name and the name of another girl in class, Viviane.

Jacques had nothing against her, she was just too happy, nothing bad with being happy but, in general, he just thought she was quite loud. They sat next to each other and Viviane smiled.

“It will be fun to do this with you… I don’t think we’re talked before, I’m Viviane.”The girl smiled, Jacques tried to smile at her back.

I know, he thought, but he just acted as he had never thought about it before.

“I’m Jacques, so… Where should we do it? My family doesn’t allow for visitors.”It was a lie, he just didn’t want a human in his house.

“Well, I’ll stay after class for club activities, maybe you can wait for me in the science lab and we can finally get this done, the faster we’re done with this, the better, don’t you agree?” She seemed to dislike or at least not care for science as much as he did, Jacques nodded to that, they had a deal. After class, science lab.

Jacques was nervous, he had no idea what could happen. Viviane could find out about his secret and… He didn’t want to think of what consequences would come from it.

Viviane came in and as usual, with a smile on her face. That smile would probably help most people relax, it didn’t work on Jacques, he just thought it made her seem like someone who would be terrible at keeping secrets.

“Sorry, did I make you wait for too long?”The girl had a box in her hands, Jacques had no idea what that was.

“No, it’s okay… Let’s get this over with.”Jacques just looked away, he was shy, not wanting to stare into the girl’s eyes.

“You hate this, don’t you?” Viviane couldn’t help but laugh, he seemed to hate group projects. The girl sat next to him, placing the box on the table.

“What’s that?” Jacques asked a little curious, Viviane’s response was to open the box and show it to him, taking a stethoscope from inside.

“Well, I just thought we could make this a little more fun than just feeling each other’s pulses.”Jacques did not agree, he wouldn’t say no to her though, she seemed nice.

He was finally starting to feel okay being with her, maybe she wasn’t as bad as he thought she was. Viviane seemed to be wanting to start, picking up the stethoscope, Jacques raised a finger in a gesture for her to stop.

“Wait, let me do it first… I’m a little nervous, sorry.”He said a little embarrassed, Viviane nodded and handed him the stethoscope.

“Fine, but I can never feel my pulse… Sometimes I wonder if I’m dead.” She laughed, and that laugh Jacques thought was annoying before, now was music to his ears.

“You’re probably just trying to feel in the wrong place.”

Jacques chuckled and gently took her arm, one finger against her wrist to feel the pulse, then, he did the same on her neck pulse. Her pulse felt steady and strong, he wrote the BPM down.

“110 BPM, I would say you’re a little nervous…”Jacques smiled as he was picking the stethoscope and finally got ready to use it.

“How wouldn’t I be…? A pretty boy is touching my body.”Viviane giggled, clearly blushing but getting ready for the stethoscope now.

Even Jacques blushed when she said that, putting the earpieces on and placing the head against her chest, the sound that invaded his ears was fast, way faster than how her pulse was, maybe the conversation made her embarrassed, he thought. Looking at her eyes for a second, her heart rate immediately rose from a steady 120BPM to 145BPM or so. Viviane chuckled, clearly embarrassed.

“Can you hear my heart racing? It’s so strong I can feel it…”It was strong, every beat of her heart moved the stethoscope slightly.

“I can…” Jacques giggled, putting the stethoscope away after a few minutes. “I guess it’s your turn now.”

Jacques was nervous, his hands were kind of sweaty when Viviane held his wrist, she felt his pulse for a few minutes and wrote down the number of BPMs.

“Wow, your heart is racing… 160BPM, are you feeling okay?”Viviane looked into his eyes, looking a little bit worried, Jacques just looked away.

“I’m fine, just… Very nervous.” He couldn’t look into her eyes as she felt her pulse, when she picked the stethoscope though, that made him panic even more.

Viviane did the same he had, placing the end of the stethoscope on his chest and putting the earpieces on, she gasped in surprise at what he heard.

