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Hey I know I'll never hear from you your somewhere hidden I'll just keep looking I don't see myself letting go I just can't I'll make something happen for you that I do promise somehow I just don't know yet but I think about this problem every day for sure on that goodnight bella I hope your somewhere safe and happy even if that means another love or such is making that hat for you I'll do t another line another day

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Hey Abigail I hope messages get to you some day for sure but I'm stuck on this and I'll do what I got to thing is not doing this well the only shot at clearing my name I'm sorry I didn't run away I was hurt bad girly I had broken both feet and my damn arm the other one table leg on that one some guy but that was how it went down then some guy got at me lol

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Abigail I'm.thinking about you

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Goodnight Abigail just thinking about you

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Hey Abigail long damn day all the busted up vets were I live had a bad day I've been walking dogs and washing clothes cleaning dog poo off carpets ECT guys are shot up worse than me at least those men hold some value my way it's nice I don't get that much at least not like that you gave that to me that little bit of time I shared with you bella the whole three years I live at that bombed out address was the only real happiness I had at all man I had to get on half ass drugs to deal with my better half she stole all she got from me and believe this I'm embarrassed but I was loving and real good to her I knew she was out I knew it and I knew I'd be all broken hearted even though my life got better and is better way better with out her but not with out you that will hurt but at least I did not fail I stayed the course and I will complete that declaration of devotion no matter how it ends you need to see someone step up and man up even though it's a lost cause lol

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Hey Abigail been thinking about you today no work I finally landed something kinda it's putting money in my pocket so I don't have to hustle and now I can start my upward move at least a bit today at least was nice thank you even though your not here or doing anything at all hell I'm probably really crazy and this is like a symptom of a slow decline into madness LMFAO I wish my life was that poetic my life is more like that guy in that hood once lol he says real loud Today I knocked my momma down the stairs to snatch her purse to run off and buy crack now that's more the color of my life for real Abigail I'm going to find you and I will so you at least one person knew how special you are and he knows he failed but he made himself pay up he made a sincere and committed and devoted expression of his feelings no it's not pretty Im not that fucking guy but I could blog this till the end of us all and that I can pull off for sure that's the first reason for this and number two the people using this place to hurt people young people ok and posting not letting the secrets stay hidden my tags are to them or that world and it's had some real impact if my crazy bothers you scroll past it my God my blog does what I wanted it to do no matter my devotion and longevity will earn its place these things allways do you just keep at it and when you got haters your making an impact it's doing something and that's the first sign I'm on to something

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Hey Abigail I'm sure who ever that person is who likes to send me mean anonymous comments LMFAO the funny thing is my blog has had an intended effect the people we know that are using Tumblr to prey on hopeful young people my tags what they say the locations the names and yes I posted into the meth world I am not stating I am using at this time I also posted in meth recovery so what am I saying I am now far away I can't fuck with the people who is doing this crap I had been but I had to go I pushed it way to far my ass was for real in the shit at the end for sure Abigail I was sleeping behind the south kck patrol station but ya posting in the hat world its all I can do to tell em I'm not dead yet kinda thing and it really has caused them to back off on here as far as the silly kid insults I counted on it I knew that teres alot of teens on here and mature is not something I can count on but petty shallow entitled superficial and always and always some way they can hit me and hide from everyone not just me but the person only does it anonymously lol so I and anyone else seeing it can't see who is saying the mean ass crap lol teens do things like that highschool I do not miss that crap and I was popular lol oh and as far as me at all being a predator fyi I'm a sex trafficking victim I've been removed twice by law enforcement and once by a social worker this blog has been investigated a few times and I have been found completely clean on any creepy behavior or messages ECT the last one I got an apology for the crap I counted on that all of it teens do stuff like that so instead of try and stop the unstoppable I have been counting on that as part of how this blog impacts and has slowed the stuff coming for Kansas City and no one ever had to read the damn thing it just working cause it's there everywhere all the time and that is really it's power the secrets those people are hiding well I'm not letting them hide it so not they don't want to draw attention ECT so a mature person would just ignore me scroll past it this is not life or death and that guys is something they are using the fact that young people live and die by this stuff and me shit I don't need this it's for Abigail something she can see something that's big and involved she can see I'm for real about my statement I have given yrs to thing and only this she deserves to see someone put a fruitless effort to no end just for a hope that most likely will not come but I keep going it's the only thing I can do at all in any way that will speak for me and stand up for its self I'm sorry I pissed someone off but when you have a enemy so hurt over something that's a scroll past that crazy weird guys shit and bam big boy behavior move on lol

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There's a reason no one posts in certain tags anymore or talks to you, and its because you are a predatory misogynistic creep who does meth. I'm fucking sick of seeing posts about this poor girl, you do not own her time or attention.

