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@chiyo-mihama
its like this
and sometimes like this (when hungry)
its like this
is chiyo a cutes?
hello everyone i hope thatyou all have a wonderful day.. chiyo is thinkingabout everyone and praying for the best..
tonights manga was "monthly in the garden with my landlord"... a popular pick, and i thought it was really cute.. id love to see more side stories for it..
cuddling deep into my pillow trying to bury the shame of feeling so fragile..
the desire to tear off my face and for those around me to go "we see it chiyo chan, ur true face, and it is beautiful!"
well it might not be all that pretty with the clawmarks and gashes and all but it would be the thought that counts
sometimes when trying to unmask its hard to tell if i am or not.i hate masking at this point but itcan just go up automatically as a fear response. so i try to take it off but it doesnt feel like its off. and even when the words coming out of my mouth are as vulnerable as can be it doesnt feel that wayin my body. thoughts like that make me wonder if im unmasking or just clawing at my own face desperately
anothernight where ive dreamt about new things but said new things arent especially interesting.. i dreamt i had an awkward and embaressing interactionwith fuji kiseki that mademe feel like i was being profiled. well thats how it goes...
i got a feaking box in the mail ^ _^
🌾 (sheaf of rice) - What does your average day look like? How does plurality intersect with it?
oohhuu..mhrrggmm......
every day can be like two or three days in my memory..in a weird hard to describe kindof way.. things happenand mood shifts and tides change and by the time its the end of the day the morning feels like it might have been days ago expereinced underdifferent eyes.. theres a transient period that happenswithout realization..
this is mostly the memory problems i think but surelyytheyhave something to dow ith them?
days are very long things...
imfreeking normal now
i dreamt about new people tonight but also i dreamt about being attacked by saltwater crocodiles. in highly zoologically inaccurate ways. so is it muchbetter...
since i got her, ive kept pchan at my desk every day.. i hold her when im cold, hug her when im calm, nibble on her ears when im bored, play with her when im talking.. she only tends to come to bed with me when im scared (often imebriated..)
i love my pchan and i scrunch and squish her big head every day ^_ ^ this is the delight of a plushies
🌻<- the fower
🌻 (sunflower) - If you can communicate internally, what is that like? If you can't communicate internally, do you have other methods for communicating with each other?
hello 5^ _^ iwas able to find this little game thru you, thank you for the fun chance..!
when it comes to communication, i've had a somewhat complex relationship with it.. at first, there was nothing of the sort, i heavily rejected the concept of internal communication as a thing i was capable of. despite that, i've had a habit of talking to myself when alone (or even when around others) since i was a child. i've never been able to properly gauge the normalcy of that, but growing up, i assumed it was just a normal way of thinking for an anxious girl. full on constant conversations between multiple voices each with their own feelings and opinions.. well, when i say that out loud, it's easy to think how my thoughts on this might have shifted as i became more open to exploring it.
well.. all of that is to say that i tend to talk to myself to this day, though never in any especially well defined form. its not as if im able to maintain multiple personalities at once, even if internally. it tends to just come from feelings and internal remarks that play against each other, until an internal understanding is found.. other then that, i journal to myself. sometimes, if enough time passes (hours to days) that can become a conversation... though, they're usually not the calmest.
i had more to type on this then i thought! i wonder if the usual chiyo-poster will feel the same.....