“Are you sure you’re okay? Why is your heart beating so fast? It’s even faster than before…” She listened for a few minutes before noticing something weird. Even after putting the stethoscope away, she could still hear his heart, beating loudly and fast. “What is happening?”

Jacques sighed, this is why he didn’t want to do this science project, but now she knew something about him was different, it wouldn’t hurt to show it to her, right? He opened his shirt, showing her his chest.

Viviane gasped in surprise once again when she saw it. Jacques’ chest was like nothing she had ever seen. It was see-through. His heart and veins in the torso area showed just as if there was no skin or bones between them. After he removed the shirt the sounds just got louder.

“This is why I didn’t want to do it… Now you know I’m a freak, and no, I don’t know why I’m like this before you ask.” Jacques sighed, already thinking his secret would go out and he would have to transfer schools, a nightmare.

Nothing could have prepared him for what came after, though.

Viviane just smiled and gently placed her hand on top of his heart, the beats were stronger than a human heart, punching against her hand and making it move, it was a strong vibration more than a pulse.

“I think it’s wonderful… Your heart is truly beautiful, Jacques.”The girl stared into his eyes when she said that, under her hand, Jacques's heart thumped even faster, it was the first time someone had ever said that, his heart wasn’t disgusting, he wasn’t a freak, his heart was beautiful…

And so was she, at that moment in the science lab, Jacques fell in love with the weirdest girl he had ever met.

#cardiophile #cardiophilia #fast heartbeat

The afterfight strategy

Hey guys!, so, I wrote another story in 20 minutes lol

I'm using a few cardiophile prompts with a friend to write short stories every day, if they turn out okay I might post them.

Warning: My stories are usually very soft and romance-based.

★★★★★★★★★★★★★★★★★★★★★★★★★★★★★★ Rachel and Cedric didn’t have big fights often, but when they did, they were ugly. The kind where you’ll spend days without exchanging a word.

It was always awkward when they finally started communicating again, neither knew exactly what to do. So they developed a system of rules, after a big fight they would take one day off any appointments and spend the entire 24 hours together, to talk and… Make sure no one held a grudge.

This time it was Rachel’s turn to go to Cedric’s place, she walked in with a bottle of wine, maybe that would help start a conversation, make things less awkward… Or they could just get drunk and not care about anything else.

She rang the doorbell, bottle in her hand, they had done this multiple times in the course of their 5-year relationship, it still made her nervous, every. single. time. Cedric was taking long to open the door, which just made her worry, instinctively holding one hand against her chest, feeling her heart beating quite fast from stress.

The door suddenly opened, making her jump since she was distracted, her hand lowering to her side as a smile appeared on her face. Cedric kept the door open so she could come in, Rachel spend a few seconds looking at him, his blond hair looked messy as if he had just come out of the shower, his piercing green eyes staring at her as if they could stare into her soul.

Rachel had always thought she wasn’t as interesting, brown hair and brown eyes, pretty short… Nothing special, Cedric didn’t agree, he thought she was the prettiest woman he had ever seen.

“Hi, I brought something…”Rachel chuckled nervously, holding the wine bottle a little higher so he could see it, Cedric smiled in response, that smile that would always get her heart racing.

“Come in, sorry for taking so long to answer I was in the shower.” He held the door open so she could come in, Rachel did, their last fight had been only a few days ago but she could see the entire place had been redecorated, he was trying his hardest to make it up to her, make his house more comfortable.

“I should open that, I ordered pizza, hope you don’t mind.”Rachel smiled, thinking that was just usual Cedric stuff, he wasn’t a good cook, she didn’t mind though, other good things about him made his inability to do daily chores not even a small problem.

The night went out perfectly, they ate pizza, drank wine, and just talked about life, it was clear that the strategy worked, by the end of it they could even remember why they fought days before.

After dinner, they sat together on the couch and decided to watch a movie, it didn’t take too long to decide on what they should see. both were horror movie fans, both loved those types of movies more than anything. After a short discussion about whether they should watch a slasher movie or a haunting movie, they decided to go for the haunting, Cedric’s favorite, though Rachel loved those as well.

