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Charlotte simply shrugged at the response, waving away his doubts.Ā āBold isnāt always best. Sometimes itās best to do what weāre toldā I have to do it myself plenty. You think I likeĀ doing those stark white minimalist kitchens? Making homes that feel more like museums?ā She shuddered to show just how much she didnāt enjoy those projects. But it was the price of building your brand. Someday she might be able to give those projects to other designers because people would seek her out specifically for her bolder designs.Ā āI think Iād love your living room. It sounds like the living room of a real home. No museum feeling at all, I bet.ā Charlotte stood on her tiptoes and pulled down the blue rug heād helped her choose so she could buy it for her clients.Ā āThe decision making isnāt the hardest part of it, really. I donāt know if I always wanted to do it but I was always interested in creative things and home shows on TV when I was younger. I just happened to get to major in it in college and it makes a decent living in the right place. Did you always want to do what you do? Actually, I donāt think Iāve ever asked you about this. Is it really what you want to be doing now?ā
āBut it makes my life so much easier when theyāre like that,ā Noah groaned, his mouth twitching up at the corner. Those stark white minimalist kitchens were a piece of cake to put together and set up, but he had to admit that Charlotteās more personal, creative ones definitely looked better. It was actually the creative ones that he loved to do, the ones he could immerse himself into for a while so that there was no room for anything else in his head.Ā He chuckled at her shudder. āI can imagine you feel like caged animal with those stark ones, though. Wanting to fly free and design to your heartās content.ā His mom had definitely flown free when she designed their living room, although, it was more of an ongoing project, something that was constantly added to and changed. Charlie lifted up to help the girl to grab the rug, pulling it down with her. āNot a stark white museum but it is like a museum of our family life,ā Charlie admitted,Ā āmagnets from family holidays. Pictures of us from years ago, ornaments and sentimental stuff my mom collected during her travels and college times. School photos of me and E-ā his expression dulled as the recognition dawned on him. āEr - yeah, you could find out my whole family history from that room.āĀ
Happy for the subject change, Charlie nodded along as Charlotte spoke, listening intently as to avoid the thoughts that were now clouding his mind.Ā āSounds like youāre in the perfect job for you, C. People put a lot of trust in you and youāve earned your rep through working hard.ā When Charlotte asked him the question in return, Charlie found himself wondering what the real answer was. Did he want to be running his business the way things were now? Would he like to do something else? Would what he wantedĀ to do pay the bills? That one was a no. Was work his only escape? Was even admitting he needed an escape awful? That felt like a hard yes.Ā āI love what I do,ā he told Charlotte,Ā āI love making things and doing things for people and seeing their faces when a jobās done and knowing I did it the best I could. Probably a bit like you. I guess DIY and handy-work has always just been my path. Iāve got dyslexia so that kindaā stuff is what I excel at really. I dread anything else. Sounds stupid but, yeah.ā







