i wanna hear rain drops falling down

my personal blog. main blog: bekahmarie ♥ i am very bisexual and proud of it; i often don't know what i want; pretty sure i have lost a lot of who i am but don’t know how to get me back

[phrases]

bold of me to constantly use the phrase “no worries!” when I am, in fact, constantly full of many worries

[cherryjameson]

Because I can’t post anywhere else and posting always helps.

Fuck this. I heard a car door close outside while I’m up unable to sleep and I’m nervous it’s someone here. Because of the precedent.

Yet it’s unsupportive and breaking everyone’s hearts to bend over backwards trying to mold myself to fit in to this tiny unrealistic box of good behavior and ideals.

I’m ready for a ring but it feels like the hand I’m trying to hold keeps getting farther and farther away.

I have history with these feelings and it didn’t turn out very well for me. I don’t know if I can lose more of my heart, more of myself.

[prospects]

[animals-lovers]

[tackled]

love is pathetic

[wnq-writers]

Everything is about timing and I’m always either too early or too late.

setof-emptybones  (via wnq-writers)

[magic-spelldust]

2-16-17 // Another beautiful sunset. ♡

[scrotic]

[cherryjameson]

But to be clear, it has been sixteen months self harm free for me!

[childmagazine]

There are all kinds of love in this world but never the same love twice.

F. Scott Fitzgerald (via boyirl)

more here

(via alwaysnumb)

[dryyoureyes-startbelieving]

Your feelings are valid. You have every right to feel whatever emotion you want. You aren’t being dramatic. You aren’t over exaggerating. You’re feeling. And that’s okay.

(via itcuddles)

[cherryjameson]

There I am. He found me. All is well

[cherryjameson]

Oh my god. Where am I? Who is this and what happened to me?

[cherryjameson]

Frustration levels reaching peaks again.

[cherryjameson]

Such a great day and what an amazing evening. I really enjoyed making dinner for us to share, honestly it gave me such joy and lifted my spirits and he made it so much better with the surprise of flowers and beer. Lots of smiles. But then after, it’s now all about what he wants and what I want is just not as important. And like. I want to feel and be sexy. For him. But. Oh well.

[cherryjameson]

Tbh his jealousy is a bit much because I'm not stupid, I'm not risking this and losing this for anything and I'm not at all interested in hiding anything from him and he has nothing to worry about. But it is really. Really nice that someone actually cares about who I'm spending time with, and who wants me to spend my time with people who are worth it.

[kalesbug]

Trying to find something to motivate myself and I found this little line from Van Gogh

[staypozitive]