After so many years of being a horror movie fan, Rachel was used to jumpscares or tense, slow suspense, she never got scared. That day, though, it was different. After the first jumpscare, her heart simply did not slow down, her hand went to her chest, to feel the beats, Cedric didn’t seem to notice at first, but after the second jumpscare, Rachel got worried, letting out a soft scream from the scare.

Cedric laughed at first, thinking she was just startled because of the jumpscare, turning to look at Rachel. “Wait, after all these years of dating you’re telling me you’re scared of this trashy movie?”Cedric moved a little closer on the couch, noticing Rachel wasn’t laughing, he got worried. “Is there anything wrong? You’re pale, more than normal.” “Something’s wrong.” Rachel was terrified, feeling her heart thumping in a crazy fast rhythm against her hand. “Can you check my pulse? There’s something wrong…”

That wasn’t a big surprise for Cedric, he knew Rachel was a bit of a hypochondriac, it wouldn’t be the first time she thought she was having a heart attack. He loved her more than anything though, and would never do or say anything that could invalidate her feelings or fears.

Cedric just got closer to the girl on the couch, holding her wrist and feeling for a pulse. He noticed her heart was beating so fast no wonder she was worried, it was beating so quickly that it was quite hard to tell the BPM.

“I want to feel your heartbeat, just to be sure…”Rachel nodded when she heard those words, she let her hand rest on the couch.

Even before touching her chest, Cedric could tell how fast her heart was beating by how visible it was, moving the fabric of the dress she was wearing. He gently placed one hand on her chest, being surprised by how strong his heart was. It was Cedric’s first time paying attention to how powerful a human heart could be.

“Do you have any idea of what could be happening?”He looked at her, clearly worried, that woman was everything for him, of course, it was making him nervous as well, Rachel just shook her head though. “We should go to the hospital… But first, I’m just going to take a listen, okay?”

The woman nodded, Cedric lowered his head and let his ear rest on her chest, the beats were so strong it felt like little punches against his head, the sound that filled his ears was fascinating. Even though her heart was racing, he could still hear the perfect cycle of the human heartbeat, and it made him very, very curious.

“Wow, I’ve never heard anyone’s heartbeat before…”Cedric was distracted, so much Rachel let out a weak laugh. “I know, I know, let’s go to the hospital first…”Rachel rolled her eyes, though she thought his interest was adorable.

Cedric nodded and helped her into the car, the drive wasn’t so long, so they got to the hospital pretty fast. Rachel’s case was treated as an emergency because of how high her heart rate was, and all Cedric could do was watch as they hooked her up to the machines and performed testing.

A few days later, Cedric and Rachel were doing what they always did, watch a horror movie on the couch, it made him remember what had happened a few nights before, he giggled, looking at Rachel.

“Who would’ve thought your hypochondria would give you a panic attack so severe to make you think you were having a heart attack.” Rachel laughed back, she had been so scared that night, but now it was just a… Funny story. “I know, I know… I’ll try to worry less from now on- Wait, what are you doing?” Rachel asked as Cedric climbed on top of her, his ear against her chest, an adorable smile on his face.

“Shh, I’m trying to listen to your heart.”He said before closing his eyes, the combination of that beautiful smile and the physical touch was enough to make her heart start racing inside her chest. which made Cedric let out a laugh. “Good to know this is how I affect you.”

#cardiophile #cardiophilia #fast heartbeat

Glass Heart Princess

Hey guys! Posting a very short story I wrote for a friend, just because I don't want my blog to be empty haha, not very good because it's burning hot in here today so I'm pretty stressed but, it's okay for a first story.

Enjoy!

★★★★★★★★★★★★★★★★★★★★★★★★★★★★★★

Princess Thalia had great expectations for that night, an entire evening of a ball to celebrate her birthday? Sounded like a great way to spend time with friends and also, her secret lover.

