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Elf Bride specific blog of @suzumurasango - public as of 6/16/26 I'm a Chastille Lillqvist stan FIRST, ALWAYS. Apparently a Marc stan second, embarrassingly. Unfortunately the CEO of Ino Valjakka. Multishipper/non-canon shipper, vent/angry/critical posts present.

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jaime lannister . a song of ice and fire . a clash of kings chastille lillqvist . an archdemon’s dilemma, how to love your elf bride . chapters 4 - 6 - 10 - 15 - 21 . && . an archdemon’s (friend’s) dilemma, how to babysit a crybaby knight . chapter 18

knightposting . "no matter what you do, you're forsaking one vow or the other". so what do you do?

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waaaaaaoooooo the toxic yuri is reaaaaal

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me when I spare a beautiful lady and hide her from the dude whos been kind of using her for centuries because she promised she would be MY (girl)friend now, gtfo 😤

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Valentine's Day fic! (kinda) Since Marchosias's death, Eligor has been detached from everything. Chastille tries to show her some kindness when she can. Asmodeus is looking for something else. Oneshot. Complete. -> vaguely post-canon but like, only as of what we know up to LN21 ships: Eligor & Marchosias (past), Chastille Lillqvist/Barbatos, Asmodeus (Lily)/Eligor warnings: unhealthy/codependent relationships, death of a loved one

"She said she hoped she saw you at the Festival, so you could have fun or something," the words were strained, like he was borderline furious that he even had to say them. She couldn't understand why. Just because he hung on Chastille Lillqvist's every word didn't mean he should expect everyone else in the world to do the same. "She doesn't hate spending time with you, you know, might even want to do it sometimes. Fuck if I understand why. So you should stop pretending you have anyone else around who gives a shit. Y'know, could you stop being such a bitch when she invites you in?"

"What a polite request," Eligor deadpanned. She wanted to snap back that she didn't ask to be invited in, she didn't want the company of an overly sensitive girl and her overprotective shadow.

But, she already saw herself going back.

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anyway

childhood friends trio girlies who also deserved more of a relationship

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this shit drives me wild like wtf do you mean they've never had the opportunity to speak (v12) when they literally meet and introduce themselves to each other in v6??? shut the fuck up

it feels like these characters literally are sitting in a room doing nothing until theyre on page like shit im sure they talked more at this conference where chas was at FOR BUSINESS for what? Two weeks??? with her GUIDE, LILITH even if we never saw it on page??

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Eligor stands by Marchosias no matter his sin, no matter his past, no matter his future. She's his most loyal dog, after all. So, Marchosias gives her a gift. Oneshot. Complete. -> pre-canon, mostly made up and probably not compliant, though spoilers for LN21 ships: Marchosias (Marc) & Eligor warnings: eye trauma, eye gouging, unhealthy/codependent relationships, death, essentially hurt/no comfort and a lot of bad coping mechanisms

I'm your dog, and that's the truth she doesn't say. Because he would tell her no, and neither of them would believe him.

"I'm a willing sacrifice." He won't deny her that.

He squeezes her hand hard. If she wasn't a werewolf, if she was a normal human being, she thinks he'd have broken every one of her fingers. "Promise," he says, and all performance is gone. His voice is strained. "Promise? You won't die until I tell you to?"

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Easter fic! The Holy Week of Azi’il was considered a way to call forward the beginning of Spring, to celebrate new life born from the ashes of that which slept and died in the Winter. And a lot has happened this year. Chastille, Barbatos, and Nephteros reflect while Ain and Alshiera remember a thousand years past. Multi-chaptered (5/5). Complete. -> vaguely takes place in canon before LN16... but like free floating ships: Chastille Lillqvist/Barbatos, Chastille Lillqvist & Nephteros, Ino Valjakka/Sylvester Lillqvist, Ino Valjakka & Chastille Lillqvist, Sylvester Lillqvist & Chastille Lillqvist, Alshiera & Ain (Lucia), Alshiera & Lilithiera Fauna Hypnoel (Lilith), Ain (Lucia) & Ainselph Thalassa Neptuna (Selphy), Ainselph Thalassa Neptuna (Selphy)/Lilithiera Fauna Hypnoel (Lilith), Richard Flammarak/Nephteros warnings: internalized homophobia, death of a loved one (and others), vaguely catholic-based rituals viewed neutrally

