thoughts

endless thoughts.

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9.21.24

He needed some space.

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Let's breathe.

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Wanna get married 🥺

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Please don't leave me when things are hard.

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And it feels like I'm living when I'm with you. Always.

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I pray I don't mishandle what I prayed for.

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You are my sweetest drug.

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kapoy na kaayo maging sensitive na tao, kapoy na kaayo ning soft kaykog heart kay dali rajud ko masakitan

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Naningkamot ko na makita nako ang maayo sa inyoha, pero kamo puro mali ra inyong tanawon sa akoa.

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Maski unsaon nakog kuhag kusog sa inyoha no, puro kakapoy rajud inyong mahatag. Ngano mana oy

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sweet like candy

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'Kaya ka mag isa, kasi kaya mong mag isa'

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Sad lang jud kaayo ko. Medyo sanay naman na ako makarinig ng manang, pero coming from you? kasakit huhuhu like ikaw lang gud ang gina pa impress ko tapos turns out na mabaduyan ra diay ka sakong clothing style? So asa nlng ko mulugar ani. Ma blame na hinuon nako ng mga social media shits "beauty standard". We all know naman, di na ma reach ang beauty standard karon lol. Pero, dude, if you love a person, please naman, don't kill his/her confidence. Huhuhu sobrang nakaka baliwww. nakaka lunod. Like kung wala ka ganahi sakong clothing style, then shut thaaaaa fck up huhu pwede mo naman idaan sa ibang paraan, wag lang yung parang gina hila mo lalo pababa ang self esteem koooo huhu. Cant you just accept it? Na ganyan ang suot ko? As long as im fine with it? Lalo lang ako mag overthink. Madala ko na siguro ito sa future ba. Baka ma conscious najud ko sakong sanina ani. But, nooo way. Ganito man kasi talaga ako, I like wearing clothes na comfy suotin kahit hindi sabay sa uso, kahit hindi estitik, huhu kung baduyan ka, kung ayaw mo, edi hanap ka nlng ng iba. Basig nalunod napud ka sa social media, dude, wag mo sanang hanapin sakin ang mga bagay na wala ako. Wag mo ko gawing tanga. Sakit gud kaayo. Aware naman unta ka na grabe ko mag overthink, and yes, maski gamay rani na problem, yes, nag overthink jud ko ani, and yessss aware ka na u made this problem, u made me overthink again. Ambot

[chelseadenisesuaner]

Maski pa dili gyud ko gusto mu-tuo na people change no, unti unti ra gihapon ko mutuo tungod sa imohang actions/words. Tho sakit jud kaayo, legit. But here I am, dawat dawat as always. As long as makaya ko pa. Wala lang. It's the sad reality. Maski ako siguro kay naa puy changes. But I am trying naman to bring back some past efforts. And I hope he is trying too.

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idk pero maka offend lang gyud. coming from the person I love the most? :( maka ingon nlng jud tag unta pareho siya sakoa nga mag huna huna sa sa iyahang iingon before niya isulti. I like the honesty tho. kaso maka baba lang samot ug self esteem. animal sagbot rajud kos kalibutan. Like, kahit honest pa yan, I wouldnt say something na maka offend labi na sakoang milabs. As long as i can see na he's being with his true self, he's confident, kahit baduy, I will not even try to give him a hint na ambaduy niya. As long as he's fine, then Im fine with it, too. And, I wouldn't mind telling him again and again and again na he's such a beautiful human being. Kahit mag reklamo pa siya na paulit ulit na. I will say it jud because it's true. Hindi kagaya ng iba jan na murag magreklamo kung ulit ulitin niya yung sinasabi niya, even tho the thing that he was saying is about how ganda ako. hehe. Mahirap bang sabihin na maganda ang isang tao? O nakakapagod bang sabihin ng paulit ulit? :) Duh

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Nakakapagod mag overthink

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kung di ka naiiba

kung pareho lang din naman pala