Most would say it’s cliché of a princess to have a secret lover, she didn’t mind. Knowing all her days were made better by the presence of Raphael, her assigned bodyguard who always made her heart start to race when she came into the room, after some time it couldn’t be helped, they got into a relationship.

Her birthday wasn’t so different, after a night of indirect flirting and staring at each other in the ballroom, they met in her room, Raphael knocking once before coming in, his dark hair and green eyes immediately making Thalia blush, he smiled at her.

“Hey, birthday girl… Should I say, lady, my princess?”

Thalia got up and jumped on him, hugging her lover quite tightly.

“I was wondering if you wouldn’t come, my love! I’ve been waiting.”

“I would never leave you waiting for so long, dear princess.”The man said with a chuckle, caressing her face.

From there on the night was perfect, they cuddled for most of the night and when they weren’t doing so, they kissed. After a few hours, in the middle of the kissing, Thalia abruptly stopped and sat back down on her bed, one of her hands feeling the beats of her heart.

“What’s wrong, my princess…?”Raphael sat next to her, clearly extremely worried, she seemed to be in pain.

“My chest hurts… I don’t know.”It was getting hard to breathe, even, so she started breathing heavily, that was the first time she had ever felt so sick in her entire life.

“My princess, it couldn’t be, they wouldn’t poison you, no…”Her bodyguard was desperate, if they had poisoned her, that was his fault, he didn’t protect her enough, that was it.

Thalia was suffering too much to respond, her breathing was getting faster and she finally was able to explain what was happening to her, looking at Raphael.

“My heart is going to explode, it’s beating so fast, am I dying?” The girl seemed terrified, looking to Raphel for answers, he seemed just as nervous, though.

“No my princess, you’re not. Try to take deep breaths, maybe it would help” He helped her lay down, though it just made her sit back up quickly, clearly having trouble breathing.

“You don’t understand.”Thalia grabbed his hand and pulled it to her chest, placing it right over her heart. “Can you feel my heart racing?”

And just like Thalia had told him, it truly was racing, not the kind of racing it would get after a fight or even regular exercise such as running, it was unnatural as if her heart was some kind of trapped bird trying to find release from its cage.

Not happy with only feeling the beats, Raphael gently placed his head against her chest, the erratic sound of her heartbeat feeling her ears, the sound he once found beautiful was now the source of uncertainty and fear.

“What do I do?”Raphael asked, seeming desperate, the girl just shook her head, clearly terrified.

“Hold me, if I die… At least it will be in your arms.”

Thalia said with a soft but sad smile, Raphael did exactly was asking, holding her close to his chest, her thundering abnormal beats strong against his heart, pounding with fear on the perspective of losing his love, if she died… He wouldn’t recover from it.

After a few hours, though, her heart finally slowed down, the beats seemed so regular it was almost as if she had never gotten sick before, by that time, though, Thalia was sound asleep in Raphael’s arms, perhaps their love for each other had blessed her back to health, that was what they both believed in.

#cardiophilia #cardiophile #fast heartbeat #heartbeat kink

hrgves

oh my this might’ve unlocked something very dark in me

chaoticwhumperbr

Okay now I have to watch The Witcher for all the Whump lol

Hearts for my Sims

Hey guys, I’m terrible at drawing and have basically no talent that isn’t related to music (so, yeah, I can play 4 or 5 instruments and sing) but, can’t draw.

So I was thinking of making characters on the sims instead of drawing and trying to come with headcanons for their hearts/cardiophilia situation in general, this is the first I’ve made, Laura.

I would love to hear anyone's headcanons to how her heart is/sounds like!

#cardiophilia #cardiophile #dark cardiophilia

Hey guys! Just wanted to introduce myself

I'm 21 years old, female, and I just joined the tumblr cardiophile community though I've been into cardiophilia for years now

I love roleplay and writing stories in general, too shy to publish anything now but eventually, who knows

DMs are open for both genders, mainly for roleplay, but I would love to be friends

Just don't be creepy and we can be friends

#cardiophilia #cardiophile #dark cardiophilia

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