“Ugh, it’s just. It’s fine, it’s just I have to lead all the sermons this year. I know them, obviously, but I’m really nervous, and I… well I mess things up when I’m nervous! And…” she sighed, and Nephteros stilled underneath her. “I don’t have the right vestments. So… I have to use… Cardinal Clavwell’s,” upon saying the man’s name, Chastille’s whole body seemed to sag.

It made sense, the memory of being betrayed by someone you trusted could be an open wound. Even though he was long-dead and it all had happened over a year ago, pulling out these old vestments still stung.

And she was a sensitive girl, her Chastille. 

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In the aftermath of the Archdemon meeting gone wrong, Selphy finds she's lost her voice. She thinks she's lost Lilith too. Oneshot. Complete. -> takes place directly after LN19 ships: Ainselph Thalassa Neptuna (Selphy)/Lilithiera Fauna Hypnoel (Lilith) (possibly one-sided), Ain (Lucia) & Ainselph Thalassa Neptuna (Selphy), Ainselph Thalassa Neptuna (Selphy) & Leviathan warnings: n/a, mentions of character death and grief/mourning though

“Lilith was worried. She told me she’s stopped by to see you, but you’re always asleep when she peeks her head in.” Selphy averted her eyes, knowing what he would say next. “Selphy, I know you haven’t been sleeping that much. Levia and I have had to tell you to rest more than once.” It was true. Once she finally woke up properly, she paced the space endlessly, so much so that Levia said she’d probably end up making a current there.

Bowing her head so she didn't have to look either of them in the face, Selphy erased her last message and scribbled on the board again:

is furcas ok?

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After seeing each other for the first time in years, Lilith asks Selphy to stay. Selphy remembers why she left. Two-shot. Complete. -> takes place during LN6, with pre-canon flashbacks ships: Ainselph Thalassa Neptuna (Selphy)/Lilithiera Fauna Hypnoel (Lilith) warnings: internalized homophobia

“... is that what you want? For your birthday? For me to stay?”

“I-I never said…”

Selphy leans her shoulder against Lilith's with a hum, rubbing her cheek against the side of Lilith's head, against her cool horns. It feels the same as it used to be. Especially when Lilith turns to wrap her arms around her, burying her face in her shoulder. The same as it used to. Lilith doesn’t know that she was the only thing that made her hesitate, that the day she packed up, the night she left, each and every second she thought of stopping and putting everything away. Just because of Lilith. If Lilith said this back then, she would have never left. And maybe, it would all be the same as it used to be.

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Selphy is close enough to touch shoulders with and yet far enough that Lilith feels afraid again. What does that mean? What is she thinking? And why?

Is it because of me? Is it because of me?

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Valentine's Day fic! In order to gain more revenue and influence, the Church is trying to commercialize some of its holy days! Saint Lian's Day was supposed to be a festival about friendship and trust... but somehow Chastille finds it getting a different spin. Still... she wants to get Barbatos something. Oneshot. Complete. -> takes place in some inter-canon space... on Valentine's day, probably between LN9-10 but that's not super important ships: Chastille Lillqvist/Barbatos warnings: n/a

Well… what do I do about Barbatos?

He'd looked strangely pleased when she said she would give him candy for the festival… but that was back when it focused on friends and people you wanted to thank, more vague terms of relationship. People who had helped you, brought you peace. She'd even been excited to seek out bitter chocolates for him. But… it would be different if the meaning of the festival changed.

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Nephteros wears herself out after healing everyone, so maybe Chastille does take Zagan's "advice" on how to give her some mana back. Oneshot. Complete. -> takes place during LN5 (in between manga chapters 62-63) ships: Chastille Lillqvist/Nephteros warnings: n/a

“R-right!? I-I had no idea about the k-k-k-kiss thing! That’s real!?”

