needy !

admit that im a lil messed up but i can hide it when im all dressed up im obsessive and i love too hard good at overthinking with my heart oc penned by emily

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outgoing text ↪ syd💞

syd: i want to know more about myself after i closed it off for so long, pretending i wasn't adopted and my skin wasn’t a different color from theirs.

chey: well if that's what you wanna do

chey: do you even have their info? how would you find them?

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outgoing text ↪ syd💞

syd: there is nothing else.

syd: i've been tempted to look for my birth parents but idk. i don’t want to be disappointed or have my brothers be upset with me

chey: really? how come?

chey: they won't be, you know that

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Jess Knight starter

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“Ever have your daughters fight over a t-shirt? that they both have” Jess said sighing “Same size and everything and when I told them and showed them that there was two of the same shirt they told me to butt out and mind my own business. So if you hear a screaming or anything it’s just my ten year old and seven year old fighting over a tshirt, nothing major “the tall man said shrugging.

“can’t say that i have. and i definitely don’t envy you. i think i’d go crazy with all that drama. girls are so wild, and if they’re anything like i was it’s only going to get worse from here. preteens have it bad.” she said with a laugh.

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“i don’t think there’s anything harder than getting a four year old to meditate, but i got him to do twenty-five minutes this morning and i feel like a super mom,” she grinned. “i may have had to bribe him with a trip to the park, but at least then he’ll be tired enough to actually take a nap today.”

“oh, good lord. you think you could help my son do that? i can’t get him to focus on one thing for ten minutes.” offering her a large smile, she nodded her head, “good, you should! you basically are a super hero for that. nobody’s going to say any different.”

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outgoing text ↪ syd💞

syd: it won’t chey. this time next week they are going to be talking about whatever other bullshit is happening in this town

chey: i just can't stop feeling like something else is going to come out now...

chey: i know you said it was just the one thing but are you sure there's nothing else you want to tell me

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belcalis desta starter.

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“my living room is officially overflowing with flowers… i’m in a dream state. everyone knows how much i love flowers… between all the birthday love and my mama comin’ in from canada just so she could sing me happy birthday in person and to take my little man’s so i can go out without having to worry about a sitter, i feel like a princess. twenty-three’s been good to me so far.” she walked out of the way stepping aside to let the familiar face into her home, “buffalo wild wings even sent me a shit ton of wings, so come in, eat, take some flowers home - just not the roses, those are special.“ 

“that’s absolutely adorable. you’re one lucky girl,” she said with a smile, reminiscing on her last birthday. chey followed the brunette into her house, eyes widening at the sight of the floral arrangments filling the space to the brim. “oh, you weren’t joking. i feel like i’m in versailles. and don’t tease me, you know i’ll go in on those wings. how did you even get that hookup?”

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outgoing text ↪ syd💞

syd: i wish i could babe. but i think the only thing we can do is try to move on and hope everyone forgets about it

chey: i know...and i know they will

chey: it just feels like it's going to last forver

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Hope James Starter

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“Both my parents are here and I’m quite ready to put my head through wall.” he said sipping his drink. “Like I’m happy they came and show that they somewhat care for their grandson….but they can leave now. Honestly.”

@musical-hope

“you can say that again, parents can be so annoying.” she said with a nod, “like i love my mom to death, but they are so ready to overstay their welcome. every. single. time.”

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outgoing text ↪ syd💞

syd: don’t say that baby. i don’t like the love of my life calling herself stupid when she is one of the smartest people i know.

syd: what can i do to make you feel better mi amor?

chey: well i feel stupid

chey: i don't know, can you make the past few weeks disappear like they never happened?

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aubree skye starter.

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“go to the store to grab some dinner for tonight and i couldn’t believe my eyes when i went to check out.  i saw three different magazines that had articles with breaking news that jude and i broke up.” aubree laughed, cleaning off her hands on her apron. “where the hell do people come up with this stuff? i swear, i feel like a zoo attraction sometimes. i don’t think people understand that we’re actual people. that we’ve got a family, i’m not just some article.“ 

“girl, preach.” the redhead said with a sigh. leaning her head back in her seat as the other woman spoke, chey could not relate more. especially with everything going on between her and sydney right now. “i think weddings push people into overdrive. especially in the press. i honestly just can’t wait till it’s all over.”

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Raylee Stevens Starter

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The women, nearing the last few weeks of her pregnancy, walked through the garden of the park close to her house singing a song as she waited for her daughters acting class to be over “I have a dream, a song to sing. To help me cope with anything. If you see the wonder of a fairy tale. You can take the future even if you fail. I believe in angels.”

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perched on a bench in the garden, chey perked up at the sound of someone singing sweetly. she leaned her head forward and spotted the brunette, a soft smile creeping its way onto her face. “that’s beautiful,” she said when she finished the line, crossing her arms over her chest.

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outgoing text ↪ syd💞

syd: i feel like anyone who no longer supports our relationship or doesn’t like the decisions we’re making can fuck off

syd: i still want to get married more than i've ever wanted anything in my life.

syd: if you aren’t comfortable with being around everyone until the gossip surrounding this dies down we can wait.

syd: i should not have thrown quite a big curveball at you like that right before the wedding.

chey: i just feel stupid

chey: like we're supposed to be spending the rest of our lives together and we can't even get to the wedding without this huge thing happening

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outgoing text ↪ syd💞

syd: i’m so sorry babe. i didn’t mean for my stupidness to ruin this for you.

syd: what do you want to do?

chey: well how do you feel

chey: i wasn't exactly perfect to you either

chey: we all know i'm not the most understanding or whatever

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outgoing text ↪ syd💞

syd: what did you tell her?

syd: is that something you still want to do?

chey: i haven't replied. i don't even know how she found out.

chey: we literally invited everybody. and now apparently people know.

chey: this is just so perfect, this is exactly how i wanted my wedding to be. i love being embarrassed.

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“that’s only thing i’ve ever even remotely lied to you about cheyenne. i swear.” she frankly didn’t know what else to do. she already felt like shit she just wanted a break from all this but she knew chey was probably going through something a hundred times worse. “no. of course not. but i’ll do whatever it takes to prove to you i’m not that person, that I’m not going to lie to you again. just tell me what I need to do.”

“yeah, yeah, sydney, i’m sure.” she said, running her hand through her red hair. “we’re just going in circles, there’s not really anything to be said or done i guess. it’s like you want me to get over it and you say you’re going to do whatever to fix it. but i don’t know how you can fix it.”

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outgoing text ↪ syd💞

chey: so someone told my mom about everything i guess

chey: she's asking about the wedding...

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sydney didn’t want to admit it but this was really starting to hurt her. “i’m not some fucking slut chey. the fact that you think…” she couldn’t even bring herself to say it. “nothing. you’ve done nothing. i made a decision, which was the wrong one but i’m tryin’ to make up for it.”

“maybe not, but you’re definitely a liar. so what am i supposed to believe?” she questioned, the bitterness in her voice almost palpable. chey laughed in her face, the flush of the wine hitting her harder than she was expecting. maybe it was the elevated situation, but the redhead couldn’t stop herself from what she said next. “how? sydney all you’ve done is apologize and deny that there’s anyone else. like you want me to just fucking forget everything that happened, that you lied to me for four years. that’s not just going to go away with a fucking apology.”