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@chloloves5sos

26 • they! femme dyke // only pillow princess ever 4th yr phd candidate a personal homage to my past self, a project in being, an amalgamation of my humanity, a dedication to goodness prevailing, despite it all (thoughts and perspectives are my own and don’t reflect the opinions of any institution i affiliate with, past, present, or future)

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losing my mind, wbu 😍

i love her so much oh my god oh my god oh my god

#butchfemme #lesbian #me #my husband #who is my girlfriend #who is my husband #wlw

juliaxyn

lesbians engaging in pillow princess slander will never not baffle me ! like ! i swear folks just like to be ignorant on purpose ?? anyway texting my stone top butch who i’m in love with to gossip abt yall

#wlw #lesbian #pillow princess #stone top

just spent 3+ hrs following my gf around the house while she hung things on the walls for me, kissing her shoulder, and being a goofball menace. and the whole time i couldn’t stop thinking abt how grateful i am to be in love with her, yes, but equally as much to be her friend. i want to be goofy in this apartment with her and listen to her sing softly to the bullshit pop i put on shuffle forever.

and also, perhaps for the first time, i don’t feel that forever is the thing worth primary consideration. i always find myself measuring in metrics of futurity or past. rarely am i actively in the present. but i feel alive and in my body with her. i want to be in the moment for all the moments she’s there. my moments with her are some of my favorite things. i love her so incredibly much

#me

crimson-femme

Bobby Smith and Mary VanderWall, circa 1950s.

“Bobby Smith, the 69-year-old Tampa lesbian, has been strip-searched by police, harassed by neighbors and screamed at by strangers who told her to join the circus. She lives with her partner of 33 years in a neighborhood near MacDill Air Force Base in Tampa. Smith is one of the rare lesbians from her generation who never married or pretended to desire men. She has always been a ‘butch,’ the masculine partner common in old-fashioned lesbian relationships. ‘I’ve always liked boy’s clothes,’ she says, smiling. ‘I didn't go to college because I would have had to wear a dress. But I took a look in the mirror and said, ‘You can go and make it big in the world, or you can be at peace with yourself and eat beans.’ Five decades later, she says, ‘I am at peace with myself.’”

via Tampa Bay Times (1993)

#hometown #hometownbutchfemme #butchfemme #wlw