Hello, loves

Charisse Joy | Cali| 24 | BASW Twitter/Instagram: charissej0y ♥

[charisseg4y]

I wonder what it’s like to be in a relationship with someone who isn’t a complete asshole to you and genuinely loves you the way you deserve ex. a romantic ass night for an anniversary or some shit idk.

[charisseg4y]

Sometimes (pretty much all the time) I feel like my bf isn’t proud to be with me bc he never posts me on social media. I know that sounds so fucking stupid, but he used to post me not all the time but a lot before. Now that he takes photos of these wanna be “models” (HAHAHA) he doesn’t care to ever post me tbh that makes me feel hella self conscious bc it’s like hello I’m here don’t you want people to know YOU HAVE A GIRLFRIEND

[thunder]

“It’s hard when you constantly feel so fucking unwanted.”

— (via adrenaline)

[charisseg4y]

I was always told to be with someone who loves you more than you love them. Why is it always me who loves so much more, then ends up getting fucked over.

For once, can someone love me more.

[freshmoviequotes]

[charisseg4y]

It honestly makes me so fucking sad that for the past almost 5 years, me and Craig have only been able to see each other once a week. Maybe even up to 3 times if we’re really lucky.

I love him with every fiber of my being, it just sucks not being able to really spend time together. Which is why I get so pissy and even more sad if things happen and we have to cancel plans, even if it is something out of our control. I’m so tired of always missing you and there never being enough time.

Sigh.

[greatwhiteprivilege]

i feel so dumb and embarrassed after expressing any emotion

[efhmeros]

[democrips]

fake conversations in your head of you venting to someone

[gahhhdamn]

how I stay sane

[charisseg4y]

I’m so fucking jealous of people who show off their significant others tbh like wtf I wanna be shown off lmao

I want some romance lmao bye

[timbllr]

[alameerw-deactivated20230409]

Learn to stop saying “it’s okay” when shit really isn’t .

[charisseg4y]

I will never understand why girls think it’s ok to completely forget about their friends once they get into a relationship. Like bitch I was there before they ugly ass was, better hope I’m still around after they leave you since now you tryna act all brand new and shit.

Your man ain’t shit, so don’t come crying to me when you find out he’s only using you to fulfill some crazy fetish lmao

[charisseg4y]

I miss the talking/honeymoon phase like so much, it makes me sad sometimes tbh lmao

[charisseg4y]

I swear all these girls that Craig does photo shoots with are so freaking pretty, skinny, don't really even have to try. Then there's me, a sack of potatoes lmao I hate it

[charisseg4y]

When you feel like a big fat ugly turd and your boyfriend basically tells you to get over it then ignores you for the rest of the night like yes thank you so much that helps a lot thank you I am cured from ever feeling fat ugly and insecure ever again that helped so much 🙂

[charisseg4y]

😬😬😬