life is beautiful

i am an aulime for the Lecanto High School Band and a proud marine girlfriend. I am also a CNA college student. This blog is meant for me to express my feelings and try to help other people

[chelpop]

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[frombendedknee]

[redzenradish-photography]

[p-u-r-p-l-e-a-n-d-b-l-u-e]

[alooha]

by sarahmirta

[cleotrapah]

[understands]

[brokenflicker]

"People don't like you when you're sad. People don't like when you're breaking down and asking for help. People don't like it when you cry and say you've had enough. People don't want to be around people that are sad and I guess that's just the nature of people. So if you ever find someone that cares about you enough to stay during the bad times, keep them. They're rare, and a lot of us are searching for these kind of people right now."

— A reminder to appreciate those who stuck by you during your lowest moments.

[brutalnightmare-deactivated2023]

:) :( :)

[mental-health-recovery]

Slow progress is still progress. Keep going.

[recaption]

[booksquotelife]

“Without music, life would be a mistake”. -Friedrich Nietzsche

[destroymylife]

[queenjsxo]

[daenerys-stormborn]

Faith. Not in any god, not in myths and legends. In myself.

[kieljamespatrick]

[chelpop]

feeling disappointment for nothing

i hate how i feel so disappointment over nothing.i mean i am buying a house for the first time, but all i can think of is what has happen in my past. whether it was in my past relationships or being rape. i am trying to stop thinking any of this but its getting harder and harder. i mean my boyfriend shouldnt have to deal with it. i try to talk to him about everything but i cant find the right words. i guess there is a part of me that  is thinking he will turn to my ex that force me to have sex or the guy that raped me at 10. its so hard.how can i get this permanently,