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"I’d never wish to be easily defined. I'd rather float over other people's minds as something strictly fluid and non-perceivable; more like a transparent, paradoxically iridescent creature rather than an actual person.”

-Franz Kafka

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Festival

hey my lovely girlbosses <3

yesterday i got back from a music festival, and it was fucking amazing! i have never been to one until now, and though i didn’t have any expectations, it beated everything i thought. It is such a unique experience… and since i know it is a festival season rn, bc here summer just started, i thought i might share some of my advice for going to a festival

1. fits

when i came to the festival, the first thing i noticed were the outfits. It is so fascinating to me how many different kinds of people met here. the different styles and vibes of the 10 000 people that were there were so fascinating. the way such different souls are connected through music. seeing so many inspiring people led me to look at what i was wearing. I’m pretty sure i didn’t put as much thought into what i was wearing, so i felt like the outfits did not reflect my true style as much as i wanted to. So that is my first piece of advice. Being practical when picking outfits and being comfortable is very important, as much as self-expression. If you are a person that cares about fashion, i recommend you to start planning outfits for this type of event a few days earlier, so that you aren’t under so much pressure when you’re packing. just remember to stay yourself, always. <3

2. packing

i strongly recommend you to pack your things into a bag on wheels. These festivals are usually really big and if you’re planning on sleeping there, you are going to have to carry all your things into the camp. And trust me, as a person who was stupid enough to bring all her things in a backpack, spare yourself. My back was hurting SO MUCH. Try to be practical when packing your things, and think about your comfort and safety.

3. stay open-minded

festivals are a place to learn about new artists, people, movies, whatever. go see that concert that caught your attention, even though you don’t know the artist. Nobody is going to judge you, trust me. we are all there to try new things.

that’s probably all i have babes, if you have any questions regarding festivals and my experience, feel free to dm me <3

stay iconic and enjoy your summer!

love u

chequesensation

I need your advice guys

Heyy so i know i am usually the one who gives advice here, but since all my followers are so cool and beautiful and i feel like all of you have a great way of thinking, I would like to know y’all’s opinions on this small dillema i have.

So, i know it isn’t very typical, but there is this guy. We talk quite a lot, but we have always been on the friendship base. He used to tell me about the girls he liked and who broke his heart, i was telling him about my worries, but we never really had a real “spark” like that kind of spark, you know.

But this week I’ve kinda been having these dreams in wich we…kiss? I don’t even know where it came from. And since then, I kinda got attached to him. Very subconsciously though. And even though I don’t think I actually have a crush on him, I just got a little attached.

Could you guys maybe give me som advice? because I really don’t know what to think

Thank you and I love you girlbosses <33

xoxo

-chequesensation

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Self care

One thing I have been focusing on lately is self care. I figured that if I don't take care of myself, no one will.

For example today, I slept till eleven. Then I started my day off by going to a whirlpool, since I'm at this cottage, and I read there for like 30 minutes. Then I got dressed and we visited this small town which was beautiful, we were walking around for a few hours and then we had lunch there, I had pasta with pesto and tomatoes and lemon water. Then it started raining heavily and I got all wet. By the time we got back it was already six. I showered, washed my hair, did my whole skincare routine and put on my pajamas. Then I just laid in bed and watched TV and for dinner I had olives with cheese and nuts and for dessert pineapple.

And it felt so fucking AMAZING! I think that taking care of themselves, in any form, will help a person so much, it's almost unbelievable. A person cannot take care of anything else properly before taking care of themselves. Take this as a reminder to think about what your body or your mind needs today. And do it. I promise, the feeling is irreplaceable.

You are a goddess and I love you <33

chequesensation

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Soooo

Hey girlbosses chequesensation heree

lately i was not able to write anything here bc of school, but now we have an easter break and since I haven’t been active for quite a long time, I wanted to update you on some things.

1. Pinterest deleted my fucking account

like seriously. Bc I accidentally changed my age on the account settings and it DELETED IT. i know right??!! so now I don’t have my escape place and I can only rely on movies and music but I hate it. My pinterest was so beautifully organized and I had such pretty things there and I was so proud of it. But well, I can’t do anything about it now.

2. Also, I’m currently sitting outside and the weather is SO GOOD! it finally feels like summer, it’s evening so it’s not that hot and basically the air feels like a summer evening and I love it <3

3. I currently don’t eat sweets bc it just did not make me feel good and it is GREAT. I just don’t feel like I need this type of food anymore. Also I don’t eat carbs for dinner :)

ok so ig thats it, I might pick some more interesting topic for another post in the next few days

i love you girlbosses <333 :**

How I’ve been feeling lately

These past days have been lonelier than ever. I would like to be all above the thing, knowing what’s going on and being able to give advice about this. But it requires too much energy, of which I’m lately, unfortunately, lacking.

Anyways, I guess I’m just gonna vent here now and come back to this later so I can actually fully analyse this situation.

I feel like I don’t have anyone. I’ve never truly opened up to anyone, so I was never able to have a real close friend. And even though I have people I talk to at school, people I sometimes have short online convesations with, or some people from the past, that still claim to be my friends, but I know they wouldn’t even look my way if I needer their help.

I know this is how my life’s been for a long time. But I was always trying to convince myself I’m just independent. That I don’t need anybody. But that doesn’t change the existence of one’s loneliness.

Loneliness is the poverty of self; solitude is the richness of self.

-May Sarton

That’s it babes, I just felt like sharing this with you, maybe some of you feel the same way, maybe not. Either way, you’re an amazing girlboss and you deserve to be loved <3

xoxo

chequesensation