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It’s Time to Say Goodbye

For eight years, I’ve been an active member of various roleplay communities on tumblr, where I worked on my writing and where my love for graphic design really picked up.

As of today, I am leaving tumblr, indefinitely.

This decision wasn’t easy nor was it made overnight but... I came to ease with it earlier today. I was just sitting there, thinking about how unhappy I’ve been with feeling like an outsider that feels like no one wants around, which sucks.

I loved my time here before, but I also started to resent how much time I spent here. It felt more like a chore than a hobby. A hobby is supposed to give you something to do and with my frequent job search as well as my passion for creating stories worth yelling picking back up, I made a choice to let tumblr go. I owe it to myself to leave so I can succeed in the fields I want to go into.

Back in January, I celebrated my twenty fourth birthday. That means from the time I was sixteen to the time I was twenty four, I spent my time on this website. And I think I’m just tired. There’s a ton of drama that I just don’t think I have the energy for anymore.

But first, before I go, I do want to address a couple of people.

To the people I met through this website who I consider my friends, I love you so much. Your strength and your compassion as well as your writing is what inspired me to push forward. It’s how I met in person three of my closest friends. I couldn’t be more thankful that we got to experience this together and that a lifetime of memories has been made. I hope we stay in touch.

For my new friends and for those who are doubting themselves, please stay in touch. I value you as a person and you are worth more than you think. Do not allow this website to tear down your self esteem like it did mine. Don’t allow yourself to fall victim to people. Period. You’re stronger than you think.

To my former friends, to those who wanted to part ways: should you find your way onto this blog, just know that even if we don’t talk anymore, I want you to know that you’re a good person and you deserve the world and more. I wish we could’ve reconciled but I understand. I also understand that I’m a brat, I’m not just passive but also aggressive. I’m sorry if I tampered with your experience and I wish nothing but the best for you.

I’m leaving my blogs open for a while but eventually, I’ll come to collect the urls and hoard them on a blog.

The steps I’m taking are scary and I’m basically stepping into the unknown. I don’t know if I’ll be back. But. I would like to invite you to follow my Instagram and Twitter, add me on Snapchat and Facebook, to keep the conversation open.

I’m, in a way, retiring this website and hobby to follow my career. Effective now.

So, goodbye. Please take care of each other and stay kind.

- Allison Buffam

Facebook: Alli Buffam of Ottawa, Ontario

Twitter, Insta and Snapchat: abdoohans

PS: just tell me who you are if you add me!!

bye

larygosomens

#darling.....#visage. / 𝐬𝐚𝐮𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐞𝐝 𝐯𝐚𝐠𝐮𝐞𝐥𝐲 𝐝𝐨𝐰𝐧𝐰𝐚𝐫𝐝𝐬.

not to be a basic bitch but would you rather see a blog for woody or jessie :((

negative / vent

#do you ever feel like u can’t get anything right and everyone is mad at you?#love it.

morememesforyou

Send me a 🥃 + a question for my muse to answer. If they refuse to answer, they have to take a shot.

#alcohol use //#hm

I’m legit shaking. I just applied for my dream job at the place I wanted to work since I was seven. pls send your good vibes

#ooc. / 𝐚𝐥𝐥𝐢𝐠𝐚𝐭𝐨𝐫.

also...... does anyone actually like me or am I legit wasting my time

order of business: clean the blog, respond to things, ??? profit, repost the promo

crowley woke me up at god damn 5:30 to be ready for the man premiere, I can’t believe

promptfairy

𝐅𝐀𝐋𝐋 𝐎𝐔𝐓 𝐁𝐎𝐘, 𝐒𝐀𝐕𝐄 𝐑𝐎𝐂𝐊 & 𝐑𝐎𝐋𝐋 ( 𝟐𝟎𝟏𝟑 ) ♡ 𝐒𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐄𝐍𝐂𝐄 𝐒𝐓𝐀𝐑𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐒

𝐏𝐀𝐑𝐓 𝟏 𝐎𝐅 𝐓𝐇𝐈𝐒 𝐒𝐄𝐑𝐈𝐄𝐒 : 𝐇𝐄𝐑𝐄 !! some lines modified to be more usable. change any gendered language to your needs. ♡

“ put on your war paint . ” “ you are a brick tied to me that’s dragging me down . ” “ dance alone to the beat of your heart . ” “ doesn’t it feel like our time is running out ?? ” “ i’m gonna change you like a remix . ” “ the world is just a teller & we are wearing black masks . ” “ no , i think it looked a little better on me . ” “ the war is won before it’s begun . ” “ be careful making wishes in the dark . ” “ i’m just dreaming of tearing you apart . ” “ you’re the antidote to everything except for me . ” “ burn everything you love , then burn the ashes . ” “ my childhood spat back out the monster that you see . ” “ i don’t know where you’re going , but do you got room for one more troubled soul ?? ” “ i don’t know where i’m going , but i don’t think i’m coming home . ” “ i’ll check in tomorrow if i don’t wake up dead . ” “ this is the road to ruin , and we’re starting at the end . ” “ let’s be alone together . ” “ it’s not my fault i’m a maniac . ” “ it’s not funny anymore . ” “ my heart is like a stallion ; they love it more when it’s broke-in . ” “ i don’t believe a word you say , but i can’t stop listening . ” “ i’m not gonna go home alone . ” “ i know i expect too much & not enough all at once . ” “ you got me all fucked up on love . ” “ i looked for your name on the ouija board . ” “ you & me are the difference between real love & love on the tv . ” “ let’s fade away together , one dream at a time . ” “ anything you say can & will be held against you . ” “ i know i’m bad news . ” “ letting people down is my thing , baby , find yourself a new gig . ” “ this town ain’t big enough for two of us . ” “ i don’t have the right name or the right looks , but i have twice the heart . ” “ if i spilled my guts , the world would never look at you the same way . ” “ i can’t stop it when there’s chemicals keeping us together . ” “ oh , how the mighty fall in love . ” “ if you ask me , two’s a whole lot lonelier than one . ” “ we should’ve left our love in the gutter where we found it . ” “ you think your only crime is that you got caught . ” “ i’m either fucking or working , so the grind don’t stop . ” “ don’t panic , no , not yet . ” “ i know i’m the one you want to forget . ” “ it’s time for me to fall apart . ” “ sometimes , before it gets better , the darkness gets bigger . ” “ the person that you’d take a bullet for is behind the trigger . ” “ i am the best you’ll ever have . ” “ i wanna see your animal side . ” “ let it all out . ” “ you can wear the crown , but you’re no princess . ” “ we’re gonna die , it’s just a matter of time . ” “ i’m either gone in an instant , or here ’til the bitter end . ” “ what i got will make you feel more alive . ” “ tonight , the foxes hunt the hounds . ” “ come on , make it easy ; say i never mattered . ” “ are you ready for another bad poem ?? ” “ remember me as i was , not as i am . ” “ you need to lower your standards . ” “ it’s never getting any better than this . ” “ i need more dreams & less life . ” “ i cried tears you will never see . ” “ fuck you , you can go cry me an ocean & leave me be . ” “ you are what you love , not who loves you . ” “ wherever i go , trouble seems to follow . ”

#come on y'all send memes so i have something i can queue ....