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Life.

We’re supposed to live Forever

yet we die

Everyone is Invincible

yet we are weak

We could own Everything

yet we aren’t happy

We think we are Wise

until we appear foolish

Then we become Angry

until we feel guilt

Opposites

yet connected

Don’t forget the rise and fall, the sway of emotions, fate, destiny.

All of it.

Invest yourself into something but don’t over invest.

You’ll become devoured, engulfed and drowned in it.

Be happy in the moment.

Be sad in the moment.

Be angry in the moment.

Feel it all and live it all.

But don’t be devoured, engulfed and drowned.

Life.

I should really start taking it seriously.

I have a lot to prove to you all.

Especially to my Wonderwall.

Premonitions

I had a dream that you were leaving.

You wouldn’t tell me where you were going, just that you’d be gone for a while.

Where are you going? I beckoned.

Don’t worry, I’ll be back soon. You whispered as you kissed my cheek.

You opened the door & a blinding light came before I knew it you were gone.

What was just a dream had become a nightmare.

Where are you? Where are you? I yelled in panic.

No answer.

Everywhere I looked I asked of you.

No answer.

Rage grew in me towards them.

They didn’t want to tell me, Why?

But soon I realized that you left.

You left me alone.

in this loneliness I didn’t feel much different just residual sadness & anger.

Nothing had changed.

You were just gone.

I pushed you away & you left.

Good for you.

#9/21/15 #Writing #Promises

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No way this was 6 seconds

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That spin tho! 😮

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Yes yaya yes

Wish.

I wanted to text you today to tell you how much I hate you.

You’ve left me broken in pieces for others to put me back together and cut their fingers on the glass.

It’s been a while since I’ve felt this way and I’m not sure Ill ever feel secure.

I give advice but never take it because it’s harder when it’s in your world.

I was never meant to have nice things and thanks to you I have no chance at ever having them.

I wish I’d never met you life would’ve been happier.

Instead Im stuck here shattered while you’re happy w/ that bastard.

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#CHANDLER WAS SUCH A GOOD FRIEND

I had a dream about you. You were pregnant & in the hospital. I walked down the halls as if i knew exactly where to go. I saw a big room that looked like a classroom & your brother was near you from what I could see from the door. It was strange because some of my family was there. I walked in & walked past your mother, she seemed distracted. Then this girl with funky hair & anime - ish look waved at me. I could only assume who that was. My aunt & her children were there. & my other aunt who's a nurse too. As I got closer I said Hello to them all & talked to your sister, her hair was short with highlights & expecting some bitchy retort I heckled her about it. She laughed it off & made fun of me. I snuck a glance at you but I couldn't recognize you due to your puffy cheeks. It was strange.. I even juggled two phone calls. & was a Batman type person earlier in the dreams.