Shit I just can't get this story out Tumblr really is just a place that I have found I can talk to you bella even though your no were near me at all and I doubt I will ever see you and if I do so much time has now passed that I'm just going to be rejected I know this but I have to explain this I need to explain about my crazy and shit Tumblr just has no clue the imposters three in all two I brought to the city I now live in and it took a face to face before I realized they were imposters both were way to tall ya I did that the scammers God I'm not even upset I lost some money it's all a part of the price I have to pay for my failure I must break a cycle in my life and fuck I'm almost an old man now but this cycle were I make a real deep sincere connection to only have that muse of mine so to speak chased off in some horrible way by a or a few borderline types sociopathic female types your the last I can't let this happen anymore the only way is to find you break this cycle end it now rejection and all you can not just be the worst case missed connection story from hell I have to find you bella aaaa Guys im looking for a girl in the Lawrence Kansas or Kansas City Kansas area she has red hair glasses curvy bulid hazel green eyes a smile that just lights up a room and she's real scary smart so good at math she had been a dancer at the gentlemens club baby dolls under the stage name of chastity she loved using creative math to charge the vip clients at the club three flod over based on her math and the clubs posted rules on the vip room she's so much of a presence that every one at my house set her up to be victimized because if she had stayed out connection was just way to strong and them scum would lose access to me fuck I wasn't the special person that night she was please help me find this woman please I believe her name is Abigail Smith and she is or has been in the Lawrence Kansas area I have taken four trips to Kansas City Kansas I can't find anything other than urban tales type shit but nothing on Abigail please help me find her