“Um, it’s not that big of a deal. Is it?”

“It’s not? But, isn’t it? Right? It’s not?”

“... well, I don’t think so. It’s just exchanging mana.”

“Do you think it will help you?”

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Christmas fic! After finally meeting with Lilith again, Selphy realizes how much she missed her. But now, they have all the time in the world! So, she gets Lilith a gift for Alshiere Imera, because that's what you do for someone special. Oneshot. Complete. -> takes place during LN8 ships: Ainselph Thalassa Neptuna (Selphy)/Lilithiera Fauna Hypnoel (Lilith), Ainselph Thalassa Neptuna (Selphy) & Leviathan warnings: mild internalized homophobia

“[...] Miss Levia, that guy you're always with, he's, like, special right? He's special to you?”

“Yes? He's very special.”

“You have to get him a gift, then!”

Levia ponders this for a moment, her face like some lovely statue looking up to the sky for answers. Blushing, Selphy wonders if she's ever been anyone's muse. She's certainly beautiful enough to inspire song, let alone talented enough to sing it. 

“I do?” Levia asks finally.

“You do!”

Levia nods. “Your roommate… is also special to you? Are you getting her a gift?”

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Character study of Ino Valjakka, his decay, and his downfall. And also his relationship with the Lillqvist family! Multi-chaptered (3/3). Complete. -> starts pre-canon, primary spoilers for LN9 and LN12 ships: Ino Valjakka/Sylvester Lillqvist, Ino Valjakka & Chastille Lillqvist, Sylvester Lillqvist & Chastille Lillqvist, Ino Valjakka & Shere Khan, Ino Valjakka & others warnings: unhealthy/codependent relationships, religious fanaticism, internalized homophobia, violent thoughts, violence, death/murder, vomiting, child violence, also it's a villain POV fic also there is no happy ending just more despair

Golden of hair, golden of heart, eyes like a clear blue sky.

Blood stands out starkly when it gets caught in pale blonde strands of hair. Blue eyes can be like ice. A handsome face can be twisted: rage, fury, violence. Ino Valjakka is tinted in the dark violet of the only thing that was not allowed to leave him, static running up his armor, hopping from droplet of blood to droplet of blood.

Give a man the power of the gods and he'll show his true colors.

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Chastille meets with the Archdemon Andrealphus and tells him why he definitely won't kill her. (In the past, an 800 year old man listens as a child tells him she's definitely going to die soon.) Self-indulgent "Chastille with other Archangels" fanfic. Oneshot. Complete. -> takes place directly after LN7... and 4-5 years before the story starts ships: Andrealphus (Michael Diekmeyer) & Chastille Lillqvist warnings: illness/death (child death and death of a loved one), thoughts on dying, mentions of suicide

She'd been more prepared than Mamma and Sylvester. She’d had years to prepare herself for it. Those times when she fell into the arms of a family member, throat closing and lungs burning, sweat pouring from her brow surely staining clothes, and as her consciousness would fade out she would always always think this is it, this is it…

But Sylvester’s death hit her off track, made her spin worse than any attack of her body upon itself, dropped her into the abyss of despair.

(Perhaps this is retribution, perhaps she's the reason he's dead.)

She was thirteen.

They brought her before a sword and it filled her with bright, white light. She could breathe easy for the first time. She could run.

But there would be no Sylvester beyond the parapet to go to.

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Nephy observes Chastille and Nephteros's relationship and is conflicted seeing how close they are. Oneshot. Complete. -> takes place during LN7 ships: Chastille Lillqvist/Nephteros (one-sided), Nephteros & Nephy, Chastille Lillqvist & Nephy warnings: n/a

As Nephy turned the knob to the door to Chastille’s temporary room, another voice could be heard from the inside. For a moment, it made Nephy wonder if she should leave - the voice from Nephteros, her sister, has a level of intimacy within it that makes the tips of her ears warm. Like breaking in on a moment between lovers. Attempting to close the door and leave them be, however, doesn’t come to fruition. Chastille’s voice, thick with tears, makes her stop:

“Nephy, is that you?”

Too late.