Jul 2, 2022
Rambling in the tags
#prolly gonna archive this blog at some point#had a mental breakdown several months back#completely snapped at a lot of people I cared about#asked to be temp restricted from the community for mine and the communities well being#now they won’t even let me back in to apologise for what I did#stating that I hurt people#people I couldn’t message personally bc I was no longer in the discord#like I didn’t fucking know I was having a crisis and lashed out#this ended up ruining my experience with the community as a whole#i haven’t played fr since then#and I don’t anticipate coming back#those people were my friends#friends I had since flight risings conception#and it was all thrown up in smoke#with zero chance to rectify#even though I Asked to Be Isolated bc I knew I was self destructing#I’m bitter#so extremely bitter#I’ve gone on to get a lot of help since then#different meds#different psych#different therapy#but it still leaves an awful taste in my mouth with how I basically begged to be allowed to apologise to the community#only to be told to fuck off#if you were one of those I hurt during that time#or even in that community#I’m sorry#genuinely#and if you’d like to hear it directly from the horses mouth#my discord is Cherry Ramune(poundsign)1951