You have know idea at all about this situation at all asshole you are so fucking wrong about this I will not stop and secrets they keep are the reason they are not locked up and you are probably a kid and have no idea the evil shit on here I don't care at all nor do I care if you or anyone else talks to me I don't care lol at all

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Abigail I know somewhere your out there some day I'll find you and at least get rejected hopefully in a kind way I'll never forgive myself for letting you leave that night not talking to you on the bus when your hair was green or not following the blond kid with the tattoos to talk to his friend Kerri that was you Abigail find me I'm sorry

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Hey binx for the longest time I was unsure of your name so many imposters and false misdirections but I have your name now I can search and really hunt I know that to much time has past for anything but a sweet rejection and that's ok but Im going to stick it out I'm safe this way and it's not so lonely with my big giant dog ya I got a big as fuck dog trained sharp as fuck military training Network it's kinda funny but the people in charge of shit make shit happen for me I have this cool beautiful sweet slobbery dog everybody loves my mazie the moose something bad almost happened here to I figured it out quick I feel dumb as fuck for it going down like that but well my crazy life M.C.L that's my next jacket stencil yep mcl

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Hey Abigail I just think I need to blog this but I've kept myself single since I found out that you st one time were trying to find me and I will stay this way until you say otherwise bella it's actually safer this way for sure the worst case seniro has played out in my life I will not let it happen again miss you Abigail I will always

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Are you assholes really going to block my none fucked up blogs hey stop it guys the bad guys don't stop me from posting I'm smarter than people guess I mean I'm kinda pulling this shit and I'm blind and deaf with this I don't know what's going on on the streets there I am not connected to anybody if I can't blog then you guys are going to lose me I'll fall apart before I can tell Abigails story stop or fucking get me one the god damn phone and tell me what's up I'm not gonna run out on it flat out Abigails more important really she is was that night I tried just not hard enough but I'm aware of who them guys are in that cartel and that street gang look cops do something right by me and I'm not thinking the expensive appt everything ok I get now but the only thing I've ever wanted God damn post my shit

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I want you God damn cops to do right by me I need to speak to Abigail Smith I'm not doing well this is not something I will be able to really live with much longer I know someone can put me and Abigail together she was reaching out to me before I had to leave she at one time wanted to reconnect with me please cops fuck one of the Spanish cops they are the only cops in kck worth calling shit I try and set up a Spanish officer by bullshiting dispatch into thinking I got know English so the send the Spanish speaking offers I'm going to start expressing unpredictable behaviors and I can take shit to an extreme unnatural scenario and quantity I am and have been in the mind you guys were working shit but nothing has happened I know if I just stepped up and took care of my beef on my own and everything they put on Abigail and any other girl oh ya I'm going to post Moniques story I know about that sick fucking crap drug a girl to date rape her and use my little innocent crush we both had for each other to get her to drop her guard she knows me she knows with me if I had been involved in that horrible crap Monique was disrespect to that woman's whole family is what that said I WILL NOT STOP IF YOU CAN NOT CLAM ME I GO HUGE I WILL MAKE THIS SO LOUD everyone in this country that sees the mess I hope to damn God I don't have to make .y life does not matter unless it is a preservation tactic ment to keep me alive that alone is some big ass medicine against you guys I out tough guyed you assholes yep I did cops please for real I'm going to blow this up omg if I disappear man you better call in some real trooper in to grab me hopefully before I started destroying and disrupting every piece of material and there personal info structure blow up cars I have no issues with killing you guys I just have not out of fear that me dropping bodys all over them dark and scary unincorporated patches all over kck I proved I used them vary well to move all over kck and you guys couldn't get me the way I was playing that gangbanger game of Russian roulette help me find Abigail

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Ya I know my safety is on the line right now over this Abigail Smith thing she's more than a thing she is perfect Abigail I'm looking hard girly if you read this know if that you mean something to me if I don't get a chance to help get justice for you and to stand by you when ever you need me I'm worried I'm going to get my ass killed I'm going to drop my or should I say our story on an micro SD card ok the person that will have that SD card will know what to do with it but I have been told already to go away but I'm not going to

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Blogging for no good reason I know Abigail can't reach out to me on here it's to dangerous for her I'm sure they people doing this sick ass shit are on here and they got some talent with tech and in some really fucking dark ways I do this to tease and taunt them as much as anything cause it's all I can do but I hope one day to see you just once more make this as right as I can I will do what ever you need of me bella if you read this one day I will I hope you know to reach out one day if I'm needed I will believe me they can't bribe me they have tried ok they have tried I'm many ways they tried to buy me I will not do any of that ever money drugs sex no I said no I had to get away I was hurt bad I had no safe place and my brains were scrambled to say the least I'm here ready if needed

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Who ever send me the anonymous message as if you are Abigail Smith you spelled her name wrong in the message telling me to move on who ever that was Abigail Smith wouldn't spell her fucking name wrong you fucking scammers I'm not going to let another woman to take Abigails spot in my life I'm not some lonely loser who gets no attention from woman in my life I get shit tons and tons more because I am unavailable me sticking to that has got me hard core attention so fuck you who ever send that message fuck off