ok but can i be skinny for like one second please

he/him // 16 // ana // this blog is just for me, i don't promote eating disorders // sw: 230lbs, cw: 207, ugw: 125 // binge free days: 6                                               

[ricecakesandchill]

I’m losing weight but idk whERE I’m losing it because every single part of my body still looks fat :/

[witch-inecstasy-deactivated2020]

mood, fuck

[hopefullyhopelessb0y]

Malespo spam because I binged today & I’m trying to fast for the next 24-30 hours oop

[my pronouns are he/him, DMs and inbox always open. NOT PRO]

[reveriesystem-backup]

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Gentle Reminder:

Showering is hard! Eating is hard! Basic things are hard! Give yourself a gold star, even for finishing the seemingly “easy” stuff. You’re doing a good job.

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[skinnicoffeehater]

i literally don’t feel like a real ana. i don’t necessarily need control but the feeling of losing weight is so addicting. i restrict pretty heavily, but not enough, and i don’t punish myself (other than mentally screaming at myself) if i go a tiny bit over. i don’t look like an ana for sure, i am way too fat. i don’t enjoy feeling hungry and usually try to combat it with extremely small low calorie snacks. i wish i could enjoy the feeling of starving. i think i should just force myself to be hungry and try to convince myself it is better than being full. i just want someone to notice i’m losing weight because that would be so much more rewarding than eating. i guess i just have to restrict more so people notice quicker. i feel like shit. thanks for coming to my constant struggle of if i even have an ed or not, this is my never ending ted talk.

[skinnyteenn]

IF I EAT:

I will get even fatter.

Nobody will like me if I’m fat.

I will never be good enough for him/her or for anyone.

People will talk about me and how I was doing so well, but then I gained weight again.

I will hurt myself.

I will regret it.

I will be unhappy forever.

IF I DON’T EAT:

I will feel weightless.

I will lose weight.

I will be pretty and I will be good enough for everyone.

I will love myself.

He/she will finally notice me.

No more people laughing at me.

My self steem will get higher.

People will give me compliments, no more criticizing.

I will not need to purge.

I will not cut myself, nor hurt myself.

I will be happy when I’m skinny.

I will see my bones.

I will not be ashamed of anything.

I will be that pretty girl I always wanted to be.

[strangerthingsstyle-deactivated]

Reblog if your tumblr blog is secret and your friends and family don’t know about it.

[too-fat-to-be-pretty]

Do you ever feel too ashamed to visit Tumblr cause you ate so much

[thinmin]

periods of inactivity are due to this

[skiinnyliibra]

hi i’m back from being a fat piece of shit

[hungrysoulx]

No one:

Not a single soul:

My notifications in public: skinnyanorexicfattywhore has liked your post.

[thiisisdumb]

Rude

[she-who-burned]

I live for the reblog from the account that was jokingly mentioned

[ricecakesandchill]

I’m losing weight but idk whERE I’m losing it because every single part of my body still looks fat :/

[joliegrungeana]

i’m doing it boys, i’m starving🤩

[starvemethinbabe-blog]

Do it for the

Dainty wrists

Protruding collarbones

Sharp jawline

Defined ribs

Thigh gap

Jutting hipbones

[xaivey]

Horrible ed things™️

Paying way too much attention to what everyone else is eating

Feeling superior when you eat the least +Feeling embarrassed when you don’t

Food is numbers. You don’t see an apple, you see 95 calories

Throwing away good food just so you don’t eat it

Always ALWAYS feeling guilty. Guilt from eating, guilt from wasting food, guilt from not eating dinner. Guilt. Guilt. Guilt

Cold

Is my heart about to give out? 👀

Having a vast knowledge of food and health, but not applying it to your life

Hoping people will notice, but actually wanting to implode when someone notices your body in any way

Search history:

calories in ______

kg to lbs/lbs to kg

Cm to feet/feet to cm

BMI calculator

Wishing you were tall so you could look skinny at 120 pounds/wishing to be short so you can physically weight less

Moody/irritable/always tired. So sorry to everyone around

Lying about having eaten

‘I don’t really have an eating disorder. I eat food. I’m not even skinny yet.’

Not feeling like your ed is bad enough to recover

Not wanting to recover

I just needed to get stuff out. Making lists helps me organize my thoughts. Stay safe 💗

[thinspo-forever]

Reblog if you can grab the fat on your stomach.

[aestheticthin1]

unfortunately 

[qveenofthedxmned]

Some day I won’t be able to

[character-amount-3]

can’t believe i was literally like “life is getting kind of boring, how about we spice it up with a relapse”

[blackcoffee-skinnythoughts]

You know I would be so rich if I could charge my ed rent because that bitch got the penthouse suite in my head and all it does is cost me.

[lavender-miilk-deactivated20200]

Like c'mon I love them so much, eat my dear children.

[lonely-yup]

Me: If I focus on losing 1lb every week, I can be down 50lbs in just one year and get to my goal weight in a healthy way! 

My fucking ED: no. wrong. go fuck yourself