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@cherirue
𐙚˙⋆.˚ rue's intro ˚⋆☁️
* she/her, '06
* @na
* currently curating the softest, loveliest version of myself
* -14, pr0@na, fatphobes & anti recov dni
currently goal ; -10lbs ❤︎
i don’t even know how to start this without cringing a little.
i fell off. like hard. not in a cute, “oops i had a cheat day” way but in a “how did i let it get this far” way. i got comfortable. i got lazy. i gained relationship weight. happy weight. whatever you wanna call it—it’s real, and it hit me harder than i expected.
the worst part is how long i let it keep going just because i didn’t want to face it. i kept telling myself “you’ll fix it tomorrow” and now i’m waking up months later feeling like a stranger in my own body.
it’s disappointing. it really is. but i can’t sit in that feeling forever. wallowing isn’t going to undo anything. i’m not here to hate myself, i’m just here to be honest and get back to the version of me that felt good.
so yeah. this is me showing up. again. and maybe this time it sticks. posting a food log tmrw
i b1nged. i was doing so well :((
water fast tmrw
daily food log ୨୧⊹ ׂ march 19th
content warning, disordered eating
lunch 176 cal
dinner 193 cal
total ✧ 369 cal
finally, a day that felt right. first time in a while that everything clicked—meals planned, intake on track, no second-guessing. it’s like my body and mind are finally back in sync. feeling that momentum again, and i’m holding onto it
three months. that’s all it takes to completely transform—mind, body, everything. 90 days of discipline, of choosing your future self over temporary cravings. it’s not that long. and the time will pass either way
daily food log ୨୧⊹ ׂ march 18th
content warning, disordered eating
breakfast 162 cal; 11g protein
lunch 260 cal; 2g protein
total ✧ 422 cal; 13g protein
today was… fine. went bridesmaid dress shopping with my sister and got humbled (she’s basically a walking appetite suppressant). love that for me
Don’t do it because you hate yourself. Do it because you love yourself. This is what is best for you <3
daily food log ୨୧⊹ ׂ march 17th
content warning, disordered eating
breakfast 147 cal; 9g protein
lunch 340 cal; 51g protein
dinner 93 cal; 7g protein
snacks 160 cal; 6g protein
total ✧ 740 cal; 73g protein
low res day today to reset and realign—i feel so much better already. sometimes all it takes is one day of mindfulness to remind myself why i started. going to try n stay under 600 tomorrow. also, never wasting calories on a quest bar again… actually offended at how bad it was. lesson learned.
ׄ⠀⠀⊹ 𖦁ׅ⠀ how i romanticize my journey ⠀
🥯 i make every meal an experience i set my plate nicely, eat with intention, and savor each bite.
🩰 i move in ways that feel good pilates in the morning sun, dance sessions in my room, long walks with a podcast. movement is a celebration, not a punishment.
🌷 i romanticize simple meals a colorful salad that looks like art, warm tea in a delicate cup, fresh fruit arranged just right.
📖 i track my progress like it’s a story i journal my thoughts, take progress pics, celebrate small wins. my journey is a narrative unfolding, and every chapter matters.
🫧 i curate my mindset i fill my space with inspiration: pinterest boards, uplifting playlists, books that make me feel powerful. my environment supports my goals.
🍵 i find joy in the little things the feeling of stretching in the morning, the satisfaction of hitting my step goal—i romanticize every moment.
spring break is here, n honestly, the timing couldn’t be better. the past two weeks have been a mess—i’ve been overeating, feeling off, just not where i want to be. but something about the change in seasons always makes me want to reset—new routines, new goals, new everything. taking this week as a chance to refocus, refresh, n start again
hi, i’m rue. if i seem familiar, it’s because i’ve been here before. my last account got t-worded, but i’m back n ready to start fresh.
this is a space for discipline n romanticizing the little things. if you’ve missed me, i’ve missed you too. <3
